bla bla updates bla.

lol 2 minutes to open the gates to the clinic and to start work and here i am blogging.

i feel so terrible not updating my blogs, i think and dream bout them constantly.
" time to update you swine!"

yay yay, i'll be heading to the land of meow meow this coming sunday to meet the boyfriend and family!and followed by a company trip to hk.

alot of things has been happening in my house lately. it's a shock how things can change dramatically in a split of a second or so to say.

i've been hooked on to romantic books and movies lately, it's definitely because of the space between matt and i. we're so trying to spice things up during an ldr. and watching a movie together is just the right ingredient :)
from Titanic to notebook and phantom of the opera. :P corny is the word.

i need some inspirado to continue my classical lessons. my teacher is so un-inspiring(no offense) truth speaks. of course he is uninspiring becaue he's god damn calculative and trying all ways to sell me things and earn some commision cash from the my purchases.the latest purchase was something i wasn't even aware of!.." oh you have to buy it because i've already bought it for you" f**k that!
and he hardly teaches me now. it's just like i'm paying him to bring me musical
scores.

anyways, i have decided to change my views while waiting for my departure to Perth.
it's just not the way to live my youthful life... my new phobia wrinkles and loose skin! i sound so superficial i know :(

peanuts for everyone.

i have branched!
do check it out!
it's all new and so there's not much to read about :)

apeanutaday.xanga.com-sorry i just could not link it somehow

it still rains.

everytime it rains, i have a flashback to that day when it was pouring with rain. The rain was so heavy, having an umbrella was not much use. But that meant i could be held for the first time and be closer to you.

i miss my honey so much.i wish could have a glimpse of you at the peak of the mountains when you do succeed.

mirror mirror on the wall

this definitely do not portray the volume of my exhaustion after a long day at work.
sit and look pretty, smile like you have never been happier to see anyone walk through that door,apologise and swallow the dead cat at times...dont bother it's a chinese saying.

behind the desk

there's a chain, a cuff to my ankles that ties me to my desk.

just started work, as a receptionist,i have told myself countless times, im never cut out to be a receptionist, still i beg to be cuffed to the front desk.
Afterall, the cuffs have pretty red garnet jewels stuck to it.
red garnets are my birthstone. :)

hardly in the midst of holidays and i'm feeling the need to make myself a more useful person to myself. this sounds crazy but i'm revising. :P
it's way fun and cooler to study with exams being at the bottom of the priority list.

just bought my tickets to the meow meow land coming October :)
i feel great about it, cos this time they're not from my parents.
to readers, parents provide the necessity for further luxuries, get off the chair and use the hands god has given you. Never will i take it for granted from my parents.i love them. :)

as i type this post,the bed under my nails have a stingy exposed feeling to it.
if there is one mistake i never learnt so far and will never is not to trim my nails too short.

sun in my hair.

there are many times when i really want to look in the mirror and say "damn, your new look is hawt!" :P
yeah it's one of those moments, phases whatever you call it, they never pass.

yay yay yay yay there's a reason to celebrate cos Matthew is going to Perth with me :)
pretty perth.
thank you God for answering my prayers!
p.s: have i already mentioned matthew got UWA? oh noes, im so outa my mind :P

once bitten twice better be shy;

the feeling of guilt and regret, i really hate it.
and i only have myself to blame.
my 2010 resolution was to be a nicer person, i've been trying but was blind to notice the people around me who loves me most.
admitting my own mistakes is a step closer to being a better me.
but a step is definitely not enough.
i will try harder.

on a lighter note, matt is going uwa too :)
no ldr for us.
i love you God! you have definitely answered my prayers :)
be it your god or mine we all have faith.