hey.. i learnt a new game today >> pom pee pee. hahaha retarded.
it`s really quite a funny game.. u need finger coordination man! xP learnt from pz and kim. played w them, lys and nicola during chinese cuz our laoshi wasn`t here. lols.

well o well..
i seriously think that i`m coming down w sth.. i think i better stop shouting in dance alr. my nose is like perpetually blocked and my throat`s kinda reverted back to it`s old condition. dang it.. and yes, i am very worried abt dance and drama nite.. sheesh let`s not talk abt it. enough has been said.

hmmm, i can`t wait for Arts Fest this Sat! i wanna buy the "IJ on board" thing. so cooool! hahah. i just love IJ. x) and it`s our 150th anniversary, sth tt i think we all shldn`t miss out on.. i mean we`re sec 4 alr, shld grab any opportunity to treasure our sch. x) excitinggg. lala.

and Wild Wild Wet is another destination! aaa.. all the exciting things. but that`s on monday. well, i doubt tt we shld be doing all this now. it`s like the TOTALLY wrong time. :S crappy. i wanna watch Spiderman 2 also! argh. i bet i`ll end up missing it. this sucks poo. :(

in addition, the teachers have been torturing us with their acid tongues ! hahah i mean they keep mentioning the prelims. especially miss wan. oh dearie me! :| BLAH!!
okie i think i better leave now. ciaoss.
CHEERRS! x)

hello welloss.
smtimes i think i blog for the sake of blogging. :P haha.. cuz i really have nt much to blog abt. i mean, day in day out is the same bloody thing right..

well, cor and i are gonna start speaking chinese to each other so that we can improve on our oral skills. haha.. i really doubt that we`d keep to tt. but it`s good practice! x)

yupps, i agree with corinne. really can`t wait for dnd to be over.. once it`s over, it`s all studies. yes? haha, oh gosh, sounds so unappealing! :| it`s just like nightmare after nightmare.. eeeks. aww mann, this whole week is jam-packed with dance.. i can`t breathe! like cor said, this whole week is wasteddd. nw i feel like everything has just gone to waste.. all the lectures have gone down the drain. all the effort. ugh. i shan`t think of it in such a negative light, it`ll only make things worse.. x)

i really like the song "ocean avenue" by yellowcard.. and "somewhere only we know" by keane. very nice! but i dun have the latter. qb`s being a sweetie and d/ling it for me now! x) yay! hahha.. songs are great soures of relaxation.. i like having background music when i do work. very soothing! lalala.

okies i`m starving.. still gotta wait for my dinner.

omg, dinner smells insatiable! especially since i didn`t have lunch..
oooh YUMMMY! my tastebuds are tingling at the aroma. mmmmm ooo! haha.
ok i think i have blogger`s block at this v moment. can`t think of wad to type.
well, first day of the term.. same ole i guess. haha..
the stress is building! MOUNTING on us like BRICKS! i`m suffocating.....
ok maybe i`m exaggerating A LITTLE. xP hee.
aiights, i shall go do my amaths hw now! byeee.

last day of the hols! :(
oh noooooo i dun wanna go back to sch.. this is qt depressing!
i`m still in one of those holiday moods. i need to change my mode soon! like *click click* studying mode! bahh--
i watched Center Stage just now! they`re so damn goood. they can float, i swear* ahaha.
well, there`s spiderman on cable now. i happen to like spiderman bt i`m just in no mood to go downstairs. guess i`m too darn lazy.
hahaha corinne`s entry abt yesterday was really funny! :) it made us sound like lil kiddies.. but toys 'r' us brings out the kids in all of us! right? x)
i feel like watching spiderman now bt i think i`ve missed too much. no pt alr. oh wells. and it`s the last screening of Spiderman this month. :(
i`m still thinking abt hw i really dun wanna go back to sch tmr. wld anyone like to noe our dance schedule for the first week of sch?
MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY.
so basically, i meant the whole wk! oh myyy. we only have sunday to rest. k look`s like i`m really dreading this coming week. ie. starting tmr! yikes!
hahah i think my sentences are rather disjointed and outta pt but....
I WANNA WATCH SPIDERMAN II! x) it opens 30th june. oh boy, i dun think i`ll have e time to watch it.. but i really dun wanna miss it. it looks good!
oh dearie me, my table`s a MESS! my wkshts are everywhere. i hope i can find all of them and put 'em in a file. eeeeeeps. everything`s everywhere. it`s such an eyesore!
i guess i`ll go pack my stuff tmr now. and then head on to my reading which i find immense delight in!
ciaoo..

btw, i forgot to blog abt one impt thing! >> i dreamt of ben mckenzie from OC and julian from nip/tuck last nite! OMG OMG! drool worthy. red hot alert! yeah baby.

i despise certain felines. kapooi!
UGH.

