HDid you know the weather actually affects you mood.
Seef once told me,
Something about thunderstorms removing your negative ions from your body.
so you have more positive ions and it actually makes you moody.
so much for positivity huh.
we should all consume some negativity and have a larger concentration of negative ions to keep us happy people.
and yay sc did laundry for me. love yoooooooooo.
My speakers are finally working!
Thanks Brudder. (:
Slept for approximately 3 hours last night.
Surviving solely on adrenaline rushhh.
Supposed leisure touch/self training was canceled cos we all feel lazy, I am determined to run.
Toned legs and abs. Haha.
I am slightly upset with how things are happening but there's basically nothing I can do except sit down complain and be bitchy. Hah.
Run, Soccer, Meeting (+appeal case)
I have nothing intelligent to say. Goodbye
A random day in life of Phil:
Day starts at 0730 (waking up to get ready for school)
and ends at 0220 the next day.
Events of the day includes meals, lessons, sleep, more food, meetings, sandfly bites, and pouring off (expired) heartfelt emotions.
Oh, and occasionally, exercise too (Read: Campus Runs! More please!)
What an information overloaded day, from academics to ho stuff to personal livings.
Whoa.
I shall go shower then finish my math tutorial.
Target: To sleep before 5am.
You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
***
Yesterday, I made a promise to myself, and Zizeee.
It's a good thing I end (very) late on Thursdays.
I will learn to say 'no'. =D Haha.
P/s: Shopping was so unproductive but I didn't even feel like shopping anyways. Hah
Anyhows, just got back from the L1 Ref Course.
Guessed I learnt quite a bit, though it was rather slack.
Spent the morning freezing our butts off in the room, and the afternoon melting away with the sun and the rain.
It's been almost a month since I've gone for Yf. (OMG!!!!!)
It's not that I want to but things just happen to fall on Sunday mornings.
I can't go again next week cos of Surf&Sweat, gosh. Grizz says when I go back one month later, everyone's gonna forget me =((
Note to self: Things I have to do in order of importance:
To the REAL-MAN-TO-BE:
Be brave as you say your last goodbye to your hair(:
Take care in far away Tekong (Oh man, we're gonna be at opposite ends of Singapore!) I know you'd be fine anyways. (: Will miss youuuuu. Sorry I couldn't meet you guys for dinner just now =( That sucked.
Ps: To me, you're already a real man, AH GONG! HAHAHAHA
When someone tells you you're an addiction,
it's something bad right?
I mean, since when were addictions something good/to be proud of.
Look at drug addicts, caffeine addicts. You don't hear of stuff like, 'study addict' or like 'courteous addict'. The word 'addict' has yet to be associated with something good.
So, should you feel upset when you're branded with a bad connotation?
***
Today was HO Opening. FINALLY! It's over. Now the date everyone is looking forward to: 21st Feb (But before that we have CNY, the ever-so-overrated Vday to go through first). HO CLOSING. It'd be the day where I'd be (unofficially) stripped of my Jcrc duties as the ASS. (A. Sports Sec) and HO member. CAN'T WAIT. =D
Anyways, as usual, we had our Cheer performances. I strongly believe THIRTEEN deserved to win. They say it was a personal grudge between a judge and a member. It was so heartbreaking when I saw them crying from where I stood. I didn't have to be part of the training squad to feel their pain. It was simply.. heartwrenching.
And the worse thing is, we can't find a reason to justify our loss.
In any case, I'm sooooooo proud of Thirteen's Cheerleading Squad!
And proud of Alex, Eileen, Waynechow! toooo. (Though you guys probably won't see this)
On a happier note, things went pretty smoothly. Well done Socials and Hoc! We left for supper with the usual routine: Squeeze in that yellow car, eat alot, drink alot, watch the other 3 have beer, talk too much cock for our own good.
Today, we had 4 guys scaring two girls crazy. Toilet ghosts and whatnots. We tried distracting ourselves by singing Christmas carols drowning Andrew's voice but they just wouldn't gave up, and we got tired.....
