i`m elated. jubilant. overjoyed. delighted. exhilarated.

yupp. haha you get my point.
:) :)
i could do a million smilies. i simply cant contain my excitement.
yayyyyy. lol. was so glad to treat my friends to billy bombers. :) whee*

ok here`s a special msg:

roxypoxy*: thanks for the super duper sweet msg on ur blog! thanks for being so happy for me. i`m happy for you too! just noe that u`re one smart smart girl and dun be too harsh on urself ok? at least u noe that both of us fulfilled our dreams together :) and you`re not dumb ok sweetie. thanks for being such a supportive bestie. just remember that i`ll always be here for u. to cheer you on and up, to lend you a shoulder to cry on, to be a listening ear and a bitching partner. :) love ya lots bestieee!

to the rest: loveya`ll!! :) and i hope that ya`ll will be happy whereever you go. :)

joyjoyjoyjoyjoy!!!!

good news pple!

we won 2nd overall for danceworks and 1st for poster.

haha okay yupps. i was shocked to say the least. lol. but well, at least it proves that we can do it right! x) after all, SA dance is supposed to be good.
man and did i tell ya that the SA spirit can scare me sometimes? haha everyone was so hyped up abt it? haha i feel old, like i`ve been doing this too much. bleah.
anyway dinner at sakae was fun. we made alot of noise and got erica to do some silly dare. hee.
okay one last time before i switch to some solemn talk,

THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME TO SUPPORT! :)

well right now, i`m not thinking abt danceworks or anything. i`m just stressing myself over tmr. MONDAY. RESULTS. i just can`t seem to get my mind off it. it`s pretty difficult to think abt anything else other than that. maybe vegetating at home isn`t such a good idea after all. AHHHHHHHHHHH. this is extremely frustrating. butterflies are fluttering in my tummy NOW. wad abt tmr man? maybe i`d like puke. haha.
the whole of last night i was dreaming. and let me tell you, it wasn`t exactly a peaceful night. i`m so damn frightened. yeah i noe there`s not pt worrying my ass off right now cuz it`s over. well, we just can`t help it can we! blah. i`m just venting my stress on this blog. it helps. sorta.

screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

help.

i refuse to think about it anymore
i refuse to stress and worry
just gotta pray, hope and wish like there`s no tomorrow

oh, my sweet sweet dream.

i realised that i haven`t been blogging for a while. i`ve lost the blogging mood. pity me.

well let me think.. i can`t really remember wad has happened these past few days. everything`s been going by so quickly. i wore the sa uni on monday. haha it was quite errr, weird. but the uniform`s quite nice la. lol.

hmm, yes life has been EAT SLEEP DANCE REPEAT.
it`s even stated on the dance board in the studio.
ohh and you`re not allowed to say the O or R word in front of me till the 25th or 28th. lol
i`m like qt excited yet very worried for that fateful day to come. haha. but i`d say i`m more worried than excited. hurryhurry, get it done and over with. decisions, decisions, decisions.

blah, i shall just stop here. see, i told ya. the mood`s off. i have no blogging spirit left in me.

here`re the photos i took one day before the carnival

>>18th feb 2005, SAJC

:)

valentine`s day was good except for one part:

nicole left the tiny red dot to go down under. :( know what makes it worse? rox and i cldn`t make it down in time to send her off. ughh. so disappointed. nvm at least i got to talk to her on the phone before she left. ohh and she`s coming back soon too! :)

aye besides that horrendous part, vday was actually quite good. haha all the sweets, flowers, chocos and prezzies. so sweeeeet. am touched by all the small gestures. i tell myself yr after yr that i need to get prezzies for pple cuz i always feel so bad but i nv ever get down to it. must be the laziness. it`s becoming a part of my life already. haha.. so i apologise to all those sweet souls!

another thing, i think maturity is an attractive quality.
but sadly, many lack that.

nicole`s leaving tmr.
and that`s valentine's day. shikes, it`s gonna be a sad valentine's.
AAA there won't be anymore whines and squeaks from nicky anymore.. ahhh i'm traumatised.

i`m gonna miss you so much nikki wikki.
and i`ll try my very best to send you off. (even though you don`t want me to)

here`s a pic of us in 2004 really long ago when we went to linn`s hse for steamboat.


