instead of wallowing in self pity and moping abt you know what, i have decided to look at things more positively. yes, i would really love the listening ear and this outlet to vent all my sorrows and frustrations, but i figured no point crying over spilt milk right?
i cannot deny that i`m utterly disappointed and appalled with myself. i mean like i know i can do better and this is one of the worse i`ve ever done. yep, it sucks majorly but what to do right? i can`t turn back time.
it`s just that now, i`m feeling very hopeless and lost. yep, that`s what you get for not focusing and not being serious. however, i disallow myself from losing my spirit and drive. what i need most now is motivation. be a fighter, work work work!
where`s the old sam? gotta search within myself again. you may think tt i sound a lil too exaggerated but i guess that`s just how i feel. yupp, i`m feeling very tragic at the moment. well, i do want to kick myself but i`ve gotta stand tall, put a smile on my face and move on from here right. life has its many obstacles and this is just a tiny one.
the feeling of regret is overwhelming but i`ve gotta put it aside and start a new lease of life! :)

like my sister once said ;

hello..
had retreat today.
erm it was ok. haha. i mean like i think i learnt sm things. and we learn smthing new everyday right? :)
anyhow, pple in 4/9 might think tt they noe the reason why i cried la. but really it isn`t wad u think it is. i mean yes, missing my friends is a factor. but that was NOT the reason why i even started. oh well.. but all`s well. loving my friends as usual. thanks roxypoxy for being such a great friend and thanks cheryl wheryl for being such a sweetheart and being just u, MATERNAL! lol :P

ladeedums.. did i tell u slacking can be a skill? haha harness it and u`ll get stuck w it. whoopsie. lol x)
hmm, i`m just bored. let`s take away all the negativity and start looking at things in a different perspective. let`s all try to be happier inside and be free. :)

oh i like this song :
SWAY by bic runga


Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
you know it gets the better of me

sometimes, when you and i collide
i fall into an ocean of you
pull me out in time
don't let me drown
let me down
i say its all because of you

and here I go...
losing my control
i'm practicing your name so i can say it to your face
and it doesn't seem right
to look you in the eye
let all the things you mean to me
tumblin' out my mouth
indeed its time
tell you why
say its infinately true

CHORUS
say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you

and there's no cure
and no way to be sure
why everything's turned inside out
instilling so much doubt
it makes me so, tired
i feel so uninspired
my head is battling with my heart
a logic has been torn apart

and now it ohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon

*CHORUS*x2

it's all because of you...
it's all because of you...

and now its ooohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon
its time to
tell you why
say its infinately true

*CHORUS*

its all because of you...
its all because of you...
its all because of you...

NICE!! :D

sleep is good
sleep is good
sleep is good

i love luxuries

just slpt for 3 hrs straight
it`s an afternoon "nap" btw.
haha
i haven`t done naps since goodness knows when

and i`ve been worrying constantly abt my prelims..
i really do think i`m screwed
oh nooooooooooo..

i have a sad life.
haha but noe wad makes it better?
my darling friends!

sheesh, i`m still feeling upset.
sob.

ooga* slpover photos>>
CLICK!

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:

Me getting locked out of the house.

-pout-
ahaha. well i was in the bus and then i realised that i didn`t have my hse keys! and i knew tt there wld be no one home :( and true enough, when i reached home, there wasn`t anyone there to open the gates or door!!
i panicked.
so i decided to climb the gates (yes CLIMB!) and get shelter in the garage. haha. and i made it over in a jiffy ok. lol :P
then i went in and i was trying to open the doors with a screwdriver which (i dunno why) was left outside. haha ok so to no avail!
i was sweating in the sweltering heat and i wanted to like bang the door down. ahhaha.
anyhow, i tried the sliding doors but NOPE, not open.
then i decided to try the OTHER sliding door. haha at first it didn`t open. and then i shoved it!! it slid open! YES :) haha my saviour.
but then i had to conquer the grills. muahahahaha. i was like, "at least i`m one step further" heehee. man, at that pt, i thought pple were gonna think i was breaking in. haha wld an IJ girl break in................? NO WAY MAN! lol xP
and i was thinking abt how corinne`s head got stuck in the grills too. -shudder-
but i decided to try and slip thru the grills. it`s like the square square kind u noe. not even the long ones going downwards. haha anyhw, GUESS WAD! i slipped in!! easily sm more! hahaha YES! x) i was sooo happy u noe. heehee! i said, "i`m IN!" lol.

