2 month old chunky girl.

Cannot believe my girl is 2 months already.  Craziness.  She is the sweetest thing.  Truly a special girl with the cutest dimpley bum:)  Okay so this past month has been so amazing.  She is so smiley and happy.  Her personality is starting to show and it is seriously so fun.  My favorite thing is her laugh.  On Mothers day morning we were getting her dressed for church and she just started laughing out of no where for like 5 minutes straight.  Her shoulders were bouncing up and down and she was just hysterically laughing,  the best mothers day present i could of asked for.  Zack and I were laughing/crying cause it was so cute.  She has really started to know our voices,  she gets so happy when she hears her dad come in from work.  Her head is getting strong and she tries to stand up.  She loves lights and music.  Still loves to stick her tongue out & play with it.  She is a hyper little girl.  I love it.  Everyday is getting more and more fun.  I am so thankful for this sweet thing in my life.

2 month old happening:

weight: 12 lbs...77% shes a chunker.

Length:  22 in...34%  kinda a shorty.

Head size: 14.76 cm... 17%  her head is growing good but it's still smaller :)

I'm still breastfeeding...she eats about 5 oz every 3 hours in the day, sleeps about 5-6 hours straight at night then wakes up every 3 after that.  But i don't mind.  I get to nap with her in the morning.  She may be allergic to dairy...trying to figure it out.  Has gotten some baby acne/ rash stuff on her face the last week...not the cutest but its going away.  Her hair is still strawberry blond and she still has a lot of it. Also has big blue eyes so pretty.

Kaylee...the significance behind the name.

Kaylee Kay Nelson.  My sweet baby girl.  You are named after your beautiful Aunt Kaylee Kathy.  She was you mommies sister, but not just a typical sister.  She was my best friend in the world.  We were like twins, stuck at the hip our whole lives.  We had a very special unique bond.  We spent almost all of our time together laughing.  She was especially witty,  her humor was one of a kind.  I would laugh till i would literally be sick to my stomach.  She would dance around everywhere, make weird noises, and sing the all day.  She was such a joy to be around.  She was also the loyalist person i have ever met.  If she loved you she would do anything for you.  There were many times she stuck up for me.  She never let others talk bad about me or our family.  But she also was so kind , and accepting of others.  She had friends from everywhere she went.  Her beauty was radiant,  her smile was so contagious.  She had a strong faith in God.  She knew that he had a plan for her & that the church was true.  Her testimony was always a great example for me, even though i was the older sister.  I was so lucky to have her for those 16 years. 

When i lost your aunt Kaylee in the car accident, it was the worst day of my life.  I couldn't fathom the reality of not being able to see her again on this earth.  The pain was honestly to much to carry for me alone....i struggled with who i was & what i believed in.  I felt so alone.  Even though i had a great family who loved me.  I had a huge hole in my heart.  I didn't know how to live without my best friend.  But then i turned to my father in heaven who helped me deal with the pain.  He sent your daddy to save me.  I felt joy again when i was with your dad.  He has been the biggest blessing, besides you.  

I know before you came down to this earth you & her were best buds.  I know she was so excited for you to come down here and be my daughter.  Sharing lots of great stories of us.  You are so blessed to have her as an aunt.  I know without a doubt she loves you.  That she is trying to help you in anyway from the other side.  You guys will have a special connection because of your name.  You will learn to honor her & love her as i do.  But you will also be your own person.  I want you to grow and become a beautiful woman.  Gaining your own strengths & talents.  But i want you to have her also to look up too.  I have always said i was going to name my daughter Kaylee & she always said she would name her daughter Chiami.  It seems so silly, but that's how we were with each other.  It was not silly or weird to us.  I knew when we found out you were a girl that you were going to be Kaylee Kay.  What a special and sweet girl you are.  You have brought so much joy to my life.  You have helped heal my hole in my heart,  it will never be completely whole until i get to heaven and see her again but you have been such a blessing.  I am so honored to be your mother.  You will be such an amazing young woman.  I will love you & tell you how special you are everyday.

I hope you will feel blessed to have your aunts name.  That you will know how special she is & how special you are. I love you sweet daughter.