WE GOT FIRST!!!!!
FOR THE DANCE AND THE CHEER!!!! @ danceworks! x)))) so overall FIRST!!!! x))))
yayyyyy*
all our hard work has been paid off ;)
3 cheers for sizzle!
and ALL THE BEST to JAM and FLING k! x)
i am so relieved x)
heehee.. so glad that we made the sch proud..
and now.. we can REST :) haha
oooh yeah, thanks to all the pple who came to support us yeah.. it`s greatly appreciated~
nw, the final touch is to be awaited *hope so* haha we hafta pray realll hard that we can get into the finals!
aiights i`m off to do work.. yikes.. got loads!
*BEAMS MY WIDEST BEAM*

2 words to describe friday`s performance:
absolutely DISASTROUS.
it`s one of the WORST performances that we`ve ever done, excluding last yr's danceworks! finals..
raHhH!
i`m panicking and worrying abt TOMORROW`s competition. really i am.
it was so embarrassing to step off stage cuz i didn`t wanna show my face to the audience. it was pathetiq.
arghhhs. grrrs. pissed.
but today`s practice seemed fine. it was alot better. so i hope that NOTHING crocks up the dance tmr *touch wood* argh.
i`m just feeling dang restless about this whole thing. i know i shldn`t be so negative but it`s just NOT right. i dunno what it is. but i just feel that way.
we spent sooo much work on it and PLEASE DEAR GOD LET IT PAY OFF. :|
siiighh.. anyway here's a special msg:
roxy* >> hey bestie.. stay strong yeah.. i`ll always be here for u.. to lend u a shoulder to cry on, to listen to ur worries, ur rambles, to give u a hug and just to be here for u. that`s what friends are for right? love ya lots k.. just noe that he didn`t suffer and that he did lead a good life.. i love ya lots sweetie.. *bear hug* smile k? x)

and another msg out to the..
sizzle* >> hey guys, let`s just do our best and make ij proud k?

argh. feeling like bloody shit now. i dunno what i can do to help.
i feel like everything`s going wrong. like i said, this is just NOT right.
sigh. i`m off.

sch = boring
after sch = FUN!
hahaha..
had chem prac today.. rahhh.. today's one was quite shitty if i must say..
and like my day wasn`t that great either.. shan`t elaborate.. :|
but after sch was fun la! haha..
went to spotlight w rox and corinne to buy the accessories for danceworks! and the performance tmr.. i'm really damn scareddd.. :(
we had so much fun picking out the stuffies..
and bought:
1. hallows for the sec 1s
2. red cloth to be made into ribbons for syf pple's hair
3. butterflies for deco on the ballet outfit
4. BRIGHT RED nail polish for syf pple
5. the GAUDIEST reddish-pinkish-orangish blusher for dolls

heehee.. so yeahh! but roxy finally bought her pants la.. then after that, we went to mac's and corinne pigged out! heehee.. worse than me man! lols..
lalalala.. glad that we bought the stuff alr.. so now we`re all set! x)
yikes i`m shivering in my pants abt the performance tmr (for e vietnamese) and DANCEWORKS!.. that one is the absolute terror.. RAHH* x| sheeesh, we really need faith in ourselves la.. it`s like corinne, rox and i have a bad feeling abt this.. we noe that we`re not supposed to be so negative but yeah la.. nvm, we just gotta STRIVE HARD!!! WE CAN DO IT! -forces a smile- xD
kk i shall stop here..
seeyaa
cheers!

i got injured many times today.
like to know how?
well here they are :
1. hit on the head by a pole roxy was carrying.
2. tripped over my own long black grunge pants while running off.
3. punched in the eye by pohyee while changing during the dance.
4. whacked my arm against the ***king pillar while dancing (due to insufficent space).
5. kicked my kris while she was dancing.

