new blog! (if anyone still noticed.)

www.pour-etre-heureux.blogspot.com

hey. i miss this blog.
i spent the past half an hour looking through my archives.

till 2007.
i seem to be such a happy kid.
even if there was anything emo, it wouldnt last more than one blogpost.
i remember sleeping it off everytime i was upset.
and no sleepless nights.

just give me another day full of smiles and laughter.
give me another judo dinner.
give me back the time when i was a cheerful kid.


one day i'll be back to fill spaces here with happy stories and colourful words.
one day.
(:

OH YEAH. IM BACK IN SINGAPORE.

AWESOME TO THE MAX TO THE INFINITY.

but i've moved to livejournal.
so long orphic text.

aye.

i should stop running away each time there's a prob.

and i dont know why im still typing on this blog, when i dont feel like i can honestly say what i wanna say.
and like joy says, it's more about posting what others wanna see.
i might as well keep a journal.

but damn used to this blog. sigh.
probably shifting to livejournal.
can make private posts! :D so exciting.

anyways, fuck it la. i dont wanna write in codes anymore.

my flight is in like less than 10 hours time. and it's 5am.
and i can't freaking sleep.

COZ IM TOO FUCKING EXCITED.

yes. adrenaline rush each time i think about SINGAPORE. whoo.

and i need a break away from perth man.


anyways,
i called kahang just now.
and then i started spewing out everything. EVERYTHING.
from how upset i was with our quarrels. to everything in school and the exam stress.
ended up crying loads.
yar la, i dont care if you call me gay.
i care too much about the way pple judge me. im sick of it.

in the end i feel awesomely good.
and kahang was awesomely nice.

he just really sat there and listen to my wailing.
and replying to my every gibberish complain.

and i feel like a load off my shoulders. (:


AND DID I MENTION IM DAMN EXCITED RIGHT NOW?

im so gonna fall sick la.

didnt sleep before monetary econs.
and not sleeping today.
D:

im gonna miss the perthys. aw. ):

i feel like going for a run when the sun rises.

i think i can fall asleep now. lemme try. (:

am ditching this blog.
starting a new one.

吃不能吃
睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑
哭不敢哭
人不像人
鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了?
因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了?
爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把爱割舍

我不能睡
我不能够...
不能够不爱了

not that it's happening right now.
but im into emo chinese songs.

argh.
monetary econs is giving me a heart attack.
i feel so weak hearted tired and sick now. ):

OMG TMR 12PM IT'S ALL OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just cant wait omfg.

THIS SEMESTER'S MOST IMPT PAPER IS OVERRRRRRRRR.
I KNOW HOW TO DO LEH. never felt so smart in an exam hall before. HAHAHA.
I FEEL SHO HAPPY.

fingers crossed still. high expectations = big disappointments.

i got another paper on wed.
and i dont feel like studying for it anymore. D:

in other news.

my mum just changed my chinese name.

coz apparently i have very bad luck and full of illnesses.
so i gotta change it!
cant deny about the bad luck thingy though.

so anyways from now on my chinese name is
明思.

and i thought my intial name was easy enough.
it just gets easier to write.

hahaha.
SO! pls acknowledge my new chinese name as a favour to help me change my
luck
health
possible lifespan marriage and career.

and maybe i would stop tripping on the roads.



you know what.

I DONT CARE HOW PERVERTIC EDISON CHEN IS, HE'S DAMN CUTE.
okay. coz yoyo just showed me his MV. lol. C-U-T-E.


okies. off to bed!