Every Heart,

This 2008,
I leapt the year with Seef, and Stingray.


It took Dan close to 20 hours to realise today ISN'T the First of March but 29th Feb.
And we had a long debate with Clarice over whether you need to +1 to the year we're in when calculating the year we're born.


Plus. we were supposed to take jumpshots to signify us leaping the year together but we totally forgot.
Daaammmmnnnnnn. =(

STILL Secretly Hungry.

G says:
my hair looks raw..
like the roses need the rain, says:
raw
like the roses need the rain, says:
haha
like the roses need the rain, says:
can eat?

G says:
HAHAHA
G says:
cannot eat la
G says:
by monday i hope it's cooked
G says:
haha



Sorry labreports kinda drive people crazy.

Secretly Hungryyyyyyyyy.

By the time I woke up this morning afternoon, more than half my day has already passed.
I missed my MacDonald's breakfast but NVM. There will be another chance.


I'm dead tired right now after a day of not doing much.
And Copeland's the perfect company to sleeeep.
Who knew copying/pasting/paraphrasing could be so tiring. ZZZZZZ


Ps: Dear Baby V, if you see this, please be strong. (:

[edit]
I'll treat anybody tehbing if you help me plot my graph on excel!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[/edit]

"dont be afraid to falter, because ultimately i wont let you fall"

Thurs, 21st @ HO Closing. Bernie and I climbed the scaffolding! =D Joint Hall Sports 07/08

Saturday, 23rd @ Fusion

The carnival was slightly boring. Maybe because I missed the Band performance!!! But worship was damn damn damn good. And the sermon tooo.

Was slightly burnt from the afternoon's club match too =(

Sunday, 24th Feb

Happy Fgmd day, baby V.

Went down to Vivo with the intention to catch P.S. I Love You, but we mixed our timings up. Ended up having lunch, then travelling down to town, and AROUND town.

Then Marina,

Crabby sweet coincidence.
Singapore Flyer!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Monday, 25th Feb, we had Ecomm meeting over Carls Jr. Salad is really filling tooo. Shopped a little before coming back to school for CAB meeting, damn waste time =( Missed The Roomie, survived the night with Manson and handphone cos I was miserably without lappy.

Tuesday, 26th. CANNOT BELIEVE I WASTED MY ENTIRE DAY IN SCHOOL WITH THIS WHORE studying the HALL Whore Effect. HAHAHAHA

Accompanied her til dinner at Alfresco, We were trying the fishbowl/fisheye thingy. =S
Okay then I went home.

Wed, waited for the BFF to get out of bed, had lunch, come back to school. We studied for a while before training. OMGS math kills us, and the BFF is freaking freaking smart!!!

We played Beach Touch for training. MY. BALL. PASSES. REALLY. SUCK.
Was slightly upset, but with the informality of trainings now, I didn't really want to overreact.
Then we studied MORE over American Idol and some Swimwear Modelling show, and I fell asleep cos the sun at training burnt my brain.

And I wake up manymany hours later at 1pm.


Ps: (NOTE TO SELF), S/U deadline, 9th March!

A Prisoner Of My Own Decisions.

Hello All--

With the excitement of the in-class essay, I forgot to remind you of the homework due 6 March. Please read the entire play KISS OF THE SPIDER WOMAN by class. It is not a hard play to read.

Please note: the play does deal with specific issues of gender, sexuality, and politics in an Argentine prison for political dissidents.

Enjoy the recess!

Best,
Professor B-rian





omgs i can pretty much hang myself right now.
i don't even have the book yet. dieeee.
and nb, why blogger so laggy tonighttt.

Cradle Her Fragile Heart.

So it's times like these you feel like it's You against the rest of the world.

You stand alone on that overshadowing pole.
You should feel empowered.
You should feel superior.


But you don't.







Ps: I'd give you ten bucks if you will do a good lab report for me.

Redeemed! (:

SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
That was my Saturday.
From sweet victory (10-6 to us!), to sugar rush from Donuts, and the everlasting God's never ending love at Fusion, to supper at Chompchomp, all the way til the moment just before I got home.


My Saturday was happy, happy. (:

And tomorrow, Return of Ronin (!!!)

My final entry for the day,

wish me luck for tomorrow.

Gonna need it. Lots and lots of it.

"Secretly," she says.

You see, I thought this was what differentiates us from the other students out there.

Apart from our age, the license, I thought our thinking would have differed very much from who we were one, two years back.

Shouldn't unspoken silences be understood?

Need everything be explicitly said?

