cleebilly

Friday, April 24 @ 11:47 pm

YOU WIN!

Thursday, April 23 @ 6:41 pm

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Wednesday, April 8 @ 2:59 am

I almost forgot I owned a blog.
I miss M and E and a whole essay of people back in sing.
Why is my life so uneventful?

enjoy these photos I found from S' photobooth. you know, sometimes whn u think about it, its pics and moments like these that make u go; "hmm, maybe life isn't That bad afterall..." no. actually. I think with these girls, my life is fucking awesome. wow actually macs are pretty nice to type with.. hmm. fitchy face is killing me its not funny. i'll pay $2.23 to anyone who can figure out wtf im allergic to. by cash stamp chop. till next time homiez~











Monday, February 16 @ 11:45 pm

I dont want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised

I really should be studying. or at least, attempting. I just love it how I just assume and am able to just act and live my life like there isn't a final exam on Wed! It's not bcos omgimsocool or failthenfaillah but more like, it just doesn't occur to me that it's an, EXAM. hahahaha u deserve not 1 but 3 pats on the back for tht Clee.

uni is officially starting next week already omg when u actually come to think about that, it's HELLLLLLL fast! back to boring routines but this time I'm not scared there's gonna be too much free time to mdfk myself or do shitless stuff cos not only will I be attempting to go to most(notice I didn't say All) lectures but I'll be practising my golf. btw, who's Michelle Wie againnn? HAHA. and since we're on that topic, can I just say that Golf is really such a wonderful game BUT it can be such a bitch at times... one day ur lofting the ball mountains but another day ur just playing floorball seeing it only runs on the grass :) well in any case I AIN'T GON GIVE UP! and I think I need to get a coach/pro to help me improve cos I ain't going anywhere from where I am.

and I miss my all-time favourite golf buddy who just went back to indotown yesterday, leaving pynnie and I feeling ohsocold&lonely. just so u know if u happen to read this- everytime I hit a ball I'm still thinking in my head: "This is for M." awwwwww

but other than that, I really miss my buddies and somehow my parents.


shit how much do you(I) feel like Ciserello's clam chowder now dammitttt

OK. STUDY. UNIT IS MKTG2203. NOT BLOG1101. GEE.

Sunday, February 8 @ 4:14 pm

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you
And all along, you were shaded with patience,
your strokes of everything that I need just to make it

Cancer Horoscope, Sunday 8 February
Others may see you as moodier than you really are today, yet you can be quite comfortable with your emotions, even if someone else is not. Instead of allowing this to create unnecessary isolation, casually inform your friends that you are okay and they should simply allow you the space you need to process what you are experiencing. You can always share your story with someone you trust when you are ready.


sbeen a while since I last blogged cos people only tend to blog when they've got things they wanna share or pen down so as to spread the word or make a memory but there's nothing in my life since that I would want to recall nor be reminded of anyway. not in a negative connotation im depressed figure of speech but rather, there's really. nothing. worth exciting going in my life at present. sad, huh?

I don't even think anyone still visits this blog taken into account how deserted it is so even better!


on a lighter/happier note, I've picked up golf (for real) again and this time I'm gonna practise regularly and at least accomplish smthg in my life as of far. not that I find anythg pathetic or inadequate in my life in regards to the achievements I've attained till now but I've got really no direction or worthy accolades if u think about it. if I think about it I mean. and afterall as the saying goes, Nothing is ever enough for Enough. (i think i just made up that saying myself haha i feel so meaningless blogging like pynnie)


been pondering on a few things of late (not that I never ever Not think/ponder but) much as I've grown to love and appreciate Perth for its serenity and desolateness, I really can't wait to get outta here. or should I say, grow outta here? I just feel that seriously, instead of sulking and dreaming out loud (OneRepublic CD title!!! im good.) here, I need to be somewhere else where I can find new fun, new people, new experiences, new culture, new habits, new interests, and new memories. (and wow all of a sudden Wake Up Call by Maroon5 plays on my itunes shit freakyyy)


and I actually thought that 2009 was gonna be more hyped out boombahhh full of excitement and refreshed anticipation! but of course... of course, im aware that it's only the start of February so why'm I judging so quickly? then again, our world seems to strike out judgements and form impressions at intial stages anyway?


