i don't care.

Ugh. I just found out that I have 3 former blogs.
I haven't deleted them unfortunately. Either because
a)I forgot the password
b)I forgot the email add
c)Naturally, I forgot both
or
d) Darling dear I don't give a damn really.

And what annoys me even more is the fact that I used bad bad bad bad English. My oh my.

Ahhhh well.. I'll just leave that to that. Not that I actually have a choice of course.

Christmas..nice. but not grandiose.

YEAH! Christmas is over. Not sure whether that's considered as a good thing or bad. I'll avoid dwelling in the fact that I'm more than pleased that Christmas is finally over. Maybe it's the whole herculean amount of chores or impertinent little cousins I despise.

I had an abso-freakin-lutely good time though. I didn't expect it at all. I had this sneaky feeling that Christmas was going to SUCK big time this year. Turns out it didn't THANK GOD FOR THAT.

Not much happened this week. Just a bunch of parties. And very cute, behaved, children. YES THEY WERE *pinches cheeks* HAH! Thank God for Ashley, Keith, Justin, Anna, Katherine and Micheal. And their parents too for hereditary genes! That isn't sarcasm by the way.

I believe yesterday was probably the most funniest day for this whole week. I went to Shannon's house yesterday on account she was having a small Christmas gathering. And we drank Aussie red wine. Mind you I didn't know that red wine could make people drunk. I think Jill and I had a bit too much of red wine. We got stoned man.No wait, stoned is for drugs yes?MMMMMM IDK. But hell yeah we got high. And Jill's case was the funniest. All of us *Shannon, Nyit Yi, Andrina and the two drunkards* went to Jusco to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks. Unfortunately for Shannon and much to my joy, the movie tickets were sold out.BROWNIE POINTS!
So after loitering around in Jusco for a bit, Jill became slightly faint and was so in need for a bench.. AND HER FACE WAS SO FRIGGIN RED. Damn that was funny. So while she was 'refreshing' Pinky and me went off to Popular. Then we went to McD's.. Shannon had already told her mum to fetch us since Jill was unwell. So we were waiting near McD's when Shannon called us and said that Jill had puked. Hehe. I'm aware that it's very repulsive..but I can't possibly stop myself from laughing ya know. It was so funny. I think she vomited because she mixed her drinks and her tummy went haywire.
Conclusion : Jill + red wine + blue cocktail + Pepsi Max + sushi + cookies = Jill throwing up.

ROFLMAO.

School's starting next week. My mood? Ranging from DAMN to YAY every 30 secs. Perhaps I should be more enthusiastic about it. But the thought of having nasty people for class teachers is definitely without a doubt hands down very very disturbing.

Stuff to do
- Exercise books in school
- new uniform GAH
- SCHOOL SHOES ARGHHHHH
- Pack for school
- New Year! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPZ! LEAVE ME A COMMENT WILL YA?~!

ZOMG. I was watching some BJ Novak vids on youtube. And I came across this one. FUGG THIS BREAKS MY BRAINS.




I'm not a racist btw. Just found this funny.

Quote Of The Day
Just as you have planted the seed, I will plant my seed........ in you
- Dwight Schrute [ THE OFFICE lalalalalala ]

christmas is here =P

WOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!



X'mas = TOMORROW!

It's impossible for me to believe that ONE WHOLE YEAR has passed so quickly.

Last year, I was in S'pore shopping at Borders at this EXACT time... Okay fine, not exactly 5.51. But I was at Borders somewhere around 5-6...



And later I've got to go to church. For midnight mass. WEARING A DRESS. Lol I've actually gotten used to wearing dresses. But not this one PLEASE. It's extremely uncomfortable and prone to 'a Marilyn Monroe' ANYTIME. And it looks like what a bridesmaid would wear. And it has FLOWERs. FLOWERS. PUHLEASEEEE.. FLOWERS? ick, actually it's only 3 itty bitty roses. But that's pretty much enough for me to go 'HECK NUU I'M NUT WEARING THAT'

Ah well. Who cares about dresses. CHRISTMAS IS COMING IN 6 HOURS WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!



God knows why I'm being disturbingly jovial now. Must be some serious OCC/OOC/ GAWD I DUNNO thing.

Well then. HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

we're innocent dammit!

*runs away crying*

The next time I see a bunch of carolers. And Santa Claus, I will cry.

Yeah, I'm afraid of Santa Claus by the way.

Ever since I was 4 (the first time I saw him)
I dunno why. Maybe it's the whole red apparel..Or the fact that they look rather smaller than Santa..Or that wide-almost pedophile smile. Or his beard.

Shucks, I'm still trembling dammit..UGH.



I love Christmas. And I don't mind saying that.I just don't like Santa dammit. Wonder why my rents and sibs don't seem to comprehend.

Uh well. I'm looking forward to watching Sweeney Todd soon. Coz' Johnny Depp is SINGING. And there's nothing better than a deranged demon barber and pies made of corpses. XD..
So other than my very, very morbid fascinations, nothing interesting happened.

Except in my sister's case though. She's been getting calls from a suicidal junkie. Apparently that girl has been crushing on my sister's friend *who's a guy* since 'forever'. Forever is 5 years in this context by the way. Hell yeah baby I was 9 now I'm 14.5 years DOES seem like forever no?
My sister's been stressing that Elliot is only a friend. I have no idea what's that girl's problem. Must be some obsessive disorder. She says that my sister is ruining her life. How deluded can she get?!
What an idiot. My sister seems awfully calm about it. It almost scares me. She says that girl can go to hell for all she cares. And she's NOT suicidal. People who have that 'burning desire' to commit suicide are normally secretive about it. They don't go around parading telling the whole world they're going to commit suicide without any substantial reasons. SUCH.AN.IMBECILE.
Elliot knows too. He hates that girl actually. Poor guy. Don't seem to have a choice here do you?
According to him, that girl has been 'stalking' him ever since. She's so obsessive to the extend of getting the EXACT same cell number, just a number different.
My sister avoids her calls. But that girl calls IN DIFFERENT NUMBERS EVERYTIME! Desperado..... I have absolutely no clue on why she wants to bug my sister. Sis says she's jealous and wants her to back off because they're so darn close.. Sis won't care. They're not dating. Why should she give a damn?

Oh and, have I mentioned that this stupid girl is engaged? WTF MUCH? Engaged and you still wanna see him WTH is wrong with you?
Even her fiancee has apologized to my sis. Poor guy. DUMP HER DAMMIT! God bless that fella.
..Ah well. Poor Elliot. I feel for ya dude.



Quote Of The Day *lol yeah i know go figure*

Pam: [during a role-playing exercise] Okay, if I have to do this, based on stereotypes that are totally untrue, that I do not agree with, you would maybe..not be a very good driver.
Dwight:[role playing as an Asian] Aw, man! Am I a woman?
-The Office!!! lalalalala

cosplayer rantings

Okay. Is it me or does every Aerith cosplayer look like oddly guy-ish. REALLY!

And what is it with Yuna/Ashe cosplayers. Their skirts aren't that short you morons. Seriously. I was watching a bunch of vids on Youtube. And there was one that had me going 'wtf?'
There was a girl who cosplayed as Ashe from FFXII. AND ZOMG. HER SKIRT IS SO FREAKIN SHORT. That's not how it is at all. Ashe's skirt IS short. I won't deny. But not that short!
And to make it worse, she was dancing.. Geez you n00b Ashe isn't a songstress ya know. Yuna is. Not Ashe. Time for a trip to Wiki?
Oh my. That girl. I pity you. You just made yourself a topic of my merciless mocking.
Ick, I swear I think I saw her ass. Can't help but staring ya know. Especially if the skirt is that damn short and something suddenly poked out and catches your eye.
*shivers*


Am watching another one. Lazy to post it up. It's KH.
Ish. This people! DIE you DIEEE *stabbity stab*
Constructive criticism from a fangirl who knows a hell of cosplaying

Riku : He could easily pass for Kadaj. That's right. Silver hair. Black robe. Bitchy smile. That gorgeous look that makes you say 'I wanna have his babies'. Too bad. He's pixels. And cosplayers/crossplayers normally screw him up. T.T
Sora : lalalalala. Big feet. lalalala.. His hair can stab you. BEWARE. Cosplayers usually look like fat guys. So un-Sora.
Kairi : ZOMG. They're so prettyyyyyyyyyyyy. Her cosplayers are sooooo gorgeous! I love youuuuuu
Namine : Ditto
Xemmy : *oh my Princess Xemmy* *Hands teapot to Xemmy* No one can cosplay as you my darling princess.NO ONE. coz' they'll generally end up screwing you.
Roxas : *slaps cosplayers* You ruined my Roxas.
Axel : Ditto. Nuff said.
Hayner : HE'S HAWT!
Pence : Pence = Live
Olette : YOUR HAIRRRRR
Sephy baby : GO hell ARSES! Yo' hair will never be like Sephy's bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Cloudling/Kitten : His hair can stab dammit. God knows how much le' goop did it take to spike his blond hair. That's tight man!
Aerith : Again with the okama =O
Tifa : *bows down*
Yuffie : ZOMG YUFFIE = CUTIE. *huggies*


Uh well. How impromptu. But nonetheless honest. Not contsructive. But honest. XPP



Quote for the day *go figgy. I'll snag them off The Office*
Bros before hoes. Why? Because your bros are always there for you. They got your back after your ho rips your heart out for no good reason. And you were nothing but great to your ho, and you told her that she was the only ho for you. And that she was better than all the other hoes in the world. And then suddenly...she's not yo' ho no mo'.
-Micheal Scott

I'm a rock!