tragiq story isn`t it?
haha. what am i to say.
speechless i guess?
haha but when can sam EVER be speechless right? teeheex.
i guess it`s just my bashing up day. i have a gazillon blue-blacks on BOTH my kneecaps! haha..
oooh ya, i`m so fascinated w the publishing of newspapers.. haha.. this chairman of SPH came to our sch today to give us a talk.. it was damn interesting! he really caught my attention man.. i mean during assemblies (?) i always tend to fall asleep.. anyhoo, it`s just nice to listen to this kinda insight! so inspiring.. lols..
aiights i shall stop here..
oh yes! i have a booook! yipppeeee! all thanks to roxypoxy! she brought me a book.. yayy*
oopsie, there`s chem prac tmr. i am *so* dreading it.. wahahahah! xP
kk seeyaa..
cheerios!

heyy..
i feel err ill.. dang it la.. i think i need to sleep early tonite.. not feeling so great.. :|
had a geog test today.. was err the kinda test where u just crap i guess.. lols.
we had a dozen free periods today.. was so dang boring.. *yawn* what a hot day too.. we were like dripping in class..
seriously, i think tt after self awareness camp (in my opinion), the class didn`t quieten down at all.. mayb like a 0.0000001%.. cuz to me, it still does seem darn noisy.. and it`s difficult to concentrate la.. i mean i noe i`m loud.. but i noe when to shut up k.. after all, this IS a crucial yr right.. i mean it`s fine to talk.. but like talk w limitations.. sighhh what to do.. haha 4/9`s what u wld call an "outgoing" class.. haha..
so tired.. *as usual* omg.. a thousand buckeroos to whoever who guesses why i am tired.. it's just such *difficult* qn eh.. haha
duh duh duh.. had dance! what else? i mean is it THAT hard to guess? haha.. gna burn out soon.. haha..
mann today is like what, tuesday? and i already can`t wait for the week to end.. i mean like it hasn`t even really started and here i am rabbling abt how i wish friday wld come.. but the faster friday comes, the sooner the competition is.. -shudders- haha kinda excited tho..
hmm gonna be performing for the vietnamese pple on friday nite.. good exposure for e sec1s.. so glad that we have this opportunity.. but then again, we ARE drained, aren`t we? hhaha..
it seems that whenever i open my mouth now and talk abt sth, it`s always related to dance.. wahaha.. like NOW.. man i have no variety.. lols. xP
oh yes.. we had a stupid sex and sexuality lesson today by brenda wan.. gollies.. i mean like wth is the point of giving such a lesson for 16 yr olds who might noe even MORE than the teacher.. ahha i mean like, come on, look at how corrupted everyone is alr.. even w such an "exciting" topic, half the class fell asleep.. gee* talk abt a BORE. come on man, come up w something new.. sheesh.. lack of creativity.. wahahas.. oh yeah.. and i drew this woman`s "figure" on the board w/ skimpy clothes and it turned out to look like a transvestite w a minute head! wahahah!
kk i think i shall stop here.. really have nth much else to say.. blahblah..
good nites all..
cheers!

dance as usual..
haha.. i guess things are taking shape already.. i hope* haha
we had a mini audience today which is good la.. helps the sec 1s.. cuz they might get stage fright..
hmm geog test tmr.. i *so* dun wanna fail.. errr ok.. i mean who WANTS to fail right? but sheesh.. die la..
k i better go now.. ciaosss
*cheers!

i am officially annoyed.
rahHh*
this morning i woke up w a stupid eye infection. so i went to the doctor cuz my left eye was swollen. >=S
well now i noe what it`s called.. it's blepharitis.
sheesh*
so that means that i can`t wear contacts to sch tmr! haha.. -looks at roxy and sends telepathy- haha.. sheesh..
but i`m kinda happy tooo.. cuz ma daddy allows me to go get new glasses! yayyy* haha.. not that i use my glasses alot.. only like @ home and times like these when i get eye infections.. bahh (no rox, not like a sheep!).. haha but i`m so elated abt it.. lol.. x)) -beams-
now the only problem is that i gotta find the time to go get me glasses.. haha.. cuz my schedule`s realllyyyy packed..
oh dearie me! IN EXACTLY ONE WEEK`S TIME, WE WILL BE HAVING OUR DANCEWORKS! COMPETITION. -nervous-
aiights.. today is gonna be another boring sunday.. :| as usual.. study for chi ca tmr.. every sunday will be like this.. errr except next week`s.. haha
okie gonna have lunch nw.. then antibiotiqs x( -tear-
kk blog later maybe.
ciaos!