I swear I was soooooo scared to shower alone. But the roomie was already asleep when I got back (Read: Don't wake the roomie! Heh heh) So I had to shower alone; I swear it was probably one of the freakiest 15mins of my life.
I'm probably 51% brain dead now, but 75% full in the stomach so I definitely won't be able to sleep even if I tried. Looks like more ghost stories on msn await me....
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
you know it really sucks when you've to suck up the shit of others.
ps: L gave me a tigger today. That adds a tiger to my farm. And if I didn't already mention, FFF gave me a handstitched fish keychain for Christmas. My farm is expanding. Now all I lack is a tractor. Har, har, very funny phil.
so damn sleepy/tired but my phy tutorial is still not done.
fucked already lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. zzzzz
pps: roomie i love you. and i will still pray for you though it's not right to God. but Jesus loves all the little children. =D
I spent my last minutes of 07/first few minutes of 08 with the people I would like to deem Very Important to me, but now I question myself on that definition.
They say what you do/who you're with on such special occasions (esp beginning of the years) are what/who you'd be throughout the year, but looks like 2008 is a year of twisted fate.
Unworthy things aside, I AM REALLY HAPPY TODAY.
I think the whole team's really happy too.
5-1 to us, against an-you-ass today.
WE'RE IN THE FINALS BABY.
Though ref made a few bloopers, (omg I shallwillMUST edit this part someday)
as Coach says, "Nothing will bring us down if we're a good team."
And nothing did.
Finals this Sat, 4pm, against TeePee, again.
And for this final game, we're gonna end it right, end it good.
I have so many reasons to motivate myself to play like today, if not better.
"We caught it on tape. Fucking unfair. Beat those red asses on saturday. They deserve a beating."
And for you, I will.
Ps: BFF/LOVER AKA ANGIE I AM SO PROUD OF YOU TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[THIS TRAIN ANGELA IS GOING VERY FAST! THIS TRAIN ANGELA IS GOING VERY FAST!!! =D]
Pps: As much as I am excited for the Finals, I don't want this Season to end. =(
Ppps: Honestly, I think I rather play an honest but strong team, than a dishonest and weaker team.
Eileen's mini camera necklace that doubles as a lighter and torchlight.
(We tricked Coach into believing it was an ultra mini camera and made her take a photo of us! Haha)
I desperately need to score a try on Wed to be excused from Bowling on Friday =(
Orders from The President: "Okay la, compromise. 1 try and assist 2 okay?"
OMG.
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OMG DING CAME OVER MINUTES AFTER MIDNIGHT (hahaha) WITH AWFULLY CHOCOLATE'S CHOCOLATE CAKE.
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!
Still rather upset about today's game but I thank God for post game dinner therapy. =D
I am happy today,
today was good and happy,
plus some leftover happiness from yesterday.
We had a super hilarious/slack day in school.
Gave Gdine a new name: Bang (as in 'Help' in Chinese) Qiao yi cos we ran into a guy called Bang Bang (Help help)
K: "lucky your chinese name is not 'ge(1) la(1)' or you will be called bang(1) ge(1) la(1)"
And Gdine's an ultimate bitch. She twisted Michael's compliment til it became his fault/my bad for being who I am.
Oei, people say I'm quiet and demure OKAY. >=) Haha
Plus Computing lecturer played punk, so now we've make up on Tues. BOOO
***
We won again, 3-0 again TeePee, although Capt says she won't be happy unless we leave the pitch with 5-0 and more.
Need. To. Do. Something. About. My. Hair. For. Tmr!
Oh, we had ice dips for speedy recovery from muscle fatigue after the game.
Soaked for a minute in a DUSTBIN filled with ice+water.
But by the time I got in, it was just ice cold water.
We froze and went numb but it felt gooooooooooooood. (: Haha
Xuefen, Sijie, Leehui, Angie and I left for dinner at Bedok's Botak.
