no more CAs .....!!! (for e moment)

haha! x) yay*
and rox got her internet back! yay to her too
heehee x) all good la.. that's wad life is..
lala~ on e moment...? hmm ~ oh wells.. heez

k tmr is major shoppin k mans.. right corinne? heez

okie my sis wants to use e comp for her work already.. ciaos!! xP

taking a break frm chem, physics and chinese

ARGH
u guys have NO idea man.. i have like 3 CAs tmr! -ughs- damn sucky.. and it's like e 3 heavy subjects.. chem physics and chinese... eeeps!
sucky sucky

okiee.. i shall get back to work and quit complaining!
argh~ byebye! and pray that i pass!!

hey this is a msg to everyone who tagged my blog:
thanks u all for caring yeap. x) really do appreciate it.. -smiles-
cheered me up u guys.. love u all~..
yep.. i hope my grandma will be fine too.. -sighs- gotta keep the faith going yeps.
thanks anyways all~ x)

ooh today we had a treat frm mrs. zailee! thank u! haha and zaki and cheewei came too.. oh yeah.. some other guy too.. it was DAMN FUN
and we finally figured out who's who in the dance family today.. x)
too long to mention.. another time.. got to go now.. and do my work.. byebyes..

WE GOT GOLD FOR SYF DANCE!

YAYY* -gringrin-
i am sooooo happyy
ALL our hard work has PAID OFF!! yayyyy* heehee..
x)x)x)x)x)
lalal australia here we comeeeeeeee!! x)

oh no.. but one terrible terrible thing has happened..
my grandma had a slight stroke this morning..
and she can't remember anything.. as in like she can't remember all her family members and all.. i'm super upset abt that.. see the feeling contrast?!! argh* i dunno wad to do.. everyone's damn upset..
i hope it's only temporary..
-sighsigh-

going off now.. byees~

i changed my layout!! keep them comments comin in yea!! love u all! haha n i like e stars.. tell me if u all like it x) -MWAH

heyheyy
i got an A for e 2.4 run!! -grin- it's a miracleeeeee!! x)

oh and i watched too fast too furious last nite w rox.. it was hell good.. x) -gringrin- i love fast cars!! and i like paul walker.. haha x)
lala..

oh my god.. blogger is so screwed mans i swear!! ARGH* alyssa, it went back to e blogger lofi thing again!!! aaarrrrr* pissifyingggg~
okie i'm going now.. ciaos!

had the SYF comp TODAY!

haha it went quite alright la..
haha
HOPE WE GET GOLD!

gonna be a short entry.. no timee

there's PFT tmr! sheesh~
hope i dun fail it!!
-gulp-

i really hate a certain smone.
so freaking irritating asshole. argh~

gtg now bye. gonna watch starsearch THE AMERICAN WAN AH!
haha *smucks

SYF is tmr!!
ahhhh!!
i'm freaked...!!
okok.. i really hope that we can get a gold..!!
hahah oh yeah! we got an INVITATION frm western australian dance to go and dance for them in aussie!!!! ahhh is that cool or wad?! -yea baby! haha gosh.. but then we muz achieve sth first cuz that's wad miss tan said.. gee.. i'm so happy.. i wanna like prove to other pple tt dance can do it.. x) -grinz yeaaa babyyy~
ooohs..
actually.. i'm pretty sick of everything..
i need a normal life.. -sigh-.. really i do. rox and i were talking abt it today..
and we really need a break man..
-argh- it's so draining
ahh
okie i'm super hungry. gotta have dinner now
bye alls~~

hey
i'm like rather pissed right now!!!
arghh.. i DIDN'T even noe that there was a video-camera situation going on.. thus i DIDN'T noe anything abt it.. arghhh* then i got a call frm kris and all.. when i knew NOTHING abt it... aaaaaarrrrrr~~!!!!
and like i dunno la!!!.. argh.. not my fault can... now i dunno who took the video cam home.. and joyce needs to noe.. cuz like mr. tan's leaving for reservist tmr!!!! aaaaaarrr*
forget it..
if i worry or stress anymore, i think i'll die of a heart attack!!! :X ughh*

oo rox didn't come today.. sick la tt girl
rox: hope u're better bestie! u poor child xS tk care of urself aiightss!!