:)
steads* x)

i love you lots nicky poo. *muacks.
tk care of urself in aussie yes! remember to study hard too.

rumours >>
results on the 21st of Feb.
oh.
my.
God.
that`s like in 10 days.
well today was the first tt i heard "21st feb". i heard abt 25th and 28th but not 21st.
anyway heard that the sources are reliable so i guess 21st feb it is.
yikes, i`m so damn jittery about it. i think i can be a master at worrying already. but i guess i can NEVER beat rox at this. haha x)
i feel like yelping cuz i can`t get it outta my mind. it`s plagueing my life. someone please save me. i hate making decisions that regard your entire future. well especially when you dun have all the cards laid on the table.

ANYWAY let`s not talk about that. i`d like to have some peace in my life.

we finally bought the cloth for the evil people for danceworks! whoop dee doo. one down, a gazillion to go..
elena and i were sticking out like sore thumbs in Little India man. everyone was giving us weird looks and it got kinda freaky. especially the part where we had to climb up the stairs to second level of the shophouse. well, i kinda expected some dingy shop with poor lighting but it was pretty high class! x) never judge a book by it`s cover, i say. lol.
oh and you know wad`s the BEST? the stupid lady didn`t wanna give us a discount cuz it was a "rule" but in the end we did. know why? cuz the cashier was definitely not cut out to be a mathematician. hee. it was supposed to be $53.30 but it became $47.30. oh well, that`s for trying to cheat young girls, you goons. :)

my life revolves around dance.
it`s ruled by it.
i live dance, eat dance, breathe dance.
one day, i tell you, i`m gonna die dancing.

oh i proclaim, "CHOY AH!"

snapshots from CNY

day one:


sisters for life x) [it`s so sad that my second sis is missing!!]


day 2:


us again.. but day 2.


for more>>>>
click!

actually this new yr, i didn`t really tk much photos cuz everyone was running away from me.
like my cousin said, "deep down inside, you`re really just a japanese tourist"

i forgot how tiring visiting can get.
am about to flop over and die already. haha okay, exaggeration!
NEVER MIND it`s all for the sake of those beautiful red packets called ang paos :)
it`s amazing how pple can wake up at the light of dawn and go visiting till midnight. i admire those brilliant souls. har har.

gambling can be fun sometimes. haha i won! yesyes. actually everyone at the table won accept my uncle. poor him. he lost like 50 bucks. i think. haha. anyway, i`m craving some hard core mahjong but no one seems to want to humour me! :( nvm, when there`s candice, there`s hope! haha..

i`m stuffed to the brim. everywhere i go, i just eat. yupp. the chinese new year goodies cannot be wasted! no it can`t! haha. i always feel so full but then my instinctive hand will direct itself to any sort of food that looks somehow appealing. haha. whoops! ;)

am feeling pretty sleepy now. the food is taking its toll. haha.
i shall log off soon to watch American Idol. it`s always so entertaining.
mmmmmm, and some good ole curry chicken.

ditched SA for IJ today. hahaha. :)
i love love love IJ.
i miss IJ terribly. boohoo.
i just love the whole atmosphere, environment, people and the teachers! it`s just so different elsewhere. i guess it`s the AIR in IJ. haha everyone`s so spirited and happy, you just can`t get the smile off your face.

once an IJ girl, always and IJ girl.
that IJ spirit will live on in us forever.