Got lost along our way and walked miles.
Gorged ourselves silly to the yummehlicious junk western food,
where we were graciously given an extra plate of fries for free =D
Over dinner we alternated from the TV to the company of each other,
talking about previous matches and matches to come,
laughing ourselves silly (Leehui was tearing, haha) and trying to capture unglam photos of Leehui.
We had a great time destressing, from flirty fluttering eyelids to flying kisses and goodbye waves that left some of us laughing til we fell onto the floor. Like, really.
Haha. We're so embarrassing sometimes.
***
Thanks Faz, Ah gong, and Angel for coming down.
Love you all okay (: (: And sorry I couldn't spot you among the crowd/say hi,
but your presence/support is appreciated nonetheless. YAHOOO.
To end,
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
_l_
shallow love, shallow lives. says:
hahaha
tmunkie. says:
okay! your bed or mine!
tmunkie. says:
haha
tmunkie. says:
next time right
tmunkie. says:
everytime you 3rd finger me
tmunkie. says:
i will say that
tmunkie. says:
20 yrs from now, if you dont recognise me, you 3rd finger me
tmunkie. says:
if i say that, its me. if not, uhm you wil get bitchslap
MY ROOMIE SUCKSSSSS. Hahaha. But NVM. Love you, Bitch.
One more thing, Gdine loves me sooo much she changed her msn nick for me:
G bitch, u better play well tmr. cos tampines is not near hor
If this is your way of telling me you love me, I love you too okay (K) HAHAHAHAH
This time I'm not gonna say they lost,
WE WON 4-1. Against as-am-you.
Good job team, I truly believe my team mates are superstars and it really is such honour playing with them.
Both my bottles smell of Gatorade and I hate it! =(
***
Today (as in 9th Jan) is An(i)gel's Birthday.
Happy Twentyfirst,
and thank you for coming down, secretly cheering us on from the stands.
(: You really made my day, though I should have been making yours since it was your Big Day.
And sorry I called you 'Stupid'. HAHAHAHAHAHA
If I do try on Friday, which I definitely hope I do,
IT WILL BE FOR YOU! =D
[wonderkid] says:
remember the 5Cs ok?
[wonderkid] says:
composure,concentration,confidence,coping with challenges and cohesion
***
My room is becoming a farm. I have 2 giraffes, a mushroom, 2 cranes, 1 rabbit, 1 dog, a pillow with a huge fish print, bedsheet with giraffe+ monkey+ cat+ butterfly prints, and a watermelon (yeah la I know it's not an animal)
Roomie has monkeys,
And I welcome two new additions: 2 ducks (one which squeaks)
OMG la.
AND IM BACK, omg so late.
(: goodnight!
***
Attendance was 7/10 with QQ, Toon and Hall Queen missing.
Supper lasted from about 1230 all the way til 430? And we stayed in Chompchomp all the way. The only difference is that we shifted from the back seats to the front since the lights were all out.
We had conversations gone wrong like,
"I want to bang you." / "Noo I'm sorry, I still respect your boyfriend."
"She says 'I don't like your soft side.'" / "Maybe she wants you to be harder."
etc, etc.
We had cabbies stopping by in hope for us to hop on to one but that's the difference between US, Uni kids young adults and the rest of the students in uniform: We drive/ We have a car.
I love my Tuesday/Thursday sucky Catwalk /retro-gone-wrong dance training People. (:
And so the title speaks for itself. =(
Guess I got my elective in the end! Have some coursemates/hallmates/ TOUCH MATES (!!!) in it too! Yay(: Wanted to ask XY if she was willing to give up her Astro if she didn't want it but guess I shall just settle for CBC801. (HAHA sounds so crude!)
We played Citadels today at Cell. OMG DAMN FUN.
DanLow + Phil - backstabbing cg mates (Read: GARY and DanNg) = OWNAGE
We got saboed so we went from going-to-win to lose-like-siao.
