Your Broken Pinky Makes Broken Promises.

a day filled with touch and rugby, (hospital visit), f1 and now soccer.
suddenly craving for donuts which I didn't get while at N.ovena just now :(

am currently aching but satisfied after the 7-4 win against a mixed team(((:


ps: bought new tracks!! (: happiness(: the old one was coming apart, I had to tape it at trng with a face drawn on it.
(which become a blot of blue after the rain)


PPS: KISSMETHROUGHTHEMASK(:

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"Your submission is confirmed and completed."

Am I really going to China for six months?

We'll see.

Take Me Higher Where Blind Men See.

This is the Birthday Cake of my 6year old Cousin.

SIX YEAR OLD?! Omg. Sorry Crabz but I think her cake beats yours hands down. :\

I wonder if she complained about her Belle gown during the party; that it was warm or itchy.

I wonder if 10 years down the road, she'd still remember how her cake tasted.

I wonder if 10 years later, she'll remember the games she played and the people who attended her party.

Omg jealous. :(

Anyway, Penguin and I went for dins at JayPee after school where we ended up shopping and splurging like shopaholics. (Ironically, she was just watching the movie while waiting for me to end) What a sin, but it's therapeutic so we promised each other we will finish up overdue work. (:

Looking forward to the weekends. Though it'd be without S but I really hate skooooolz.

To others, "It's week 3 ALREADY."

But to me, "It's week 3 ONLY."

SENSE OF URGENCY, PHILLY.

Why?

And I start to imagine about how life would be different,

if only I had .....................................

For You A Thousand Times Over.

This is Me and My Room mate.

Over the weekend (including Friday),

# I had one last meal with a friend leaving in search of his own W.ondergirl, ate til I was so full, carried a friend's (guy! wooh) backpack on his behalf.

# I left for touch with my jersey, boots, socks, etc but stood under the orange umbrella to cheer the team on. Before half time I walked over to the stands to retrieve my things in temptation to play. But Coach waved her finger and gave a BIG No-no.

I was also late for A.rthur's 21st where I became a big party pooper and felt eternally bad. I learned about making bad decisions but how sometimes we are given second chances.

I also met a friend-on-crutches who had to sneak out of the house and "steal" car keys and drive with an almost disfunctional left leg for a cup of tea while we pondered over decisions we've made/we're going to make, philosophies of life and our future.

I also laid in bed to enjoy the rain and wind though it was almost 4 in the morning and I was still sick.

# I came back to school early on the account of "work to do" (which is not entirely false) because sometimes you choose to follow your heart over a stubborn mind. And you find out it's not too bad a choice either. Accompanied lonelymiserablesickpathetic S for dinner and caught F1 in the TV room over dinner.

# I also abruptly, impulsively, suddenly decided that I want to go GIPCHINA and am going to apply. Oh, the power of persuasion. However, the definite decision will only be made when the acceptance email is received, and of course when I manage to convince myself of all the commitments I can leave behind and safely say, return to six months later.

# I have also spent a huge amount of time with Kite Runner when I should be finishing my readings for the meeting on Tues. But this is definitely better than Thousand Splendid Suns!

FLEWWWW and SOAR throat and KOFF.

Yes I'm going to sleep early! (:

Pigggnik was fun, can't wait for the next one.

Hope we'd have all 7 of us the next time, wheeeee.

sick and schools boring :((

My Love For You Is Blind.

With his head pressed against my chest,

I felt forlorn of comfort, ironically. A surge of loneliness.

I'm not sure if it was his week long absence which left this gap,

or because I felt different.

But it was an internal struggle, deciding how it feels to be held, how it feels to hold again.

But this is me, a Phil in transition. It's paradoxical, it's contradictory, it's a whirlpool.

It's also, just a phase.

The Tale of The Orange/Pink Nails.

And it begins today.

Just When You Need It.

I'm too lazypazy to source pictures from the week, so here's the most recent one.

Today, we went cosplaying at the Toygames and Comic exhibition. Most of our first time but definitely not our last, I daresay. Only Jel and J.eannette are dressed and Jiel's outfit is like JAW DROPPING. =)

We were greeted by stages filled with W.ii and GuitarHero, lotsa Anime stuff esp TOFUMAN. Lotsa cutesy stuff too which most of us cannot identify, we saw live-sized Darth Vader, Mario, Iron Man, Halo, etc. What you see is really what you get, in a good way.

Also supported our legendary pageant-babe-captain-ek who thrased her opponent in the W.ii slicing game HANDS DOWN. We wore "Bi(4) Sheng(4)" bands over our heads in support of her and screamed til everyone around us shot death stares. :( Though she didn't win, she still looked damn awesome up on stage. And her catwalk was the best without a doubt!!

We (actually just J.eannette) was so absorbed into everything, we forgot the time and forgot about lunch. XP and I couldn't take it so we left to eat with Angie while the other 2 continued oogling at the awesome costumes. Oooohlalala.

