I Could Live Like This Forever.

Even though I've a bruise just below the already swollen ankle (which hurts by the way :( ), very wet clothes to bring home, wrinkled fingers,


I haven't been so happy in quite some timeeee. =)


Not even the thought of more B.eijingAi and smelly pink stuff can bring it downn. =)

PS: Yesterday, I watched my own team sweat, bleed, fight their guts out to retain something intangible, so vulnerable. 9-2, but They didn't lose it, We did.
And today, Youth training, which (I Thank God for) my ankle didn't fail me, but is now bruised.
Did sprints til Angie and I had butt cramps thoughh. But like stated above, Phil is happy.
Happy, happy, happy. =))

Everybody's Fool.

I know escapes are unhealthy cos they leave you somewhat dillusional,
but..

D, YOU ROCK MY LIFE THE BESTEST. XOXO!
Thank Youuuuuuuuuuu.

Trust Again.

God Answers Prayers.
He paved the way for me, now I just need to take that leap of Faith.

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Anyhow, during elective today:

Lecturer: "If you found a thumb of a deceased, what would you do? Return to the family? Or not return?"

P: "Return!"
JP: "Don't return!"
(And everybody else has their return/don't return debate)

Lecturer: "So what's the final decision? What do you do with the thumb? If you return, the family has to live with the thoughts of their child burnt and body smashed. If you don't return, they will never have a closure. What would you do?"

JX: "Suck thumb los"


zzz.

Repetition Makes An Impression

But I don't need to hear the same things over again.

Every. Damned. Night.













I feel so robbed.

B.eijing Ai

Back to the odd awkward smell of "pink flowery stuff" and sticky floors no one bothers to clean and the (less, compared to last week) messed up place.


No more O.lympics to catch,
hate school more each week,
ankle still a bitch,
want. to. train. =(


Week Four of school. Eleven weeks to go. Sucks.

((I should really stop complaining/whining about the same old stuff, hah))

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School sucks.

My weekend getaway:

Murphy's Law.

And the words he said, keep resounding in my head;
"Hang in there, my strong baby."


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Karma for eating XLB on Tuesday with the roomie,
is a XLB for my left ankle currently.
Looks bad, feels bad, sure is bad.
So fucked up. =( SIGH
Please say it'd only take a week to recover.

Fear Factor STEVE!

My partner in crime kicks ass. (PS: They call him Steve. Heh!)
Watch: [CLICK]


PS: Caught JourneyToTheCentreOfTheEarth today at W.estMall. Short film, but exciting. G and I liked it. =) Caught MeetDave last week at Vivo. Hmm, scores for the humour factor, but really cheesy storyline. Heh. I pick, JourneyToThe (.....), unless you're in need of a real good laugh. (:

Can You Feel The Frustration?

(Picture from Faces In Places ! Love it)

REALLY REALLY Feel Like Stabbing ALL The T***GS.

One Level Up.

Headache.

From the heavy, massive shifting,
the problem solving,
and the odd smells.

Tonight, Roomie and I are finally going to sleep together;
like literally, two in a bed. Kinky ;)
But this issue is really giving me a headache. Roar.

((Yeah ok, let me complain just this once.))


PS: Just had a 10min45sec call from 12hours behind Singapore, from my favouritest bestest hall buddy. ((((:

Nuisance.

I can safely say I now fully understand the term "living in fear".

BUT, as the (unofficial) roomie says: "there is no fear, like fear of fear itself"


Who would have thought things could be this complicated?
What's worse is we didn't even need their help afterall.

Training tomorrow's video session! Time to review the lousy off-form me play kampong touch on Saturday. =(

The Beauty And The Tragedy

Three words to summarise the week: Out of control.

Finally, after two weeks long of add/drop and deliberation, I've settled on my timetable (again), which is the closest to the most ideal. Also, finally decided to settle with 18 AUs instead of 21, and not do an extra core. For that, Sorry Wayne Chow Chow! =(

The weather has been unpredictably insane, one minute I'm loving the sunshines and next I'm shivering in the rain. Just yesterday at aN-Tee-eLe training, it started to pour but a few hours later the sun shone. Didn't think I did my best at our first doubleyeW-Tee-eLe game, and S observed something was holding me back. Sigh =( Wore my skins for the first-est time, after Jieling's many "by-the-time-you-wear-collect-dust-already" remarks. Heh.
Good cadet obeys her Captain's orders ;) Think I could get used to it :D

Oh, ps: aN-Tee-eLe training was surprisingly not too bad!