hello...
last sat of the sch hols. i`m sad. boohoo. sob.
anyhoo, spent it with the ooga*s minus cheryl n rox. CHERYL! HOW DARE U ABANDON US! hmmpfs. :(
well, we wanted to watch Mean Girls which was actually supposed to be out on the 24th of June but somehow, it wasn`t showing in any of the cinemas. how odd. so we ended up walking ard. and doing nonsense. we ate at Lips even though i had my lunch alr! i ate waffle w ice cream. damn shiok! -rubs belly-
hahha.. we wrote on our nails again. i specially drew the smiley faces on everyones` thumbs. how cute! haha and i wrote the letters C, U, T, and E on qb`s and my nails. heehee. :p it`s a fact! lol..
so we saw the so-called "hip hop kidz" at Forum. they were all style man. whoooosh* hahaha and we played at toys 'r' us. talk abt lame. heehee. but it was kinda fun actually. i thought the football game thingy was qt fun! and then we went to the soft toys section and started doing retarded things. hhaah u`ll understand when corinne uploads her pix. lol.
after that, we ate again!! had fries at Macs. do we ever stop eating? NO. bah. lol.

ANYHOW! i am very upset. I WANT MY PUMPS!
i wish my feet were bigger!!!! i hate the fact that they are so minute. arghs. it`s like i can fit into the shoe perfectly but when i walk, my foot just slips out. hmmpf. sucker! haha. so now i have to resort to those liners for the shoes so i can actually wear the pumps. hw sad. but i still want them. it`s v niceee. heehee.

aiightss, i shall just stop here. going blog hopping.

--smtimes i think i might be insane--

hello!!
haha went to sch for dance today. it wasn`t a long practice. actually, the main purpose was to collect money for the costumes. haha. xP
so mari and i went shopping for the sec 1s today! we bought alllll their costumes alr. except charissa`s. cuz she didn`t pay up :S anyhoo, it was damn fun! we spent abt 400 plus on costumes. but cuz of the discount, it was like 300 plus. alot right?! we got 500 plus from the sec 1s and our costume budget for DANCE AND DRAMA NITE is like $500!! haha. weird right. but ours is nt included in this budget. anyway, it was really fun to do the shopping. mari and i were like laughing hyenas! i think the costumes are cooool ok. and the agogo ones are very striking. lol. :P if u noe wad i mean! we ended up with 4 large plastic bags to carry home. oh dear God. heh. mari and i were like damn embarrassed. hee.
we had lunch at cafe cartel. it was soooo filling. actually, i dun think it`s worth the money. but mari made a fool outta herself in front of the 'waiteress'. hahah pte joke! lalala. damn funny. lalala.
had lots of fun today. i mean, spending other pple`s money on clothes is FUN! haha. it`s just like a personal shopper. coolio*
aiights, i`m off. OC tonight! YAYY! 3 cheers! sth i can look 4ward to.

the word of the day >> sacrifice.
how many sacrifices have u made? that`s sth i think many shld ponder abt.
well, wad if the sacrifices u make might not be worth it? wad if sacrificing means that u have to risk wad`s very impt to u? wad`s done is done. there`s no turning back once u`ve made ur choices. there`s no room for regrets. only amendments.
priorities wld be another key term in my life right now. i think everyone of us shld sort our priorities out. but then, wad if u have commitments? i rem mr. tan talking to rox and i last yr. he told us both good and bad news. sth i wld not elaborate on. i held on to the good news. it was that that prevented me from falling, from looking at a different perspective which wld leave me hollow and upset. but wad if u can`t even fulfil the 'good news'? isn`t that just utterly disappointing? wad if that piece of 'good news' was ur main sacrifice for sth that shldn`t be very impt? and because of tt sacrifice, u have to make even more sacrifices. one sacrifice leads to another and so on. i think only few can understand wad i`m talking abt. read between the lines. u do lit? ugh. all i noe is that i can`t start regretting now. it`s too late. ONE whole bloody month has passed me by with a flick of a wrist. 4 days left. 96 hrs. so many things to do. so little time.
ok i think i`ve said enough.

+ a curse isn`t real unless u believe in it +

it`s gonna be another long long day. :)
plaster a smile on ur face and think happy thoughts ; that might make the day better x)

had 10 hrs of dance today.
i think that speaks for itself.
do i really wanna elaborate abt dance?
HAH!
well, the whole day was pretty much jam-packed with it am i right?
lol.. well it was half good and half bad.
fun at the beginning when we were cleaning up the steps. but as the day proceeded, things got outta hand. well, let`s just say i dun think pple like to repeat themselves. it gets tiring u noe? to hear urself and some others repeat the same ole shit is just wad i call sickening. then, u get sick and tired of doing it, u just wanna scream. hmmm, i think many noe how i feel like. it`s not stress. it`s frustration. that`s the perfect word to describe hw u feel when u see the results of ur labour. it ain`t no fruits for sure man. we have to resort to giving them lectures after every run-thru. it not only wastes time but also energy. disappointing wld be another very suitable word. well, thank God, at the end, they did a good run-thru of it. but that was after NUMEROUS times of "everybody, can ya`ll sit down here" and etc. i noe listening to us lecture SUCKS but if u repeatedly not follow SIMPLE instructions, u just gotta bear with it and listen hard. a simple SMILE from ya`ll is even SOO hard to attain. wad more? now, we might even have to resort to corinne`s idea of applying "vaseline" (sp?) to their teeth. i highly doubt that they`d want that. -shakes head- wad to do wad to do. it`s wad i call heart-wrenching.

