ahh! cray! can't believe I am only 15 weeks away from this due date. It truly has gone by super fast so far. Last time it went by so slow, and I couldn't handle the wait. But this time It's flying by and I am totally okay waiting. I think it's because I am already taking care of a hyper toddler all day and really am preoccupied with Kay. I also think that I am fine waiting to have baby number 2 since I still have a ton to do and I am trying to get mentally prepared again to do this all over again. I mean I love everything about the labor with Kay and she was a great newborn who slept through the night at 8 weeks old. Thank heavens. It's just the unknown again like what if's. What if this labor is horrible or if this baby has cholic and never sleeps lol. Luckily i've done it before so I am more prepared and know what to expect for the most part. I am also a little sad to think that Kay coud feel kinda pushed to the side. I know that she will adjust and hopefully love her lil sis right away like i did my little sister growing up. I know my heart will equally split my love for the both of them and I am so excited to see Kay be a big sister. She is already so cute and kisses my belly and says sister all the time. I am lucky that she is so kind hearted and has really grown into a sweet, good sharing, loving girl. I adore her and know that this next baby will have my heart too. We are thinking Brixtyn Chiami Nelson now for the name... we love it and i know a lot of peeps don't but whatevs. I love different names, i mean come on look at my name.
I have felt great these last few months and have gotten some energy back. I still have my usual back pain from the babies position but its manageable. I have super bad constipation...TMI oh well. But i think ive got the solution down. I have gained almost 10 lbs now, which is about the same as with Kaylee. My chest is getting ginormous and so heavy. I'm not excited for pamela anderson boobs again but oh well. Trying to do stretching and some sort of activity daily but usually ends up just chasing kay around as my exercise. Been eating pretty healthy 75% of the time. Having protein or spinach smoothies at least 5 days a week. But i go cray at night about 8 pm and could eat everything & anything in sight! Especially donuts, ice cream, candy, frosty! Still obsessed with red meat and always crave a juicy steak or prime rib on the daily. Overall feeling great, happy, and just enjoying it. So blessed and lucky. i love y cute fam and my sweet husband who does everything and anything anytime i need something, so kind and always there for me...I love his excitement to have another girl, he's the best daddy ever. Here's some pics from the last few months & some decor for the nursery and some from Today doing yoga with Kay haha