Been too bloody exhausted to wake up for Nat training this morning, we woke up at 10:35 am and a casual "Let's-go-for-Mac-breakfast" comment. Instantly sprung out of bed, to brush our teeth and cabbed 3.10$ worth to the nearest McD and paid by EZ link cos both wallets were empty. =( So pathetic. Haha
Which reminds me of my McD incident on Thursday in school. Zero cash, atm queue sooo mother long, and ez link card not enough money to buy just two sundaes and a double cheese burger. =(


CCA fair is also overrrr! Hope we've recruited enough, among which there are talents we can groom and count on in the near future (:


I'm currently waiting for special delivery lunch order! (:

Thank You. (:

But who ever said school seems okay?
I hate school. >=(
But I love the people in it. (((((((((((:

Finally.. a happy entry

Had a decent training session today , though it was pretty tiring , it was nice :) The week's coming to an end, got my ms2008 albeit a little dilemma here and there , its still better than before :) Touch is looking awesome , with NAT team trainings and WTL coming up , there almost looks like there's no time to breathe , but i'm sure i'll survive with a little , positivity .
All in all , school seems to working out okay :)

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I can't seem to post a proper entry without sounding like I'm complaining (under the extremely bad influence of Super Mario Pang Qiao Yi).
More often than not, I find myself hitting the backspace key more than the alphabets on the keyboard.


This is the sound of (un)settling. Sigh... =(

Full time

I will not complain that.....

I have training on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday morning,
then Winterleague match on Sat afternoon,
and another training on Sunday morning

this week. =)

PS: Then training again on Monday.. =)

Rain, rain.

(From Sing.fest)

Words always fail me, I have decided against posting about the past week lest G deems me a complain queen. Muahahaha.

For now, Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore. Hooray for the extra day of holiday on Monday.

All We Are.

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you
And all along, you were shaded with patience, your strokes of everything that I need just to make it

Time can tear you apart,
But it won't break, anything that you are,
You are

We won't say our goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

I walked a minute in your shoes, they never would've fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get some perspective on these words before I write them down
You're an island and my ship has run aground

Every single day that I can breathe, you changed my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by
So don't say your goodbyes you know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

So don't say our goodbyes you know its better
We won't break, we won't die

The Smell and Its Feel.

Made a trip down to Alexandra Hosp today to pay Nick a visit after his ACL op.
Was quite a heartwrenching sight, see him more emo than ever, and the only black-headed among the rest (which, on the other hand, probably makes him alot easier to spot ;) ).

If you see this, get well soooooon!



PS: I hate my monthly killercramps.
PPS: Feel, Phil.
Always remember.

Timetable settled, finally.
Time to catch up on a week's worth of work.
THANK YOU GIBBY TAN. You still suck for lying! Cheat my feelings is the right phrase to use here....

The Final Word In The Final Sentence Was 'Love'.

When you go, I'll let you be

But you're killing everything in me

I'm done, there's nothing left to show

I try but can't let it go

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Brought lappy to 2008's two hour lecture today. Ended up sleeping, surfing and basically doing everything else other than listen. The module looks pretty tough.. =(

Starting to get really really frustrated and worried about it. I know I can't stop whining about it, but I don't really know how to illustrate the severity of the situation either. Haha.

Let's digress and think happy thoughts..... (:

More (favourite) pictures from Fac. Camp:

Still stand by the fact that our shirts KICK ASS though the supplier screwed our base colour.... =(

The Trojan People;

we were supposed to hide behind the flag la. But W spoilt the picture.

Seniors outside Stjames

EVERYBODY!

And it is coincidentally a heart shape. (:

"skinny farts like you n me have to fatten up..."

First day of school, first day of the week.
Started off pretty bad; woke up a little late, couldn't get a cab, reached the hotel just on time (but supposed to be there 15mins earlier), said an extremely abrupt goodbye to JSATT (but the XOXOs made everything feel better), couldn't quite fall asleep when I got home, add/drop was bad (still can't get ms2008!), training wasn't that good either (injured the drumstick thumb further boo)..........
and paradoxical feelings towards aN.Tee.eLe groupings............

Ramuk & I just keep pissing each other off.
Roomie was a bitch cos she demoted me to "you're just like my mother" cos I didn't want to help her carry the motherf heavy fridge 6 floors up (but I did in the end what, I was just telling her it is damn smelly)
Very damn sleepy and I've 830 lesson tomorrow and I don't have my notes.......
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Please let me pick up a MS2008 :(



Nights.

I Can Almost Pull My Hair Out

SOMEONE PLEASE JUST FUCKING DROP YOUR MS2008 PLEASE.
I DON'T CARE WHATEVER INDEX. I RATHER BE A LONER FOR TWO MODULES THAN TWO SEMESTERS.
THANKSSS.

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Today, I learnt that if you can't fall asleep,
you can cry to sleep.
It really works.

5 plus 1.

S.ingf.est was way effing wicked. (in their europe accent)

I miss JSATT already, (I didn't manage to get a group shot and I'm really upset about it)

and this whole add drop clashing with training thing is stressing me out. ='(

Homecoming,

3 more days til school starts, 3 more days til I determine my Academic year.

I only have that 3and a half hours to determine my future. (OH FUCK!!!!!!!! I just remembered training is at 530. DIE) Right.... Now I need alternative plans =(

Anyhow, don't want school to start. Don't want holidays to end. I've had enough fun, I miss school, but I'm not ready. =(

Busy weekend ahead. But can't wait. Hope we don't screw up.
And Ahgong, don't be so greeeeen. ;)