We regret to inform you,

I just got back to the room,
spent the night in 63's tv lounge- it was effing cold,
and we were uncomfortable.

And I just took a fucking cold shower. (Hate the toilet next to our room)
At this rate, I'm gonna get rheumatism soon cos I take my showers quite late early in the morning (read, 2am?)
And I'm never gonna recover from my permanent flu/sore throat/ cough cos I don't sleep earlier than 2am every day.

And so, another sleepless Thursday night.
Hello, it's Friday morning already,
and I don't want to appear on TV later,
but for the sake of my Romeo, I shall be supportive.

HERO/HEROINE

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath then I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

-BOYSLIKEGIRLS

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HEY GORGEOUS
(wenlong/favier!)

SCIENCE PAGEANT
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Carry Your Heart In Mine.

I hate it that I've to come online to do my work,

cos I always end up distracting myself...........

Just about 20 mins ago,

Mommy: "dinner at home tmr? I'm inviting friends over!"

Me: @($&%^&@&*!&!(%(!&% I've OG dinner tomorrow! >=(

(I miss her cooking)

Today, I:

• nearly got into an accident again. (I'm so sick of blogging about my near-accident experience!)
• ate Munchy donuts which beat those from Donut Factory hands down.
• had my eyebrows shaved, but for a minute, I thought she was really gonna remove everything,
• couldn't stop worry about how weird things will turn out,
• had false eyelashes attached again, but this time, 2 layers. (Say omg please)
• took 6 consecutive photos without smiling in a single one,
• had hair extensions so long and heavy, I needed double the effort to keep my head straight.
• had 93740275 people ask who I am after the extensions, and telling me I should keep my hair long,
• got married.
• cabbed home with make up and messy hair
• paid $13 for cab fare from Chinatown
• ate too much for dinner, and I'm supposed to lose weight or I don't need to fit into my dress anymore.
• should sleep early cos I haven't exactly recovered from the totally zero sleep from Thursday - Friday.

PS: I HATE FRIENDSTER. EVERYBODY SHOULD JUST JOIN FACEBOOK.

"I didn't think so,"

Two Names You Go By:
Phil, Philip

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Tank and FBTS

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
Mutaul understanding and Communication

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
Playing Touch, Music therapy-ing

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
Moment:
More time, bigger brain capacity

Two favourite brand of clothes:
Zara! Wetseal? HAHA.

Two things you did last night:
Watch Miami ink, Cell group.

Two things you ate today:
Mom's ondeh ondeh (THE BEST) and Munchy donuts (WAY better than Donut Factory)

Two people you Last Talked To:
Talked, as in verbal? Dad and Qq.

Two Things You're gonna do tomorrow:
Church, dinner with Anouka.

Two Favorite Holidays:
Christmas. School Holidays

Two favorite beverages:
Heaven&Earth Green Tea! Teh peng.

Two favorite TV shows:
America's Next Top Model, Miami Ink.

Two favorite foods:
YUPIAN MEEFEN, BAN MIAN

Two of your least favorite things to do:
Leaving school myself, waiting for my turn at long queues.

Two things you want to do before you die:
French a girl, get a tattoo.


Back to Physics and Zhao Yang. =((

"Don't try to suck me up ah."

Oh gosh, two nights ago, I posted an entry, but google decided to screw up on me so the post is missing.

Anyhow, life has been busy, but I'm catching up, keeping up.

I want to blog about last week!

We went down to Hall 9 for some card gaming session and I HAVE to tell you how shit lucky W is.

Imagine, getting two 7s dealed to you in a game of BlackJack,

and as a banker you go last in taking your additional card,

getting another 7 would be orgasmic, but it's also extremely slim,

considering someone among the players also has a 7 with him.

But that lucky duck actually got another 7, so we had to pay him 7 times the amt we decided to bet with.

Oh goodness, how lucky.

There was touch last week too. HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK!

Was damn fun, and felt really damn good to be back on the pitch with my boots and touching the odd shaped ball again. Though we had a mini pt- 1min of skipping, sit ups, leg lifts, hopping, burpees, etc; it felt DAMN GOOD.

Had hall supper after that, which was also goood! (: Though we were somewhat starving, and the food wasn't exactly staple food, it was still good and fun! Heh.