lalala ok i shall go upload the pics now. ciao x)

ooga* sleepover rocked the town.
x)
-beams-
well, haha it wasn`t spectacular or anything but the company was fantastic :)
and cheryl, rox and i will NEVER forgive u for being such a pain in the ass at night. wait, i mean, EARLY in the morning! lol.. x) u toot u. jumping ard and making the floor vibrate. heh. seriously a hyper girl at night man. only allowing rox and i to sleep at like 4 plus when u switched off the teevee. hmmpf. haha. and then u woke us up at 9plus cuz u were watching tv again. haha. :P

we were snap snap snapping so many photos. :) very fun. our traditional campbell soup session lacked the juicy gossip tho. hee. -looks at cheryl-
well, there is so much that i can abt the slpover. from the annoyin kid to our carlsberg advert. hee, lyssy! we gotta try somemore.
but all i just wanna do right now is write a msg to u guys.

to my dearest OOGA*s>>
hey guys! the sleepover and bbq were really fun with u guys. haha and i just wanna say that no one can ever replace ya`ll man! haha never! it`ll just be so sad when we leave ij and go our separate ways. but it doesn`t matter where we go, cuz i trust that we`ll constantly meet up and have these slpovers again. haha. i`m just loving ya`ll to bits, pieces and microscopic parts. x) -cheesy grin-

heyy
yesterday was fantastic! x)
i love the ooga*s :) yes, me the very sentimental one. ahaha.. i just love it when exams are over (for now ie) cuz then we can all hang out again. dunno hw life wld be like w/out them. ha k let`s not go into that.

ooo ding tai feng was GREAT. i love xiao long baos. hee. only the ones from there. wheee. cor and i love the xiao long baos while lys and rox loved the dumpling one. cool. heh.
and bakerzinn`s cakes were fabulous. mm mm mm. haha. did so much nonsensical talking there. *looks at cor while she freaks* hee.

lalala. so anyhow, after we took a NEOPRINT (which we haven`t done for centuries) , i had to leave. haha yes, how sad. well, it`s dumb but i HAD to go home to watch the last episode of summer scent on cable. haa. whoopsie. but at least i`m satisfied cuz it was a happy ending. if not, i`d have kicked myself for wasting time on that miserable show. heh.

then got changed and went out again! met my sis at paragon. then we went down to cityhall cuz her friend was gonna pick us up from there. OOH lala, went for RESIDENT EVIL MOVIE MARATHON.
it was some premiere thing for the mediacorp pple. then we got tix cuz of my sister`s bf. anyhow, Resident Evil was super GORY and kan cheong. but that one was part 1. i watched bits of it before. it was really action packed. i think corinne wld have liked it alot. cuz she likes this kinda things.. oh then right after part 1, there was part II -- RESIDENT EVIL: APOCALYPSE. this one is less kan cheong and scary. cuz the first one liked to shock u alot. anyhow Milla Jovavich is FREAKING hot.
PLEASE SCROLL RIGHT AND WAIT FOR PHOTO TO LOAD.

pretty right? her eyes are really blue and mesmerizing.
mann, movie marathons are hell tiring. my butt was like numb and my joints were all weak. ha. but i guess it was fun. :) oh ya i was introduced to grace chua. she`s really friendly. and, haha her voice totally does NOT match her face at alllll. lol
so yesterday was a great day cuz emaths was good, food was good and movie was exciting. x)
so satisfactory.
uh huh :)
so today`s gonna be a BLAST too. i just can`t wait. YES! x)
let`s just pray it doesn`t rain..

UGHHHH
i am officially annoyed with the amaths paper.
yes it`s over. i can`t do nuts abt it. BUT STILL! RAHHHHH!
just need to get it off my chest. i am highly aggravated by the situation
ok sam, stop thinking abt it..
seriously, i`m losing patience fast.
won`t the bloody last paper just come and go.
oh the prelims, the precious prelims..
it`s in the lokang. in the dump.

aww man, no it`s like i have no mood to enjoy tmr and the weekend.
u noe i really detest regret.
i`m not following my principles and motto here.
man, i`m such a grouch.
i shan`t dampen others` spirits here
so i`m out.

yoyoyo!