the performances were really funny today. i mean like the lion dance competition was kinda comical :) man, seeing all my ex-ij schoolmates was definitely thrilling. the so-called "peaceful" 'peace-be-with-you' session was even noisier today cuz everyone was so glad to see each other.
ahh the warmth of being in IJ. i will miss it. forever.
seeing all the teachers was fun too. heehee. as usual, torturing mr tan, joking w mrs. alex and just chatting with all of them. hahah yeah we were desperately trying to sell SA funfair tickets but nobody wants to goooo :( -tear- ok not really NOBODY but more like VERY LITTLE pple want to go. haha see i look at it in a positive light. lol

had a so-called 4/9 gathering. it was good. haha we ate at Breeks. stuffed ourselves silly yes.
thanks tash for treating us to the meal! x) hahah u rock! and please, stop making us jealous with ur utterly beautiful AC uniform. -pulls a face- lol.

okies.. i shall just stop here. this entry`s getting long. harr..
reunion dinner in a while! shall prepare myself for a feast.. :)

today was great cuz i got to see ooga*s (minus qb cuz she had to work, boo!) and bon. :)
we watched Euro Trip. boy was that disgusting! lol, actually it was really quite hilarious. all of us were screaming at the most gross parts. i will NOT elaborate. -covers eyes-

oh and another reason why today was great is cuz i got to "re-shape" my hair and do some shopping. haha retail therapy always works for worrisome pple. :)

LAST NIGHT was a major feast. fooodddd fooooodddd.
steamboat was yummy! haha we ate truckloads. no kidding man. seriously. lol.
let me tell of ya`ll a secret. my friend (shan`t say who) was the first to start and last to finish. hahaha. now we all noe that she`s a pig at heart. :) even i`m not so bad!
oooo live prawns are so fun to play with. i proclaim that watching prawns get barbequed is one of my hobbies now. eeks, okay i noe, mean. sadistic. nvm la! lol. u shld see them jump once you put them on the pit thing. hurhurhur.
all in all, had lots of fun with my OG mates. glad that we all cld meet up even though half couldn`t make it.

time to go, ciao!

cj was good except for a certain mishap. poor roxypoxy. dun worry, we love youuu! x)

anyway i loathe people who accuse others WITHOUT PROOF whatsoever.
why must you accuse another without knowing anything at all? especially when you have never EVER held a conversation with that person. OR you simply don`t even know the person.
must you be so fricking nosey and immature?
you just assume assume assume. and guess wad?! both parties don`t even know each other. ohh and the innocent party is totally clueless about everything.
if you utter another word of nonsense, i shall slice your tongue off. okay, slicing sounds too nice, chopping`d be better. so scoot you imbecile!

kay on a lighter note.
waitwait i doubt it`s very much lighter.
i have an econs test tomorrow. i do hope that i can pass for i have not read my notes yet. heehee.
but heck it right? it`s only first 3 months. okay, bad, bad attitude!
nvm at least it`s only 15 mcq and 1 case study. oh crapp i do hope that the case study isn`t like too difficult or anything.
aiights i`m stopping here. toodle-loo! :)

taking the bus home with nat choy is extremely enjoyable.
hee hee. she`s such a funny girl and she has a wicked laugh. :P
anyway, we went home together today and i think we`ve exchanged one week`s worth of "information". LOL! yupps, we`re gonna do it every tuesday so pple in the bus, WATCH OUT. hahaha.
yupp, i think we talked so much that we almost ran outta saliva. lol.

oh oh oh and something absolutely hilarious happened in the bus!
elaborating would be extremely embarrassing but really, omg, HAHAHAHA. :P right nat?
we cldn`t stop laughing.
anyway bus rides with friends (whom you can click with) just become so much more pleasant and definitely way faster. :)

today was a long long day. till 5.15pm. man, and my lao shi still wanted us to continue watching the BORING chinese movie till later. we were like protesting desperately cuz we SOO wanted to leave. lol.

i hate liars and assholes. yes i do. i do i do i do.
but dun we all?! LOL.

PS>>> CORINNEE! please get well soon k! tk medication if necessary. haha lovelove! tk care of urself *huggies