today is a saturday as everyone noes.
had dance for.. *counts*... 9 hours! yes *repeats* 9 hours!!! waahahha.
madness rights?
haha.. tm rox and i left at 6pm cuz we were sweeping up the dance studio.. the stupid idiots who used the room left behind so much gawd-damn rubbish! rahHh!! and there was sooo much sand too.. like wth?! SAND in the dance studio! tamade! :|
but, the collage is done!! yippeeee*
in my opinion, it looks qt good! x) hahah. really k.. x)) -grins-
anyhoo.. wah i tell u ah.. sizzle rocks when we dance to toxic! (i noe that i'm repeating this).. go read corinne`s blog! haha.. but really man.. we just PUMP IT UP when we dance to that.. WOOOO!! x) haha.. hope tt we can end up using that song instead.. xP
oooh, but the HIGHLIGHT of the day is lunch at mac`s.. haha.. we got free ice cream and free fries.. lemme tell u how! haha.. cuz right.. i saw this leaflet thing which said that if u repeated the chant that was on the paper in less than 4 seconds, u can get a free icecream.. deborah timed me and i did it in 2 seconds!!! haha.. so tm, kyna and i went to do it and we got free icecream!! x) then while we were eating, this woman like came up to us and told us that she didn`t want her fries! hahaha.. so cool right.. also, roxy got the wrong order.. she ordered the small fries but they gave her like large! whooppeee!! hahah.. talk abt free food man! x) wheee*
so today was pretty much qt a fun day.. but tiring la.. what else right.. when we went home that time, it felt like a regular sch day.. cuz we were going home so late.. haha sheesh*
ladeeedaaaaaa~ ya noe what, i realise that my entry is almost the same as corinne`s.. haha oh wells. xP.. just some different stuff added.. oh yah, dear chowchow, remember to tk care of ur bruise k! haha how can that father of urs/husband of mine bully u like that.. sheeesh.. -shakes head- abuse abuse! hahah xP
okie gonna stop here!
have fun everyoneeee..
cheers!

TGIF!
ya noe what.. i think reading my blog is becoming a bore dun ya think?
it's always all abt dance.
had dance for 4 hrs straight today. :| haha. and the syf pple had to dance and dance and dance NON-STOP! xP i was so tired.. wahah..
that`s not the point tho.
we finished at ard like 6:40.. was outside the sch bus stop at ard like 6:50.. 2 gawd-damn "bendy" 851 buses were packed to the brim so the bus driver didn`t stop for us! so erica and i had to wait for the darn bus again! x| rahhhh.. finally an empty 851 bus came! hmmpf`` so annoying.. but thank god that bus wasn`t packd cuz erica and i NEEDED to sit down badly. ok especially me cuz my left thigh is feeling a bit weird.. i can`t seem to stand up for long.. rahh.. i dunno wad i did to it! grrrr* -in pain-
anyhoo, i reached home at like 7.30pm! arghh.. so tired.. then like there was no dinner.. cuz my mom didn`t cook at first.. then when i went to bathe, she FINALLY decided to cook so i had to wait until like 8 plus just to eat! doesn`t sound long but it feels like an eternity.. i was starvin' somemore.. had a fishcake for lunch only. i sound so deprived.. haha.. sheesh* anyways, dinner was good la.. so i guess the wait was worth it.. actually, my mom`s cooking is damn good so i NOE it`s worth it.. haha..
gee so what if today is a friday? i have to go to sch tmr again.. i have dance.. i think it will be for the entire day.. like from 9 to 4 or 5 like that.. oh my.. sure to collapse wan! haha..
hmm i`m so tired.. but i just loove typin'.. haha.. xP
ya know what.. i kinda feel nostalgic now.. blahhhh.. dun ask me why.. i just feel this way.
gna stop here.
cheers! toodle-looo..