aarrghh.. still in a pissed off mood.. so i'm gonna stop typing b4 i explode the monitor and keyboard...
B.Y.E!

hello everyone...!!!
SYF is coming EXTREMELY soooon!!! ahaha and we gotta practise mans! and do well!! x).. sheesh~
kay i will have not much to type in this entry..
BECAUSE my life is routine and mundane.
and THUS i do not want to bore pple out w it..
haha. k -lame-
blah blah..
ooh rox and i noticed that some one types like me..
sounds like me.. and all..! tt's super freaky.. i mean that persons sounds v. much like me k
ugh* wadeva.. can't do anything can i?
hmm* nvm shall tk it as a compliment. hah!
okie tata for now byee~

heyheyy!!!
i am so proud of meself!! cuz i help alyssa do her zonkboard.. everyone pls go see. and that girl has a new layout too!! heehee
oh yeah! hellllloo mr. tan! i noe u're reading this.. haha u kpo!!

hmmm today is racial harmony day!! and i wore a sarong kabaya hahah thanks alyssa! x) it was like green-blue.. and coco wore a sari.. she looks good in it.. ooh and alyssa wore a vietnamese outfit!! *pheweetttt lol.. hahah..
and our ipw project is done!!! *yipppeeeeeee~~ finally mans
ooh gosh like syf is this friday!!! arrrrrrrr* it's like damn near already.. we muz practise until we drop dead alright!! hhahah k k not dead la but yeah..

mann.. i wanna change my template.. hmmm* i wonderrrr.. see first.. but i like this template.. and yet i'm getting sick of it.. sorta la.. haha.. shall see if there're any nice ones first.. okay i am off now.. ladeedums.. byeebye x)

hey in a rather pissed off mood now.. cuz i jus quarrelled wit my dad. *ughhh like wth.. he's being damn unreasonable!! arghs*
4get it.. i'll talk abt sth else..

oooh yesterday was fun!
k.. met rox corinne and cheryl at heeren at 2 plus 3.. then we walked ard.. cheryl had to leave at like 3plus!! and corinne had to leave at 4 for ballet.. rox and i wanted to watch 2 fast 2 furious at plaza sing at 4:20pm.. so we WALKED all the way there and GUESS WAD?!! we lined up and all but they only had like first 3 row seats.. obviously i refused.. i wldn't wanna watch like that fast car racin kinda show right smack in e front do i? haha so rox and i took a train to orchard and we walked ard taka.. talking nonsense.. heehee! and stuff like tt.. haha.. and tt silly girl had to leave at like 5 plus to meet her mom for dinner.. so i ended up meeting candice.. walked ard w her too.. she bought a glittery hairband!! *lols* haha she had her reasons!! teeheex. and then we sat at coffee bean.. and bonnie and jolene came!! haha it's been a long time since i've been out w them.. haha was quite fun catchin up.. ard like 7plus.. i met nicole.. and then candice went home and bonnie and jolene went to lido to catch too fast too furious!... ooooh..! nicole and dawn wong were like really made up and alls.. they looked really good.. hahah x) they went for a make over u see.. and then they were also gonna go embassy.. had dinner wit nicole at lips! and we talked alot.. after that we went to tk neoprint!! haha damn fun! cute neoprints.. and i really miss doing stuff like tt w her u noe.. haha.. and for ur info.. i was like rushing so i cut the neoprints really badly.. oops* ! haha.. then i went home while kelly dawn n nic went to embassy.. oh yea.. nic was supposed to meet josh and val at cine but we ended up bumpin into them like outside heeren.. k so yesterday was rather hectic i must say.. hhaha.. sheesh* but it was like fun too.. x)

alrighty.. i jus wrote a whole load of stuff and i dun think half of u all wld understand so yea.. okie shan't type no more.. hands getting tired.. ciao!