anyhow, moving on, kris and i were ranting in the bus abt some stuff. and really, i`m so glad that we feel the same way. our lives are ruled by this 5 letter word. well, like kris said, 2 weeks more !! haha, yes, i think that`s comforting :)
the phrase of the day shall be "slogging away". for 3 WHOLE yrs. i guess it`s some how worth it. i miss the old sch. i miss the old times. i miss e.t. i miss the chicken rice lunches. i miss the rushing back to e dance studio for dance and getting stitches. i miss the thrill of tking the lift up to the dance studio :P
oh yes, we completed the entire silverdust dance! haha. YAY* so happy. lalaal. i miss the dusters too :(
oh yeah, while looking at cloth during the meeting after dance today, corinne and i felt particularly nostalgic at the sight of the netty gold cloth. *sigh* those wonderous times. it brings a tear to my eye. it`s just these past few days that i`ve been reminiscing. like the comm meetings we had at Art Bistro. SO FUN! the dance camp we had last yr. the lectures that we got from e.t from time to time. the EVERYTHING. oh dearie me. -sob sob- it`s just really sad to think that these are all gone now. wad we have left are just memories. at least we have memories right?
ok enough abt this. if i continue, i think i`ll be really sad cuz it`s that time of the month and i`m feeling rather emotional . :P

aiights. time for dinner. ciaos.

``sometimes a good cry helps``

website back up after my impulsive move of tking it down
no changes YET. peace_

hello hello hello
went to roxy`s hse the cafeteria downstairs to do our Amaths papers together. :) yayy! we finished the st. nicks prelims one. FINALLY! :)
roxy did a very "SMART" thing today. note the inverted commas. she went to the 231 bus stop to wait for me when she noes that i tk 851 to her hse!!!! haha she walked all the way to the mrt that side ok. silly toot! and then she realised that i wasn`t gonna be at braddell that side when i reached her hse. ahahahaah. she`s really damn hilarious. no one can beat her i tell u! :P laalla, nvm i still love u hubby even tho u can be really BLUR sometimes.

okay just this random thought.
Gattaca is very much like our lit story, "The Machine Stops". it`s in the 'not-so-distant' future where pple who aren`t PERFECT are invalids just like how they kill babies if they weren`t fit for the soceity in Machine age. just one difference. in Gattaca, everyone HAS to be perfect; good health, smart, no myopia, good looks. in The Machine Stops, pple`s muscles are atrophied, they have neither hair nor teeth. gosh sounds so sick. but it`s the same concept, u become an "invalid" when u dun fit into the soceity. man, talk abt conformity. i think tt this cld actually come true in maybe another 80 yrs down the road. i won`t be here then. this world will become a loveless, lifeless and sad place. oh no, the sad reality.

ahahah k i think that was kinda morbid. i am very happy! u noe why? i have a book to read; River`s End. coolio! anddd, i borrowed 2 VCDs from rox; 10 things i hate abt u + center stage. i`ve watched them before but i like them so i`ll watch them again. :)

oh dearie me, i`ve only done ONE s.s essay. i seriously think tt it`s quite redundant to ask us to do 8 essays on the same topic. wad if the teachers spot wrongly and it isn`t switzerland?! they might not be right u noe. jee, how to trust them when they`ve made a mistake before. i`d rather they give us 8 essays, each one on a different topic. that`d make more sense. so now, our s.s grades lies in our teacher`s hands cuz they insist that Switzerland will come out. -crosses fingers- i do hope so. :| but i shall just be a good student and try to complete some more essays ? lol. :)

okay, i forgot to mention. i sprained my left thumb while dancing yesterday. hahah. i jammed it on the ground and it really hurts now. haha. in addition, i use my left thumb to msg and it`s just aggravating it. poor me. lol. qb claims that she has healing powers and she can heal it. ahahah right. no money to guess whether she failed or passed. haha well, she failed miserably. i, on the other hand, DO have GENUINE healing powers. ;) haha i guess i`m just really bored and i`m not making any sense at all. lala.

oh yes, before i forget, pple in 4/9!! there isn`t lit class tmr cuz mrs. alex is sick. dun waste a trip down to sch k! :)

oh noooo i haven`t spent any time with lyssie this holiday. so saddd. :( and i`ll be so bz this week with dance and all. gotta buy costumes for the sec1s. i miss lys. sigh. LYS! which day are u freeee? boo hoo hoooooo. x(

all right i think this is a rather long entry.
enough small talk.
byesssss! :)

where`s my daily dosage of cute-ness?
i`m feeling deprived.
this calls for an effective treatment.

i am positively depressed right now. i just read corinne`s blog and realised that I MISSED SIMPLE LIFE last nite!!!!! OMG!!! i am hyperventilating!!!! arghhhh. this is really annoying the hell outta me. hmmpf. i was bz talking on the phone last nite instead of watching the FIRST episode of Simple Life. oh dear God, how am i gonna get past this?! ughhh.

ok on to something more light-hearted. had a performance at fort canning this morning. well, for more details and even photos, pls read corinne`s bloggie. haha.

headlines for today:
heelys wants to sponsor us!

