haha

whoops i'm posting again.

the other day sharing was about what we would be like if Christ was living as us i.e. walking in our shoes.

as usual i said something unconventional. i said that i think my friends would reject me and be scared of the change in me.

but i would still work towards that.

and i would keep my friends by doing that.

hello

i bet no one reads this blog nemore cos i never post haha.

i should have just let the guy-who-was-lovelorn-and-everyone-thought-it-was-me -.- have it.

i just came back from synod youth camp and i'm very tired.

i think it's amazing how so many youths from different churches can get together and learn and have fun together.

so sad i din get to play the games.

i hope they have soccer/netball/captain's ball soon. it is tmd fun.

and i relaly look very old and i got a pimple on my chin.

i really want to get in.

i lead a very blessed life.

okay happy new year to everyone. my job is making me super grown-up sounding. haha.

clucky cluck cluck

yesterday dinner consisted of many dishes because there was miscommunication. and my dad bought food and my grandma cooked and my yi po cooked and my maid cooked. hence there was leftover rice, emperor chicken and fish head. the rice was untouched because father bought hokkien mee from famous geylang stall. flavour goes deep into the noodles because of cooking over charcoal. there was no vege except for the timun and the ketupat and onions from the satay. i had an enjoyable dinner and i hope everybody comes to my house to eat again.

WHAT HAPPENED TO PRIMARY SCHOOL ESSAYS??? WHY CAN'T WE WRITE LIDDAT AND GET FULL MARKS? WHY WHY WHY?

fei hua.

aiyee

although his out but i can't get enough of this:




helps that the song rocks :D or it sounds much beta here than in the original.

so someone remind me why i always switch to star world instead of watching sg idol? it's so painful to watch jacintha abushinagarden give comments, painful to hear joakim sing even though i think he's good and painful to hear all the silence that the hosts cannot fill in. and dem painful to hear their unprofessional comments. but i still watch even though i always switch over in the end. aiyah singaporean mah.

haha

omg. now that everyone can see my titles of my blog entries do yall realise it's always haha -.- and it's senseless either that. it hink there's one where i say that i ahte someone or i'm v irritated or something but i nv mention it in the blog at all uh oh if yu find it tell me pls so i can change the title.

newae i just fought with the empress and there was alot of glass breaking but yu see i never get angry i just get irritated then i will be very rude but i think it's all very unreasonable and when you get angry you shouldn't break glass becos it will hurt other pple but i dint see the glass breaking cos i rushed to the toilet to pee and it's onli in the toilet that i can lock the door. and i really look mad cos i sat on the toilet bowl and quarrelled from there but no one can here me so i shouted 'FENGZI AH SHEN JING BING BLAH BLAHB LAH' so if yu isolate me alone i look like i'm in an asylum.

so while i was sitting on the toilet bowl i was contemplating whether to blow everything up by not going for dinner tonite or gg to my frens house to sleepover (which i'm never allowed to becos my dad is afriad my frens' fathers will walk around in their underwear) or running away from home and then i decided i need to eat pepper crab tonight becos it's not every day i get to eat my favourite dish.

and i am studying, mind you, it is the most i've ever studied which doesn't say alot but i'm putting in effort even though the effort is minimal compared to what i used to do in sec school for rgssb but newae it's not like i love studying like i love rgssb ah wadever even if it doesn't show i know that AIYAH WHATEVER THIS IS BLOODY BORING.


AND IT DOESN'T HELP THA TI'M STUDHYING BIO OF COURSE I WILL LOSE CONCENTRATION HELLO MY ATTENTION SPAN IS HOW SHORT I WAS BORN LIDDAT OKAY.

so here i am blogging .

and i think primary school teachers are very patient and noble even though they earn peanuts i will forever thank lin laoshi and everyone else for being so patient even with pple like this boy in my class who always fight.

and the child's psychological state depends alot on the primary school teachers and i despise those who scold the children stupid because they are idiots and i sound very fu qian because my stupid english is getting worse and worse and I CANNOT READ WUXIA NOVELS BECOS THERE IS NO CHINESE IN A LEVELS ONLY GP AND READING THAT WILL ONLY MAKE ME THINK FUNNY.

