maureen and patrick

today i met up with my dearest friend whom i havent seen in AGES (5-6 years) ever since J1. OMG yu totally never change maureen yeo! haha still dont like to eat veggie and still as nonsensely smart as ever. hee it was a really good catching up time. i really do hope we do this often. safe trip back to spore on thurs and yu better remember our promise ten years down the road hee. may yu find a GUYish GUY soon!hee *hug*



and when i came home, i was surprised by this package from my mail box..

and the sender is none other than..

i was so excited. and when i opened it, there was a small note and a patrick star lego in it. :D

patrick star lego up close and personal (so adorable, isnt he?:D)


bestfriend!!thanks so much for the little package. totally made my day hee. i LOVE IT! VERY MUCH!hee. i hope yu will pass ur driving soon and get the mr kraby lego to match mine haha. i was wondering why yu are not getting the spongebob ones. hmm. and thanks for the small note written at the back of a receipt haha. yu are forgiven even though yu are so cheapskate hee. love yu.

clot is very very happy and feel so loved :D

clubbing nite #2

this is what happened last friday at bass lounge 'last puff' ....


sunsilk ad..

scandal pic~

jen and aloi looked funny.haha.

charley.chan.ade.niza

nilam.nia.lati.sonya

nice pic!i cant remember who took it though.i think it was bagus :D

group pic

fey and niza on the stage~ *whistle

jen and her corona craze.haha.blame it on me, i was the one who kept on giving her corona.

such a popular photo pose.

pretty girls~

high jenni goin down on feyo.hmm.or issit the other way around?haha

aloi and her corona vs jen and feyo

group pic 2

group pic 3

yoan and i

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clubbing nite was wonderful and fun as usual.it was indo night and it started off REALLY BORING.it was 1 a.m. and the dance floor was deserted.how boring can that be right.what time does the fun suppose to start?thank goodness i have damn hyper friends who decided to take the matter into their own hands and jump start the party.we were starting the dancing trend man haha.

i really dont understand indo party culture, they take so bloody long to dance and enjoy the party. all they do is just stand around,talk,drink a bit and gossip. how weird is that. yu are paying 15bucks JUST to do that. when yu can happily do it in a coffee shop or elsewhere with no music or soft music. why do yu want to shout around in a noisy club? weird. kenneth's gf told me yesterday that all the indo nights that she went for, all got strippers! how come last friday didnt have? maybe ive been invited to all the boring 'guai' indo parties. hmm. must improve on my contacts man.

ohyah. forgot to mention the highlight of the nite, JENNI WAS FRIEKING HIGH THAT SHE WAS STEPPING ON EVERYBODY'S FOOT! it was so damn funny! and aloi and i werent the only one complaining. haha. sorry jen! next time please wear flats and not a high heel. thank yu very much.

BRIDGE ROAD

last friday we went to 'BREECH' road to shop. its a one damn frieking long road with endless row of shops man. i dont even know why they call it 'BREECH' road since i dont see any bridge at all. i kept on thinking that it was BEACH road cos the way my friend said it sounded so much like BEACH. and when i finally reach there, i saw the road sign and went 'ORH!!BREECH ROAD.CHEEHH...' haha i have weird friends i tell yu. anyways the tiramisu there is SO DAMN FRIEKING GOOD man!and its homemade.mmm..

ok.let the pic do the talking then..as usual :D

lovely couple plus one yoan.haha.

jen, yoan and the tram

good pic eh?i took it!:D

i look like a bloody pervert and aloi has a big face.hee.

3 thumbs up!

clubbing nite #1

went clubbing at 'seven' last week.here are some pics from the clubbing scene.the place was so frieking packed, i accidentally fell down and grab someone's boobs haha.hilarious i tell yu!the girl gave me this 'WHAT THE' look and i could do i just say 'whoops.SORRY!' and i grinned a little.oh, and i wasnt HIGH at all.just a disclaimer in case anybody think im a bloody pervert haha. thanks to dearest cousin HARDY (a guy who is currently in L-O-V-E with jen) for the guest list and darling feyona with the camera.

PS: there was a couple of guys who came to us (15 girls) and took a pic for some magazine,but goodness knows what mag.hopefully it is not those dirty mag haha.

enjoy...

darling lovely couple #1 (who isnt so loving anymore since the guy is such a jerk hee)

darling lovely couple #2 (who is as loving, if not more, than ever)

lovely couple #3 (ade and feyo.so darn loving baby :D)

clot.komang.yulinda.henni.feyona.ade.theo

yoan.feyona.jen.aloi.chan.clot

group pic
niza.fey.corona.nia.nilam.clot

fey looked squashed haha

i love this pic.fey,jen and yoan with jen's corona.haha.

IM BACK!

first and foremost, i would like to thank 2 special pple who did a new make over for my blog.at least it doesnt look orange anymore.and since i promised them i will blog more often if my blog is not orange anymore hee.so here i am, fulfilling my promise to them, and i promise my blogging will not be erratic anymore.so THANK YOU LIM YA HUI for the sour creme template and MANDY TAN for the flobblebox.*hugs*

on a serious note..

IM BACK!finally.after so long missing in action.hee been busy moving out to MELBOURNE LAND.and i must say that im pretty contented right now.got a superb apartment (cheap and very accessible,totally worth it), housemates to live with and most importantly FREEDOM hee.not that i didnt have much of it back in jakarta but i guess its really different when yu are OVERSEAS hee.back to being overseas again is such a good feeling.the top of the world.

i shall just leave yu guys with pics to enjoy since they speak a thousand words and im too lazy to type em haha..enjoy..