COOL right? lol. but i dun really fancy those rolly polly shoes. they kinda annoy me. but it`d be cool to be sponsored. x) hahaha. like how my second sis was sponsored by LA gear when she was like 11-12 yrs old. which was errrmmm, (counts) 14 yrs ago! OMG, that`s long. haha. but free shoes to dance for them sounds all right to me. lol. :)

okay, so went for Father`s Day lunch at Carlton Hotel after the performance. we had dim sum at this restaurant. whoa! the food was good! -rubs belly- very yummyyyy! hahah. such a satisfying meal. after which, we went home and watched Gattaca on DVD. i happen to like Ethan Hawke. i think he`s rather charming actually. very sleek. :P

aiighty, i shall just stop here for nw.
i`m still grumbling at the back of my mind abt Simple Life. RAHH!!!!

hellloooooo.
went out w roxy to help her look for her confirmation skirt. and guess wad?! we did it real quick! yesyes, i noe, i`m a genius. hahaha. :P thankyou thankyou. -curtsies- but it`s nice! i`m absolutely positive abt it. :) suits her perfectly. oh my hubby looks sooo sweeeet in it that it almost looks gay. hahahahaha! but seriously, it`s pretty. lala. so proud of us. x)

la dee dums. all right, i shall be a good lil girl and stay home tmr to do some work! yes i can do it! so wad if it`s a saturday? haha. i dun care! omg, i am very annoyed cuz i didn`t noe there was amaths class today and i wld have gone if i knew there was. ugh! wth.. but too bad, it`s over, i can`t turn back time, can i?

i want to read the Da Vinci Code! andddd.. i wanna read Anne Rice`s books too cuz i like to read abt vamps and witches. VERY interesting :) rox calls it satanic but i just think it`s interesting fiction. i`m sure witches exist. as in not like the Charmed ones, but more like those who do spells and what-nots. uber cool man! orchard library SUCKS. i was in denial today cuz i decided to give orchard library a shot but it really confirmed my doubts. IT SUCKED. i feel like reading thrillers and mystery books. lala*

aiights, the internet is seriously not that exciting at the moment.
have fun.

okay had dance today. i actually found it really fun.
especially the "fun session" that we had. i decided to ask the sec1s to do sit-ups u see. then birdie and all decided to join in. so, in the end, EVERYBODY started doing sit-ups etc etc. the achey kinda things. x) then, we did jumping jacks! and Patrick`s old warm-up sets. damn fun. haha. we had nth to warm up for cuz it was alr almost dismissal time. lol. then we had this so-called "bonding" session. donn and kyna are evil. pure evil! muahah. i shan`t speak of wad their dirty lil minds were up to. :P lala.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
BUFFET WITH NIKKI DARLING.
sakae buffet was dreadfully painful after our 16th plate. haha. we were dying. so much for starving in the morning and being able to eat ALOT. nicole can say, "NO PROBLEM" when i told her we shld hit 25 plates. lol. we had lots of fun!! :) i`ve missed her so so much. we felt so fat ya noe. ugh. haha. anyway, i was so exhausted after eating and walking ard for a while. she claimed she was really tired too when she didn`t even have dance! lol. twerppp! we are going to cut our hair at this japanese sounding place in wisma. yay* looks quite cool actually. loveya nikki*

i`m TOTALLY drained now. i dun even noe why. i had dance camp the past 2 days and didn`t feel like this at all. i hope i`m not coming down with anything. this is not normal. oh jee. i hope i`m well. i wanna sleeep like now. zzzzz.

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had dance camp again.
i think that the sec1s have this problem -- they are all right during practice and can be quite good and hyped up :) [that`s the good part] BUT when it comes to performing, they like freak out or sth. oh no, gotta find a way to make them not be afraid to dance in front of an audience. cuz there`s gonna be approx 500 pple there on the REAL day. hmmmm, we need a solution!

i miss the silverdust dance (even tho i`m not supposed to mention the word "silverdust"). ooops i just did it again. haha. see mr. tan, we still remember all ur lectures. i think u`ve drilled it into our heads for a long time coming. haha. we were dancing it again but kris wasn`t there :( it was really quite fun. and then we got a lil wee bit mad. we start singing "i`ll be loving u forever" offkey! haha. so that`s the song i dedicate to the DUSTERS. hee* i`ve missed the six-some. but the memories will remain close to my heart. :) it was really a roller-coaster ride then. and like all roller-coasters, i loved it to bits. these are memories u cannot replace. ;) [except 4 the "problematic grp" thing.] :P

after dance, rox, corinne and i went to walk walk in town. haha, rox was insisting on sitting at coffee bean. THAT LAZY BUM. :P but corinne and i wanted to walk. so we went to look-see. but seriously, there`s nth nice. wad a bore! oh, but the 3 of us used these tester nail polish thingamajig to paint a smiley face on our thumb. soooo cute!!! x)) hahaha. really man. our trademark now. lalala.

okie doky, i have no other stuffies to blog abt. catch ya`ll later *

Had dance camp today. was all right actually.
the ice breakers were really quite funny i must say! :P
i always like to watch them play the games and laugh hysterically. hee.