ok im talking to myself. beauuuutiful. i actually hate myself blogging when im in this procrastinating worldly mood cos it makes me sound so profound and all-knowing when actually I barely know anything anymore... at least till I slug out from this semi-emo/abstract phase hahaha but for now, please bear with me.

and also, I think I kinda miss my parents. but jussssst, kinda.


ok I initially wanted to upload videos of moos2's and my golf swings but even after I came back from a 2hr car wash it hasn't finished uploading so I rkn it's just stuffed up. another time perhaps! have a good week ahead :)

Sunday, January 25 @ 7:01 am

"You are the epitome of everything
I have ever looked for in another human being."


Happy cny everyone! I've gotta start following up and processing my damn 09 resolutions once I jet back to Perth. kinda miss it over there.. the lost lonely lazy lifestyle. it's just 5 days so i'm aight! i'm sooooooo gonna get wii back to perth haha. btw did I mention again that I fcking reallyyyyyyy love eating? shit!
anyway, so this really caught my ears today. I would call it, to die for. esp with the song. every1 go download! Kiss The Rain (Chasing Amy remix) - Billie Myers
ENJOY!


(Alyssa Jones) Why are we stopping?

(Holden McNeil) Because I can't take this

(Alyssa Jones) Can't take what?

(Holden McNeil) I love you.

(Alyssa Jones) You, Love, me?

(Holden McNeil) I love you and not.. not in a friendly way.. although I think we're great friends and not in a misplaced affection


Hello

(Holden McNeil) puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you!

Can you hear me?
Am I getting through to you?

(Holden McNeil) Very, very simple, very truly… you are the..the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being.


Hello
Is it late there?
Is there laughter on the line?
Are you sure you're there alone?

'Cause I'm
Trying to explain
Somethin's wrong
Ya just don't sound the same

Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me

(Holden McNeil) I had to say it.

Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long.

If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.

Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
Are as empty for me as for you

If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

(Holden McNeil) I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't...I can't look into your eyes without feeling that.. that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels.


Hello

(Holden McNeil) I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are.


Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missin' you

What's new?

(Holden McNeil) I like who I am because of it.


How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
'Cause I'm so close but it feels like you're so far

Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain

(Holden McNeil) And if bringing this to life mean we can't hangout anymore, than that hurts me. But God, I just couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there regardless of the outcome which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down.


And you'd fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel lonely and tempted

(Holden McNeil) I'll accept that.


Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn

Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
Are as empty for me as for you

If you feel
You can't wait until morning

Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Ooooooooh

Kiss the rain
Ooooooooh
Kiss the rain

Hello

(Holden McNeil) But I know… I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too. And all I ask please is that you just… you just not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just ten seconds.


(Holden McNeil) There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you. And I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next battle, because it is there between you and me. Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me.


Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?

Thursday, January 8 @ 1:07 am

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Wish that we had known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Cancer Horoscope

If it feels like something important is coming to an end, don't try to hold on to it any longer. Letting go of a desire, an idea or a plan is not a sign of failure now, but an indication of your readiness to allow new energy to enter your life. You can't even change your mind if you struggle to maintain a point of view that is no longer working for you.

wow. totally agreed. I'm like, soi wasting my tym. some things aren't meant to be so I shall just look forward to the Unexpected huh

back in Perth and Summer school's not as dreadful as it was seeming to be.. but nonetheless Perth is really a goddamn ghost town. thank God for my favourites here though? somehow I still really miss sing and the lifestyle there.. esp when everything here is DIY. sigh I totally need a Eti here. any volunteers?

on a lighter note, BJMS are coming to Perth next week and hopefuly dirah makes it here too! finally something to look forward to and then it's zoooom back to sing for cny. the weather's been scorching in the day but just right at night :)

I really gotta find a job and master golf.. time to put some order and direction into my life? hmm. oh yes and study.

HAPPY TWO OO NINE!