My right elbow's currently (badly) grazed again. =( Oh, hello to the rocky sandy field at turf and weekend leagues there again. We had an oh-kay first game. Score doesn't matter, but we definitely can do much better(:

Had lunch with Sonny before catching her Super15s game(: Then dinnered at Amk and caught UP!(: I'd give it 5 stars! Seriously. It made me tear twice and I could hear people sniffing/sobbing/wailing. Really good show(: Much better than the trailer made it seem(:

Five thumbs up! :D

Friday's date for xlb buffet was completely spoilt thanks to rude service staff at Cj but oh well, in return we had a complimentary dinner at Tango's (Thank you Ah gong and your daddy! (: )

Food was pretty damn good and I really like the steak(: (Which I didn't order cos I was too tired to chew). Post dinner plans detoured to I.slandCremery for a tub of Applepie((: Happiness in its simplest form(:

SCHOOL;

As usual, the first week's boring and slack. And a little too much to handle with the unlimited changes to cope with. I honestly thought I'd be the busy one but seems like it's the other way round. The first night, I made a trip back to THIRTEEN to visit old neighbours and check out the new rooms. DAMN NICE, a little jealous but it's ok(: I'm fine not staying there anymore. Then one night, I suddenly felt at an all time low (maybe it's the post-holiday syndrome) I randomly called Jiel and freaked her out. To think we were still fine a few hours ago, I definitely made her worry. So sorry my dear ROAD RICE. Ily much. *beams

Trainings were ok, neither team had to do extra set of conditioning since we "played so hard". (:

Then friendly down at W.OODLANDS with the Rpee boys. Turned out pretty good(: Am proud of my team for making it this far(: Though the rewards for Best Performer each friendly has reduced from lanyards, keychains and water bottles to boxes of RAISINS, everyone's still performing better than they did previously. Good job, Team(:

So here's to another week of boring, sucky school life.

With CCA fair to keep me busy through the day.

PS: Finally got down to getting K.iteRunner(: Can't wait to finish it so see which book is better!

let's take a chance as this romance is rising over
before we lose the lightning.

very tired is an understatement.

emo nemo philo.

=((

Tipsy.

So fucking bored,

but I refuse to put my brains to any use.

This might just be the last break it gets before school officially, officially kicks in.

Grah.

XIII

I can't believe I'm saying this,

but I might just be missing THIRTEEN.

DAMN IT.

This is mankind isn't it,

we will never be satisfied.

Night One

goodnight from block3 level2 room55.

Sunny Island

DAMN lazy to unpack (penang luggage)

and DAMN lazy to pack (hostel stuff).

BOOHOO :(

Kinda excited about school though. (:

terminalone

flight delayed by an hour and fifteen mins zzzz

yanyi just called to say she's at t3 but I can't go meet her cos I'm inside :(
and mom just told me she has twitter too.
"I got alot of followers you know! no joke ok." -mom

I think she might just be cooler than me when it comes to tweet tweet.

malaysiaa truly asiaaaa

Thursday 6 Aug - Monday 10 Aug.

xoxoxo.

More Yet Less

The Seven Deadly Sins: "Lust", "Gluttony", "Greed", "Sloth", "Wrath", "Envy", and "Pride".

Of which how many, are you guilty of?

Sporty, Mature or Girl Next Door?

Hi! I'm Miss Sporty. Balls, racquets, bats; you name it, I love it. I love a good workout and I'd like to invite you to join me someday. I'm Miss Sporty."

x12 (not including rehearsals)

That's how many times we had to officially repeat ourselves today at camp. I didn't stay long and I saw quite a bit of familiar faces. It was kinda awkward how the guys entered the rooms through the connecting toilet to where we were and almost every group would ask "Is that all?", or "What's the purpose of this?" at the end of our speech.

S was telling me how this guy made Miss Sporty his choice and he decided to play punk and ask, "YOU SURE NOT?!". It made the rest of them laugh, I would've if I heard it too. =)

And an old OG mate said Hi and identified himself. (Good thing he did cos he looked really different but I also managed to spot his name from his identity tag. MUAHAHA)

Left with S for Tampines after that. Imagine B.oonlay --> Tampines = ZZZZZZZ.

It was really a long journey, my friends who stay in Tampines but not hall are heroes! =)

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And all that hassle for Saturday: getting extra jerseys, printing

new sets, getting ball, getting players, settling reg form, waking up early, it was all worth it.

Verrrrrrrrr-monster!

We did it.

We won.

Okay, so it wasn't exactly an official tournament, nor was it the full team but but but we still did it.

And I hope this boosts the team morale, and each player believes in themselves more than they did before.

Sonny couldn't play cos I didn't register her, and permission from the people of higher positions was denied too(: Sorry dear but it was for your own good(:

Watched the boys' u20 matches after YouthInTouch where we saw little girls WITH ABS running. Full-grown abs, like six packs and all. Boy are we embarrassed to call ourselves sports people when we look at these 8, 9 year olds. :\

Dinnered at Newton with my favourite chengteng to end the day(: Yumyums(:

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Friday;

Dinnered with the so-called Spare-tyre boyfriend (haha) aka arthurlimjinghui and herngs. Everybody was late so we had very little time to eat :( Caught Personal Effects starring Ashton Kutcher and Michelle Pfeiffer (?). Bad choice of place to watch (Lido omg haha) but pretty good movie. If you're the type with patience for a slow show, or the type who likes artsy films, go catch it. I kinda liked it though the spare tyre was semi-bored and very, very restless(:

PS: SEETOHWEIYANN IS BACK FROM HAMBURG(ER)!! :D

Thursday;

Visited Sonny at home with the new MJ-inspired nose (HAHA) with balloons and gummies(: Made a new friend, NOZZZZY which is a yellow ____________ . (Can't quite decide if it's a cow, dinosaur, ox, or ... ? )

Then friendly over at Dover(:

And dinner at Clementi where we got lost in an unfamiliar area, heh.

Oh life's good again,

But school's starting in a little more than a weeeeeek.