DIEEEEEEEEEEE. DIEEEEEEEE. WHEEEEEEE
APOCALYPSE WHEEEEE I SEE A BRIGHT LIGHT WHEEEE TEH SUN IS FALLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forgive my pessimistic traits. I'm really heartbroken now. So excuse the shouting and moans and 'constructive criticism'.
ROB PATTINSON AS EDWARD WTF YOU PEOPLE!

Really! You have people like that gorgeous Tom Sturridge and Gaspard Ulliel. Nevermind Henry Cavill. But Rob Pattinson? NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

You just deliberately:
1. RUINED MY PERFECT IMAGINATION AS EDWARD I HATE U
2.Killed my hopes of a good movie.
3. Stole my Cedric! I'll always remember Rob Pattinson as Cedric no matter what. YOU STOLE HIM!

Summit Entertainment you guys are INDESCRIBABLE. 1000 types of evil. And bad casting skills. DANG! AISH. Nevermind. Mary Anne said if my visualization is 'tetap' it won't be tampered. I wish. I have really a vulnerable imagination ya know. Boleh diubah suai.

Even this fan-made trailer says TOM = EDWARD DAMMIT!

TOM SHOULD BE EDWARD DAMMIT!

OOOOOOOOOO. I wish I could take this to Bad Casting Skills court! Who knows if such exists but ARGHHHHHHHH.

Steph Meyer, HELP. And next time just stick to books.

I might not watch the movie now. Heard it's scheduled to be released somewhere in December 08. After PMR luckily. But there's a 50% chance I'm not gonna watch.40% might. and 10% undecided.I actually don't mind Kristin Stewart as Bella. I think she'll do a great job. After looking at some fan trailers, I've decided she'd look rather nice as Bella.

Uh well. The 'damage' is done. The worst Summit could do now is screw up the plot and cast a gay Jake*I still prefer Steven Strait*.

Well then let's not hope for the bad shall we?


I guess, in this oddly deformed way, Rob Cedric does look like Tom. A bit. Just a bit. If it wasn't for the hair I guess. And he's so thin. HE'S TOO THIN. It's almost like he's anaeroxic.


SEEEEE

Told you so. He's whipcord thin. Edward however is thin.But still muscular la! LIKE TOM!
Besides Tom looks devilishly gorgeous.
Guess they could stuff him with food until filming starts in February. And perhaps give him a good haircut. His pics look like mugshots. Don't they?

But yeah, if you tell me to choose between this

*HE HAS THE CROOKED SMILE!!!!!!!*

and


and


. I'd choose TOM! That's how I pictured Edward in the first place. I dunno why I bothered putting two pics up for Gaspard*might be a fangirl thing*, but I'll STILL GO FOR TOM DAMMIT! So what if he's less prominent, he has the looks and the acting ability.
Brownie points = His pictures don't look like mugshots XPP
Awwwwwww. And he has such a cute smile haha.
Ah well. I'll wait for the trailer to come out. Then I'll check out his acting abilities. Or maybe they'll pick Tom after all. I dunno.

Must watch movie for this Christmas = The Broken Hearts Club. Timothy Olyphant is gay baby. And I watched the kissing scene. WHEEEEEEE. HURRAH FOR GHEI!
But yeah, It's kinda cool that he isn't like some prejudiced-against-gays guy. He portrayed a gay. I salute that~!!

FDM blues

Never thought I'd say this. But 'Yahoo! Answers' is my new best friend. WHEEEEEEEE!!!!.
Okay, so i was trying to download a few programs like Limewire and Second Life that day. And yeah I'm one of those 'people' who have Second Life avatars. But I was trying to install the softwares but there was this stupid annoying message saying something bout a corrupted file and skipping a NCRC CommandLine check. And something about some NSIS error. *which vaguely reminded me of NCIS instead. As in the badass cops series.*
I couldn't ask my brother sadly. Coz' then I'd just end up with one hell of a lecture. Since my brother's really overzealous about the comp. GO HELL!.
Isaac told me to search in Yahoo! Answers instead. He said that a lot people usually have this probably. Scratch the people, replace with FDM users. Darn I should've just ask the guy to install BitComet instead when he asked me. DAMMIT!
So after browsing million or what seemed like a million questions with a nice 'NSIS error' on the search bar, I FINALLY FOUND THE ANSWER! Out of another gazillion stupid answers by n00bs of course. It seems all I have to do is UNINSTALL FDM. Gawsh why on Earth didn't I think of that? And use Firefox instead. I've got Firefox. But no intention of using it whatsoever.

Yann you were right. Firefox is better.

salty cake

i made a salt flavored cake. cool huh? of course it's unintentional btw. probably due to my lack of knowledge in differentiating salt and sugar.

after camp madness blogging

Oh damn camp's over. Darn. It was so much freakin fun damn! Uh well. It beats sitting around on my lazy arse doing absolutely nothing related to Christmas. Hell yeah.
but yesh, camp was..

FECKING MEGA PWNSOME

Lol. Doesn't beat Penang though. Sorry, Dad.
So uh. stuff that faffin deserve to be up on my blog.

*falls off chair laughing*
'Transex' *eiiiyahh shuddup i know it's church camp la* cried. ZOMG TRANSEX CRIED. She's so bloody vulnerable man. From what I've heard with skin you'll win , someone left her a flaming comment on that box thingy which might I add I missed out on on account of not coming yesterday.But. Ew. Who cries about something like that? Or was it something else she was crying about. Coz' there was some crap going on that 'PMS' got some flaming note yada yada. I'll bet I won't give a fecking crap if someone wrote me a flaming comment on paper. I'd do the right thing and apart from kicking their asses hard, I would JUST BURN THE DAMN THING DAMMIT.Seriously. Who gives a damn about the world these days. Flaming comments come and go. So be it. No one should cry just because someone says 'you have gigantic boobs and you suck' That's lame shit. Trust me bitch I know a hell about this.

And, people still think I look like Jaclyn Victor. ISH! I don't dammit.
Lol and Leroy said 'HI!!!' to Judy. In her I'm-a-happy-hyper-bitch-way. She looked taken aback when he said that. Maybe it was because it was so GAY, happy, bouncy, and jumpy. SOOOOO HER. *runs away* Me gets scared of the happy-psycho-big boobed-think-they-rock-at-singing har-har-my-dog-can-howl-better people.
And I said hi to Judy during lunch. In the hyper way. It somehow doesn't work on me.
But all she did was say hi. Too bad. So I continued eating.
And all of a sudden she called me and flashed the peace sign. Apparently everyone was suppose to flash peace signs at each other.*I didn't know coz' I came late*. LAME.
Trust me, that was a whole *WTF moment* right before my eyes. I wanted to smack her. Nobody waves the peace sign at me yo. I'm much more accustomed to a hi/wassup/yo dawg/good morning america. Knowumsayin?

Pauline and I ran up to her once and told her she was gay today.. In the hyper way too. Dang I can't help but make fun of it. And this is how it went.
P&E : Hi JUDY YOU LOOK SO GAY TODAY!!
J : O.o
P&E : Urr. You do know what gay means right?
J :O.o
Dude I dunno who : It means happy
P&E : *death glare while cursing silently* MMMMMMMMMM
Christopher : Eh please la. Judy's my girlfriend. *not true btw*
P&E : *arse* Funspoiler
J : OMG CHRISTOPER I LOVE YOU.
P&E : Darn these people. *walks off to Pinky, Sonia, and Julianne*

So operation whatchamacallit is a failure. BITCH IT~!!!

Ickk, half my post= all about Judy and her nonsense. Never baby neverrrrr

There was this one part...where we were told about God's love for us. And how He had sent his only son for us. And there was an excerpt of The Passion Of Christ. Kinda like a fan-movie. with bg music and all. and they showed the part where Jesus was nailed to the cross and how he had suffered before that. For some reason, it hurt so much to see it until Sonia, Pinky and I cried. I dunno. It might be the vid itself landing an impact. Or it might be the fact that it made us realize that's how Jesus suffered for us. It was really touching. It makes me wanna cry even thinking about it.

*wipes tears*

Ishh, something is definitely wrong with me these days. I'm listening to sythopop and trance these days. It's actually kinda addictive. Damn nice.

Listening to : [[ Faster Kill Pussycat by Paul Oakenfold ]]

dun dun da da

Listening to : [ Flipside by The Click Five ] Power pop : my new favourite genre.