yayyyy*
no hw no dance! lol..
physics prac was easy peasy today! haha..
today is qt a relaxing day aye!
weehee!
ya noe what.. i really seem to have nth to blog abt..
american idol last night was really bad.. the singers were all terrible except that haiwaiian girl.. she`s qt nice to look at.. lol.. attractive.. xP
dangg..
i dunno what to blog abt alr. so i shall just stop here. maybe i`ll blog again later. bt i doubt so.
cheerios~

i think everybody wishes for just one day we wld not feel tired when we come home.
i mean like physically and mentally tired. haha.
dance competition`s coming reallyy soooon..
haha k dun stress.. everybody in dance (especially SIZZLE), let's all not stress? haha smile guys!
dang i think i am having a brainblock.. i had sth to blog just abt like 10s ago and then i totally forgot it. i think too many thoughts are running thru my head.. rahhh.. i wanna slp early tonite again but there's american idol la! tamade..
and last nite's smallville was darn good.. the next episode looks promising too..
i can't wait for the weekend.. :|
arghhh.. i`m damn bloody restless.. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR* effing hell..
i think i have completely NO social life. k i dun think. i KNOW i dun have. hhaha.. my social life has been ripped away from me.. lols..
my once glue-onto-me hp is now insignificant in my life.
my life is grey.
seriously, i dun see any reason why we have to do so many things in life that we dun even wanna do.. it`s like so not worth it.. life is short..
study for what? so that we can have the qualifications to work right? work for what? money right? not that i`m not enjoying ma life now.. it`s just that i guess i have a rather meaningless life.. haha..
k i think i better stop.. all these thoughts on life are rather loong so i shan't get started on it..
oohhh. there`s a britney show now.. i kinda like the dance steps! funky.. haha.. WHOA! she just stripped.. gee.. slut! hahah.. and my sis just commented that she put on weight.. cuz of her tummy.. :| but i dun fancy britney so i cldn`t care less! lols..
kk some msges:
roxy* >> hey dear bestie/hubby! dun stress too much k x) we all can stress together if u want cuz i noe i stress too.. lol.. rem u are a good leader k.. ahaha and dun worry abt being fierce.. wahah.. loveya* x) we can do it!!!! *screammmm
sizzle* >> hey dance buddies! guys, have faith k? we gotta practise hard cuz our comp is comin` up so rem that we need to brush up a helluva lot.. ENERGY!!! haha.. *hugs to all
nicole* >> hey dear. miss ya lots k!.. haha we`ll go out after our dance competitions are over k.. loveya! smucks!
k shall stop here.. ciaos!
cheers!

yawnnns*
had photo taking todayy.. it was actually qt fast.. and it was hilarious i tell u.. the fun shots were damn cutee.. x) heehee.. right corinne?
omg.. dance was damn funny today too.. cuz like kyna, tm and i had to change from our tops and pants to our syf costume within like what, 10-12s?!!! hahaha.. we were like panicking and screaming cuz we cldn`t do it in time.. and then i put my head into the arm hole and not the neck hole! hahahahah. omg! and i was like stuck in the white dress~ dun even talk abt the black part over it! i didn't even put it on! hahahaha.. imagine us running off "stage" and TEARING our clothes off at the exact same time.. k we have a tendency to do that.. haha.. like before we even get off "stage", we`re like ripping our clothes off! haha.. now, the 3 of us won`t be shy to change in front of anybody alr.. !! hahahaha.. so we decided to get helpers to help us change right.. it was alot better.. but we need like 2 helpers per person! haha.. we have to tk off like so many things lor.. heh.. just think abt it.. on that day itself, we'll be like trying not to panic.. we wld have to change back stage.. ok there isn`t even a backstage! haha.. the whole of suntec will be able to see us all changing.. haha so damn funny i tell u.. can laugh until my stomach aches.. lol.. geex!
oooh there's smallville tonight! damn xcited! x) heehee.. wheeee* i've missed that show.. lana lang is damn pretty! but then she doesn't look that fantastiq when she isn`t in smallville.. i guess smallville just makes the cast look gawd damn good! haha
hmmm.. i'm also dang xcited for danceworks! @ suntec man.. but not only am i xcited, i`m also damn worried n scaredd! arrrr* ahahah nvm.. *breatheee we can do it! yesss! hahah.. x) yes! go sizzle!
mm gtg now..
i juz absolutely love to type! xP
cheerios!