Oh, I remember being extremely upset on Tues, together with Geri. We felt like lost sheep in another land, being told to wear "long pants and covered shoes" for lab, but we ended up sitting down spending two hours drawing a bloody radio via a 2 pt perspective,

got lost for a good half an hr til we decided to just give french a miss.

Good thing we went out of school for dinner- it was a much needed break.

Left sch with Sugar Papa(ya) on Fri, and had lunch tgt with Shir and Melzone at Sakae,

then we left for Bugis where I bought a kids bolster while waiting for Y (Eli is convinced I am pathetic without anything to hug while sleeping) so I was lugging damn alot of shit around Bugis, and eventually Toa Payoh when I was going for cell, and then to AMK,

where we caught RUSH HOUR 3. I was so hungry, I got myself Nachos,

and after the movie, we went down to Tong Shui for Toasts- durian toast, peanut butter & jam, pork floss, milo, and I-can't-remember-the-last toast, plus some fried you tiaos for supper.

Oh gawd, oh gawd, ate like mad.

Had BBQ on Sat with the Cambodian kids,

we ate til we really popped. And we had TOOOOO much food.

And it was only after they left, and we were about to leave that we discovered Stingrays buried deep down inside the styrofoam box! =((

Them playing Squirrel & Tree.

Went down to some random coffeeshop in Kallang to catch soccer together after that,

where we grew bored halfway into the 2nd match of the night,

and left for SUPPER! (see, eat again) We had the worse food ever, and the worse milk tea ever, I felt like crying for them. Then we considering hanging out til the next morning (think: EEW, cos the BBQ smell still lingered) and we headed to East Coast Park, where Geri took @(#$&@#&!)!)~ long to park the car and our hearts nearly jumped out of our mouths.

And we had the big debate, which stretched on to Monday, on pronouncing "bitch" and "beach" and "bin" and "bean".

Wayne's been the topic of our jokes lately,

from his "fear of banging my car" essay, to "don't try to suck me up ah", and "which partSS of French do you stay?" and "what good are the French in?",

we are constantly reminded of why his Wednesdays are almost twice as long as mine.

Didn't go for Touch this week, cos French ends at 6 and we had OG BBQ,

second bbq in the week and I randomly lost my voice during pigeon training after that.

Pigeon trng sucked, by the way. And Coach wasn't even there. =(

Had tuition on Wed, so I left school and had to come back by 8 when tuition ended close to 7.

Imagine.. potong pasir --> home --> take stuff/shower --> dinner --> pulau you-know-which-Uni, all in an hr? IMPOSSIBLE.

Decided to shower back in Thirteen, but I was still 45 mins late for the workshop,

and in the end it lasted for only 5 mins more after I (unknowingly) entered by the front door. Gosh. Plus, we had such a rushed dinner, I couldn't even enjoy the food! So pointless. =(

Skipped French ystday for Fitting at Kai and some Ulu shop in Chinatown/Outram.

Exciting but scary at the same time. But I think it somewhat bonded the 10 of us together better. Though it suddenly thunderstormed, so we cabbed back without taking the receipt so we can't claim the almost-20$ fare. =(

As I'm sitting here typing, I've yet to sleep from Thursday, cos pigeon ended late, and I was talking to Roomie, then went down to learn some Math (I've decided to upgrade that lousy friend!), and we talked til this morning. It was funny how I kept falling asleep in between (tired) silences then waking up suddenly and asking for a repetition of response to my questions. And how I kept throwing things like the volleyball, my eraser, my syringe for a pencil, rulers, markers, (even wanted to throw handphones) to keep ourselves awake.

Anyhow, eventually the silences were too long and we both fell asleep for less than an hr, and I woke up to the smell of Peanut Butter Bread.

Breakfast was Cranberry Scones from Roomie!

And now I'm here, going down to pick up the laundry after I'm done with this post,

attempting to study/ do some tutorials.

Today is the end of third week, the coming is the 4th already. Fast, isn't it?

It's gonna be a month since I've been in Thirteen, (and btw, I decided to run for Asst Sports)

And I hope it isn't the wrong decision.

Another busy weekend coming up! =\

Ps: Better together is playing, and I'm thinking of you, Geri(:

"Err, excuse me, the queue starts from behind."