Lol. I stand corrected. Camp didn't suck at all.Andrina and Sonia and Pauline was there. Sonia and Pauline were in my group booyahh! It was kinda fun actually. Despite the fact my group [The Blue*comes with the British accent* Group] leader was kinda annoying. I dunno why but she sorta reminds me of a certain perky-i love Jesse McCartney-And I have a better singing voice than you girl in my school. Ya'll know who I'm sayin'?
AND HOE MY GAWSH.Ya know what made me love the camp even more? THEY didn't pronounce my name wrongly. ILU. They didn't dammit. Normally, people have this bad unintentional thing of murdering my stupid name. But this time around they didn't. Darn they rock.
And there was this girl name Anne *freaky huh?* who said I looked like Jaclyn Victor. I've got no comments whatsoever. And there was this one time when we were singing a bunch of action songs, and we had to high-five everybody. And she came up and high fived me and said, WAHH JACLYN VICTOR HIGH FIVED ME.
And I was like 'whaaaa???'

It's kinda nice. The whole dancing thingy, and games, and people shuffling. Damn that makes me wanna try that. It looks like humongoussimo fun. FUN DAMMIT.

Uh nevermind

that. Camp rocked.
well. Did I neglect to mention that was only the 1st day? I didn't go today. Fever. I'll go tomorrow. And expect my death. Courtesy of Pinky and Sonia.

And I must watch Sweeny Todd. Coz' there's nothing better than a movie about demon barbers and corpse-pies. HELL YEAH BABY.


Listening to : [ Disco Hades II by Head Automatica ] Electronica I haven't left you my love.

braindead

*falls off the chair laughing*
ROFLMAO.
The next time I watch another Ryan/Kelly vid on Youtube, I WILL DIE.
Seriously, my brains are gonna come out watching the cute antiques of Ryan Howard on The Office.
Right, so he's a bit of an introvert.And he's somewhat sarcastic, but who cares.That makes him lovable lol.
The whole Ryan/Kelly thing made my brains fall out. Too bad Ryan dumped her. Ah well.
Lol. So The Office = MAXIMUM PWNAGE DAMMIT!.

And this vid = EPIC.



Oh yeah baby. Scranton style. LMAO.

Hell yeah, my brains are gonna fall out.

goodbye holz

Life as I know it, is presumably over. Over.
I don't mean the blood stained windows and corpses everywhere kind, but it might as well be that way.
I can't believe it CAN'T FREAKIN BELIEVE IT.
My brother's PS3. BROKE. Overheated and DIED. My brother said could be fixed. Like duh. He should know coz' he's a service engineer. He's used to dealing with all this crap.
But that's not the case here. In order to well, fill his free time since his PS3 is dead, he wanted my PS2. WHICH IS SO FRIGGIN EVIL I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE HERE WTFBBQ?
So, yesterday at 11.37 p.m, I had to give away my reason to live. Or at the very least, the reason why I'm not decaying for the holz yet.
*cries and then dies*
This is sad. Very damn fuggin sad. Can I become emo now? =(
eeeeeeeee, I cried dammit. I don't cry for stupid stuff, but if it's involving my type of oxygen, I'd have to cry.
*cries*
Darn this whole week sucks big time.
My Penang trip ruined. My hopes of seeing Jessie darling ruined. My PS2 gone. My holz are officially screwed.Hands down. No questions asked.

I don't think there's a brighter side to this. Except for the fact that I'm gonna go watch Enchanted later.Then I'll go pick up a copy of Twilight to complete my collection. It's unnecessary coz' I've already read it, but what the heck I'll just buy it anyways.
Which reminds me, New Moon is with Vanessa and Eclipse is with Carey.And Breaking Dawn is with Steph Meyer.

Oh yeah, HIS CHILDREN ARE SO FAFFIN CUTE!!!!! *huggies*

Life is burning.

I swear.....I freakin swear the next time I watch another FFVII CGI ending, I WILL DIE DAMMIT.


It's so so s-s-s-s-s-SADDDDD. ZOMG I cried when I watched the ending for Crisis Core just now. Zack died. And Cloud became emo. And I cried. It's so sad. Maybe it was the background music or BECAUSE SQUARE-ENIX REALLY KNOWS HOW TO THROW ONE HELL OF A SAD-AND-MAKES-YOU-CRY-LIKE-A-SICK-PUPPY TYPE OF GAME PLOTS.


Or I'll just stick to the fact that I'm a pushover har har. That's nice to know.

But seriously, It made me cry. It's so touching. Zack baby I love you. I don't care if tyou're made up of thousands and thousands of pixels..I love you. KH endingd make me cry. The first one did. Not the second one. The second one = WHEEEEE I'M HAPPPYYYYYYY I MET MY FRIENDSSS WHEEE I'M STOOPID

The part where Kairi stares at the drawing Sora made on the wall and cried really made me cry. And Sora said he'd be with her forever zomg Tetsuya Nomura-sama YOU'RE AWESOME..

Darn I wanna get a PSP now. A PS2 and a DS and a PS3 isn't enough thank you very much. Can't help the fact that I have insatiable cravings..LAWL.

Right now, I hate my life so much. SO DARN FREAKIN MUCH. Thanks to that stupid camp shiet my uncle signed me up for WITHOUT MY MY DAD'S PERMISSION, I can't go to Penang next week. And I can't see Jessie. As in my beloved darling friend Jessie whom I haven't seen in two fuggin years. Damn fuggin crap I feel so bad coz I've ruined plans for her. I'm so sorry dear. I dunno how to tell her I can't make it.
I could just skip the camp. But then my uncle would get angry and start scolding me. And that would just add to the massive pile of screw-up-ness in my fuggin life. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH God I hate dislike you sometimes. You're so evil ya know that? I told my mum, and all she could say is that God has his ways sometimes. Har har AS IF JESSICA IS GONNA COME TO THAT FREAKIN CAMP. Please be more realistic, Ma.

It's official.My holz are screwed. And I've got a list of people to thank for that.

1. Thanks God. You rock for ruining my perfect holidays. Shall I commit suicide and go to hell now? I'll bet that's nice to see, yes?

2. My parents. Well thank you Ma and Pa. For ultimately destroying my life as well as my holidays. For cancelling the Holland trip. And for ruining my thought of ever seeing Jessica again. Thanks so fugging much.

3. My uncle. Thanks so much.

4. My sister. I know she's not one I'd like to mention so much. But I really do hate her sometimes. For making me feel guilty every damn bloody time something unwanted happens. I'm only 14 dammit you can't just blame me for everything that happens in this house dammit.

And some other people I dislike. I'm lazy whatever boohooo.

&& Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3 = MASSIVE PWNAGE~!!!! This game is tight.!

Listening to : Beating Heart Baby [[ Head Automatica ]]

*coughs*

Partly because I got something off my sister and I drank that icky icky drink on Sunday, I have a very bad sorethroat. And my flam is brown. Eww. Mum says it's pretty bad if it's brown.

Uh well, skipping to other unimportant stuff *well at least it's better than repulsive details on my sorethroat right?*

ZOMGGGGGGG...WTF~!!

Wtf.WTF?? Zac Efron as Edward friggin Cullen. God stop me I'm gonna shoot THAT idiotic stupid brainless girl down. Seriously? A HSM star who was involved with a chick's nude piccies as Edward. No really. I MUST BE DREAMING OR SUFFERING FROM PSYCHOSIS DAMMIT. On the bright side, someone only suggested that. Imagine if he actually were to play as Edward. I swear I WILL run away from Ipoh to somewhere remote. Like Fiji!.

Right well. I finally got a Myspace account. To be precise, I got one with an easier to remember password. I keep on forgetting.LAME. Myspace, isn't that bad. Not that good either. I still like Facebook. More fun! FUN FUN FUN I'MMA HAPPY LAPRICORN AND SO IS YOUR DOG WHEEEE!!!
Jill says she's moving. THAT SUCKSSSS! I don't want her to move. I'm not moving dammit why the heck are you!? I hope she moves to another house or something. NOT OUT THE FREAKIN COUNTRY OR OUT OF IPOH NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!
My dad turn down the job offer in Singapore. He says too much work must be done before moving. Or maybe he DOESN'T want to move himself. =] I don't blame you dad.



-He's my friend and that's your foot. by dearest cousin Jonathan. WHO IS 11 AND 1 HEAD TALLER THAN ME NO FAIR I'M 14 DAMMIT!

Irrationality

Repulsed. That's how I feel right now. After reading the news, I feel completely repulsed.
I was initially annoyed by the whole HINDRAF protest going on in KL which made headlines all over the world. I was completely frustrated with how the Indian people in the Malaysian community behaved immorally. But after reading stuff on the net, I've gone through a 360 degrees change of mood. I'm so repulsed by how the police is handling this affair. Heavy action? Seriously. I'm not one for political issues but I do think the usage of heavy action has to be stopped. Violence is SOO not the answer. I'm quite sure the police are aware of that. And yet they seem so oblivious to that fact.

I might not know the root story of the whole affair, but my sister told me it had something to do the Constitution Of Malaysia and a memorandum.

All stuff here.

Can't believe the police used tear gas in a temple. For Lord's sake, a temple is a holy place. A holy ground where people come to worship. You can't just spray tear gas all over people in a temple. Don't you people have this thing called common sense?