i m soo bloody pissed cuz i dunno who is the one who took the red syf costume and didn`t return it!! *grrrr
WHO TOOK THE RED SYF COSTUME AND DIDN`T RETURN IT?! PLS DO IT LIKE ASAP!! arrrgh
hmmpf.. k i guess i gotta chill now..
had dance again..
haha.. dance till u drop.. xP
okay.. so anyway.. i realised that alot of pple dunno how to pronounce my blog add.. it is "ooo-k-z", NOT "oookayzzz"! wth! hahha..
dang.. i had so many things to blog abt just now.. but i totally FORGOT! boohoo!
anyhoo.. i`d like to jot down some stuff..

things/stuff i miss:
-hanging out w the ditz nicole teo! xP
-having lunch w/ the ooga*s
-SHOPPING!!! yesyes!!
-eating sushi
-some pple i haven't met up for a loong time
-going to town to just chill
-swimming
-going to roxy's hse to hang out
-catching movies after sch
-reading romance novels. (yes i dun have one nw)
-sleeping!
-charmed
-chatting w my sisters
-yakking on the phone
-having free time to just slack ard
-doing funny dances w cor and rox

and the list goes on...

okie shall stop here! tata!
*ps i just loooove the "elephant love medley" songg and "come what may"
ok, moulin rouge just rocks!
cheers!

heyy guys
new layout!
taggg x)
hope ya`ll like it.
off to study nw.
cheerios!

happy valentine's day everyone!
today was kinda boring..
had dance in the morning.. and then had lunch @ lips w/ ooga*s, carmen and yilin (she left like after a while). ok so MAINLY, ooga*s and carmen.. hehs. my food was sooooo creamy.. :| haha.. and cheesy too.. oooh and i saw nikki darling, my other valentine! haha.. alyssa and rox were my valentines too! wahahax.. how retarded..
after that, went to spotlight w/ rox.. alyssa came too! :) we finally found the cloth! heez.. yayyy! wah.. but so expensive.. :| booo..
then, HOME.
haha.. well well.. was supposed to meet up w yan for a short while but we cldn't.. we weren't even in the same place.. haha.. and actually, we kinda bumped into lots of pple in town.. and we saw alot of ij girls w/ their boyfriends.. awww how cuuuute. haha.
nth to say alr..
sheesh gotta study for chem AND chi tmr.. :| eeeeks..
k i shall stop here.. nitex.
cheers!

tdy's friday the 13th..
anyone noticed? haha. right-o.
today was great! ya noe why? cuz SOO many prezzies, sweets and chocs were going ard as valentine's day gifts.. i've eaten SOOO many sweets that i think my tongue will remain sweet for another day or 2. haha! really man.. thanks to all who gave me sth yeah ;) -grins- very sweet of ya'll~ like sweeets. haha! really.. ij Vday rocks* x)) yeah babyyy.. oh yes, special thanks to kyna mei for giving me that red flowerrr! sooo cute i tell u. haha. but still, thanks to ALL!! lalala. really made my day.
oooh, so after sch. while rox and cor went to cheewei's hse to mix the musiq, kris, tm, kynaa, jamie, deborah, natasha and i stayed baq in sch to do the collage.. boy is it tiring! rahH! haha.. it looked damn retarded at first but it got better.. and then i think the backgrd kinda spoilt it all.. so i'm thinking maybe we shld remove it? :| oh wells.. show the rest of ya'll tmr k? :)
hmm so i reached home like ard 6.40+pm.. tired ta hell nw.. *stretches and cracks back* my eyelids are growing heavy..
lookin' 4ward to tmr! there's a bit of cheer chreography to do for the cheer part of danceworks! and we can also dance w our mixed musiq! x) after that, which is the BEST part of the day, would be lunch w my pals~ oh so sweet right. haha.
aiights. shall stop here. x)
*yawns*
cheerios!