okie before i start of on anything.. here's a msg..
corinneeyy: hey darl.. hope ur tummy's better alright.. dun make mommy here worry for u x) -wink- u tk care of urself okie deariee? then tmr we can go watch our vamp show heehee -u noe wad i mean- cutie alert~ love u loads darl.. x) hope u see this yup *smuckss*

okie.. done.. hmm.. okiee.. if u wanna noe wad happened today.. go roxy's blog. i am wayyy too lazy to type out stuff..! ! and we both wld write the same things wad.. besties.. wad do u expect.. hahah geeeee!!! okie i'm feeling decelerated.. all pure physics candidates will understand wad that means! haha sounds familiar? -grinz- mr. tan's like better already.. happy for that poor man.. aiyos.. always like so stressed.. jeez.. tk care mr. tan! xP

ooooh! i'm officially the class technician!! haha cuz like our class computer usually doesn't work.. then today i saw the cpu.. and i decided to switch it on.. but it wldn't switch on.. so i unplug here unplug there plug here plug there.. and VOILA~~~ the comp switches on after 7 months!!!! hahah thanks to me.. haha i'm so bhb.. xP hehe.. but now everyone can listen to music already k! -big cheeesyy grin- heehee.. lalalal~

hmmm.. i am b.o.r.e.d.. i bet i'm borin the pple who are reading this cuz they'd be thinking, "now i'm bored and i'm reading a bored person's blog".. hmm k does that make sense? k i am majorly crapping!! hahah
damnit there's e stupid make-up course tmr again!! like we dunno how to put on make up like now.. come on.. it's women's instinct man!!! hahah okay.. i can't speak for other pple la.. hmm* if u noe wad i mean.. hahah.. xP
aiights.. blog later bye!! x)

helloooo
i have like nothing much to write today..
i am a highly bored person
oh yeah.. nicole's letter for me was damn funny..
remembered the letters that we wrote to each other last time..
she read thru them e night before.. brings back great memories.. x) -grins- hahah like wad she said..
love u nikkki!! x) hahaha lalal~

oooh had to research for the stupid israel-jordan thing.. a complete waste of time.. let me repeat.. a COMPLETE waste of time! sheesh!
hmmmm.. i wanna watch too fast too furious and twin effects.. when sch starts.. i'm LAGGING w movies man.. but when it's e hols.. i watch e movies like the day in comes out or like sneaks.. see, sch takes up tooooo much time.. wait no.. dance takes up toooo much time.. hahah ruling my life. that's dance.. sigh* i'm always feeling so tired.. -yawn-

here's a taste of sth swt.. and wonderfully meaningful :
why shld we love someone
who won't return their love?
why shld we cry for them
if they won't cry for us?
why shld we learn to change
when they can change?
why shld we stand in place
if they will rearrange?
i think that's damn true..

hmm and the song open arms by clay aiken is really sweet too..
haha sugary sweet..
okie gtg now tata~

+ladies wit an attitude fellas that are in e mood+
that's a song frm a dance which some sch danced to @ danceworks..
damn cute tune love it x)

haha okie had syf today as usual.. then gossiping wit joyceyy again! haha xP always like that.. damn fun..
oooh and there's like only amaths hw.. heehee.. not much to do..
but then alyssa didn't come to sch.. poor girl..
alyssa: hope u're alright okay dearie tk care of urself *hugs

hmmm.. today during our free geog period.. nalli and i were like sharing abt each other's lives.. great to catch up w her x) haha fun la.. dunno wad nonsense i'm talkin abt now lehs.. hais*
haha and last night was like triple dose of smiles and happiness.. first i talked on e phone.. then i watched friends.. and then smallville! hahah triple the dosage man!! x) -gringrin-

oh yeah.. ANONYMOUS : WHO E HELL ARE U? if u think that wad u are doing is some kinda sick joke then knock it off! jus tell me who u are n be done with it.. and start having a name alright?
-hmmpf- all this person has to do is just state their name ! ! !