Now, now, don't we all know the "don't tell anyone" never, ever, really works?

Anyways,

VANESSALIU GIVE ME BACK MY SPONGEBOB >=(

New found chemical compounds

(ORGANIC CHEM)

Twilight.

And I bet she forgot we were supposed to meet today,
cos once again she pulled yet another disappearing act.














That aside,
HO/IH IS FINALLY OVER.
No more daily meetings/two meetings in one night.
Everybody say HOOO-RAY.
All I need to care about now is STUDYTOUCHSTUDYTOUCHAMEN.

Runaway this time,

After 1930 hours today,
I'd be the happiest girl in school,
and probably the happiest I've ever been over the past few weeks.

MY HALL INTERNET CONNECTION REALLY SUCKS

In chronological order,

• math tut lasted for half an hour
• attempted to study for Imprisonment during the 2hr break
• Fell asleep, woke up at 12pm
• Hot date didn't call me
• Went back to sleep
• Woke up at 13:17 --> OMG WTF TMD IM DEAD SHIT
• Hot date overslept (and so did I muahahahaha)
• Rushed to Impacts, dabaoed Lunch, stank up the LT
• Screwed my test --> "what is the animal gas emission?" I ACTUALLY GAVE THE DEFINITION OF IT? I know who to blame for this. I swear I really know who to blame.
• Slacked at Cant2 with Sijie and Leehui(((:
• TRAININGGGG!!! :D --> training was gooood apart from the jaw/head collision (which has resulted in a bruise+swell on the side of my face that my fringe can't cover), we took turns to ref today. I need to work on my 5m. =(
• Watched soccer over dabaoed dinner with BFFFFFFF. =D
• Last and final JH meeting --> THE HOT DATE STOLE MY SPONGEBOB =( And she traumatised my poor Spongebob with her stupid tortoise. Caught her on camera. Heh heh. Blackmail

Omg I'm aching like mad now: Shoulders, calf.

And my head hurts when I laugh =((

The Walking Zombie.

mindgames, mindgames.

I've a hot date for lunch tmr. =D
Heehee.

why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.

She Says/ Howie Day

Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
How would you know
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm today

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean to

Swing into flight
Over hills.
Over her hills, it's twilight
I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny
When you're mad
Always so mad. So mad

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

Well, I don't know we're going to
and I don't know what means to me
and you don't know what means to you

And she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know
She doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and
makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know
She doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down I hope you know that she...

deprivation of all sorts

"you don't know him enough"



I. Need. Sleep.

Love me, Hate me, Leave me, Abuse me, Save me, Break me, Hurt me.

anderson. says:
you okay?
like the roses need the rain, says:
i hate how he makes me feel
like the roses need the rain, says:
after we talk about this everytime

***

Post- School Schedule for this week:

Mon: Trng @ 5pm,
Ho @ 830pm,


Tues: Hockey (F) Finals @ 900pm
W-antoks FITNESS (!!!) @ 7pm (KALLANG)

MUST STUDY FOR IMPACTS TEST TMR

Wed (after impacts test): Trng @ 5,
JH @ ____ ???
MUST STUDY FOR IMPRISONMENT TEST TMR

Thurs (after imprisonment which ends at 730pm...): HO Closing @ 6pm,
W-antoks ?????
NO MORE JH

Fri: Cg @ 8pm crabby.
W-antoks ??????

Sat: RECESS WEEK/ STL STARTS/ NEED TO STUDY/ NO TIME TO STUDY/ SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD/ BEACH DAY FOR 13/ FUSION @ 7pm

Sun: RONIN OMFG RETURN OF RONIN/ NEED TO STUDY/ BETTER STUDY


--


And the whole night my book has been flipped open at the same page.
Not a word read, not a pen lifted.
My fingers stuck to the same routine hitting alphabet after alphabet to string my thoughts into words,
trying to sound the least defensive, the less hurtful.

What hurts the most?

Lose All Control

Tragedy and drama aside, this verse hit me hard on Friday during CG:

"Do not put out the Spirit's Fire; do not treat prophecies with contempt. Test everything. Hold on to the good. Avoid every kind of evil" 1 Thessalonians 5: 19-22


***

And I woke up (too) late for service this morning. Shit sheesh crap. =(



"Unless a seed falls to the ground, You will not have a plant."

heartbreaking.

Maybe I should just fucking become a lesbian.
Thanks.



ANGELAYONGSZETING(BFFLOVER) I LOVE YOU.

PARADOX.