OOOH i received alyssa`s postcard! thank u. i miss u, lyssie! sigh. guess wad.. the postcard is a picture of two butts in bikini bottoms. and 1 of them is wearing a g-string so i can see all the butt flesh. EWWW. sick. haha. :P
i wish i was in Europe too, soaking in the atmosphere. BUT where am i now?! haha the bloody HOT and HUMID tiny red dot called Singapore. haha poor us. -grumble grumble-

*takes a deep breath* i smell BACON AND EGGS! omg.. YUMMMMYYY* -licks lips* smackilicious. ooh, the aroma tentalising my nostrils. mmmm mmm. after dinner, i can have ben and jerry`s icecream! then i can have snacks. so many to choose from! wahhh. ahha. this is haven. dun we just love food. ooopsie* i`m back to my piggish ways.

super pig out day on thurs! YES* i can`t wait. nikki, i TOO have sushi withdrawal symptoms w u. and i missie u. lalala. we gonna stuff our faces baby!
i think i`m too hyper.

my father is currently coaxing the birds to sing. oh the heavens, pls save me from this agony. the STUPID birds. i wanna burn them, roast them, grill them! my sister intends to shoot it. i really DON`T think that their singing is THAT lovely or any shit like tt. i think it`s just piercing and annoying, ESPECIALLY when they dun sing, but do some kinda snapping sound w their throats BEFORE they sing. like, "KIAK KIAK KIAK" really loudly. and my dad just commented, "eh this bird is damn irritating, singing the same tune." OMG, for the FIRST time, he actually speaks some words of wisdom. lol.

ok i shan`t rant and rave anymore. BYE! dinner timeeee.

dance camp tmr.
9-5pm. and also on wed.
wad kinda camp is this when u DON`T sleepover?! dumbass shithead WOMAN. haha. bloody selfish WOMAN. whooops. i mean seriously, u can`t even call it a camp. we`re gonna be training like MOST of the time. retarded WOMAN. oh whoops, pardon me. ahem.

my mom wants me to have ding tai fung w her. lol. hmm* i`m contemplating it.
i just did my lit essay and boy was it strenuous! slogging away......
ARGH. my thoughts are back on that WOMAN again. stupid woman. go and accept invitations w/out asking us and we alr said NO! wtf. she has NO regard WHATSOEVER for our welfare OR our studies at all. ugh. wasting my precious thoughts on her. i shld just plan her murder or sth. i`d come up a w THOUSAND ways to slaughter her. muahaha!

i guess i won`t be going to ding tai fung anymore. i`m starving too badly. the acid in my tummy CHURNING. rah* i`ll just stick to noodles for today. i`ll have my feast another day. actually, i pretty much dun have ANOTHER day. my life is controlled by dance. it`s ruled by dance, isn`t it? i used to be so fond of it, but now it`s just a pain cuz of THAT WOMAN. yup, i noe. i`m blaming it on her but seriously, i bet lots of pple will agree. hiaks. i`m gonna shut up.

okie i`m gonna have my lunch.

sunny sunday.
hot sunday. EWWWWW.
THE WEATHER SUCKS. ughhh.
there`s finally a good show today; Bend it like Beckham.
*punches fist into air*
like finally.
i have nth to blog abt. NOTHING. BAH.
haha oh dear Lord. qb wants me to blog abt her. talk abt thick skin!
wad to say abt her? hmmm* -thinks hard-
lemme show u the conversation

..... says:
why u nv blog ?
sparkiex``sammie[*] hypnotiq\\ this is my style. says:
hahaha wad u want me to blog abt
sparkiex``sammie[*] hypnotiq\\ this is my style. says:
gimme an idea
...... says:
i dunno
...... says:
i thot u blog everyday
sparkiex``sammie[*] hypnotiq\\ this is my style. says:
hahahah
sparkiex``sammie[*] hypnotiq\\ this is my style. says:
i do..
...... says:
blog abt me !

DISGUSTING right?! hahha. :P but it`s ok. cuz she`s my cutie and i`ve gotta love her despite her dreadful flaws x)) heehee. oh yes, i noe u`re very honoured that i`m typing all of this right! let`s quote wad she said from the last time tt i mentioned her, "im so honoured. u wrote one whole paragraph abt me!" hahaha damn funny la.
okie i better stop if not her she`ll be TOO honoured. and then, the EGO kicks in. lol.
byebye!

the humid weather is back. i can feel it.
beads of perspiration shining on my skin. my palms doing the same ole- sweating.