hellloooo..
p.e was kinda like shitty yet funny.. we ran 3.3km! yes 3.3!! say it with me! "3.3"! it's not even 2.4km can! haha.. ma gawd.. in addition to the 3.3km run, it was up and down the freaking BIG BIG slope/hill.. for those who aren't in ij.. we are at the stupid thomson site campus now.. and we dun have a track.. yes we DUN have a track.. haha.. so we have to run AROUND the sch.. which means UP and DOWN the hills! hahaha.. sheesh.. and my timing got worse.. duh right.. FIRST time doing a run in this sch.. haha.. and the last time i did a 2.4 run was on the day on our PFT last yr.. and it was my first run last yr too.. but the dancers got an A okkk!!! haha.. first time doing it somemore.. i tell u ah.. dancers have stamina too.. haha but i'm not sure abt NOW.. heh! xP lala..
oh after the run, we played soccer.. *hmm* haha.. i prefer RUGBY so much more ok.. haha full contact somemore.. so fun.. but well, soccer is boring.. no offence to the soccer fans.. it ain't really that fun to play soccer.. but it's fun to watch the world cup and *drumrolllll* 4/9 playing soccer! ahhahaah.. it really is hilarious i tell u.. so anyway.. the class spilt into 2 teams to play.. it was lesbians vs perverts.. haha guess which team i was in? i was in lesbians! hahaha.. not that i'm one la.. but it's soo funny.. k so anyway.. the lesbian team consisted of the ooga*s (corinne, lyss, cheryl, rox and i), wyna, qb, candice, yilin, erika, lulu etcetc.. can't remember anymore.. haha so obviously, with rough players like candice, qb and erika, LESBIANS WON! yayyyy! hahaha.. well, but it's really damn funny to watch 4/9 play la.. shld have seen qb goal man.. it was a comic! xP
anyhoo, valentine's day is approaching! haha.. tmr's the eve of valentine's day.. there's gonna be lots of hugging and presents going ard.. ma gawd, today, qb and rachel went to the extent of buying flowers at far east flora.. haha.. awwww.. soooo sweet right! :) teehee..
ooook, on valentine's day itself, i'll be having dance (yes, again) haha.. and then rox, cor and i will run some danceworks! errands.. and guess where we'll head after tt?! SINGLE'S LUNCH!! wheeeeee* all the almighty singles shall be lunching w us.. consisting of the ooga*s, qb, jieying, yilin etc etc.. wahaha.. how fun.. xD yeahyeahhhhhh~
aiight, i think i sound qt hyper now right! heehee..
so i shall go do some hopping.. haha dun get me wrong.. i mean BLOG hopping.. weehee..
seeya'lls`
cheers!

ok so i'm less tired today
no dance tmr! hahah -relieved- i can rest for one day.. but i have PE! hahaha.. so actually, i exercise like 6 times a week! hahaha too much right? that would be for rox, corinne and i.. lol.. nvm, dancers are fit!! yeahh! :)
wahaha.. but really.. we are fit k.. i noe lots of pple dun think it's tiring and stuff.. but ya'll shld just come for ONE practice.. haha..
hmm.. i think we'll be running 2.4 tmr.. :( yikex.. that calls 4 a massage on sunday.. with all the exercise we've been doing.. hahah.. actually so what if there isn't dance tmr? we have chem prac!!! :|:|:| oh my.. haha.. and we HAVE to stay back for extra lessons AFTER chem prac.. which means stay until like what time? madness man! rahhh.. these pple are sadistiq.. k i mean teachers.. haha and we have a chem test on fri.. i *hope* it gets postponed.. cuz we're not done w quite a bit.. haha *crosses fingers* mrs. tay said she'll go ask mrs. wong.. i hope mrs. wong will be lenient ;)
there's american idol tonight.. hrmm, shld i watch it? i'm alr so tired.. need to slp early.. hmm.. i'll prob end up watching it.. and then like fall asleep for PLR tmr.. lols.. oh wells.. heehee.. and then have no energy for pe..
okie i think i have nothing much to say alright..
*p.s* i think i am going mad.. i just msged rox to ask her if i need to bring the collage stuff tmr.. and then she replied "no, for friday".. hahah i thought tmr was friday! wad's wrong with me?! madnesss`
blog tmr.. ciaosiex``
cheers!

