I promise ill be loyal to my next job :)

posted by ariel at 9:58 PM



I have a sudden realization halfway when im doing my essay! I have to write it down so that i'll remember i realized this before. It's nothing gotta do with my essay though....

I realised, i have been trying to make people around me understand certain things, be it wrong things or correct things, and the purpose was to make them accept and stand in my shoe. But i realize, wrong is wrong. Even if there's 1 million people standing on the wrong side and only a mere 1 person on the right stand, IT IS STILL WRONG!

It's important to know what is sin and what is not. All these came out of my mind cos of Sister Lillian. She's been a great help and it did manage to nudge me back onto the right track. I dont wanna trail away again....

Ok.. Should i go sleep? I'm sleepy. But i got work to do. But im sleepy. It's a cycle....

posted by ariel at 12:12 AM



I had a very very happy birthday this year :) Celebrated with every of my close ones :) Thank you Maggots (not scolding them, it's just a......warm term to address them... ^^) from Rebel 6 :D And...Thank you family for eating out at a nice place but with no nice seatings though... And my dear shuhua and gang for surprising me at my place. I really was surprised, no clue they would turn up at all, and also was really sad that hua didn wish me on my actual day.. :( But..... i really was very happy :) and before they surprised me, thank you natty and kelly and wy for coming all the way to changi to eat dinner w me :) I really have many thanks to say to everyone :)



:) Work is piling, but im glad i have the comfort of lying around in my own room and doing it in my own space and private time :)

posted by ariel at 7:26 PM



See lah..... Today no test, no need to hand in assignment. Why was i torturing myself last night D:

posted by ariel at 10:40 AM



Im finally finally finally done with ART!! Commenting and writing about two long long ago pictures... Wow. Art students really need a lot of talent and passion man..... Okay actually hospitality students also need.. hehe :)

BUT! Still have tmr's art exam to study for......... Sigh, must prepare all those post-it and start scribbling some shortcut things so tmr wont kanchiong... :( Im so tired i have to skip Pilates tonight. Otherwise i think if i come home from that later, i'll be even too tired to bathe then just drop dead on my bed alr. D:

Life is packed up with work at Spruce, school at UNLV and.. what else? Cannot be this two only la... cos i feel packed up! And homework, and badminton and ..........

Anw, today, we stole a duck from a restaurant! Okay, not steal. Just "blan ja" (quoted hor....) from the restaurant. HAHA. Dimsum leh.... It must be those food which made me even more sleepy... Okay i have to study now, otherwise ill have to miss my table tennis show. I WANT TO WATCH!

posted by ariel at 7:16 PM



Suddenly i feel scared. Scared of what might happen next. Scared that what happens the next minute might destroy everything happy of the past.

The clock is ticking, time is passing..

posted by ariel at 1:28 AM



IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!! But i feel busier now...... Busy sleeping..... hahahha.

That day, Yong and I had nothing to do and tada! We went to the live recording for Campus Superstar. Started at 8pm but had to raech earlier, duno for what la..... It was an experience (for me la) but the waiting time was kinda long. The first singer sang Ru Yan well i think :) Well... I remember i have a few pictures i put up for fun purposes! Like my distorted strawberry and some others. But someone took my camera home!!!! Grrr D:

Then tmr's...... work. Sigh. But before work will be some fun stuff ! Ha! Anyway, TO DEAR B, hope your hair stops dropping :( Hope we get to meet soon, hope we get to complain about urghhhhh stuff over the phone. But wait till you find time away from your books. Haha. Work hard everyone, while i try to sleep hard before school starts.

And another thing, life... is is is and it is super vulnerable (i know we all know it, but it's not always there up in our head, constantly ringing). I read an email mummy showed me, a mail sent by the bonded-by-NS-thing docter to his loved ones before he left to Great Daddy's side. I mean, i felt that he shouldnt do it but who knows what was on his mind when he decided to leave this world? It's so easy to leave, just *snap* and you can be gone without a second chance to do or say anything to anyone. It's so sad, such a capable young man. Stupid people who drove him to desperation. D:

posted by ariel at 11:57 PM



I hate hate hate the thunder! It makes me jump out of my seat all the time. And it caused our electricity to trip so all the lights in the house are not working now. But everyone in the house is lazy to go to the main switch there. D:

ANYWAY, this was a long long long time ago thing, but im supposed to announce here that DESMOND WILL TURN GAY FOR 10 MILLION! 1 million dont know whether can or not leh......

Ohhhh, another anyway, im going to learn Pilate tonight :) It's something like yoga but heard it's more difficult. :D I feel that more and more of my time's taken away esp by events i have to do to get my school hours D: Sigh.

posted by ariel at 3:33 PM



I'm amazed(in the negative way).... I probably have to open my eyes bigger and wider the next time i judge someone. And also not be too quick to ....... however you say that la. D:

posted by ariel at 12:51 AM



Past few days i've been trying to do my Purchasing Essay and been researching on some stuff. And finally last night, it was time to research on my monkey brains because that particular part of my essay was 'Ethical Force" so..... it's clearly unethical to eat monkey brains LIVE right? And in the midst of all the researching, i got so disgusted and realised i was actually frowning for that half hour while i was reading and looking at the pictures.

Monkeys are our friendss! I believe those people who ate the monkey brains live were super insane or even if they werent, after eating they'd surely lose some sane-ness. D:

Anw, i hope my essay pulls through... and i hope that i'd be able to meet the deadlines for my hmd101! And also finish studying by the finals... Urgh Im saying all these, but still blogging.

Ha ha .... Jiayou man, everyone!

posted by ariel at 11:59 AM