i suddenly have this urge to cut my hair. i think it`s wayy too long alr. looks kinda shaggy to me man. i want to do something drastic to my hair! like SNIP SNIP SNIP and it`s all GONE. haha then i`ll experience the after-effects of it. i`ll be perpetually depressed. lol! maybe i`m not so good at this risk-taking after all.
but i DO wanna cut my hair. hmmm. i`m always afraid tt sth will go wrong and then i wld want my old hair back.. BUT come ON! like long hair can always be tied up! hahah. i feel like i have a split personality. must be the heat. yupp, blame it on the heat. :P

btw, i think that currently ashley and mary kate olsen cannot act. maybe when they were kids, yeah. but now, NO. when they act, they care so much abt how they look like that they can`t even do it naturally. it`s really funny when u see them struggling to look good and angry at the same time. xP no offense to ashley and mary kate fans k. lol.

btw, i think mischa barton and benjamin mckenzie(sp?) are really HOT! i was searching for photos of them yest and i saw the pic of mischa in sixth sense. and OH BOY, did she grow up pretty. but a ghost can`t exactly look that radiant either right. haha. the OC is just such a hotilicious show. just wanna drool and ogle at their hot bods. oohlala! pardon me. haha.

okie i feel like doing sth today. dun tell me stay home. haha. which i wld most prob do. but there`s still so much of this saturday left! *lifts an eyebrow.
aiights, i`m off. x)

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here it is
CLICK!

i finally get to rest. i finally have a chance to tk a breather.

today is Friday. shld be having fun but i shall just discipline myself and stay home :) the phrase TGIF really fits. no dance. no commitments...for today ie.

caught day after tmr yesterday. very similar to The Core and Deep Impact. good effects. unfortunately, i didn`t get to watch the digital one cuz it was too late. it was just another one of those Armageddon kinda shows. ending was as usual; very cliche. but it`s worth ur money i guess x)

i feel like eating sushi. sashimi -eyes light up- heehee. oh well, i noe my mom`s buying back sushi for me! *beams* GREAT.

i have this itch to read the Da Vinci Code now. seems rather interesting actually. i dun mind such entertainment. lol.

another random thought.
can`t concentrate on bloggin cuz this ain`t the impt thing now. i think pple shld always be happy with wad they have. cuz listening to my friend`s complicated life, i figured that everyone shld be contented w wad they have. everyone obviously has to strive for the best. that`s the only way that u can make ur life out to what u planned it to be. the thing is, i really despise pple who complain abt their lives when they alr have everything that one can own. have they ever spared a thought for how others felt? count urself lucky man. rely on urself. stop being so dependent on others.

i think that`s enough rants and raves for the morning.
spinng;; accidentally in love.
gd stuff.

rox and i were absolutely shameless today.
i promised myself that i wld start work today after lunch.
-sheepish grin-
welllll, we DID have our chicken rice lunch (yes, lick ur lips!) and then to my utter dismay, we went walking ard. hahaha. note the sarcasm* pls. :)
we went looking for roxie-anna`s confirmation skirt. i swear* that there`s NOTHING nice at ALL! -bleah-
I HAVE DECIDED FOR HER. she`s wearing pants. hahhaa. she agreed. damn funny. i was like, "ok, wear this, wear this and wear this." :) i love this kinda shopping.
we ended up shopping till 4plus. rox made me feel really scared in the toilet cuz she was saying we are running outta time. i freaked. she loves to do these kinda things--freaking pple out abt exams and anything impt.
anyhoo there`s World Idol tonight. yippeees*
i like the song, "the reason is u" or sth like tt. it`s v sweet :)
btw, qb was a total shit head today. she took my phone in a useless attempt to delete her photo in my phone. she DID delete a photo of her, but the WRONG one! silly cutie! muahahahaahah. u have to obey me now! lol. :P oh yes, sorry cutie for hitting u so hard but then right, u deserve it! x) firstly, u took my phone w/out my permission. secondly, u hit my daughter`s boobs 4 times. (!!!) lastly, u promised to tk a photo but u didn`t! so now, u SUFFER! muahaha. -evil grin- lalala*
okie dokes, i shall just stop here.
cheers!

+i close my eyes and pretend to fly+

hey back from dance.
had lots of fun yesterday. i really cannot be bothered to type it all out. in a rush now anyways. u can read qb`s blog for more info :P hahah
btw, if u are the kind of person who doesn`t pay attention to the movie, dun watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. but if u`re a deep kinda person, then watch it. it was not bad. i understood it and was trying to explain to qb and cheryl. damn funny. then they started confusing me. lol x)
okay i am feeling guilty again. shit!
aye aye.
i gotta go do some stuff now.
gonna go cycling @ cheryl`s soon. :) heehee. FUN.
aiights, later.
a tick for a tack and
a knick for a knack.