I'm not being one sided now. I'm an Indian and I believe this type of ill treatment is complete unconventional and unneeded. I'm just sticking up to what I feel is right.
They only asked for one hour to present the memorandum. What's wrong with that? Doesn't that have something to do with 'Freedom Of Speech'?

Well anyways, whatever happens, I hope no one gets hurt or harshly treated. I've never actually experienced the whole 'ill treatment to Indian people' thing. Most of my best friends are Chinese and we get along perfectly fine. I don't get racially discriminated and I'm happy with that.

Whatever, I've got better stuff to do. Like go to Yik Foong and fix my sister's laptop. Lord I hope I'm not the one who broke it.

birthday wishes. lol. -_-"

Lol. So today is Gaspard Ulliel's birthday. WOOOHOOO!!!

And also Crystal's b'day!

HAPPY BIRFDAY CRYSTAL!!!

Am gonna forget about wishing a french acotr. Coz that''s just plain impossible. I'm just gonna wish a friend instead. CRYSTAL MAKE SURE YOU COMMENT!!

Lol i'm such a domineering person

Lotsa love,
an annoying junior. >.>.

wake me up when my holidays begin to suck. *positive post*

Kay well. Just came back from Penang. Which might I add is the COOLEST PLACE EVER.
IN MALAYSIA i suppose.

ahhhh.. The beaches, the sun, the LACK of shopping outlets, and the HUNKS. Lawl. What could be better right?
So uh..reasons why Penang rocked
- I was stalking hawt Canadian dudes. I think they were Canadian. There was this guy, I think his name was Mark or something, he was trying to get with my cousin. She's hawt. Even I'll admit that. Wonder what happened to them. *beams* Jessie, tell me kay?
- The beaches, oh lordy. man they were so nice. Apart from HOT GUYS RUNNING AROUND WITH ABS TO DIE FOR HOMG *FLAIL FLAIL DIE*, i like the sand. and my sandcastle *yes i still build dammit* Wonder if they're gay. Coz' I distinctively remember this redhead running after a blondie and ended up falling. ON TOP OF HIM HOOOHOO.

Fugg. Penang i freakin love you.

And and and.. I'M GOING THERE IN DECEMBER!!! AGAIN!!!! lalalalala. More hawt guys. More hawt ghei guys I dare say.

*falls into a pit*

Penang this year ain't so bad. Last year was okay too on account my Aussie cousins came. I lvoe them loads... The year before that was probably the worst. 2005 = bad bad bad penang year.

Coz'
a) Tsunami. Doi'. Feringghi was absolutely marred. God bless all those departed souls. *praying mode*
b) The Siamese mum and daughter. HOMG. They got ran over by A FREAKIN MOTORBOAT. The guy driving it lost control and went over/as in like ON TOP of the sunbathing ladies. I don't think they were seriously hurt, but I'll bet that it gave them major backaches. Double Mega OUCH.

No lawl. I feel bad for them.

BTW, I'M SOO NOOOTTTTT GOING TO TAMIL SPEAKING CATHOLIC CHURCHES ANYMORE!..Not to be prejudiced or anything *coz i'm an Indian myself and I speak excellente Tamil.. I went to church just now, the one near my house. I don't normally go there but today was Feast Day. The mass which was supposedly one hour long ran A WHOLE FREAKIN 2 HOURS! I have nothing against the celebrant, but the prayers. hoe my gawsh.. They're so freakin longggggg.. I swear, the Our Father prayer *which I usually say in 15 seconds* was 5 minutes long!!! Damn they're so long in Tamil. The words are tooooo long. Like lets just say the word : Front. In Tamil, it's 'meenallku'. That's so long.


Right, well luckily that ain't my mother tongue. Coz' my mum's main lingo is Punjabi. I suck at that even more than I suck at Tamil. Meh budu hu. I think that means I'm stupid. =DD

Burn baby burn

Hypocrisy. Is an everyday affair. I noticed that before. But now I'm completely convinced. It's common. Everybody's inevitably a hypocrite. Can't say I'm not. Coz' I am. Can't say you're not. Coz' you are.


Today, is by far over the course of 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3 days, the worst day ever. At least half the day was. Stupid Monday I hate you. Gots them Monday blues whatever.

God help me now.. Please do.

Reasons why life is being a total bitch.
Problem A.
I think it's falling apart. You know what right? Thanks to this stupid thing called hypocrisy. thank you. It's falling apart now. I used to love it. And now I don't know what to expect other than destruction. I thank you for that.


Problem B.

I can't stop thinking about her, It's like my mind is gonna blow up because of her. I've got no clue of what I'm doing. I'm not gonna be at all surprised if I'm driven to the edge of suicide just by thinking so much. My brain hurts. My heart aches. And now it sucks even more coz I've convinced myself that she visibly likes my friend. There's no more denying that. At the very least, I can't deny that. Maybe she's not that type of person, but who knows. They've been pretty close. I'm not suppose to be liking her..yada yada. Sucks a lot. I liked her since form 1 dammit. Now I musn't. I shouldn't. Sighs life is unfair. Used to that.



Problem C.

This ain't so bad. I don't wanna go to KL. That's all. And my holz are beginning to suck big time. Thanks to my workaholic parents. Pure evil. The epitome of evil parents. I was supposed to go to Bali this year. Then they changed their mind [ and my mood ]. They wanted to go to Holland instead to visit my aunt..I haven't seen her in 2 friggin years and gawd I miss her loads. And Baby Damien !!!! Lol he's probably the only kid/baby I don't mind being good to. He's just so darn adowable and so ....obedient. He doesn't cry for his mummy 22/7 [two hours used to get babies to eat their damn food =].. He's 3 this year and I damnwell hope he hasn't changed. But then again, God knows when I'm gonna see him again thanks to my parents WHO CANCELLED THE TRIP. Evil evil MO's

WELL SCREW THAT. I don't wanna care. Nope I don't.



I'm wondering why Brandon Boyd's also known as 'The Invisible Floating Torso Man'. For those of you n00bs you don't know who that gorgeous god-like dude is, he's the frontman for Incubus. Which might I add is probably the best band ever. Well for me that is. Next to OLP. Coz OLP is beyond the norm of rocking bands. They're beyond successful music. Indescribable

Well then, I'm gonna go drown myself in Raine Maida's beautiful voice. Here's my OLP favourites. Clumsy and Waited.





Mustwatchmovies2
- Enchanted
- Paris J'taime
- A Walk To Remember.. I LOVE THIS MOVIE!! It's so sweet it made me cry.

FYi. Burn Baby Burn = Axel's catchphrase.

can't shake that awful feeling

Listening to : I'm Getting Over You by The Click Five. I love this song. Not because Kyle Patrick is singing. But because I really am getting over someone.

Yesterday, school ended. No more school for the next 1 and a half months.. and with that special offer we're throwing in NO TEACHERS NO HOMEWORK AND BEST OF ALL NO EXAM YES SIRRR.
Ish.. I'm damn tired of pretending to be happy. Clearly I'm not.
I just convinced myself that C' likes my friend. That sucks a lot and I really feel like crying. But I can't. That would mean I'm a sappy pethatic person. To myself that is. No freakin offence to people who cry their hearts out because they can't get what/who they want. I'm sorry for ya.

F that sb . I hate her so much. 've got the greatest urge to take an EM-5 and shoot everyone dead. Followed by burning in hell. Major s0xx0rs
I've convinced my-damn-self that she likes my friend. She denies it. But whatever. I've got that black heart feeling thingy going on. So screw it.

Gosh... Need to make myself happy now. WHEEEEEE!!! Just found the best pwning webpage 5 seconds ago.

An Urban Dictionary definition of Edward Cullen
My favourite definition is probably number 3. I don't agree with it coz he is soooooooo not equal to Louis de Pointe du Lac. But I do love it. HE'S A VIRGIN WHEEEE!!!!!!
He ain't got laid yet. Guh i think almost every hawt god-like vampire hasn't got laid yet.

ZOMG, every freakin character is Twilight. WTF. in. Urban Dic. WTF? Damn I'm jealous. I wanna be in Urban Dictionary too SOBBB.. Lawl.NOT.

Heh. New fixation : VAMPIRE GHEI LOVE!! WHEEEE !!!!!

Lestat de Lioncourt and Louis de Pointe du Lac I-I-I thank you for that. I thank you for making me a very happy teenager who's current fixations are normally bizzare and gay. So sue me baby.
.I feel so bad coz today's post has nothing to do with Gaspard Ulliel. I feel very very very bad.

Been to chocolate land.