oh wells.. gonna stop here.. hope all of ya'll have a good evening x) -smiles-

OH MY GOD!
i just realised ALL THIS WHILE my blog's bottom entries were like DAMN old.. and the newer ones which were supposed to be like takin over the places of the older ones were NOT taking them over
but i cleared up the problem!
-henggg ah!
hahah
now it's alright.. and no one even noticed! geeee!!!!

good afternoon to all!! x)
today was a very relaxed day.. not many teachers came in..
and guess wad?!
no dance!!
-gasp-
haha.. and when it's this kinda days i feel so carefree.. gee* xP heehee..
oh yeahs.. i dunno who u are anonymous(frm my tagboard) and wad are u talkin abt? -hmm-
oh wells..
boring.. and today i feel alot better.. as in me tummyy! x) -grin
oooh last night wasn't that great.. kinda said sth not-so-nice to someone. but i gotta say it right.. cannot leave u hangin right? hmm*
and that person said "ouch". haha oops* oh wells~
okie gonna go now.
not much to say! tata alls~

hey
today had the stupid dance thing in town.. corinne's mom was sayin that dancing there was really degrading.. actually.. that's really quite true mans!! cuz like we were performin to a weird crowd.. and there wasn't even a hundred pple there i bet!!! sheesh*

i feel quite shitty now.. i was pukin my guts out yesterday! damn it.. like i vomited dunno how many freaking times!! argh.. so i ended up going to mt alvernia.. and my tummy was really painful too.. and the doctor said that if i didn't stop vomiting, they'd have to put me on the DRIPS!!! *gosh* that's damn scary.. and i can't even tk anti vomiting medicine cuz i'm allergic to it.. dun ask.. long scary story.. but now i'm better already.. but not totally recovered.. argh.. can't even have proper meals *argh

oohs today after the dance rox corinne and i walked ard town for a short while.. i bought a brown mango top!! x) haha brightened me up! heehee. and like i cldn't stay in town for long cuz i need to go home and rest.. -sigh- and so my dad went to wisma to pick me up.. hmmm.. oh wells~

ya noe.. things always happen at the wrong time.. it's actually quite sway la.. hais* and i can't change anything now.. wad's happened has happened already.. can't change anything.. guess it was my fault anyway.. i didn't dare take the risk nor the chance.. and i rejected u previously.. now i just regret it.. i shld have done smthing.. but it's too late.. just too late.. can't change the fact... there's nothing i can do already.....or can i?

oh yeeaaa i did sm quizzes.. took from xuezzy's bloggg.. x)


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oooh black! love it~


yellow?! -hmmmm-


hahahah! -sweeeettt-

okie ciaos all!!

today was fun! :) heehee. we had a full dress rehearsal at the real stage itself in town! xP
whao we were sweating like piggs! really gross !! haha we were really literally DRIPPING wit sweat. eeeps* haha.. yuck!
but it was fun dancing like that.. the only thing is that i'm REALLY tired now!! haha like my legs are aching.. ahhhhh~ haha
hmm then after that rox corinne and i went to change at wisma and then we headed down to the food court upstairs.. to eat!!! we were like s.t.a.r.v.i.n.g k i was! lols!
oooh then rox went to meet her friend. *ahem* haha and we bumped into donn and kristy at the food court place.. so corinne donn kris and i walked ard for a while. then coco kris and i went to sasa cuz they needed to get some make up stuff.. like brushes and all haha.. for the make-up lesson! gosh* dun even ask. haha. we're having it tmr at 8! so early rightt!! then i dragged corinne along to meet ongsterrr!.. haha dawn and gabriel (i dun really noe him haha) were there too.. heehee.. so yeah.. then joshua came. corinne was feeling odd.. sorry dearie!!! haha xP
then we bumped into rox and her friend. *ahem* haha. so then we all went back home after that.. ard like 7 plus like that..
haha that's abt wad happened todayy.. hah
it was really quite fun..
and i'm really quite glad that her and i are alright already. really. haha x) cuz tension between 2 pple just sucks la so yeah. haha x) lalaala~~