Slow down I just wanna get to know you
How the hell did we wind up like this?
But don't turn around
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
Cuz that pretty round thing looks good to me
And try turn the tables
Slow down never seen anything so lovely
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Now turn around
Lately there's been too much of this
And bless me with your beauty, cutie
But don't think it's too late

MAZZZDAAAA.

And undoubtedly, Brudder's gift wins 2008 Vday's BEST gift ever.

TMDWTFKNNASSHOLENABEHS

hahahaha

Abit late, but HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (:

Dearest Griz, you're an aspiring poet. (:

i'll serenade you, under the starry night sky (: says:

Dearest Phil
Oh when will you make me a meal?
I’ll promise I’ll eat with zeal (:
I don’t think it would kill!

Yay!
Tomorrow’s vday! (:
But to my dismay,
You aren’t free to play!

Orange gerberas?
Red Roses for you?
I would give it to you!
If I know where you’re going to!


xoxo. =D

Joke Of The Day

From my IGoogle Homepage:


Snow White received a camera as a gift. She happily took pictures of all the Dwarfs and their surroundings. When she finished the first batch, she took the film to be developed. After a week or so she went to get the finished photos. The clerk said the photos were not back from the processor.

She was very disappointed and started to cry.

The clerk, tried to console her and said, "Don't worry. Some day your prints will come."


HAHAHA.
Ps: Math test today was good. (:

What's worse than puking is the consistent urge to do so,
but nothing comes out even though the intestines feel all twisted and weird.


Shit I'm so dead for Math test tmr,
goodnight.

A few hours later, I wake up.

The main symptoms of Stomach Flu (Viral Gastroenteritis) are watery diarrhea and vomiting. Other symptoms are headache, fever, chills, and abdominal pain. Symptoms usually appear within 4 to 48 hours after exposure to the virus and last for 1 to 2 days, though symptoms can last as long as 10 days.


&&&

Someone who gets gastroenteritis might have stomach cramps, nausea (say: naw-zee-uh), throwing up, and diarrhea (say: dye-uh-ree-uh). He or she will probably feel pretty sick for a day or 2 but will then get better.

There is no vaccine or cure for gastroenteritis. If you have it, you'll want to rest until you feel better. If you're throwing up, don't eat solid food. Instead, sip fluids, such as water, or chew on bits of ice. Your mom or dad also might give you an oral rehydration solution (say: or-ul ree-hye-dray-shun suh-loo-shun). That's a fancy name for those special fruit-flavored drinks and Popsicles that contain carbohydrates and electrolytes - stuff your body can get low on when you're dehydrated from diarrhea or throwing up.


---

So much for Herbal Tea being good for you, I think it was the cause of this misery. Boooooo. And I still HAD to go to school because of lab/eff comm. Roar. Math test tmr, JCRC meeting later,
but all I want to do is sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. =((


I shall go back to drinking my Ribena.

-

You've got no answers but you've got your concerns
About the people we see
And all the secrets we keep
I think about what you're expecting of me
Like you don't know how it is,
But I can see all of it.


We always have to wait
By the choice we had to make
You sold yourself so short,
Is this the way to carry on?



How could you? >=(

Soon Will Come, Soon Will Last.

There are reasons why Crabby always calls me a Cryptic,
why entries are somewhat ambiguous.

Curiousity is a state of all mankind,
I guess that's where assumptions come in.
Assumptions though may be skeptical,
but somehow those that we refuse to believe (almost) always turns out to be the truth...


We caught Sweeney Todd today,
it was morbid and gory.
But I like.

BUSY

"You smell! It kinda smells like Cream of Mushroom!"
"Nooo. The almond strong so smell."

Both: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAOMGHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

& SO, I had tangyuans tonight.
Drowned in my Cream-of-Mushroom-smelling-yet-almond-strong-so-smell Almond cream.
They were semi-gross but I was hungry, soooo... (:


***

Class lunch today was definitely not worth the 35$
and definitely not worth the 30 mins wait alone. =(
We had japfood though. I like! But it wasn't fantastic.
(No Pok, I'm not fussy!)

Ro's place after where we watched videos of our game after game after game til a point we got bored and started all the small talks. I was still full (and sick) from lunch that I barely ate. Heh.


Phil in school/hall and Phil outside these two are two very different Phils.
I remember Michael once said, "You're so different once you get out of school. You're like.. so much happier/livelier."
Damn, I enjoyed my CNY break and I don't want to go back to school.
It kinda sucks to be distracted at this point of time (CAs, CAs, and never ending CAs),
but Phil, you must exercise greater selfdiscipline.


zzzzzz I'm damn tired from the 5am-8(something)am sleep last night/this morning.
So my entry is rather disjointed but I'm really too lazy to do anything about the random series of events/ chunks of thoughts.