*major happy dance*

Damn I'm freakin happy right now~! Happy enough to throw myself off a 556 feet high building, willfully. I found out what class I'm going to next year. Thank heavens its Hornbill. It's like a Hornbill legacy. I was in 1 and 2. And now I'm gonna be in 3 Hornbill! wheeeeee!!!! A lot of dudettes/gay dudettes are coming. Like erm *taps* Pokie, Touchie, Jo, and Joevy and a whole lot more.
But well, I hate streaming. It sucks coz then I won't get to see my other friends. Like Yann and Shanz are going to Heron.
But,
*beams*
since the classes are right next to each other, WE'LL VISIT WHEEEE!!!! . It's only a door away. Not even two, but one!!
So other stuff that happened at school today,

CHOCOLATE CAKE WOOOOTTTT!!!!
Lolz Jill, Carey, and I baked a moist chocolate cake. And DAMN IT WAS GOOOD! We helped out Pn Pung on Monday to clean out the Domestic Science Room so I guess she figured she owes us a treat. I don't think it was a FULL treat though. We baked it anyways. But hey, it was oh-so magnifique. MAJOR BROWNIE POINTS FOR THAT. Not to be braggy or anything, but its true. The cake was heaven sent. We each got like 10 pieces each *although I wouldn't exactly call it pieces but more like 'fat chunks' since Carey can't cut well bleghh*. I ended up going back from school with 2 pieces. Dang you people can't you eat Jill's and Carey's why mine? And then, the stupid Tupperware i used to store the cake was too tiny. The cake was way taller than the Tupperware to be exact. So my chocolate topping got stuck on the lid. I thought No way anyone could eat that. Although its wet creamy chocolate but HECK NU. Kristal however proved me wrong. She spent like 5 minutes licking the chocolate off. Thank God I'm someone who doesn't mind someone else's saliva all over my food. Except for a dog's. Coz' that's just plain gross. Besides, I might see ghosts =D LAWL Kristal dear I salute you. And Shannon ate two pieces NO FAIR!!! By the end of the day, my whole table was full of chocolate crumbs. The floor was too.. Even that pink paper thing and my original birth cert *i brought it for Photostatting* was all chocolaty. Right I'll be expecting my mum to scream at me later. Same ol same ol


So Shannon and I plan to go to Sandra's house sometime. For a movie marathon. Can't go to my house coz
a) too far away
b) I have 1 boxer, rottweiler/alsation and a german shepherd. I wouldn't want my friends to go back as dog chow.
Can't go to Shannon's house coz'
a)She'll chase us away. ='(

It's official, we'll go to Sandra's house. XPP Why? That's mega mega simple
a) *grins* She has a PS2.
b) She has an immense collection of DVDs
c) Because she likes Gaspard Ulliel so we'll probably make Jill, Shannon, Carey and Yann sit through Hannibal Rising and make them see how cheek biting is odd but still sexy if done by a French actor. =]

Lol. Influences influences. That's not all, I just found out that someone's b'day is the same as Gaspard's. *groans* Benci betul. Why of all days it just had to be 25th November. Damn this world.This ain't fair. No offence to other people who's bday is on the 25th November of course. =D

Well, holz are coming in 3 more days. Sighss, 1 1/2 months w/o my beloved pals. That sure sucks doesn't it? But then, I'll be pretty much forget everything as soon as holz start. I've got a whole lot of crap loaded for my holz. I'd rather be spending my holz at a prison now.
a. I became a freakin usher-ess for my cousin's wedding.The type of girl who says "Come In-Have A Seat And-Here's the *that thing book*Gawd, serves me right for saying so much about her darn wedding anyway
b. My room is a MESS. I wish it was irreversible though. That way I don't need to clean it. And besides, Christmas is coming and I've gotta get the room spanking clean. I'm damnwell sure I dowanna leave a bad impression on guests. Being an unhygienic girl. Right. I say go hell.
c. Oh Lordy. Cousins. And more of them. Coming from all over the whole freakin globe for Christmas. Man that STANKS! I don't even know some of them. UK, Aussie, Holland, Singapore and more. But no France DAMN. At least that's what I know. Who knows..I might just have a certain cousin living in France. That would be MEGA SUPER AWESOME!
*dreams*

.................
Movies I HAVE to watch
Game Plan - Looked funny. Still love The Pacifier.
Bee Movie
Paris J'taime - BECAUSE GASPARD ULLIEL GOES GAY DAMMIT!!!
Hawt French guy + ghei = Extremely hawt pwnage
*FLAILSSSS*

Yeah. well. Yeah it is sexy.
Coz that's how it is.

I'm Getting Over You. Is pwnsome.

*laughs maniacally before falling off the chair and puncturing her liver*


That was a distraction.





Believe it or not,








I'M MOVING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No wait. I MIGHT MOVE!!





Double boo this sucks. Dad got a job offer in Singapore.


He might give in to it.


He might turn it down.





I dunno what I want. It'll pretty much suck if I have to move to S'pore. Scratch that, IT WILL SUCK DAMMIT. :0 But since life is being a total bitch these days, I don't mind moving. I'd like to get away from everything.And everyone





Starting over? Big problem but I can manage I guess. I'll resort to being an introvert.





FRICK WHY S'PORE!!!!!!!!!



Darn this is bad. Not sure how I'm gonna tell my friends. I already told Cay-chan and Danielle but how the heck I'm gonna tell everyone else I've got no clue.. Man this sucks big time.



Frankly, I think I'll have no qualms whatsoever IF I move. I've always wanted to move away from here. Stupid place.

I'll bet my life that stupid girl would be damn happy. Yes well screw it I don't like you either. You never gave me a freakin chance to.



Thick skinned, fake, posessive.

Thick skinned, fake, abstractly REPULSIVE.



Whatev. I refuse to drown myself in hateful and spiteful thoughts now. Not now. Maybe later.



Got my form position today. GAWD IT'S BAD! I'll never ever say it here. But its bad.



Bad enough to make me think that everything I studied, everytime I even touched my revision books were all wasted. Gone to the drains HELL.



Give me a mo to moan. I need to cry now. boohoo.



Right, moving on. 4 more days to go till school ends this year. It's kinda fast this year. Just last year we were n00bs at secondary school. Lolz Now we're going to be in form 3.





Reasons to like FM3

- erm. We're not on top of the food chain but who cares! We're two years older.

-*shuffles feet*



Reasons to hate FM3.

- AWH MAN PMR!!!!!!!!!!!! dang examination synidicate.

- stricter teachers.

- Right. Food chain can gth.





Ishh.. Lazy to make up incoherent lists.



Happy news. Sis is working in Starbucks again.

That brings me to FREE COFFEEE WOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Lol I love free Java Chip all the time. Yumm.

And of course. Before leaving. Listen to this

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firecrackers.

NOTE = the title has nothing to do with the post. Only a tiny tiny bit that's all.





Darn, my brother's going back tomorrow.

I'll miss him so much.

Sighs, my brother is the only one who bothers playing v-games with me. Not my mum *O.o*, Not my dad *yeah and he's supposedly a man cough cough*. only my brother.

DAMN YOU JAY I HATE YOU!!

NOTE : Jay = my brother's boss.huhu



But then again I do want him to go 'coz I've left him a list of whole lotta crap to buy like a dance floor pad or whatever it is you call that DDR thing, Eclipse, a whole lot of games, Rainbow Road, and some other ghei stuff.



Yup, I love my brother. That's why I love thrusting him into the wonderful joys of shopping for yer little sister. OH THE JOYYYYYY!!!



On the sunshine brighter side, My sis is back woooooooooootttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happie happie joy joy

Je suis un clown heureux. C'est homosexuelment frais

lolz. Aller la figure

I mean go figure. -_______________-"


Damn I'm so lazy. I skipped school for two days lol. I shouldn't be doing that but I can't help it. IT'S THE ALARM'S FAULT NOT MINE DAMMIT!!!

Ne pas me blamer!


I swear it isn't. Stupid phone alarm. Won't ring at all. Dang you Motorola phones. I'm gonna switch to Sony Erricson later.

hehe. Playing with firecrackers - AWESOME FUN!!!
Despite the fact I find it rather evil that I'm doing mega damage by contributing to air pollution, playing firecrackers is super superrrrr fun people.
I like how the colours combine. What a pity dogs are colour blind, I'm pretty sure Ben [ my doggie ] would love the colours. He's so hyper when the pop sound comes he runs away wheee!!
And the 'pop' sounds fireworks make. It's kinda nice. =D

Right, nuff with doggie-scaring. That's very morbid. X3


Just recruited another Gaspard Ulliel lover. Cay-chan you're my victim this time!!!! Lolz. And yes your Eric is hot. Awempty is damn awesome.

Which brings us to :

Awempty = made of HUGE AWESOMENESS.

http://www.myspace.com/awempty

The Ebay song pwns like hell!!
Sighs.. Parodies.are so damn funn!!!!


Cousin's wedding coming up soon. That leads me to : Clothes shopping. Preferably a dress. or a skirt. <-- Mum says that.
Me : a] Cargo pants. And that very nice top that says 'panic is my friend' . the one worn by that i-dunno-if-he's-gay-but-he-looks-and-sounds-like-a-gay-so-i'm-just-gonna-say-he's-gay guy Isaac. Pretty pretty

b] Ditto but with a top that says, 'Been there. Destroyed that'

or
option c] Shuddup and stay at home. Being an apathetic teenage brat myself, I'd go with option C.
Why? Because then:
1. I don't need to eat icky wedding food. Might I also add SPICY wedding food coz my couz has this weird fetish for tobasco sauce-like food.
2. Doi. More entertainment at home. I bet the only form of entertainment they'll have is, themselves dancing. Earth to birdy brain couz, nobody wants to see you AND your husband doing the Cha Cha/Salsa/Tango/WhatEV!! Especially if the side dish is 'fried shrimp with petai sambal' . Or something like that. xPP
3.My eyes won't get sore of watching Amanda and Ashton and Vanessa and Mathilda and Joshua and Damien from running here and there, knocking into each other and bleeding. I call that 'Babysitting Is Just As Good As Puncturing Your Brains.'