I missed Cell, and I was reallydamnveryextremely glad to be back.
Can already imagine the amount of fun I missed at retreat last week,
no thanks to IH.
Missed the outing with the Touchers too cos of IH =((
BOOO.
I shall live my last 2 days of the holiday to its fullest before school starts! =)
Allrights, OMG SC IS HERE! Pageant supper at Chompchomp! (:
And I had a Starbucks Caramel Frap (in its largest form) delivered to me today.
I am so loved.
My friends spoil me. =s
Ps: The volleyball guys gave me a heart attack again today. We lost after a gruelling battle.
The final set was played up to 27 points, my heart was palpitating and my palms were sweating.
We lost, but good fight guys!
The Christmas card from Moo where he screwed the postman's mind. Hahaha
My favourite card! It's a pop-up! (:
=D I'll marry anyone who buys me a Toffee nut frap/ Caramel frap this week. I'm still craving for it, and I WILL NOT settle for Coffee Bean! =( I won't be happy enough. AHAHAHA
CRABBBYYYYYY, please have faith.
I like the purple stripes at the back, though I don't like purple.
Kiddo!!
one of her manymanymany happy food.
omg kiddo your almond cookies are addictiveeeeeeeee!
ok i feel loved =D
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One more thing to post: On 31st's training, we had to do 60 starjumps,
but we only survived til 40 with aching knees and thighs. (which still hurt today)
We did back pedaling drills which left me on my butt (the right butt cheek still hurts!)
And after training, Jean, Angie and I cannon ball-ed/somersaulted into the pool. =D FUNFUNFUN. Angie lost her specs so Jean and I had to hunt/dive to retrieve it in the 1.9m pool. =\
Oh damnit, I didn't get any electives this sem.
Shit shit shit!
Thank you for the fish soup and tutu kueh! And Honey green tea! So welfare =D
Hahaha
Kiddobabylove came by this afternoon just as I reached back from training to surprise me,
with lotsa happy food, happy things, and her happy company.
Bored her for a while downstairs settling IH stuff.
(Sorry kid, that I was so busy I had to drag you downstairs with me! )= )
But happiness is shortlived, tonight I feel like crap.
I'm oddly cold, my head's pounding and spinning at the same time.
Can you imagine how bad that is.
Ps, I haven't had dinner but I'm probably too weak to leave my room anyway, HAHA.
[Edit: Oh, Wonderkid just came over to drag me out for dinner but I'm getting them to buy for me instead, YAY. Plus Paracetamol to the rescueee!]
/off for power nap.
S: "When did (something) happen?"
P: "Beginning of this year?"
S: "The beginning of this year is today."
P: "Oh. HAAHHAHAAHA"
**
Happy 2008, Everyone(:
I spent my eve in a very different way from every other year,
away from crowds, away from noise.
No more rubbing shoulders, sweaty faces, and impatience,
but wind in our faces, still sweaty faces (for some), and assurance as we held each other's hands,
it was slightly surreal, but beautiful.
I missed the party at Mal's. I would really have loved to be there, but I believe in listening to my body. Especially when it screams: YOU! NEED! REST!
No thanks for the 40 starjumps (initially 60) and 20 jumping jacks for my ROCK SOLID thigh muscles now, which I further strained at ice skating, I now have extreme difficulty going up and down the stairs. Haha.
The first day of 2008 was probably spent in the best way possible. With the people I want to keep through my life ( - Zi, who's enjoying in Turkey!!!) in the simplest ways ever.
We changed our plans for today at least 3 times, "too tired to get out of bed",
"too rushed", "no dvds!!!" but we had each other (:
We took stupid photos while walking from one place to another,
took more stupid photos while thinking what we should do,
wasted our life waiting for Alvin and the Chipmunks to buffer,
playing Burger Rush,
I fell asleep while they were talking,
etc, etc.
(We wanted to buy durians but we were too full from lunch, wanted to make waffles with the newly bought Mr. Penguin but it was already used!!)