oooo 2 more papers left! YES! just can`t wait for all of this to be over..
and no more heavy studying subjects.. i just hate burying my head in the stupid textbooks. ugh.
anyhoww, i just can`t wait for sat! x)) wheeeeeeee. but i really shldn`t be thinking abt this right now. it makes me lose my focus and concentration. (oh, like i had much to begin with)

i read corinne`s blog and i totally understand how she feels man. i hate conformity u noe. but really, u have no bloody choice. well, all i noe is that i can totally empathise with her and i think i was nodding my head furiously while reading it. haha.
and corinne is the ONLY sane one! u noe why?! well, it`s cuz nobody else updated! *GRR*

heyy
decided to take a break from studying chem. too much chem can get to ur head. and i`m currently having a splitting headache, thank u v much. ughh. actually, i happen to think it`s associated with me constantly sneezing today. so i have come to a conclusion that i have a cold and i need some rest. haha.

gee, i was listening to "i will survive" while studying chem. and i thought of corinne and rox. just reminscing on our good ole days back in st gabs block where we danced to it w the stupidest actions ever! haha. it brings a smile to my face.. damn was it funny. and boy were we so carefree. haha. look at us old bags now! slogging away.. no-lifers. heh. but seriously, when we all leave ij (there i go again w the sappy sop story), we won`t have each other to do all these retarded mindless things.. and i`m so gonna miss that :( no more laughing at each other and coming up w the dumbest idea to have a lil bit of fun (think corinne eating a leaf and playing "i never"). sob.. ooopsy, i`m getting all nostalgic again. must be the cold..
and it must be summer scent too. yes, u`re right, the silly korean show i`m currently hooked on. rah. and i`m so proud of it! wahhaha. damn, i cried like baby watching it today.. i swear korean shows are superly miserable. i mean, there`s just so little of happiness in it. it`s all tragic and sorrowful. bahh, so if u`re like pms-ing or sth, i suggest u dun watch any korean shows at all. they`d bring the most emotional side of u out.. haha. so i guess that`s why i`m feeling so sentimental now. but then again, i think not. it was just that "i will survive" song.. memories just flood in when i hear it. but only the original one, not the one which the chipmunk, daphne khoo sings.. haha. dun get me wrong, she`s quite good.. but did u noe she`s eric khoo`s NIECE!! oh gee. talk abt impartiality.. haha. oh yeah, for those who dun know who eric khoo is.. he`s that ass of a guy who`s a director/producer for many local shows and movies. haha.

okay, so i wanna dedicate this song to all my darling friends whom i treasure and i love so deeply.. u noe who u are!


Al Green`s Lean On Me

Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But, if we are wise
We know that there`s always tomorrow
Chorus
Lean on me, when you`re not strong
And I`ll be your friend I`ll help you carry on
For it won`t be long, till I`m gonna need
Someone to lean on
You can call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem, that you`ll understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride, if I have things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill, those of your needs
That you won`t let show
Chorus
If there is a load, you have to bear
That you can`t carry
I`m right up the road, I`ll share your load
If you just call me...call me
If you need a friend....call me
If you need a friend....if you ever need a friend
Call me....call me....

helloo..
i`m online again :) a great blogger i am..
anyhow, had the weirdest dream last nite. smtimes i wonder if dreams really do mean sth. hmm, cuz i`ve been having conflicting dreams recently. they totally contradict each other. HA.
oh yess, to those who didn`t see my eye candy post, pls scroll DOWN! :) all the pretty boys.
sighh.. exams exams exams the whole week.
aiights i think i`m stopping here.
for the first time, my entry`s short.

heylo..
dunno why i`m blogging again! haha. as usual.
i`m just convincing myself that i`m tking a break :)
i`m BORED!!! ughh..
haha ok so let`s post up some eye candy for LALA and HAHA :)
you`ll love them x)
*PS: PLS WAIT FOR ALL PICTURES TO LOAD. if u see empty spaces, wait a while. thank u.