"I felt a tug at my heartstrings."

Day2 was spent with Mrs. Darcy Dearest, and Herngs the Fork today(:
Though 3/4 the shops were yet to open, the mall still had families streaming in and out of it.

Zara was open and I FOUND MY JEANS but they were too big =(
Really hate my lack of self control sometimes, cos I ended up buying another top when I'm super desperate for bottoms. Hah!

Supper today was bad. We spun round and round unfamiliar roads of stranger towns. Everything still closed.
Found our way, but NO MORE TANGYUANS #$*^&!)!*%

As much as this lifestyle is way too unhealthy,
I think I'm kinda enjoying it. Because for once, in such a long time,
I feel truly detached from school, this almost feels like an overseas holiday.

BUT if I were to live like this for a week,
I'd probably end up being able to fit into that pair of size 36 jeans from Zara already. =(

One more thing, I've been craving for HJP so much I think my face is beginning to reform into one.
Oh calamity, calamity!!

Campus run dates, please!
And trainings, please start sooon!

PS: Dear Roomie, I'm glad it's You too. (:

"Eat more!"

I secretly think supper makes people happy?



Sooo anyway, CNY, like every year (except those we go back to Penang!) is generally boring. Tomorrow, I'm gonna have to travel around Singapore like mad, but I guess I'm giving up some angbaos for my own convenience. Haha.

I trulymadlydeeply need more clothes for this festive season!
Hah.

PS: Saw fireworks yesterday! Preetttyyy.

She's so sweet with her getback stare.

Is this what you call a blogger's block?

7:11am,
too full from Mushroom Cheese Prata + Milo Dino,
prison breaking.
2 online MSN buddies for company,
happy ((((:

I miss you like I miss my braces.

"(: you needn't worry bout that ok (us drifting), in fact you don't have t. you know i'll die without seeing/talking t you for more than a month or someth"

I LOVE D THE MOSTTTTTT.

pink, pink, pink i/c!

HAPPY ORD! (:

Now you have no excuse to not come to Pulau AN-TEE-YOU anymore. (:

Don't forget the million and one treats you still owe me (((((:

PS: Angel, I want burnt caramel root beer float apple pie from Island Creamery. Now that you're free but I still have school, your turn to deliver. Heh((:

Take You There/ Sean Kingston.

"As long you're with me
Baby you'll be alright
I'm known in the ghetto
Girl just stay by my side
Or we can leave the slums go to paradise
Baby it's up to you,
It's whatever you like"

Article

http://redsports.sg/2008/02/01/ntu-ivp-touch-rugby/

PS: It was crazily edited by either Ro/Wenhui.

1. Go to http://www.google.com

2. Type "Find Chuck Norris" in the search field.

3. Hit the "I'm Feeling Lucky" button.


And just in case you're wondering who Chuck Norris is, click HERE.

Today, I won..

a ten bucks bet from Zhuang cos he thought I couldn't write 'Jie (4) Kou (3)' but I could.
But of course, I didn't take the kachingz though he insisted cos it wasn't nice 0=)
Don't mock my Chinese. I am of standard. (Though I thought fridge in Chinese was Bing Qi Ling, aka Ice cream just a few hours ago)


G:"Vegetarians restaurant must be outdoor what, if not how to eat?"
R:"Oei!"
A:"Everywhere is canteen for vegetarians lor."

**

I am supposed to run but ended up stuffing myself to Cny goodies at Hall Fellow's room.
Oops.

Ps: Why does everyone want me to be fat? =(

damage control.

I'm Blind, But I Can See.

We lost.
1-0, three minutes before the end of the game.
Somehow this felt like a battle not of our competence,
but a battle of spirit.

"Where's Hall13's supporters?"
I remember his question, so vividly.
I remember turning around to stare.

Battle #1 lost; the lack of supporters.

As I stood among the fellow Sports Secs witnessing the match,
it was Me against 23803 other supporters.
For all that I screamed my heart out, they had it easy with much bigger lung capacity.

Battle #2 lost; no presence.

I guess as much as we wanted to win, we saw this defeat coming.
We were not undeserving, we were just lacking in something called, "Team Spirit".
Something I know should never be left out from a Sports Player's Menu.

I'm upset we lost, cos we wanted it so bad.
Not just because of the medal, the Gold, the glory or the points.
But because it meant so much more.


Mom forgot to return my call today. Hmm, proves my importance.