I suddenly came back to hall without my voice just now,
it must be the two barbecues. But it's scary cos it's too sudden and random.

My world is spinning too fast I can't catch up.

I hate to sound emo,
BUT BUT BUT,
I really reached an all time rock bottom low today.
I knew the time would come, but I just didn't think it'd be that soon, and at that point of time.

AH OMG, PHIL IS HAPPY. REALLY.
(If you minus the pigeon shit, piling tutorials, sore throat, increasingly awkward relationship with anouka, that is.)

NOTETOSELF,

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverane. Perseverance must fnish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

-JAMES 1:2-4

Do underscores in Phy lecturer's notes mean multiply?

She said, "Define 'Not up for it.' "

Whoever told you Uni life was much easier than Jc,
was just cheating you into motivating yourself to persevere and quickly get done and over with your shithead A levels.

Well, at least it was a good motivation then.
Anyone with any great ideas into deceiving me that working life would be much easier too?

Philoos intelligently not bring home her pencil case on purpose,
but forgot to leave spare pens at home.
She's picky about her pens.

And my Monday shirt has a mysterious pink stain, damn it.

Still don't feel up for it.
Too blessed and undeserving.

I'd have loved to use a pencil, but that just wouldn't be permanent.

Nothing beats home(:
Now I know why Sister and Lousy Friend have decided to ps me for home on Thurs night.

Haven't slept before 3 all week, (yes Eli?) Even the earliest is just minutes to 3.

Talked to Y and couldn't help agree more that I, being a single person, cannot accomodate to every single friend. Moreover, friends who don't understand do not deserve my sacrifices of those who are patient.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, is one of the rare times I have decided to finally make a selfish choice: of prioritising myself, so I'm giving Mr. Lim's birthday a miss.
Loong day tomorrow despite that miss!

And great,
I don't effing have an extra memory card so now I can't print photos.
Damn. Now I miss my old fat Nokia 6680.
What bulls.


{EDIT @ 0404}

NOTE TO SELF: I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
I WILL GET USED TO THIS.
{/EDIT}

CURSEOFCURVES

AND THIS IS THERAPY;

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We All have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
Where the reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win

---CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR.

On a happier note, I learnt 2 new pick up lines!

#1:

Is your dad an alien?

Because there's no one else like you on Earth.

#2:

Do you have plasters?

I just scrapped my knees falling for you.

HAHAH SHIT.

PS: I think I've been blessed with the BESTEST SWEETEST roomie anyone, everyone can ever ever ask for. I LOVE YOU, E.

"Wah, you go for one camp, come back lose alot of hair, HOR?"

While waiting for Gdine to come back from far-away Hall 2,
I was looking at Hall FOC photos,
and realise that I miss my hair.

Tonight is going to be a loooooooooooong night,
I'm still contemplating going for Touch training tomorrow,
not knowing a single soul.
Please help me find someone to drag down for training with,
or I'd be damn sian. =(

Who You Are, When No One's Looking.

A woman confronts her terror of public speaking so she can tell her church congregation about her miraculous answer to prayer.
That's courage.

A man vows to get up twenty minutes early every morning to jog around the block, and he keeps his vow.
That's discipline.

A high-school techer patiently draws out an inattentie student and discovers she is a gifted writer.
That's vision.

A college student, overwhelmed by tests and term papers, considers dropping out, but decides to stay and study instead.
That's endurance.

A man notices his daughter's tear-stained face, and so he sits down and encourages her to tell him what's on her heart.
That's compassion.

A parent gives up an attractive job promotion so the family can stay in the town where they have made friends and put down roots.
That's self-sacrifice.

---


Back to what I've been doing-

School started on Monday, but there was only 1hr of lecture,
after which there was Jash, which was wrong, really wrong.
Nothing was good except the food. The performances were bad, music was bad,
we were all bored, so we left for prata.

Woke up early to fight a war against the computer and every other freshie for Add/Drop, it was damn chaotic and crazy. Handphones ringing non-stop, and only 2 laptops to accomodate more than what it can. Madness, madness. But, we did it!

Left for home, skipped school on Wed for dental- Braces are blue and blue!
And looking at how things are going, I doubt I can remove them any sooon. )):
Met F to clean up her Sheares hall, lunched at Techno-edge (haha!).
Think I didn't even clean twice as hard when I was cleaning my own hall man.
Slept the entire journey back, then dinner at Chomp chomp with D and Hk!

