Things will never be the same.

Things will never be the same. 

It's time for change. 

So let's move on.  

:) 

Dreams

Dreams. Everybody has them. 

Some good. Some bad. Some you wish you could forget. 

Sometimes you realize you've outgrown them. 

Sometimes you feel like they're finally coming true. 

And some of us just have nightmares. 

But no matter what you the dream, when morning comes, 

reality intrudes and the dream begins to slip away. 

Dream a little dream of me. 

—Gossip Girl
<3

Good Night XOXO 

阿嬤的話

Grandma! Where are you now? 

We're calling you. Did you hear us? 

:'(

Leave or Stay?

Hmmmmm ...

Leave or Stay ?

My heart says : "I want to leave here so badly."

But I don't want to leave my friends & relatives. 

Anyway, it might be a good chance for me to grow up.

I don't want to miss the chance. 

No matter how hard I have to work, I've got to follow my heart & dream.

Friends, we're gonna go our own way soon, but I believe that this friendship will never change. 

I will appreciate every single moment we have. 

♥

Grow old with you

I don't need a marriage to last long. 

As long as you trust me and stay with me. 

Here we are.

To grow old with you : 

This is just beautiful.

Copied

You're the reason why

You're the reason why I'm smiling. 

Because I know even if just a second, I crossed your mind. 

That's enough for me if it's all I can get. :)

Just wanted to say well done ! XD

Congratulations, once again.

If you love something let it go.

 If it comes back to you, it's yours. 

If it doesn't, it never was.

Quote

"Do you remember in kindergarten, how you'd meet a kid, 

and know nothing about them, then 10 seconds later 

you'd be playing like you were best friends,

 because you didn't have to be anyone but yourself. "

~By Vanessa Hudgens as Gabriella Montez.

:)

The biggest regret

At one time it was exactly what I wanted, but now I regret it. 

And I thought it was just a dream, but in fact it's not.  

My mind keeps return again and again to what

"might" have been

"could" have been

"should" have been

Somehow,

I just couldn't forgive myself for making the wrong decision.

Mind you words.

Your words might accidentally hurt someone else. 

Just A Thought

There's something I ought to tell you.

There's something I think that you should know.

Before it's too late ; Before we go too far. 

Yet there are so many reasons why I can't. :3

What's on your mind? 

I can't read your mind. 

Do you know?

I will wait for you, if you ask me to. 

Birthday resolution

As some of you know yesterday was my birthday. I'm thinking that the very first birthday resolution list is a good start so I'll concentrate on them, and at least they will keep me distracted from the fact that I'm getting OLDER ! :P
Well, there are my resolutions on my birthday :

1. I'll try to make myself better in everything.
2. Improve my English especially speaking.
3. Get into shape ! HAHA. (waist-24)
I'll have to work out that waist for sure.
4. Start saving money for my future ! HAHA.
5. SOME improvement in my GPA or CGPA.
6. Learn something new every single day.

My resolution might help me become a better me, but somehow it's not as easy as I thought they would be. :3
Wish me luck !

Hey friends & family, thanks for making my birthday truly memorable. Much appreciate it :)
I would like to, from the bottom of my heart, thank everyone that has sent me a birthday wishes via Facebook, twitter, text or calls. I wanna thank all my friends who remembered my birthday as well. It filled my heart with joy to read all of you kind words.♥

Happy birthday

It's my Big Day  ♥

Happy 529 ! 

Mr.Right

Yesterday was a special day.
 May 20th which means 'wo ai ni'.

I Love You

♥

Everyone's in a relationship except me & you. 

So
Where
Are
You
?
The Mr.Right that I've been waiting for. :)

The words for mom

Everything she says.

Everything she does.

It just irritates me so much. 

You never treat me with respect.

You never listen to my explanation.

You never say sorry for the things you said or did wrongly. 

You never say thank you or please to me. 

'THIS IS AN ORDER' 

It doesn't make sense. 

 I am becoming very depressed with the way you treat me. 

MUMMY,

 I'm already 19 years old. 

 I would take care of myself well.

I'm not a child anymore. I'm an adult now. 

Sometimes, I need some privacy & freedom.

I know the things that I should or shouldn't do.