i think i am gonna collapse from exhaustion
just finished my work and was just blog-hoppin
i think i m gonna sleep really soon even tho it's so darn early!
guess what, i am still worried for danceworks!.. yikex.. i noe we're supposed to have confidence but stilllll.. haha
*yawnx a gazillion times
i am pissed with myself.. arghh..grrr.. damnnn!
imagine, it's only TUESDAY and i feel totally drained.. i feel like this everyday.. if i do collapse, aint my fault kies.. :| haha
argh.. stop rabbling samm..
gonna stop here..
cheerios fellows~
good night........... *sam turns off the comp and heads off to bed.*

heyy all..
well i dun think i shld repeat this but heck la.. haha.. miss yue gave as this "souvenir" thing for self awareness camp.. where there were flowers which indictated whether u learnt more abt the person or if u had a good laugh with the person etc.. sheesh, like rox and corinne, alotta pple made us sign 2 and 3.. it's like they never expected us to have problems too yeah.. haha.. but it really is weird.. anyhoo, so glad that our class got to noe each other so much better..
k moving on.. hmm.. i just finished my emaths hw.. i'm so tired.. but i still wanna watch the grammy's tonight.. i'll just watch the 1st quarter and go to sleep.. ;) i promise* heehee.. anyway, the only reason why i wanna watch it is cuz i wanna see xtina perform.. my mom watched it in the morning already.. she said that xtina was dressed decently during the performance but sluttily during the award ceremony! haha she got an award.. ahh i forgot wad.. oh wells.. will catch it later..
argh.. *yawnnn*
okok i shall stop here b4 i fall asleep
cheerios~

i'd like to reinforce the fact that...
4/9* rocks!
and i wanna thank everyone who really poured out their heart and soul.
i love u 4/9.
last but NOT least, to my darling ooga*s.
alyssa, cheryl, corinne and roxanne:
you all are the absolute best. we're definitely gonna become even closer! that's for sure, right alyssa? thanks so much for sharing too ok? anytime we want, we can go cry together again! :) heehee.. i love u all.. my ultimate true friends for life.

cheers!
(read below for details of self awareness camp)

self awareness camp was pretty damn good :)
those who haven't gone for the camp, i advice u not to read this entry..
well, basically, there was a lotta crying.. i mean like itx worse if u have sympathetiq tearducts~ sheesh think abt it.. u see pple cry u cry.. u talk u cry.. so errr.. itx just like CRYCRYCRY! haha.. but it was really good la.. cuz after the sharing, we got to understand our classmates better and we grew closer.. i mean after listening to other pple, u realise that u're not alone.. there are so many pple in the same class w similar problems.. itx so sad to hear some stories too ya know.. :| well, i think that this camp is really beneficial.. i mean like, this is the perfect time to sort things out w pple and to also get the class to discuss abt wad's wrong w the class too.. i felt really good after hugging g.k.. i mean like we HAD our differences and now we're all good :) see, it's great!! haha.. like alotta pple needed to use the "hugging" time to say sorry to someone or just remind the person that she loves and supports her.. so yeah.. actually, this camp really makes u more aware of urself AND OTHERS.. u actually dun expect some pple to cry but they sob buckets and rivers.. so i mean itx the time to find out more abt others.. all of it is confidential so no worries.. we have to place trust in the teachers and in our friends.
haha so all in all, i'm so glad ij has these kinda programmes.. itx just fantastiq~ x)
aiights shall stop here.. i'm really tired..
*p.s we went to talk to mrs. lewis (yes the ij pri sch teacher) at ij bukit timah primary cuz she went to work there.. cooolio~ haha
kk ciaos!
cheerios~

first physics prac was so much easier.. today's one sucked.. arghh* whywhywhy is there a need to do prac. rahHh. haha.. sheesh..
haha but that's not bothering me now la duh! heehee..
i think i cannot contain my excitement anymore! SELF AWARENESS CAMP TMR!!! x)))) *beams* heard from 4/1 and 4/2 that they cried buckets. i hope that our class can feel the same sort of "enlightenment".. cuz after everyone cries together, we'll be more united. hahah seriously, i think ij rocks for letting us have this camp cuz no other sch has it. therefore, THE IJ SPIRIT LIVES ON!!! it's like no one else will be able to understand the kind of spirit that ij possesses.. so yeap! can't waitttt!!! :D
also, i heard that the place which we will be going to, ij youth centre in bukit timah is very peaceful.. haha so then we can feel the FULL effect.. ;)
yayyy today's our last schooling day! aiight mannn!
hmm shall stop here. can't think of anything else to blog abt now.
:) tata
cheers!