ROXY`S BACK! :):) grinn*

ok I MISS ALYSSA. -tear-
it`s gonna be like forever till the time she comes back. :( she`ll only be back in the last week of june. how pathetic. and that`s supposed to be the studying time. BAH! and i`m officially jealous lyssy. how cld u go to Europe w/out packing me into ur luggage! lol :p

lit class tmr. how i dread it so much. 2hrs of gruelling literature. i bet i`ll be half asleep. but then again, it`ll be mrs. alex and she`s quite entertaining to say the least. :) all her SJI stories etc. highly amusing.

i`m feeling quite guilty now. i`ve been slacking for the past week. and that is like 168 precious hrs lost. i better start hardcore work once the brand new week starts. for now, it`s chilling season. jee, come to think of it, i can`t really start the hardcore work properly. i have dance almost every fricking day. by the time i get home, it`s abt evening. i`ll be dead tired to even try and start doing sth. i agree with rox abt the love-hate relationship that we all have with dance. :S enough on this topic.

i insist that the ooga*s must watch the day after tmr tmr. lol. tt sounded funny. oh no, but corinne has watched it alr. sigh. and alyssa`s not in sg. :( so that`s just cheryl, rox and qb. hmmm* SIGH!

argh. i`m feeling very irritable now.
so i better just stop here.

can love be cultivated?

saturday. check.
bored. check.
sleepy. check.
nth-to-do. check.
chatting to qb on msn. check.
lazy. check.
bored. check.
bored. check!!
desperately looking for sth to do. check.

it`s pretty much a pathetic BORING and deathly saturday afternoon.
the weekends are such a DRAGGG.
ohhh i have fallen in love with these nike shoes. actually mari`s nikes. haha.
but that`s besides the pt. i have also fallen in love w the patent ones! -jumps ard-
even my mommy thinks it`s quite nice. oooh lala. queensway shall be by next shopping destination.
oh crapppp. "the thirteenth warrior" just started w/out me. stupid vcd. haha. actually my parents.
cheers.

yes i am bored. and this is the second time i am blogging.
just had my dinner and my durian :P dun drool guys! i`ll bring a bucket for ya`lls.
aiights, i`m REALLY sinking into the utter world of boredom.
so here`s a quiz.
stole it from some person`s blog! haha thanks. (i dun noe her btw)

1: Grab e book nearest to u,turn to page 18,find line 4.wat does it says:

x. "she said". *ohgollies wad a dumbass sentence.

2: Stretch ur left arm out as far as u can.Wat do u touch 1st?

x. the air! absolutely nth.

3: What is e last thing u watched on TV?

x. michelle branch`s video.

4: WITHOUT LOOKING,guess wat e time is:

x. 7.55pm

5: Now look at e clock,wat is e actual time?:

x. 7.55pm!!!! OMG!!! i have psychic powers :))

6: With e exception of the computer,wat can u hear?:

x. the stupid birds singing and the sound of the tv

7: When did u last step outside?Wat were u doing?:

x. i stepped outta the hse at 10plus to go to town.

8: Before u came to tis website,wat did u look at?:

x. sam shing`s blog.

9: What are u wearing?:

x. shorts and tee.

10: Did u dream last night?:

x. definitely. ALOT. tho i can`t rem wad.

11: When did u last laugh?:

x. err i think like 5 mins ago.

12: What is on e walls of e room u are in?:

x. i`m nt in a room. i`m in the open study area. well, the walls have nth on it.

14(a): What book are u currently readin?:

x. this nora roberts book. i forgot the title.

14(b): What is e last book u finished?:

x. erhh i can`t rem. ohhh if it`s not a storybook, then it`s my chinese shou ce! :P

16: If u became a multi-millionaire overnight, wat wld u buy 1st?:

x. hmmm a car! cuz i love cars. but then, i can`t drive yet. i`ll give it to my sisters.

17: Tell me somethin abt u tt I dunno:

x. well, read the title of my blog above : unravel the mystery;me.

18: If u cld change 1 thing abt e world,regardless of guilt or politics, what would it be?

x. i would tk away all the sufferings of the world so that everyone cld be happier.

19: Do u like to dance?:

x. of course! i`m a dancer. :)

20: Wat is e last thing u ate or drank?

x. last thing i ate: durian. last thing i drank: water.

21(a): Imagine ur 1st child is a gal,wat do u call her?:

x. i haven`t thought abt tt yet. aren`t we just a tad too young?!

21(b): Imagine ur 1st child is a boy,wat do u call him?:

x. ditto.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:

x. of course. definitely. sg`s really small and boring. but i`d keep my citizenship.

fWAH that was a long quiz. i thought it was kinda interesting.
now i`m bored again. jee, i`m off.

didn`t have dance today. -phewwww- (wipes perspiration off forehead)
i think i`ve been going to sch wayy too much. isn`t it supposed to be the hols?
went out with my mommy today :) the usual stuff.

friendster`s kinda screwed right now. and i`m pretty bored. i dun like staying home and i dun like staying out too much cuz then, i feel tired. gee, what do i like!
i noe what i feel like doing! i feel like crashing at cheryl`s hse. hahah. :P qb and i were like inviting ourselves over to her hse. self invitation u call it. how disgusting of us. haha but i do think that we are having supper and tking a night walk on monday night. roxxxx, when u get back from camp, do read this and be free on monday night! haha. corinnee can`t go :( so sad! argh.