Why do I even bother making LAME-friendly lists in the first place. I'm gonna go to that darn wedding anyways. No faffin choice.
But then again, I do have cousins screaming "I'm Hawt and You know it" silently coming all the way from London. hehe. Major brownie points for that.
I'll leave you with beloved Awempty




.



Eric is sooooo darn cool. He's the guy with mushroom-y hair lol. Sorry Carey darling can't resist.


Over and Out,
- The girl who believes Gaspard Ulliel is walking sex.

Holy Spider

I hate that itsy bitsy spider.so.much.
Because of that small annoying little pest, I have rashes all over my face.
*cries*
I feel so dead.Itchy as well.
I can't stop scratching.
Stupid little spider I'll get you one day. The time will come for me to draw my sabre and kill you. Just you wait and see.

Just finished watching PoC. Mind you that's probably TEH best movie Disney has ever come up with. Complete with Johnny Depp. Best actor ever.


Sobs. Gaspard Ulliel is dating Cecile Cassel. Her dad was a very famous actor whose name has never come to my crap infested mind.
DARN YOU CECILE CASSEL I'M SO JEALOUS IT'S ALMOST A GOOD THING!

Skip back to deluding reality, am reading the first chapter of Midnight Sun available online now.It's the 5th book of the Twilight series. Through Edward's point of view. And in only comes out in Spring '09. Excuse me while I go sit in THAT corner waiting for two years to pass please.

I'm a non-affable adolescent who's perfectly fine being deluded and doesn't need a substantial reason to be admitted into an asylum, thank you very much.

one of those days

Uh well. I told my parents that I wanna learn another language. I wouldn't call it 'learn' though. I'd call it 'ruthlessly murdering'. heh. I've got Malay and English and Tamil and Hindi already dead so it looks like I've got to move on.

They suggested French. Yes French. .. I gave them that 'ehhhh?' look. And then my mum starts off by lecturing me that learning a language is an advantage I could use for the rest of my life. It's an art yada yada. I wasn't listening to her tirade..
And my dad however simply says, "Don't learn it online. We'll send you for classes if you like."
I Love My Dad.
Notice how simple he puts it? Instead of going on and on about how joyous it is to learn another language, he just says yeah-why-not. Dads RULE!

I missed school for two consecutive days. Just because. I was lazy.
I dink my BM marks came out today. I hope I can get an A. PLEASEEEEE PN RUSLINDA PRETTTYYYY PLEASEEE!!!! Seriously I hope I can get an A for Malay. My essay was kinda okay. It had 400+ words. Dunno why I bothered to write so much.

I got a freakin 88 for English . Darn. Guess my English teacher is not the lenient type. Sandra's blog says it all about her.

Switchfoot's song, Awakening pwns~!! It's reallllyyy nice. I dunno why but it's nice. But to me they'll never ever come close to Our Lady Peace and Incubus. Those bands. are Amazing.Just Amazing.

Sighs. Boring. I have this very bad feeling that I might go to Oriele next year. Or Patridge. Mind you those are the names of classes at my friggin school.

Somedays

Temporary obsessions and stupid ramblings

MUST WATCH HANNIBAL RISING~!!!!!!!!

Well call me outdated or whatevah. I just wanna watch that movie..

Reasons.
- GASPARD ULLIEL WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!! *screw me. How can I possibly call myself a Gaspard Ulliel fan without watching his first movie where he spoke English in a LEADING role.
- Dude, Hannibal Rising : prequel to Silence Of The Lambs, Hannibal, and Red Dragon. *haven't watched Maneater/Manhunter *i don't remember* yet *.. BTW, I'm a VERY big fan of all those movies. Critics I don't need ya! =P
- Dr Hannibal Lector, ILU! Lolz he's a cannibal so what. He pwns other evil villains. YESH HE DOES!
-Dunno lu. Maybe Gong Li? She's pretty cool I guess.


Right. I'll get the DVD soon. I asked my dad to get it for me. He owes me since I managed to score a friggin unexpected 94 for maths. I'm REALLLLYYYYYY happy for that cause I got a very bad C for Maths the last time.. So getting an A is a major improvement. Guess my work paid off HELL YAH!


I'm really very very bored these now. I could be studying. But then finals just finished so I don't think my brain would like to be crammed with more nonsense/so-called-facts anymore . There's no point in studying. Seriously the whole day today I've been running back and forth, or more like limping back and forth from the PS and the computer. There's just absolutely NOTHING to do after the exams. It's either PS2 or Comp. And that's so friggin boring.. I could be playing my DS but,
-Battery died.Funny cause I remember Lithium Ions don't die fast =
-I've only got two games. And both of them are in Japanese. HELLASS! Pokemon and Death Note.


Ahhhhhh screw it. I'm inevitably bored and clueless right now and its bugging me to the max daammittt.

On the brighter side of my life, I've got new air conditioning for my room. FINALLY! The old one died coz something got stuck in the fan yada yada. And a new amp wheeeee!!!!! Major Major happiness because. NOW I may blast the music fullproof and annoy my neighbours !!! HELL YAH! Mr Alex watch out I'm gonna blast Teenagers just you wait bwahahahahahahaha. NOTE : Mr Alex : My neighbour who hates loud music and ecstasy. Says he would rather settle for jazz and coffee anytime. btw he's a lawyer and has this thing against juvenile delinquents. I still like him though. Albeit him being against loud music and ecstasy. =)


Anyways, my leg hurts a lot these days. and my hair keeps dropping. can't be cancer right? Coz hair only drops when you're undergoing chemo. Something to do with heat radiation and all that. Yah I HAVE to know this. My parents work in in a hospital. My dad in anaesthetics and my mum in cardiology.


Ohh thheee joy of having your daughter knowing all about cardiology and anaesthetics~!!! and neurology, urology, pathology, rheumatology, psychiatry and what and what not.



*sticks out tongue*
Dang who cares.

eh?

HELLLL YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!





Me to exams : You're over.. Shoooooo.. Bye bye.. Don't come back. *slams door*

exams : eh?





Yes. Well, exams are officially over. at least in my school they are. C=



I guess I can scrape through this time. I studied enough. So I'll just have to wait and keep my fingers crossed until the results come out. Finger crossing always leads to badddd luck for me. I'll pray for a miracle instead.

Right. Stuff happened this week

-Thomas, my big brother met in an accident and now looks like a chicken skinny version of the incredible hulk. -__________________________________-"
-I have a v.v.v. unexpected birthday party coming up. At least, WE have a birthday party coming up. We = Fi, Anna, and me..My Oh My
- I flunked my P.E theory test. Yesh we have P.E in WORDS. Man that is just SOOO wrong.
- Jonathan gave me a new mic! love you my darling cousin~!
- Got cakED.
-Watched Dead Silence. Which might I add is v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v. grotesque and scary. Ventriloquist dummies are scary. >.<



Moving on, I've been very very spiteful these days. I can't believe I hate someone so much to the extend of wishing her death. I feel so bad. Very very bad. I just hope nothing happens to her. I'll die if anything happened. I seriously will.

My FFVII Dirge Of Cerberus is.a.wreck. scratches.everywhere.dies.
Normally I wouldn't care so much. But, dude, this game of mine is 10000000% original.
that's why I care a lot..

eiiiiyahhh it's probably my fault too. I bought the game 1 year ago (literally) and haven't finished it yet. 1 YEAR WTFFFFF?!?!?!?!?!? And I dare call myself a gamer. huuhuuuu.. Liar liar// Yo ass is on fire.. ='(

WHEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

YAYSSSS!!!!


Heroes.second.season.out.in.youtube.happy.happy.joy.joy.wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, the second season for Heroes is out YAY!!!!!!!!

Actually it was out 3 weeks ago I was too engrosed in watching Hana Yori Dango..
Anyways, Claire has a new boyfriend. In Heroes I mean. He can flyyyyyyy.. I though Nathan was the only one who could fly. Guess I was wrong.


Things to do:
Study
Find something out from Isaac
Eat, cuz I'm hungry.

Listening to : Clumsy - Our Lady Peace...Dunno why but nowadays I'm totally obsessed with Alt Rock. ME LOVES RAINE MAIDA!

--< I know you'll come back someday. On a bed of nails I wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out,or fade away

The Three Emo People.

HOE MY GAWSH!!! -_____________________________- "

I MUST GET CASTLEVANIA EVEN IF I HAVE TO CRAWL MY ASS TO BOOM DAMMIT!!!!!!!!

NOTE = BOOM is a game shop in that mall near my church. Not Parade btw.

I MUST GET IT DDDDAAAAAMMMMMIIIITTT!!!!!

Why? BECAUSE IT HAS VAMPIRES IN IT THAT'S WHY !!