Perhaps I really love myself more than you do. 

Trust me !

PLEASE.

Hello friends ;)

Everyday is a new day.

Everyday is a new beginning.
Everyday is a new challenge.

Everyday is a new opportunity.

Well, welcome to a new semester. 

College is an unique experience that gets started over and over again 

until we finally arrive at our graduation day. 

And I can't wait till the day comes. Heee

'We met each other by chance, become friends by choice, still friends by decision, 

and we say friends forever, that's definitely a lifetime.'

 Promise! We are friends forever.

No one is completely perfect

I wish there is a guide that could tell me how to be the best that I could possibly be. 

While no one is completely perfect, am I right? 

It's human nature that everyone may make mistakes, not only once but a thousand times over. 

There is no exception. 

So what's the point of doing something wrong when you're just going to do it over and over again? 

Well, I'm still trying hard to be/do the best in everything and learn from it. 

Somehow I'm not even close to being perfect. 

I'm a failure. 

I'll never forget the day.

The day that changed my life.  

Dream High

It has been a while since I last watched a Korean drama which is Secret Garden.

So the next Korean drama that has caught my attention is Dream High.

I heard a lot of good reviews about this drama and it's highly recommended by my friends.

Anyway, I'm just officially finished my almost-uninterrupted Dream High marathon. Heee XD

Yea. The story gets more and more interesting in each episode and the idols show their improvement of acting skills. They were working hard to achieve their dreams. 

This drama is a very inspiring for those people who dream about their future. 

Now, I just wanna share some interesting and touching part of this drama.

Hope you can enjoy it. :)

No doubt ! It touched my heart  ♥  

Sam-dong did so much for Hye-mi and he always tries to make her happy whereas Jin-gook does less that and seems to get more comfort out from Hye-mi instead of making her smile. 

This drama would really be a bummer  if it just ends with Sam-dong alone. Although Jin-gook is a very good looking and caring guy but  I really think that Hye-mi and Samdong should be together. :)

Pray

Oh yeah ! My final exam has finally ended last Thursday. 

Let's rockssss !!! XD

I was dreaming that I'm flying on the top of the world, as high and far as the birds fly. 

Yet I was worrying that can I pass the investment paper? Can I? 

I've no confidence at all. Sighs.  

I didn't wish for an A in this subject but pass will do. 

Hopefully I can do it !

*Pray hard*

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Result will be release on 29th April. 

Bruno Mars

Recommending ! :)
#1 - Today my life begins

#2 - Grenade

#3 - The lazy song


#4 - Just the way you are

Counting down the days

Counting down the days 

6

5

4

3

2

1

Then I can fly like a bird !

But investment is driving me crazy now >.<

I'm forcing myself to love you more.

Can you love me too ?  

T_____T

Just a dream

  I had a sweet yet weird dream last night. 

 But somehow it would never happen in my real life.

That was just a dream. 

So I'm asking myself to wake up and back to the cruel reality. 

It's all just a dream, just a dream..... A dream that squeezed in my mind. 

Well, I'm still making a wish that will never come true. 

In other words, 

I'm waiting on a dream that will never come true. 

Rainy days

I love rainy days. 

It makes me feel so alive when the weather is cold and wet.

Things that I will do on a rainy day :

1.  Sleep

Rainy days often makes a person feel sleepy so it's great time to take a nap. 

2. Staying at home

3.  Make a cup of hot milo 

4. Watching favorite movies

5. Take a relaxing hot bath

Save money on rainy days by staying at home instead of going out. 

:)

We are one big happy family

It has been passed so long,

that we never sit together sleep together and enjoy our talk.

I know you start from the day i come to this world.

Do you remember ?

when we play together,
when we sing together,
when we gossip together,
when we laugh madly,
when we talk secretly,

when we share everything that only we know.

and ETC.

i never ever forget the moments between you and me .

I do appreciate.

and i found out that years 2009 is the year that we took lots of photo

although you were sitting SPM and i am sitting PMR.

how dare us？

we did it ! :)

but now ,can feel everything is changed.

you know i know.

i dare to say that , i barely know you nowadays, don't you feel that?

i believe you do.

no worries.

i will always be with you still :D

By yee

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

First of all, I would like to apologize to you, but is it too late to apologize?  :) 

As I mentioned before, I don't like the feeling of being left out or being replaced by someone. It's because the feeling of loneliness and being unwanted is the most terrible poverty. That's why I always tried my best to be more friendly with everyone. 

