平安夜

过了平安夜后，就得迎接圣诞节。


然后，就是等待2010年的到来。


2010=回母校领o水准成绩单+NP prepartory programme

一提到要领成绩，心脏就似乎停止了跳动，手掌也开始冒汗，心中产生了一种莫名的恐惧感。

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之前，还对母校有所留念，有着依依不舍的感觉。

但日子久了，就渐渐发现其实离开也未必是件坏事。

记得四年前，刚毕业于小六的我有多么开心。

因为我能离开，去一个无人认识我的学校，想重新开始，重新出发。并且把那一向保护自己的保护壳扔掉，寻找另一方面的自己。

四年后，我突然觉得我仿佛又回到从前的我。

现在抱着和往年同样的心态迎接新的学习生涯。准备捡回昔日所扔掉的保护壳，维护自己。

很想在新的环境中改变，无论在造型，或是思想，甚至性格。

但不致于失去了原始的自己。

在那儿发奋图强，结识新朋友，也要做很多到目前现在还不能做的事！

原本说12月要办一次小学的同学聚会，到我级任老师的家开BBQ，唉， 放狗屁啦。

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天底下真地会有BFF吗？

当年的死党 , 都没联络了。

那现年的死党...

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2010's Jan-April events:

1.NPP

2.Krabi+Hadyai+Bangkok(?) TRIP!!!:D

3.A Brand New Start

'09最令我难忘的日子 :

1.graduation.

2.prom(once a life time)

3.The O level examinations.

'09对我来说最佳的影片 :

1.C+侦探（由郭富城主演的）

2.BTS love

3.ORPHAN(thanks yoanne)

'09最喜爱的歌 :

Time to love by T-ara and supernova

'09对我来说最具代表性的照片:

'09最喜爱的照片:

'09最喜欢去的地方:

Starbucks@Jurong Point

'09最爱读的书:

Marley And Me

平安夜快乐

CHOP

CHOP CHOP CHOP.

I'm going to chop off most of my hair later!

Hope it turns out fine.

*Pray hard

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I'm totally stressed out.with my job.

can I QUIT?!?!?

BUT.

I know I can't give up so easily!

AHHHHHHH.

I feel like doing a million things now.

1.Go Library.

2.SHOPPING!
3.watch a decent movie

4.go to the beach

5.Have a serious workout

And blah blah blah.

IF not for the workk!>:(

P.S I'm totally in love with this thai movie-BTS!!!

(the movie trailer is shown on my playlist)

It's SUPER NICEEEEEEEEEE:DD

This whole week has been a very hectic week for me.
And it was like ages since I went out with my friends
!
GAH.
Trainings were fun,and interesting,all thanks to MR TOK!
But the actual cashiering work was way tougher than I thought.
You've got to check prices of fruits before work,count the float,greet customers,do the bagging of their shopping,thanks them,entertain to their questions,and deal with tough customers.
By the end of the day,you've got to count the total earnings(which can total up to thousands..)
declare the money,allow the chief cashier to acknowldge that the amount u counted is correct,before you can go home.
It's seriously not easy.
BUT,I will never give up.


HWAITINGGGG!!!

A very cute thai ad on smart purse card that I would like to share:) I love the dog to bits!

nuts over donuts

Ever since watching the thai advertisment on youtube,I have been craving for Dunkin Dounuts!
And finally!I had my fill at the Dunkin outlet at ion yesterday:)
It was seriously very nice..and god,watching all those thai commercials make me feel like flying back to Thailand instantly.
I miss miss Thailand to the CORE!
How I wish the flood didn't occur,and I didn't how to work..then I'll be there,enjoying my holiday,shopping with aunt,learning how to drive,playing with my cousins.
Yeah,it's all a WISH.

Still...I MISS THAILAND!

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Strangely,I found myself devoting my time to watching TEMPTATION OF WIFE!
Yes,it's another korean drama,but the genre of this drama's not the usual genre that I like to watch,which's-comedy and,romance.
Yet,it's appealing :) and I totally love the twist and turn of it!

P.S new moon wasn't as bad as I expected.It was pretty exciting after all.

Chop.
I'm going to chop off those feelings.(and my hair too)
I'm not going to think of that issue anymore.because the more I think,the more it hurts.
I had been hurt once,and I had enough.
Those feelings are NOT going to hurt me any more.
Just let go.

updates

Suprising,I'm really enjoying my holidays right now,and I don't want to end!
It's a pretty meaningful holiday,and I'm savouring every minute and second of it.
Well,the outings with my buddies included:
1.our exercise day at hort park and basketball.
2.picnic at marina barrage(which was a fiasco)
3.Karaoke at Party World KTV
4.Movie Marathon(not exactly,because we only watched like 2 movies..and one even cried while watching horror film--ORPHAN)
5.Window shopping and dine at Seoul Garden--SUCKS!

But, all these fun are going to end!
BECAUSE..
I'm starting work next Monday!
I know it'll be missing out all the fun and outings with my friends,but it'll be a totally new experience for me!
Gohonzon,I must enjoy it.




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