wah i'm freaking drained
had dance till 8:30 PM!!!! goshhh*
i HAVE to sleep soon. -yawns-
and i can;t be bothered to do my work. there's too much
heehee
oh wells
can't wait for e upcomin performance!! :P on sunday! x)
niseey poo's coming -yayyyy!
OH NO. now she just said that she has church till 12.. *sobsob but she'll try and make it down. oh wells
anyways nights to all...!

ooops i really made a big mistake today.
i heard the wrong thing.
assumed everything b4 i cld clarify it.
i am so relieved
i even wrote a really screwed entry. but i deleted it. thank god.
i was actually gonna go thru drastic measures.
see how u affect me.
now i'm just really worried for my mom. she's got real bad food poisoning.
and i'm pretty happy now actually. things have turned for e better.
+if i dun need u then why does ur name resound in my head?+

lala.. stole these photos frm corinne.. all my favourites.. cldn't take all la.. so here's some
first it's coco n i.. then it's rox coco and i and then it's lys and i! x)


(left to right) me and corinne


(left to right) rox coco and i (darlie's angels)


(left to right) me and lys (want her no.? heehee xP)

oooohs! i love these pics! haha and there're somemore actually.. all in coco's site.. see corinne.. helping u advertise teeheex. x) sorry ah.. stole 3 pics frm u! heehee.. lalala.. hmm anyhow not much to say today.. hmms* just that things are getting pretty weird now.. and i hate waiting.. oh wells.. dunno.. wadeva.. heeheex.. aiightyy got a call!! byeees~

just came back frm town. dang it. it's been v long since i've actually come home like at this time frm town. oh wells~ we were too bored i guess.

it's just amazin sometimes how ur mood can change so easily. like frm happy straight to sad. and the really drowning kinda sadness. hmm dun really know how to explain it. but well i feel so upset. and i dun even know why. i simply can't lay my finger on it. i guess it's many things rolled into one. like it snowballed into this huge chunk. and now nothing like take it away. i try very hard not to think of things which will upset me. but now, i just can't anymore. there's basically no more point in trying to hide my feelings right? i mean there's only so much time u have on earth. and there is no way u'd know when u were to leave. life is that short. it's true that u've got to take risks before it's too late. but how come i've not done that? am i too afraid? i seriously dun even know how i feel. i just feel confused, cooped up, trapped. maybe i shld just run away from everything. leave all of it behind. escape. but i'm not that sort of person. i don't want to run away. fine. i dun even noe what i want. i dun even noe why i'm writing all of this down. maybe i'm in depression. but why? these past few days, things have taken a turn for the better. shldn't i appreciate it? i dun even know why i feel this way. it's wrong. everything's wrong. i'm angry, sad, frustrated, confused, and just abt anything that isn't good. and yet, i am devoid of feelings. it's difficult to understand. it's just like i'm giving up on everything. but i noe i shldn't. never mind forget it.
no one will understand how i feel exactly. i shld just stop right now. period.