SWOON GIRLS SWOON! haha
isn`t eddy just so cute. haha lala and haha, are ya`ll feeling happy? lol :P

here comes louis koo. :)




he looks qt stylo here ah.. lol

k enough of chinese actors..

how abt some brad pitt?! WHOOOSH!! x) haha

i love the show meet joe black.



wow!! check out his bodyy! omg. lol..
mmm, let`s put 1 photo of keanu reeves :)


k this is so giddy-headed.. i think i better stop. ENOUGH!
see wad exams do to a sane girl?
THEY MAKE HER INSANE! lol. :D

i have decided that i have a very short attention span.
after like 1 hr of the chem textbook, i decided i cld no longer resist the temptation :)
so here i am.
i am a prisoner of the internet. haha.

i need to get out of this hse. oh i need peace.
actually i was quite good. i mean i like totally controlled myself. i was going to explode. but then i stopped myself from retaliating. isn`t that good? hmm, i noe i`m not making sense. but since when was it a rule to make sense? x)

hmm, if u actually think abt it, prelims end next week! am i right? crap. i realised that i dun really noe the exam timetable. damn, so if prelims end, it means that Os are drawing near. oh great, i think i just scared everyone? hhahaha not really. actually, i think i`m quite immune to it alr. rahh. i seriously think i need a reality check. but then again, if i can say that, i dun, do i? oh crikey, i`m doing that schizo thing again! :(

hmmpf i`m feeling half-moody. i noe it`s kinda impossible but well, i`m feeling it! rahh!!
i hate MOE.
oh hate is such a strong word.
ok fine, scratch that. i detest the MOE.
why examsss. exams lead to stress. stress leads to schizophrenia. schizophrenia leads to madness. madness leads to self degradation. self degradation leads to many cases of suicide in sg. haha so screw the MOE. come, let`s go on strike! hahaha :D

ok i think i need a happy song. let`s listen to GREASE :)
ohhh so cute! -shakes booty-
i`m already feeling happier :)
music does wonders x)

hellohelloo..

what a useless day!
i woke up to my mom persuading me to accompany her for lunch with my aunt..
i was resisting the temptation u noee.. cuz i had to study and stuff. ahaah.. but then GUESS WAD? i went anyway. i think i dun have alot of will power. ha!
i guess going out was for a good cause? JAP FOOD! hahah yumm*
sashimi sashimi sashimi. -chants-
oh i want more :)
then my mom went dunno where and i had to follow her..
so i ended up reaching home at like 4!
oh dearr. haha.. i mean i cld have been studying all that while..
crapp.. i think guilt is setting in. bt nvm, i did emaths just now! haha. and i`m ALREADY sick of it.. so that`s why i`m online.. -tries to look innocent-
okay come, let me convince myself--- if i were home studying just now, i`d have ended up watching cartoons or gone online right! haha.. and i wld have read my book. hmm, ok i`m not very good at this convincing thing. i think i`m undergoing self denial. haha. oh well..
too late. i can`t turn back time can i..
actually right, i wish i cld! like a witch or sth. lol.. then everything`d be so perfect. ha! like, i`d be able to see the entire exam paper. STEAL the paper, turn back time and then learn how to do every single qn. haha. perfect score! woo! or, if anything went wrong, i cld turn back time and start all over again. see, how sweet. :) ok dream on, sam.
aiights i better just stop here and get on w work.
:) see i`m sucha good girl..

hey..
after lit prelims today, went to eat chicken rice at far east w/ roxy, lyss, cor, wyna, qibx, val, cheryl, lala and haha! x)) the special lala and haha are seriously insane. the ooga*s feel so sane when we`re with them. hee.

anyhow, rox is officially kaka. :) or do u like papa? ahaha. we call it stress relief btw.

so then after lunch, we were just walking around, spending quality time relaxing. it`s very "happening" u noe. haha. :P oh how tragic.
oh oh! we were at this shop and qb`s fave song came on! tuo diao! lol.. everytime i hear that song, i laugh. dunno why it tickles me, but it does! haha. and it`s like stuck in my head now. it`s VERY wholesome btw. :)

after some of them got yummy icecream, we all decided to go back. :( well, cor and i walked towards orchard mrt while the rest went to the bus stop opp fast east. this is the bad part. after the long and strenuous journey to orchard mrt, to my dismay, the train was i quote, DISRUPTED. oh gee, thanks alot. i knew God always wanted to me to exercise more. so i had to walk allllll the way back to where i came from! ugh.

and u see, like i said before, patience is not my virtue. so i waited for bus 167 to come. (cheryl! i cld have gone home w/ u! hmmpf!) waited........ and waited..... and waited..... rah!
it finally came! then i reached casurina.. and i had to WAIT again for 855. blahhh. i dun like tking buses. i prefer the ingenius invention of the MRT, thank you very much :)
thank God i got home in time for Summer Scent. x) if not i wld have complained! hahaha kidding. :P

okie dokes i think i`ve had my fair share of blogging for today. i think i`ll come up w some retarded entry later abt how to screw up an exam.
stay tuned!