heyy
i am tired. again. x|
grrrrr.
whoever said dance isn't tiring shld come for one of our practices! and then u can see for urself! muahaha. i think it's especially these new dance steps. alot of up down up down~ haha.
yayyy tmr will be the last schooling day of the week. ;)
and yes, i am still excited for self awareness camp. i noe it's gonna be DAMN fun. of course right, it's 4/9 after all! we rock! x)
yilin is gonna bring a box of tissue! wahahah! we were all saying how we noe that qt alot of pple will cry. oh dear :|
can u imagine, my class is already preparing for this.
oh ya noe lulu gave corinne a hamster! so cuteeee! she decided it was an early bday prezzie. i seriously think that the poor lil marshmallow was tramatised by everyone carrying and touching it.. haha it still is damnn cuteeee! i just looove animals.. an animal lover la. x)
hmm ya noe what, i really have nothing to blog about. i seriously dunno wad possessed me to blog today. i mean it's a "no-news" kinda day right. sigh guess i'm just bored.
if ya think abt it, blogs are actually quite redundant rite. i mean why do we wanna broadcast our feelings and thoughts to the entire world? hmm, it DOES serve as an outlet though. so i guess that;s why i've been blogging
aiights i shall stop here
cheers!

arloooo
had dancey today! boy am i tireddd! hahaha sure gonna ache tmr wann.. arrr*
hahah so like i'll be aching the entire week. u noe why? dance from mon-wed. and thurs got p.e. hahah but PE is really not much la. haha. so yah!
whoa i love the new dance! soo funky i tell u! haha. all thanks to kristy, the oh-so-great dancer! x) -beams- i doubt she'll read this tho. but she really is a fantastiq dancer. -applaudes- great chreography! ;)
aiights, so i am seriously stressing abt danceworks!. there;s practically SOOO LITTLE time left! like excuse me, 29th feb?! cldn't they like tell us earlier? hmmpf*
ohyah, our cheer is wayyy funny i tell u. like corinne rox and i did one at first. but we combined it w kristy's one! haha so now it's so cute! lol. ma gawd.
hmm i'm tiredddddd. *screams. gonna sleep early tonite man. -yawns- sam is tired AND hungry. i want fooood! haha. xP
okie i shall stop here! tatas!
cheers!

ooooh! my dad just fixed up the new dvd player! like finallyyyy! we've been using the screwed vcd player for so darn long. and we already had this new dvd player. it was just that we were too lazy to fix it up. so finally! haha.
hmmm holiday today!
had a great lunch just now w my grandpa and parents.
self awareness camp this friday! so excitingggg! x)) -wheeee*
so technically, we have only 3 days of sch! -grins- how fantastiq~
aiights, blog later.
seeya;lls
cheers!

isn't it just amazing how fast time flies? *snaps fingers*
it's febuary already. which means 2nd month of 2004. which also means, the prelims/Os are drawing close! haha raHHh. better not talk abt this!
hmm watched the vcd, "the fellowship of the ring" just now. my dad wanted to watch a vcd u see. was going to watch "gangs of new york" but then the first vcd was like screwed. a blank black screen! so we decided on lord of the rings. i'm still so fascinated by the show! it rocks man! x) haha.
oh my. i tell u, if u stay in my hse for just one day, i think u'd be able to put on weight.
k so lemme tell u the scenario >>
u're sitting on the couch watching tv. in front of u lays the coffee table. and on the table, there are TONNES of cny goodies/snacks! pineapple tarts..love letters..bak kwah.. u name it, we got it! haha. so like while u're watching tv, u can SEE the food there. like calling out to u, "eat me eat me eat me" omg. the temptation! haha. so u end up stuffing ur face w food! haha even if u had just finished ur lunch.
haha so that's why i always feel so full! the entire day ok!
hahah wheee* tmr's holidayyy! x) lalala. can stay home. haven't studied my geog. gotta get down to it tmr! haha.
aiights.. shall stop here.
see ya'll ard!
cheers-