“Footprints On My Heart”
Monday, January 31, 2011
been months that I din blog,
2010 somehow wasnt a good year, so is 2011 ?!
too many things happen, not to mention whats going on,
the more I tried, the harder it fall !
but I learnt from there !
so much things have changed,
only if we have learn to grow up in earlier age !
deep down, I am tired, real tired !
wanna say a big thanks who have been there,
really appreciate for the advise !
hopefully when days goes by, it will get better,
thanks god for giving me the ones that I dont wanna lose !
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
stepping forward !
finally I tried but I was afraid,
will it be the same or different ?
cannot afford to be defeated again !
everyone wish to turn back time,
which is impossible !
what done had been done,
nth change the facts that,
this is a must to go thru in life obstacles !
all this make us stronger,
now I have things that I can be contented enough,
beloved girls & family !
I miss the times when we were all together !
Monday, August 30, 2010
am I moving on or just staying on the same spot ?
words are thrown, tears rolling down,
the things we learn, the things that shown.
you look around, somehow there is always pain.
without a doubt, reminded about the hurtful stuffs.
some move on, some give up,
physical cuts heal, but emotional ones wont,
I believe the ppl we meet, who affect our life,
bad or good experiences, make us for who we are,
learn a lesson in every fall !
I concede defeat, but I never tend to give up !
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
SUCH A FAILURE !
I choose to do so,
I push myself to do so,
I give myself determination,
pressure was given in return !
I gave up halfway,
I am letting go,
I cant hang on,
disappoint myself in return !
whats my goal, my plan, my future ?!
everything dont goes well !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !
listen up,
dont take me for granted, cause I believe,
just to have few true friends in life,
who will be there for you,
even not in person but in heart,
get back together after quarrell,
tends to understand each other a little more !
likewise there is a saying,
there are some people who couldnt make into our future,
but at least they leave those memories in our heart !