chem prac was a mega screw-up.

ugh.

thank God i didn`t come online in the afternoon.

i bet i wld have gone on and on abt it. moping like some idiot.
and drowning in self pity. actually, NO, more like anger.
as u can see, i`m not a very happy lady right now.

i swear i`m pmsing. must be the emotions. i get easily upset.
rah.
i think rahrah suits me perfectly, nikki darling.
and i miss u nikki!

and oh, studying lit is just so FASCINATING.
gee.
but i like unseen. cuz well, u dun have to study for it. :)
ha!
ok i better stop now.
i cld go on forever.

waitwait, after reading cor`s blog, i wanna get an autograph book too!
oh my dear IJians. x)
and and, i found someone who`s really like corinne too. lol.
but seriously, that girl is one cynical woman.

so i guess i`m not that bad after all.
let`s be positive!
oh let me see the light!

i came online feeling disappointed!
u noe why?!
cuz corinne chow, the religious blogger didn`t blog! :( so sadd. her entries always keep me entertained.. haha. oh well.

so amaths paper 1 is over. now comes lit! haha. oh it`s absolutely boring studying lit... *yawnnn. i always end up teary-eyed..
damn! we have chem prac tmr. oh dear, i just hope tt there aren`t too many gases to test for. :S rahhh!
i`m feeling so bored! and also really worried abt my lit prelims. okok, i think i`m just scaring myself.

i`m currently having blogger`s block. my fingers are itching for a good workout but somehow, i can`t seem to formulate anything. this is outrageous! haha. i mean, can`t a girl get a workout w/out getting interrupted! i think i`m getting hungry. and u noe wad`s scaring me? nobody seems to be updating very often. ooh. so it`s kinda obvious what most of them are doing! -bites nails- haha.

damn, i regret bumming around during the hols in front of the black box and being a couch potato. eating so much and wasting my time. blahhh. i happen to like boxes, the white one i`m currently staring at the black one i daily stare into. oh gee sam, how productive.

i can`t believe i can type out an entire entry on PURE BULLSHIT. haha. x) maybe i`m just practising my literary skills. haha.

ok i`m supposed to be repentant and go study now right?
here goes...

i love korean shows!

haha speaking of which, my fave korean show is autumn in my heart.--qiu tian de tong hua. yess, it was really sweet and touching. i sobbed buckets when i watched that drama. haha. but, i just HATE tragic endings.. rah! oooh, and in addition to tt show, there was eye candy --won bin and that what`s-her-name lead actress. she`s really pretty! haha.. doe eyed and stuff. and won bin was just cute.



here`s Won Bin for u:

CUTE!

here`s Song Hye Kyo for u:

she`s sooo pretty.

here`s some shots of Song Seung Heon and Song Hye Kyo:
(hey! i wonder if they`re siblings!)

she`s pretty right!

okay, moving on.. i`ve been watching summer scent recently. haha another sad sappy show! i love all the korean theme songs. always sounds so bei ai. lol. :P anyway, the "brother" character who acted in autumn in my heart acts in summer scent. he`s a good actor. gee, i`m addicted to korean shows. and i just lovee the language. i hate the dubbed chinese in the shows. sounds so horrid. must always change to korean ok!! (those who watch it) the lead actress is pretty sweet too. haha.





she looks nice here:


ok here`s e guy:


too bad i cldn`t find nice ones of the summer scent girl..

bahhh, i`m so saddd :( last day of the hols. and i seriously think tt i`ve been slacking too much. oh shikes! i just dread the prelims. it totally sucks.

ooooh i`m listening to the soundtracks of autumn in my heart and summer scent. it`s damn sad!!! :( aaaa. haha, even though i dun understand the language, i feel for it.

kk i better go. bye..

i`m feeling pouty and whiney..

sobbbb.

and totally unproductive.
the hols aren`t a good idea. they make me SLACK.
and i just read roxy`s blogg.. sigh, yes so sad. i think we`re all gonna be separated. *WAILS* i swear i`ll bawl like a baby at the end of the yr.

what`s a luxury?

sleeping`s a luxury.

eating`s a luxury.

slacking`s a luxury.

going on the comp`s a luxury.

did i mention i`ve been OVERLY indulging myself in luxuries?