Let's back to the topic. Yes, I know. I have sort of drifted away from you lately. There's a gap between us now. It has been a long time since the last time we had our heart-to-heart talk together. But why? And what happened to us? I wondered. Is it because of nowadays we rarely go out together? Or we were busying in our own life? Perhaps. :3 Well, I've got to be honest. I can't deny that I was so jealous while you are talking to your sister then you'll  just ignored me. Sometimes I wish we were sisters too but sadly we aren't. :(

Hopefully, we will back to the start. You filled my life with lots love and constant fun. You're  absolutely batty.Heee. All we ever did was laugh, and laugh. I love the people that made me laugh and I love the way we were laughing non-stop together as well. xD

Let's go back to the start ! :) I'll always be with you too.  ♥ I love you, you love me, we're a happy family. With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. Won't you say you love me too? :)

Teddy is in the house ♥

Hello.

Here I am again. :)

It's been a while since my last update. I'm sorry.

Guess what ?

Mid-term test 1 has finally over.

Hurrayyy !

But then Investment test is coming up next week T___T

This ain't a honeymoon semester for us although it only takes 7 weeks.

I hate weekdays. I dislike Monday as well. It brings me back to the hectic life.

*tsk tsk .

Woots !

Pre-birthday gift from "double J" on March 4th.

Janice & Jocelyn

Thank you so much.

I ♥ Teddy

I ♥ JJ

Do appreciate it ! Heeee .

No matter how far apart we are, our friendship will last forever.

Ps : My birthday is on May 29th. :)

只是有时候

(Copy from Facebook)

真的只是有时候，

莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

真的只是有时候，

突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

真的只是有时候，

发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

真的只是有时候，

感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候，

突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

真的只是有时候，

别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

真的只是有时候，

希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。

真的只是有时候，

在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。

真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。

真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。

真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。

真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。

真的只是有时候，

别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。

真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。

真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

Emptiness

Currently listening to : Emptiness -Natalie

I'm feeling so L-O-S-T lately.

Alright, one thing that I've learnt is People Do Change.

They really do.

So neither do I. :'(

I need someone to guide me.

But sadly, no one could ever understand me.

Sighs.

" There's some things that I feel that really just ain't my style
Even though it hurts, you gotta make it work baby
This emptiness that I feel is gonna be here a while
Something kinda strange, gotta go away baby
This emptiness that I feel, it really just ain't my style "

Secret Garden

A love story revolving around the game world and reality.

Korean drama "Secret Garden" starred by Hyun bin and Ha ji-won.

I just finished watching this drama !

The final episode is the perfect ending for the story.

One of the best korean drama I've ever seen.

*Thumbs up*

Heeeeeeeee

Also, there's definitely lots of chemistry between them so I'm loving it even more.

Awesome !

♥

Check it out :)

Gemini

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。

她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

她独立，也好强， 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。

她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起，更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。

她恋爱的时候 ，喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理， 其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

当你紧张她的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的，有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人，她不求结果，只希望你有那份心。

对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情， 感情如果受到挫折，会毁了她，要么成就了她。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她不允许男孩子的背叛，如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，

她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

她失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，大声的笑，放声的闹。

当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。

即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。

如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。

她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言.她很难相信.

即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。

若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。

她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。

她只是想静静的看着你，当你的观众，仅此而已。

她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤.

她就是这样，强势,霸道,任性。。。

不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。

她善变，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。

有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。

她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。。。

她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。

她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。

她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。

她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦,不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情.

她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，

那就是自尊。

她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。

她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间.

她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友 面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。

她不让你给她买这买那，但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。

她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到.

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易

识穿。。。

得到她,别骄傲,

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。　　

如果你没有绝对的真心，请别爱她，因为她最怕没安全感，害怕失去平衡。。。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有她的梦想，她的希望。

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

时而邪恶，时而善良；

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！

It's description about a Gemini from facebook.

Do you agree?

Uhmm. I do :)