the IJ carnival ROCKS

and nothing can spoil my mood.. like some pple.. hmm* wwweeeeee.. it rocked laa.. it was soooo FUN!! haha.. *GRINZ our food stall aloha made lorryloads of moneyyyy$$$$ kachingsss~* heehee.. damn proud of our stall weee* x)x) lalal
LOVE U ALL 3/9 and 1/7 we did a helluva KICK ASS jobbb!! woohoos *mwah*

ooooh then we went to play e bungee jumping thing which was damn fun too!!! haha w alyssa corinne rox nicole and min! heeheex.. rox KEPT SCREAMING WHEN SHE WAS COMING DOWN.. get details on that at her bloggy.. lols.. and i just had loads of fun.. i was like "wahh this is damn shiok!!" then coco kept going "sam!! scream lehhh!!!" hahhah they thought i wld u noe.. they made a bet.. haha but i didn't heeheex oh wells!! xP
saw alot of pple at the carnival.. so lazy to name all! lols
and we danced our ENIGMA dance.. x) *grinz* heehee.. many pple watched.. which is good.. if only we cld earn money frm them! mwahahhah* lol..

hmmm k.. gonna go out w the ooga pals later.. so i gotta bathe soon.. and i'm talking to my darling bestie rox now!! x)x) ahha.. she let me in on a seeecrettttttt.. hahah *shockkkkeeddddd~.. gosh.. shocker of the day mans.. oh well!! dang it.. it's not v good u noe roxy! sheeeesh!! oh wellssss!!

here's sth cheeeem for u guys:
+it is by surmounting difficulties, not by sinking under them that we discover our fortitude+
cool ehs? haha
oh yea.. nicolee: thanks for the msg in ur blog! really sweet. i love u loads dear.. and dun forget that alrights..! *smucks*

alrights.. gtg now.. tata.. byes!


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morninggssss!!!

gotta go to sch today to do carnival stuffies.. gee.. it's gonna be boring.. ONCE again!! jeeezz~ hahah but i am happyy.. x)x)x) shalalalalala!! *beams* ladeeedaaaa~

hmm now i am asking myself, "why am i awake so darn early?" haha it's so damn early.. i woke up at 7! and tried to get back to slp but i cldn't.. ohh wells.. and i had a nightmare last nite.. it was damnn scary!! eeeks.. dun wanna think abt it.. =X

the server for ALL e "mypicgalleries" are down.. dang it!.. wanna see coco's one! argh*
hmm oh yeah we're gonna dance 4 e carnival.. sheesh.. damn embarrassing!! eeeePs! but nisey poo's coming w her bf.. x))

alrighty.. gonna go and change and try and head down to sch earlier.. heeheex.. see.. i'm greatttt~~ x)
shalalalalalala~ shalalala in e morninggg~~~ oooh ohhhh! x)

watched charlie's angels today!! haha it was a lame and funny show.. filled w action.. but some of the special effects are super matrix-like! like wth?!! stop copying e matrix!! lol.. hmm but wells it's a fun show to catch w ur friends!! heeheex.. like a relaxation.. but i LOVE it when girls kick guys' asses! damnn cool! lols geee!

sch was boring today.. we had like only amaths lessons.. that's all.. and we slacked e entire day.. but corinne rox and i did sm productive stuff.. we made this dance which fits the song "i will survive"!! it's HILARIOUS x) -grinz- hahah jeez.. our class peeps were like "whaoooo" lol!! haha we're damn bo liao i tell u!

hmm okie like for these 2 days i've been really happy.. like in e good mood.. dunno why also.. well okay.. there're reasons.. haha.. anyways.. nicole called me last night and we talked for quite a bit.. i really miss talking to her!! dang it.. haha.. it was fun la.. i feel so happy tt we're yet again TALKING x) grinz* she sounded so happy on e phone yesterday which made me happy..
and like got nice messages today.. x) *gringrin* made my day too heehee.. see i'm happy!

lala shan't babble no more.. i might do some quizzes later x) teeheex.