VERDICT: GUILTY

told u i feel whiney.

gee i cldn`t publish my entry yest..

anyhow, i have come to a wise conclusion!

it takes alot of will power to get out of bed.

hahaha.

heyy!

haha went blading at upper pierce reservoir this morning. damn shiok. it`s been wayy too long since i`ve bladed and exercised! haha. so i decided that i shall follow my parents. :) my dad brought his bird there to hang on the tree and my mom jogged while i bladed. how family-ish! hee.
anyway! noe wad`s the highlight?! i spotted EYE CANDY! hahaha. wahhh toned and tanned bod man. heehee. whoops. so i`m guilty of ogling la. not my fault! anyhow, i think this stranger was training some cyclists. so he must be the instructor?! alamak! tt means qt old right. haha. anyhow, wahhh the cyclists went up and down the steep slopes so many gazillion times. i think they went round every corner of the reservoir 30 times?! i`m not kidding. i think they`re in the army tho.. cuz the van that was parked in the car park had the "MID" license plate. haha. wow, they`re really damn fit.-envious- haha. anyhw, the eye candy was just sitting there waiting for them to do their rounds and when the cylists passed him, he`d pass them bananas! haha.
anyhow, i EXERCISED today and that`s IMPT. haha cuz i miss sweating it out man.. i need it! x)) so i had a good morning yes.

gonna be going to great world city soon! wanna jalan jalan first before having my dad`s birthday dinner! shanghainese food here we come! x) yesyes, the crystal jade la mian xiao long bao.. mmm mm mmm! :) it`s shanghainese-style somemore. i can`t wait! gonna be feasting tonight man.. oh jee, looks like i`ll miss charmed then! oh well.. haha.

okiess, i better go wake my mommy up now.
ciao! x)

oh here are some short excerpts from
"i`ll never fall in love again" by dionne warwick. DAMN CUTE! x)

What do you get when you fall in love
A girl with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble

What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow

i`m outta here!

hiiii! x)

went to sch today.. woke at so darn bloody early. 7.15 am!! :S eeeks. i mean it`s not RIGHT to wake up so early on a holiday. haha..
anyway, went for maths Q n A. see i`m such a good girl! haha. x) arent u proud of me! so went back abt 11plus 12.. cuz those silly friends of mine didn`t wanna leave to go eat :( hmmpf. they wanted to study in sch! :O haha shockerrrr. i cannot believe they chose amaths over FOOD. it`s wayyy wrong man. hee.

aiights so my day was so boring! :(
i feel like being lame. muahahhaha. watch out everyone online. heh heh.

anyhow i like the song "without u" by kimberly locke and clay aiken :)

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And no love does what yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live me life?
Without you

actually the lyrics are kinda cheesy. haha. but they sing it well!
ok i shall stop here. tata!!

hellloooo
:D

studied with lyssy my gf xP, the angel and the cutie @ coffee club express today. haha.
MATHS MATHS MATHS. u get the pt.
haha the creative earpieces dun fit my ears well :( it kinda hurts when i wear it for too long. haha and lyss has the same problem too. oh well.
baby ooga was supposed to come! but she went SHOPPING. haha there u go, chinchow, u got ur retail therapy. hee. x) naughty la u..

i had a huge lunch before i met them man.. i had 3 slices of pizza and fish n chips! haha yes. it was damn filling. O pizza`s pizzas are really nice. haha -yum-
had dinner with lyssy today. haha. the toot didn`t wanna come in the end! :( anywayy, we had far east chicken rice. but ROX, before u start drooling, we had the level 2 one. haha cuz the other one was closed. it was not bad. but nt as good as the hainanese one. :P

anyhow it was quite a good day. :) i like it. but naughty lyss gave up halfway and went to the library to borrow a spanish book. haha i mean a "self help" kinda book. lol. so while we were slogging away, she was reading spanish! tsk, talking abt STUDYING. x)

aiights, did i tell u i`m addicted to music?!! ahaha and i think i`m starting to appreciate chinese songs. heehee! yupp, i noe, WEIRD. not me man. haha nvm, it`s quite cool and nice la. very MEANINGFUL. except the ONLY problem is that i dun really understand some of it. wahhaha. so send away!

oookie, i shall stop here! gonna go d/l more songs and satiate my hunger. lol. yup, drama.
oh yuppers one more IMPT thing,
I LOVE U TOO NIKKI POO! x)

hey!!