SQ Flight to spore for transit

XY and Matt waiting for their Krispy Kreme delivery

Eunos MRT station hee

my darling housemates with their city map :D

one night in melbourne city.cold cold~

clarice's 18th birthday party.the theme is GLAMOUR (i dont think i look THAT glamorous hee)

my 3 most favourite chefs in the whole wide world! :D

outside a catholic church at Brunswick for cousin's wedding

my cousin and her husband Chris :D

and those are just a few of the many things we did so far.haha.

hmm...what a day man..hmm.. i dont even know where to start..had a paper competition final presentation today and i kinda screwed it up BIG TIME. supposed to present my literature review that i did with my friend in front of everyone in BAHASA!OMG hij!!!as yu all know, my indo is not reallie the best language that i hold dearly to my heart.so i was stuttering and blabbering nonsense bahasa along the way. sigh. we only had 10 mins to present and my group didnt finish because i was taking WAY TOO LONG for not-so-important introduction.big sigh.im damn upset act.with the result and all (i didnt win a single thing la.but i guess it was kinda expected) but i guess i kinda deserved it for my atrocious indonesia. sigh.. but still.. i still do think i can use it as an excuse NOT to do well. cos nothing is impossible reallie, just that the impossible takes longer.. sigh... what a sigh day.. ok ok done here, need to do tons of work.sigh.

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

hey guys!i know ive been rather, as nic puts it, erratic in blogging and i doubt pple still read (or even browse through) my blog anymore. i guess i would certainly have to apologize for that. been rather busy these past few weeks (or should i say year) got so much stuff to do but yet so little time.hmm.i have exams once a week now.and its getting pretty tiring.the workload, the stress, and the things i have to settle before goin to melbourne in early june.sigh.

anyways, been having shitty days recently and i must say ive been rather irritated and feeling crappy for almost a week now. stuff happened and im still thinking whether i wish it to happen or not. i believe ive grown mature enough not to be feeling this way but i guess the matter of the heart is very difficult to be solved rationally. sigh. i admit ive been rather needy and expecting too much from a special someone recently and i feel rather bad abt it. i often told myself NEVER to make pple feel that way, cos if it was me, i would certainly be irritated. but i seriously cant help it. i reallie dont know whats been bothering me and causing me to feel this way. is it because ive learnt to love that person so much more than i was planning to or was it because im so rusty at relationships. or maybe it is just my imbalance hormonal secretion who is acting up and giving symptoms. i guess the timing kinda bad also, we always clashed and it doesnt feel good when yu need someone and that person is just not available for yu (see how needy ive become?sigh). i reallie hope its just the stress acting up. i told myself everyday that i really have to wake up and stop feeling this way, but recently its been hard and the more i want to get myself out of it, ive falled even deeper into it. it is like a big black hole that sucks yu down.hmm.maybe an analogy of a quick sand is more appropriate in this case. feel so wanted at first but so taken for granted now.sigh.maybe im just being superbly sensitive abt the whole thing. :(

i really things will be better soon and i dont have to do things that i dont want to do just to save myself from the pain and agony of having someone special.

and i hope ill feel a hell lot better after writing a long and comfusing entry here.

-wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo-

-it's too much to be nothing but yet too little to be something-

sighh!! im confused man! so what the hell are yu suppose to do when stuff like that happened to yu?

i dont know why i started blogging with that phrase.. (i came up with it btw! haha i know many have thought abt it before and many more have said it but i shall claim it's my quote anyway :D)

been really confused lately with whats been happening in my life (yes, its obviously about someone, if yu are still guessing haha i hope that person wont read this or suddenly bumped into my blog..then i would really be screwed and the quote above will be 'why why why is this happening to me' haha) but i guess im just confusing myself.. i believe life aint that complicated at all, it's us human who make it complicated ourselves..(i bet yu guys didnt know that i can be poetical at times hee)...and due to that poetic side of me, i have decided not to think so much about it and just let it go with the flow (apparently the current is rather slow nowadays :D) and hope that it will turn out good in the end (i know it will, i just know it man! --> that's me being, as my friend put it, in DENIAL) hahaa oh well... i wont think myself as being in denial, i would think myself as being RATIONAL and using my productive brain cells instead of my indecisive heart....the more i think abt it, the more i dont give a shit! yay!!! :D

aside from all those dramama stuff, STOVIA (student's sports invitation) is ON from this sat for a full week!! wheee....busy busy busy!!..i know yu all are wondering what is it so im telling yu now! :D it's an event where all the medical faculties and dentistry from all over indonesia come to jakarta and go against one another in different sports (ie. basketball and mini soccer) and it just happened that its being organised by my university every year! so i decided to join in the fun by signing up for the LO (liasion officer) job..so exciting!! so there will be pictures coming up soon guys! i promise! (that, if i still remember how to put em up on my blog haha)

anyway, really sorry ive been missing recently, came back from spore just a little more than a week ago and my life has been just really mundane recently and hence nothing interesting to blog...oh well! :D

taggers:
manD--> i know i know i remember resolution #5! hahha i read it everyday remember?? (refer to resolution #10) :D hows life anyways? cant seem to tag your flobble again man! haha maybe cos it keeps on flobbling, its really difficult to catch it in action hahhaa i know i dont make sense but laugh anyway yeah! hee

ok peeps..enough from me today!

later!