ohhh looky.. i did a quiz.. AI*

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hiiihiiii!!!!
went to acs barker for full dress syf rehearsal.. haha gee was quite fun actually.. x)) hmm but it's the last time we can rehearse there!! *s0bs0b* haha and we missed loads of lessons.. like this ENTIRE week not alot of lessons ya noe!! haha.. and tmr we get to wear home clothes to sch.. gee.. we can't wear ANYTHING THAT DOES NOT COVER THE SHOULDERS? k, so i have quite a tough job!! hahah if u noe wad i mean.. i've got to like SEARCH my entire cupboard to dig out something non-sleeveless.. jeez the sch's nutz!! like they think that we're NUTS to wear spags! like HELLLOOOOO.. haha wadeva.. hahah jeez*
hmmms tmr will be fun i think.. haha heehee hoho! lol.. lame..
oh yes.. messages for pple (not in order)

alyssa: dearie.. i'm sure everything will be fine.. i'll help u pray too ok sista? x) and dun worry too much abt it.. gives u wrinkles.. i'm sure she'll be fine.. love u lots lots darling *hugs u noe i'll be here for u.. x)

nicole: hey stead! x) haha i'm SSUUPPEERR glad that we're back to talking and alls.. u noe how happy i am? *gringrin* haha.. and like thanks for signing me taggy.. x) love u loads dearrr* treasure u lots~ *MWAH*

roxy: hey bestiee!! haha wells.. just wanna tell u that when u read this call me to talk abt UR stuff k? x) to sort things out.. hah u dun think too much abt it.. just go and confess.. teeheex.. love u!!! *mwahhh*

k some quizzess
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and caring, they're mr/miss perfect. you're
looking for love in just the right place. it
may seem impossible to find a romance this
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will always be there for you when you need it
and will be protective over you along with
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Your quite average... your nature isn't evil but if
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ok enough quizzes! hahaha

aloha pals!!
hmm okie i am makin a promise to myself that i WILL study my zhao ju after i blog..! haha x) gosh u noe when sch starts, there seems to be nothing just nothing to write in my blog no moree.. -s0bs0b- lols..
hmm my dad is nuts.. he already like RECENTLY got a new car.. and yet now he's like test driving this OTHER bmw.. cuz he likes it.. WTH?! is he mad or wad? geeez! hmmhmm oh wells.. heck it la.. that nonsensical idiot!! haha
hmmm* carnival's comin up soon! haha hope it'll be fun.. dang gotta dance in it.. sheesh* it's super embarrassing!! damnit.. and that idiot is coming.. shan't name names.. lol!! alot pple dun want him to come.. hahahahhaha! teeheex.
u noe.. everyone seems to have some kinda love problem thing now.. if u go to pple's blogs.. u see all the i miss u and all that.. haha so mushhyyy lols.. but it's quite fun to read.. heehee.. k i shall speak for myself la.. i'm not sappy la.. i just find the stuff that i put into my previous entry very romantic.. lols!
aiyahh i'm also a very confused child.. but i dun feel like ranting abt it now.. *sigh-- u noe sometimes maybe things aren't fated.. if u noe wad i mean? hmmm..
still young still young
okie later ya'lls~

heyheys.. today was very boring (as usual) i mean it's like sch right? so DUH it's boring.. sheeshh.. sch is getting in e way lols.. but gotta like study this semester man.. cannot play so much! hahah.. talking to xuezz and will online now.. will is like damn blur.. he jus woke up i think.. lol.. hmm.. damn boreddd!! ahhhhhhh! ok ok.. argh.. had hor fun for dinner.. it was yummy.. heehee.. and like i dunno wad to say abt today.. cuz it's pretty much routine.. dang it.. i'm so lame.. hmmm.. lemme show u all sth.. it's frm an EMAIL.. really true.. u guys read it.. hah sappy shit but yeah. lols.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have
done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

alright guys.. we really shld treasure wad we have dun u think? let's tk today and tell our friends how much we love them.. our family.. anyone u care for.. b4 it's too late.. so go on guys.. x) say thanks.. anything.. gosh love that whole chunk of stuff.. gee.. alright.. gotta go now.. tata bye~