ohyess! i almost forgot!
ANYONE INTERESTED IN SUBSTITUTING SABRINA FOR THE SIZZLE PERFORMANCE?!?!
we are in dire need of an actress. we dun care if u can act or not. just as long as u are free and u are willing to do it, it`ll be perfect! :) ohyah, u must be in dance of course. donna mae can`t do it, maj won`t be in sg.. etcetc. we NEED someone! quick! be initiative :) i`m running outta pple to do this. sheeesh. so ANYONEEE? lol. just tagg.

oh gee, guess wad?! my dad finally went to COLLECT my sac photos from the shop! it has been like how-many-months?! oh dearie me. but the photos turned out quite well!! :) i was sooo relieved to see them cuz i thought the shopkeeper might have thrown it away. lol.

allrights. i shall just stop here. i have nth else to say.
God bless!

had dance today. so glad mari came :)) lol. i was dying w/out her!
i exhausted my creativity wayy too many times. "new ideas PLEASE!" haha.

and seriously, the sec1s (in the agogo part) dun seem to be tking this very seriously. yes, i noe that they wanna dance BUT i dun see it in their actions. do they look like they`re trying hard to be on time? NO. do they continuously practise their steps to keep up? NO. do they even bother to remember their mistakes and improve on them? NO. do they look like they`re trying? NO. if they really like dance so much, then TRY la! or least LOOK like u`re trying. i think these sec1s need some sense to be knocked into them.
they were supposed to practise their steps at home but the moment they started dancing, it was like HUH?! how come it`s worse than the last time!!! i think kris was right that they weren`t doing it properly cuz zailee wasn`t there.

ooh yea! jenna came :) i`ve missed ya mommy. haha. u better come back more often to visit us. we shall ALL go out soon k k? haha. like a dance reunion or sth. ;)

anyway, rox, qb, cheryl and i catched harry potter today. as usual, my high hopes were dashed. :( actually, i totally forgot wad happened in the story. i think i shall read the book again to refresh my memory. well, it wld be cool if u didn`t read the book i guess. the book just had more OOMPH to it. u noe how books are like.. they`re always better than the movies. the emotions that books can evoke in a person is like way more than what a movie can do. however, i didn`t read LOTR so i dunno abt tt one. i heard that the book is just a bore. haha. oh wells, preferences i guess? but then i can judge that cuz i didn`t read it.

yesterday
had dinner w kyna mei and joycey jie. wow, a sisters gathering. :) haha. haven`t seen joycey for a loooong time. missed her. we did lots of catching up. it was great fun at billy bombers. the milkshake was like.... -licks lips- yummilicious! haha. we all just talked and talked for so long. took some whacky photos which i will upload soon. but we shld do this more often!

some messages:

joycey jie* >> had lots of fun with ya! we shld like go out more often. haha. talked so much man. i`ve missedd yaa. haha. loveya lots*

kyna mei* >> hey meimei! haha. sorry i noe it wasn`t like our supposed birthday gathering yeah! but we still had lorryloads of fun right! x) i promise we can have our one-on-one soon k? *huggies. loveya!

okie i think this entry is long enough.
cheers!

why do pple lust for material things?
i guess it`s human nature.
sometimes, i do wish we still live in the stone age. ahh, what wishful thinking.
if only pple cld just be satisfied with what they already have then the world wldn`t be so bitter and cold.
it is in fact man themselves who bring misery upon themselves. if they didn`t want so much, they wldn`t suffer so much. it`s just as simple as that.
once again, we are victims of our own animosity. our own greed.
can anyone not agree?
hmmm what deep thoughts on a public holiday.
i guess the lethargy and laziness is getting to me.
i feel like sleeping. oh no. but i`ve got to change soon. -yawnnns
this one week of the hols will be slack week for me. and then it`s back to more serious things. i`m just gonna chill out and hang loose for now :)
cheeriox pals.
peace out_
DAWGS ;P

today was actually quite a good day!
spent (starts counting) abt 9 hrs in sch dancing! woohoo! yippeeeee*
oh no, this feels like deja vu.
anyway, i am very proud of myself on how the sec1s have progressed! yay_ :) they have improved a hell lot. -beams-
it was after dance that was really fun too!
rox wanted to go to the Hello shop so i accompanied her. i tell u ah, if i didn`t go w her, she wld be damn blur. lol, so funny! i think she`d be like HUHHH!
anyhoo, after going to the Hello shop, we went to buy tix for Shrek 2. after which, we went to Yoshinoya to eat our dinner.
rox and i had the time of our lives at Yoshinoya man! it was damn funn. we were like gossiping non-stop and laughing like hyenas. heeheehee. :) we just talked and talked. hilarious. i think many pple were like eavesdropping. waahahah. i seriously dunno hw we can see each other soo much and still have SO much to talk abt!
okies, Shrek 2 was really cute! but not that funny. i adore puss in boots!!! i wish i cld squish it. ooooh* hehee but really, it`s damn funny and cute. i love its accent too. la dee dums. overall, it wasn`t a slapstick funny kinda show.
so got home ard 9plus 10. i have been outta the hse for more than 12 hrs.
i think i need some shut eye.
good nite! :)