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR!
x))
all dandy and stuff. haha thanks roxy poxy for sitting there so patiently. haha. when the woman was finishing up, i was thinking "oh HURRY. HURRY UP!!!" hahah patience is NOT my virtue. whoops.

had sakae before my haircut. ooooh, i just LOVE sushi. haha -licks lips- it`s scrumptious! haha and we had sashimi.. wheeee! heehee. it was damn fresh. but really quite thin. i`m addicted~

ok so i noe i haven`t been doing shit for the past 2 days. :( i`m innocent till proven guilty ok! haha. -grin- it`s been wayyy too unproductive. i promise* i`ll start doing my work tmr! yesyes, i will! haha oh such tenacity. ;)

hmm i have a sudden craving for satay! must have been rox who told me abt her dinner last night. -rubs belly- i wanna satisfy my tingling tastebuds. x)

aiights, i`m going off now. i wanna go for dinnerrr.
CIAO!

i grit my teeth
and clench my fists till my knuckles turn white
i squeeze my eyes shut
letting my tears flow like the river nile,
cascading down my cheeks
stop tugging at my heart strings
they just ache so much

hmm random rubbish. x) (x
smtimes, i really think i`m a bit mad.

morning morningg :)
i`m in a good mood! haha. which is qt seldom la. i mean i`m happy and stuff but today i`m feeling chirpy! lol.. -grin-

okies, anyway, YES LYSS!! i miss the ooga*s tooo :( hmmpf. we really gotta go out during the hols. haha i noe it`s nt the right time. but we cld have dinnerrr! yes? lol. lalala~

i transferred all the songs into my mp3 player alr! wheee* how fun.
actually we have an FM radio too (looks at wyna!!) hahaha but i seriously dunno wad thing they want us to attach. haha so yah.

corinneeee. yesyes, RETAIL THERAPY!!! haha. i need. DESPERATELY. haha stress relieve man. :P

hmmm, i think i`ll go watch "catch me if u can" on dvd now! yay. haha! i feel TOO relaxed. whoopsie*

CIAOS guys. relax abit first k (especially rox!) haha. then we can leap into killer mode. wahaha.

HEY!
yayy we got our mp3 players x)
ladeedums. i love technology. heehee. i noe lots of pple dun like but i do!!

hmmm 1 week of hols coming up! haha so glad that we got to relax today. shiok!
wyna, qibx, rox, cor, lys and i went to watch a cinderella story. yupp, cheesy cliche chic flick but i still enjoyed it. haha cuz it was a fun movie. and wyna makes the funniest comments in movies. damn funny. x)

had lots of fun today! haha. damn, i think i`m deprived.
i dun like talking abt exams if u can tell. haha. let`s not mention anything abt exams~

okie dokes, i shall stop here!
ciao!

HAPPY SWEET 16th CUTIE!
haha hope u had a great day yeapps. see i`m such a nice person!! writing u a msg on my blog. haha. -grin- see ur fave colour PINK! lol.. kk study hard yeahh.. stop slacking! *hugs. tk care. much love.

better thank me for this!

hmmm.. wad a day.
had lunch w my mom and aunt. went walking ard. i`m seriously deprived of shopping. and i didn`t even do much of it. haha. oh gee. but nvm i thought it was qt good. i mean, i bought stuff for other pple. NOT for me. lol. wahhh* ;P
then went to meet lys and the rest at amk library. hee thanks lyssie for ur help! -grin-

got an email from my dad entitled, "great quotes by great ladies"

:)
ok so let me post sm!

this is soooo TRUE. girl POWER! x)
Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry with your girlfriends
-Laurie Kuslansky-


When women are depressed they either eat or go shopping. Men invade another country.
-Elayne Boosler-

oh my this one`s really funny! xP
A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car.
-Carrie Snow-

okkiee. let`s move on to some random ones..

Anger is only one letter short of danger.

To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends, you and me......
You brought another friend ...
And then there were 3 .
We started our group ..
Our circle of friends....
There is no beginning or end ....

all girls shld read this:
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

hhahah talk abt gossiping.

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.

ok enough.
that`s all folks! x))