*runs around the room screaming and pulling her hair out*


Okay, so its only LOOSELY based on vampires but WHO FAFFIN CARES! * JoLee yo CAPSLOCKING is starting to affect me la*

Come to think of it, I wonder why the existence of vampires affects me. Is a positive way might I add. No wait, do they exist in the first place? I know Edward doesn't....TT.TT.. He's too perfect ='(


Ezriann Charanya's oath
I FRIGGIN DECLARE THAT I EZRIANN FRIGGIN CHARANYA WILL GET CASTLEVANIA AFTER THE YEAR END EXAMS AND also defeat Riku in KH1 and get turned into a Heartless cardiovascularly challenged creature. HELL YEAH LAMEASS~!!!

-________________________________________________________-"

So right now I'm currently being pisssed off since my I just slit my thumb and it hurts like faffin crazy..I can't even type properly now since its so pethaticly and thickly wrapped up.By me I dare say.

Why was my thumb slit?
A. I was stupid
B. I was playing with the scissors. AND I was stupid
C. I was scraping something off the wall with the scissors and cut myself

OR
D. I'm an emo kid who's too scared to cut her wrists so she slit her thumb instead. O_o

OR,
E. A mutant ninja penguin did it. * don't you be skeptical about this. THINGS happen ya know *nods head while having that detention-teacher-explaining-the-dangers-of-premarital-sex look..*

The answer = Go figgy.


My dad says the wound was pretty darn deep so it'll heal in about 1 week. 1 WEEK!!! My exams are in *counts w/o a thumb* 4 days. BENCIIIII *starts cursing in Malay*

Celaka you bodoh dan teramat terbenci babi-fied punya finger of mine!


Translation = DAMN YOU STUPID AND MOST HATED-EST PIG-fied FINGER OF MINE!


Darn now I can't write properly. Not that I can actually write properly in the first place cuz my writing looks like shiet.. It's tall and pointy btw.

Tall and pointy.

I feel like a tour guide in KH2 describing the infrastructure in the World That Never Was. LAMESHIT! >.>




I'm suppose to be studying Geography/Civics right now.*Hell yesh we have Civics in Malaysia. Malaysian students are supposedly very civic unconcious har har so is your mum*

I don't feel like EVER touching my books though.I've been studying nonstop for the past 7 hours and I think I deserve a break. I didn't even eat my lunch..*groans*


Eiiiiiyahhhh, I don't really study THAT much in the first place but my parents made me a deal. And I won't turn on that so I don't give a damn. I WILL STUDY MY ASS OFF DANGIT!


*passes out*


Current Mood --> Hungry and pissed off. Buden Hungry + Dead thumb + Exams coming = Mega Super Duper Pissed off.

Listening to --> Fall Out Boy - I'm Like The Lawyer Who's Always Trying To Get You Off [ Me + You ] ILU F.O.B~!!!! They're helping out Invisible Children Inc ..U GUYS ROCK HARDCORE!! And Switchfoot, RELIENT K!!! and MCR and RYAN HANSEN TOO!!!

Lolz. I'm overconcious about social crisis' in the world..I'm damnwell aware of that.
So now you know that if I never become a cardiologist *yes that's mah damn ambition* or a professional game critic, or a Nobody, I could always resort to being an activist. HURRAY ME!! *smacks self*

**GO watch the vid for Me + You. It's really sad. Its about child soldiers in Uganda. And how they're forced to go to war.

I'm lazy to post it here.*SHUUDDDUPPP you i know that's not out of the ordinary*
Besides, I'm watching KH2 Spoof episode 4 all over again. Hehh..YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!




.....and as for The Three Emo People. That would be Carey, Jill and Me. Who knows why..We, actually it was me. Nevermind. We decided to brand ourselves as emo people. Coz we get soo darn sad all of a sudden and start rambling on about stupoid incoherent stuff. Like Guitar Hero, exams, Audition and boys. Buden we have this peoblem that everytime two Emos talk on a topic like lets say Audition, the other Emo gets left out. How patheticly maddeningly irreversably saddening. Screw life. And everything in it. =P

Ahhhhhh teh weirdness

Okay, well.
Decided to blog a bit before going for the funeral. -_-

Right, so I heard that one of my grandaunts who was suffering from pulmonary oedema has passed away. gahhhh, actually she ain't my grandaunt. She's not even related to me in fact. BUT I do love her to extend of considering her as my own grandma. Although my current grandma is very much alive. *touch wood* TT.TT

&& I pray that her soul may rest in peace. After what she's been through for the past 1 month, she definitely deserves it.~~

I'm bloody depressed about this. ;_;But it's better for her to go up there than to stay here right? Especially since she had a stroke and fell into coma shortly before permanently leaving.. Death is definitely on the winning side in this case.

Anyways, My new obsession - MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER ILU~!!!
Not forgetting Gaspard Ulliel of course. I'm in love with his acting..=D

hehe. Nevermind da 'Gubler' part of his name. That's kinda weird. But.. * pauses for fangirl effect* he's so darn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YAYS!!!..
Erm btw, he's Dr Spencer Reid in Criminal Minds. The genius fella. With adorable almost Willy Wonka hair. Except Willy's hair is much more.... shiny. >.>

Right. Moving on. Have any of you Simpsons fans ever notice how ridunkulously adorable is Chief Wiggum's son Ralph Wiggum is? Despite his weird 70's style dressing and lack of hair, I find him very adorable at times. It might be coz he's so darn annoyingly stupid at times.
I mean, dude, how can you not find him cute when he says:

Ralph to his parents : Mrs Krabappel and Principal Skinner were in the closet making babies and I saw one of the babies and the baby looked at me......
OR
(When Marge puts her hand on his shoulder) Help! She's touching my special area!
OR
Hi, Principal Skinner. Hi, Super Nintendo Chalmers. (Instead of 'Superintendent Chalmers)
OR
I'm going to Africa to see lions and giraffes and monkeys and Santa...
OR
Slow down Bart. My legs don't know how to be as long as yours.
OR.....*gets dragged off by someone away from the computer*

FINE FINE.The point is. He's cute. In a very odd way. But still, no less adorable. hehe.









WHHEEEEEEE ILU RALPH~!!


And, someone please explain to me why this vid is erm. ridiculously, *insert 'ghei' themed word*





Especially the begining with all that sparkle and cars and fantasy boo hoo.

exams = the friggin horror of it all

Ohh botherr *that's funny I only remember Pooh Bear saying oh bother a lot*....

Year End exams are just around the friggin corner and I'm nowhere near prepared for it... There's History on the first day so that makes me even more dead.Like fish.



Prolix rantings start here.

Somehow, I envy Shannon a lot. that girl is just brilliant.



Eg: Science exam the next day and she tells you that she hasn't even laid a finger on her science books.

However, she ends up getting a 94 for it. Pathetically saddening.



Got that stupid maths paper we did on Tuesday back today. Scored a low 34 over 40. Darn it. ='(..Benci betul..





Talked about a new person today in the Science Lab. Firewall is her name. Why firewall? Firewall was the best me and Yann could come up with considering our brains were pretty much too fried to actually think of good codenames..
Besides, Cik Azana was talking about the Japan's firewall and how 'keng' it was..



&& It was either Firewall or Keselamatan. [ translation : Safety ] WTF much?



am very pissed off at my mum. She's just so friggin unreasonable these days. PMS or menopause? Or both?IDK.XPP

I think I might still like someone. Jill says I do. But I just don't have a damn clue. I've convinced myself that I don't. Somehow I know that's a lie. I'm only lying to myself if I say I hate someone. That's just so bloody sickening. I don't like anyone DAMMIT~!!...Except maybe that hot IMAX guy I always laugh at. I'm obsessed with that guy. heh. XPP

sighs. I have to go study my skinny ass off now. Bye Bye world.

And Chimerastone, if you're reading this, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!

It's actually 12th Ocotber now. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hope I'm not too early.. LOL. =D

Hawt unknows noobs and 'supposedly emo' killer bands!

Random update time!! WHEEEE!!!!! Pethaticly NOT.



I've got absolutely nothing to talk about. DAMN. Usually I do. *FINE FINE i get it i friggin get it..what i say is barely coherent but dude i reign supreme!!!! At least in here i do [ Dictatorship getting to my head.. BADDDD ]



Well, i started to play KH again. Got no leads on whether FM is coming out in English.. Darn I don't think its EVER gonna come out in english.. ='(



Currently in Atlantica [KH] .. And yes, there's Atlantica in Kingdom Hearts which makes it twice as gay as it was before. *Erm, FYI Atlantica is that Little Mermaid place..yea..wtf moment..eww..O.o..O.o..O.o...O.o*

So last Friday I saw that 'n00b' again. Correction, HAWT n00b.. *dies*.. He was playing Bioshock and I was playing CS..*yes i play CS dammit*
Poor guy kept on dying so many times.. And after each time he 'died', he just stared at the monitor, completely clueless.. Then he'd reload the game and 'die' again..Oh yeah, and he swore ALOT.. GOSH he made me laugh so loud.Even Sam noticed...Sighs... I friggin hope he didn't notice me laughing at his stupidity..Stupid you! Making me laugh crazy liddat! XPP

ZEXY AIN'T EMO!!!!!