i think because with your friends and pple whom you met halfway through life you're much more tolerant with them and you will be much more polite and won't want to risk the friendship so all your unhappiness shows in the home even more prominently because you know that the blood ties will never be broken so you can break glass and break your voice shouting and release all your frustrations from work and school and whatnot and vent all your anger on the people you love the most.

my blog entries always consist of senseless rambling until the end when i try to sound noble and blah blah.

i will blog in my secret blog because it is where it really knows me the best and i can su ku into it. i LOVE my SECRET blog because it gives me HAPPINESS AND IT IS A SECRET BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT IT I AM SO COOL. ok sorry haha aiyah i'm too lazy to search youtube and update my SECRET BLOG. newae here it is for pple who like chinese variety shows >>> mysecretblogisabloodysecretandyouallcantknowaboutitbecosiloveit.blogspot.com.

alternatively go to technorati.com and serach for xiaozhu AHHA I SAY THIS ALOT OF TIMES ALREADY TMD.

oh my goodness

hahaha i'm blogging because i feel very stupid OH MY GOODNESS I FEEL SO STUPID da jie qing zhu yi wei le nin zi ji de an quan qing zhan zai huang xian hou mian.


GOOD LUCK PEEPS.



wah i'm really feeling very stupid now hahaha but it's ok! it's actually all quite funny.



i just watched a season 8 episode of friends with bradpitt and oh my tmd he used to be so hot dunno what happened. n it was q sad becos yu noe now that then they din noe they were going to end up with a super hot momma and a dunno why 8days say he's hot guy.


i am blogging while watching friends as in i'm not even paying attention but letting them talk into my ears. okay wadever.



SCREW IT SERIOUSLY.

haha

hello yu noe i'm talking about yu i hope yu're happy and i hope he's really in love with yu and that yu all haf a wei da de ai qing and that yall live happily ever after and yu all yi jie hun wei mu biao lai jiao wang because he is very old already and although part of me hopes both of you will get stoned to death in australia because of racism haha i shall fu yan and act friendly and say all the best -.- and i'm sorry we're not friends anymore and things are so weird they will get weirder even though wo yi dian dou bu zai hu ni men liang ge but then i will pray for the courage to forgive and if one day ni mei you ren turn to which i doubt so cos yu seemed very loved yu can turn to me and i hope i never have to say 'i told yu so' actually i do hope to say that because i am still very xiao xing yan and i hate to admit i'm wrong but anyway yes kai xin ba kai xin i'm not emailing yu because i think it's less gan ga if the whole world reads this. just like how it's less gan ga if we meet because of a group gathering rather than two pple alone omg ganga is an indian name. and i hope you dun like me because i dun like to not be liked but if yu dun like me it will be good so that there will be pple who dun like me and i dun think yu'd bother not liking me anyway because this friendship died two years ago so i dun noe why i even bother to fu yan ah well aiyah kai hua jie guo luo di kai hua si kiao kiao.


i hope this is my last entry in this very irritating blog everyone else pls go see my shit blog i updated alot of xz and xg and yall all better comment there and tell me how funny the jokes i post up are.


for those who only know me by this blog yall prolly dun noe me all that much because i like to act emo here so that everyone will cry for me but actually i like kboxing and watching yu le bai fen bai go aaron's blog and see kia kia and friends haha ok.


my brother still links me by this blog kor when yu come back pls repair my ipod and repair the com on my table and repair this com and fix the idog and sleep in my room i'm gonna start sleeping in ur room newae yes safe trip back now london got jam i think i show yu all my jokes next time yu prolly wun find them funny cos they're all in chinese.


i think it was very funny when my bro called back about his phone bill ( he bloody spent over a thousand sg om tmd) and den my mom picked up and said 'wo zai kan dian shi baba bu zai ni deng yi xia zai da lai la' wow and he doesn't call home everyday.


hahah i'm acting like one of those bitches who says 'i haf a secret blog and i writee verything there and none of you will ever find it' actually it's very easy to find secret blogs. newae if yall want to find my 'secret' blog yall can just technorati xiao zhu and yall will find it. secret my ass lah omg i need to lose weight BYE.

gah

THIS BLOG IS GETTING MORE AND MORE BORING.


i lausaiied since yesterday evening and the whole night i only got like 2 hours of sleep cos i kept waking to lausai tmd.



I HAF NO GUTS.


omg i actually laughed.