Thursday! I met my beloved wife, Y- SHOPPINGGG =D Heh.
But neither of us got much, I was quite upset! =(
Had a very coincidental, fated (?) incident too.(bumpedintogib!)
Yw, Artur and Shit came to look for us, so we sat down at Bk and talked.
Everyone's lives feel so different now, like we are no longer friends from the same college,
but now friends of a different phase: we seem to have moved on while they are stagnated at their service to the nation. Feels really different..

Cut my hair with Mom on Friday, bumped into almost everyone and anyone possible in Town,
Hr came to say Hi for a while,
left for Ikea- I was so disappointed cos I couldn't really get what I need! :(
Island creamery, where I saw Jien (Come on Monday!!)

Left for Cg, we played Balderdesh. OMG DAMN FUN.
And the above, is extracted from the handbook we're using for Cg.

And back to today..
I sold my sony ericsson. =( I miss it already but we had to part before it totally dies on me.
Now, I'm contemplating whether I should get an S500i, get back my V6,
or just wait. Sigh.
AND I watched Ghost Rider. I don't know if I was just tired, or it was boring, but I slept 1 hr 20 mins into the show. Heh.

Ps: I've been dreaming of the same person for 3 nights now,
is this scary, or scary?

You pay to give.

I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine, Victoria Beckham,
plus a few centimetres,
minus the blonde streaks,
with (not-so-obvious) red streaks,
and a rounder, fatter, uglier face.

YOU'LL SEE IN DUE TIME!

I'm losing my voice, again.
Been on strepstils since the first camp,
I hope there isn't any addictives.

"You were emo before the word emo even came about."

BEST OG- ANOUKA!

I realise the past 10 months of slacking has overrod the past 12 years of a busy life,

I need to start getting used to it again.

E says I scare her.

For now, school ends at 730 on Monday,

6pm on Tuesday with training "from 9pm till late" (quote Stephanie),

1130am on Wednesdays and Touch training from 5pm,

6pm on Thursdays with training "from 9pm till late" again,

but if any consolation: no school on Friday, no school on Friday!!!

I need to talk about my life, but I can't put them down in words without sounding like I'm telling you a bed time story. (Not that I'm saying life is boring, but I don't want to just narrate it out)

So, another time, maybe.

Ps: I am not emo

Pps: Fighting a war with the computer, and every other student of the same University sure is tiring.

"The closest thing you have to chinese is your chinese name."

School officially starts tomorrow,
I'm no where near ready despite all the camps.
Hostel life feels like an army camp,
book in, book out,
cut off from everyone else.

There's a million and one things to do,
but only a hundred and one minutes.
Gotta get my hostel stuff, but I'm lazing at home cos I'm really tired,
gotta pack stuff for hostel cos I haven't exactly shifted everything I need.
Not forgetting timetable stuff,
and random school stuff.
J(oint Hall B)ash tomorrow,
OG lunch in between lessons,
school til 1930.
Training starts next Wednesday.

plus, my cousins from France are back in Singapore and we gotta play Host.

As you already know, I'm back from camp. (Read: Home Sweet Home)
It was fun la, but I think a bit too long, some points a bit too boring or disappointing,
the best of it all - ANOUKA: BEST OG! WOOHOO.
Best OG for the second time! We soooooo rock.

Caught a 0215 show after SP night, had Peanut Butter Toast and Egg tarts at Xin Wang. IT SUCKS OKAY. I was so hungry and disappointed.
But Disturbia was good, though the girl sitting next to me was particularly irritating cos she jumps (like REALLY jump) at every little thing, though I was freezing and hungry, though I watched without my specs, though I was starting to get super sleepy I had to slap myself and get pinched.
The bravest thing I've done: Walk around town in a dress and a size 10 Teva Flip-flops.

CHELSEA VS MANU TONIGHT AT 2155!

Lies right in between.

My roomie's other half says my table's messy and ____ (I can't remember what, but something not too nice) ,

I smell of Food Court,

Fright night tonight,

Reporting in 9 minutes,

But still online.

Dear roomie, if you see this,
I love you okay. Your puffy eyes look real puffy. (Oh, wth. Heh)

TROJANFORLIFE.