Non KH fans, Don't go watch this, you won't know who Zexy is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5wcwk-v-yg&mode=related&search=

WHEEEEEE!!!

Right now, I'm obssessed with Boys Like Girls..Not because they're ALL eye candy but because their songs effin rock~!!!! And they claim they're emo.scoff scoff..

in love with this song~!!!!! And Thunder also. THUNDER ROCKSSS!!! WHEEEEE


Right.

Risque..

Right. The title for this post and what I'm about to write has nothing to do with each other..la di da.

OKAY. WELL.. today was my b'day!! Yet, i don't really feel so enthusiastic bout it.. =D In fact, i've got a long string of complaints today. Bwahahahahahahaha. BEHOLD! I REIGN SUPREME HER DAMMIT!! *dictator-esque voice*


FIRST! I woke up with a blood stained bed. Go figgy.
SECOND! I forgot bout my Ringkasan got an awful wigging at school [ Awful Wigging : 6-7 words of disappointment only bwahahaahahaha ]
THIRD! Leg aches so much DAMN!
FOURTH! Went out to eat. Came back. Left the house key inside the house. Had to wait for about 20 minutes for mummy to come back and help since she was busy attending to one grand aunt of mine who's currently suffering from Pulmonary Oedema. HOpE YoU gEt WeLL!! * eww. I don't type that way, but whatevah!*
FIFTH! Pending..


Right. Well, chocolate indulgence inside my mouth right now!! WHEEE!!! CHOCOLATE MAKES ME GO CRAZYYYY WHEEEE!!!!

ahahaha. Just talked to Diran.Who might I add is 18 before i forget again. His bday was on the 27th and darn I didn't wish him.. So guilty-fying.SORRYYY!!!!!

Anndddd urmm... Oh yeah, Yann and Jo didn't come today...missed them haha. And apparently, some brainless person had speculated that Yann didn't come to school because she chopped off her hair and was to 'malu' to show up at school. HELLASS!! And as for JoLee, not so sure bout her. Probably on her ritual study marathon [ complete with the sweatband and lifetime supply of coffee and ghei porn bwahahahaha ]. Although she denies that, we have our doubts..hehe.


I'M GETTING A NEW CONTROLLERRRR WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Erm. Not a ps2 controller. Maybe sort of la. Its the guitar hero controller. Which I've craved for 5 months! I wouldda bought it but then again, my parents = evil evil evil. They think Igame too much. That's slightly true. Slightly, right. ROFLOL.


12.00 now. Officially not my bday.. haha.. I t was fun while it lasted..

Important bdays to remember
7th - IKUTA TOMA!!!! *fangirl squee*
10th - Anna Banana*wonder if your fans are gonna give you prezzies. >=]*
18th - Chimerastone, hope you read this!
20th - Fi-chan
30th - Amanda.


Guess that's all. Nitez!!

unimportant updates.at the wrong time

Shannon.Came.To.School!!!!!


YAYS!!!
Damn I've missed that irrevocably self obsessed, OCD suffering, hardcore gaming, fickle, and yet so awesome....-ly fat!*not* chicken!

According to her, she was having a really bad sore throat. That was.......funny since I didn't really think that was an excuse to ditch school. Unlike me, who always has a good excuse for why she was absent like perpetual gastric and dehydration.. *smirks*

Lol. She was doing ads today. Advertising my 'beautiful' kerja kayu *translation: wood work* and branding it 'KAYU'.. My POP! bottle, Mediterranean Holiday and in that process, she advertised herself. Not sure why would ANYONE wanna buy Shannon but DAMN U GO GAL!


Missed PJ today. Teacher was unwell. AGAIN. *snarls*. Same ol same ol.
Jill was talking bout her 'problems' again to Carey. Sze Yann was well, being Sze Yann. [ NOTE : Being Sze Yann = Screaming for no reason, Being rude =P,Failing her mission again, MUSHROOMHEAD-ing, debating whether blondie was Kiran or Taylor, obsessively stalking etc etc *Yann dun kill me!* ]..S,J and I were debating about the cover girls for the Private series. I still think Kiran is the blondie!!! Tisha aka Teddy's bday is tomorrow. Haven't got her a gift yet.

But Teddy dear, having me as your beloved deskmate/partner is good enough already, right?


I wanna go IMAX! now! Damn that noob is so *insert word*..Sighs..Poor thing he sucks at CS..But that was what made him so adorable!!

-ezri.

Me = Flippant

Okay Okay.. I take back what I said about my mum in one of my previous posts. SHE ROCKS ME TELLS YA !!! SHE ROCKS!

And apparently, she DOES.

She actually took me shopping on Sunday. Probably to make up for Saturday or whatevah, but it was fun! She gave me a whole lotta cash just to buy whatever I may want. And that included a friggin PS1 memory card!!! *which later had clearly disturbed her since she has this thing against me and mah games.MAN!!*..Anyways, bought lots of clothes. Since my old ones were getting tired of me. NOTE : Tired : Indirect way of saying too bloody small

Right now, I've got a Blue Toms Cap, pants..yada yada. Forest shirt, and pants! And another shirt.The list goes on =)) And btw I'm aware that i buy boyish clothes. They're nice.

BUT. She HAS gone insane this couple of days. INSANEZZZZZ. Maybe its a temporary phase or something, but it's really freaky.

When I say insane here, I mean that she has gone loco. Its not like she's gone on a killing rampage or something..But,

..she just shops. As in goes shopping. For very unnecessary stuff.EVERYDAY. And its actually quite disturbing. Very very disturbing. Almost perturbing.

And I in case you're wondering, what's wrong with a mum shopping?

Well, it's my mum. She doesn't go shopping as if its judgement day for every shopaholic OR as if every retail store on Earth is gonna close down dammit.

Still not convinced?

Christmas is 3 months away. I think *that fast?*

My mum however, bought a Christmas tree today. And its black.

Fine fine. I have NOTHING against black Christmas trees. No omen whatsoever. In fact, it looks tres chic under a dim light. It's HAWT.

But.. that's not the case here.

The problem is, WHO ON EARTH BUYS CHRISTMAS TREES IN OCTOBER?!!

Apparently, my mum does.

And thats not all,

on Sunday : MY clothes and this really really awesome set of wine glasses and plates.

on Monday : erm, that crystally light thingy. IDK !! It's really pretty. Almost wanted to break it. Had to let that urge go. DAMN.

On Tuesday [ Today ] : SHE BOUGHT A CHRISTMAS TREE WTF?!?!

And sarcastically, I asked her what was she gonna buy tomorrow.

My question didn't hit her as sarcasm.

In fact she told me she's gonna buy another bean bag tomorrow.

Shaped like a dice

*kawaiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

DICE? Right. Sorta cute.

What's next, ma?

oooo. New TV for me?

Hah, I wish.


Been feeling kinda low these few days. eiii, who the heck am I kidding, I'm always low dammit.
Hehe. But truly I've been so mixed these days.. I'm bi. I'll admit that. That's not why I'm so mixed though.
I'm actually thinking bout giving EVERYTHING up.
An no, I don't plan on committing suicide. I'm too young for that. Besides, I haven't even got my sorry ass to WCG so NO WAY i'm gonna commit suicide. Not now. Not EVER.

My everything :
-them
-her
-the other her who might I add I loathe a lot.
-every damn friggin thing that made my life complete.That includes kickass gaming. WHICH IS SO UNFAIR!

Sighs.Done with ranting prolixly here. In case you're wondering why I'm being completely hopeless as to actually giving up my gaming, IDK! Even I'm not completely sure of why I would do that. *confused cum blur look*

*abnegates frustration by banging head on keyboard and thus, puncturing her brain. AGAIN*

I'd love to talk about it here on my messed up blog, but I'm just too lazy.

Anyhoo, I wanna watch Rules Of Attraction. Not exactly 'suitable' for me but....WHO CARES?!
Past Perfect.Present Tensed.Future Uncertain

-disoriented-
Study study study

LAME !!

*curses*

Something is damn wrong with friendster.
I'm supposedly sending LAME comments with even LAMER images to unknown people. Not sure if its a virus but damn I'm scared.


Scared that I just might send a comment to THE wrong person.

die die die die die die die die


Sighs. At least I've posted a shoutout screaming "IT WASN'T ME DAMMIT!!"

Anyhoo, I miss Shannon. She didn't come to school today. SO UNFUN! Hehe. As weirdly awkward as it sounds, I miss her. AND HER.But the other HER is a complete FOOL! Who I hate a lot now. Damn damn damn damn.

Sctuff to do:
-Maths homework
-Geography folio
-STUDY STUDY STUDY DAMMIT!
-DIE somehow. Probably of lack of hardcore eating
-Give Yann back her Matilda.
-Ask Isaac bout the freakin mercenaries part in RE4. AND HOW TO GET HUNK!


Sigh sigh sigh. I miss someone a lot. ='( BUT she wouldn't care now, would she?





3 more days to Tisha's bday
4 more days to mine!