Forever more I swear, no?

What I noticed is this

I come up with something new

Every single time that I sit and reminisce

And you live in my memories

Forever more I swear

And you live in my memories

Forever more I swear

They're all part of the list, things that I miss

Things like your funny little laugh

Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

-Part of the List by Neyo-

It never fades away, not even for a sec,
because I loved you so much that I'm still livin in the memories we constructed.
But, now I don't love u anymore, just the memories, just it, nothing more...
Love can really do wonders, but not to everyone.

Good nights!
loves-

205th: 27 aug oh-nine with Rebekah Tan!

27th aug oh-nine,

Thursday, 1pm.

Rebekah Tan (ex-roomie)

We did our usual outing routine thang.

Satay for lunch, Shoppings at MP/DP,

Paratha Wrap&Pink Berry for tea-time,

and, Asam Pedas for dinner.

We spent almost an hr in Padini Concept Store.

Decided to make full use of my Padini 30% b'day voucher!!

We both eyed the same black pumps, flip-flops & handbag.

thats LOVE! lol~

The TOTAL BILL was RM209.30 [6items]

totally had an awesome time with u hun!

Thanks a lot for meetin up with me

and, I really needed a time like that with you,

because we used to do all that back in Subang kan?

:) huggles*

Gonna miss u badly

when we'r both at diff sides of the world.

Our next meet up will be the 10th Sept aye!

Lookin fwd to it. weehee~*

Have fun in KK hun!

-xoxo-

'Discard the oldies, welcome the newbies'

I've just cleaned up the lower part of the wardrobe.

Still keepin stuff that meant a lot to me,

but, threw away those which are total meaningless to me.

After 6years of keeping em,

I thought it is about time to throw the old ones away,

and await for the new ones to come to me.

Somehow, I miss the good ol' days,

the dating days, the partying days.

Good night!

Have another lovely day.

203th: Personal ramblings!

Nothing ever remains the same, agree people? :O

I do noticed that I've changed into a total diff person, not so sociable as b4.
I got it aights, need no reminders for that.

There's nth I can do, but I'm trying to reconnect back with the society.

Try being in my shoe,
and u'll eventually understand whad triggers the change in me.

and, my mood swings is gettin uncontrollable.
It's pretty much annoying,
cause I hate it whenever I lose temper.

I totally hate myself right now, because I've sorta lost touch with myself.

and, this reminded me of the ending scene in Gossip Girl, season 1, epi 13.
The part where Blair Waldorf felt that her life was fallin apart & so embarassed with the false pregnancy gossip. and, Blair desperately pleaded her mum to allow her to do her next sem in France, to leave that place asap.

Good night!

random thoughts :)

random thoughts:-

> Should I do the preloved items sale?
The closet's space has reached its total maxi limit.
dangg* any comments people??

>I'm a bad shopaholic, really bad, esp the heels I bought. I only wore them for bout 2-3times??
Affordable brands: Nose, Vincci & etc.

>I've 2 black Topshop tops, beautiful! Unfortunately, I grew through sideways, so faham-faham eh.

>I'm eyeing on a shoulder handbag in the MNG store that costs RM155. Leather!
and, the purple one is a total love hey! Prolly getting it sometime soon?? ;)

>Ohh, and also the vintage fringe bag in MNG, ard RM315? yeahh, thats not really my fav. so, skip!

>Then, went to Perfume Avenue store, have always been wanting to get the DKNY fragrances (50ml) at RM190, but where's the source of my shopping casheeyy? :/

>Finally, bought a WD 320GB external harddisk, needed one for all my mvies! hee* and, daddy agreed on the spot, along handing me RM300 cash! NICE! Thankss daddyyyy- xx

So, I'm quite broke now, spent hundreds on my recent e-shopping,
received my items already and pretty much satisfied with em...
=Credits to Shopaholixbar & An Old Flame!

Good nights folks! sweetdreams-

xoxo-

Is the world coming to an end soon? -.-

hello. greetings everyone out there. :)

I have been ultimately lazy,
the incurable sleeping hours & the low energy level a.k.a lembikness.
Knock off at 1am, and wakes up at 12pm. exceeding 10hrs EVERDAY! mark that*
and, that also explains why I don't respon to calls/texts before 1pm.
As simple as ABC, I'm still in the dreamland,
refused to miss out the nice scenes.
-LOL-

On the other hand, here I am wondering whether if we're now under the almighty God's punishment. Whad contributed to that thought above?

a) The uncontrollable H1N1 influenza- Sooper HAPPENING worldwide! *hawt.topic, June 09.

b) Then came the Pneumonia pandemic (severe, contagious)- a small town in China, July.

c) The "human warriors" bombing north-south-east-west (caused the lost of loved ones, destroyed homes & valuable belongings)- Iran, Afghanistan, Palestin & etc.

d) The Morakot typhoon killed above 500lives- Taiwan, 11.08.09

e) and, the earthquake as early as 6am- Japan, 11.08.09

f) Lead poisoning sickens 600kids- China, 14.08.09

g) and, coming soon the Hurricane Guillermo that forms in the Pacific- believed to hit the Gulf of Mexico + threaten U.S. oil + natural gas platforms & refineries along the coast.

How long more do all these unfortunate people need to go through??
and, no one will ever understand the endurance of these tough lives,
who appreciates every lil thing in their life,
because a tomorrow is not guaranteed for them.

Life's a rollercoaster indeed!

Let's pray for all the victims, esp the typhoon in Taiwan!
*Hopefully the buried living lives will be saved a.s.a.p!!!
*Hopefully the unfortunate ones will receive good aids frm the well-fortunate ones out there.
*Hopefully, the world will be free from all disastrous phenomena!

Let's begin our prayers,
believe in God,he who will be answering our prayers!
It's saddening really... *sigh!*

Good night folks.
Have another awesome day!

-xoxo-

200th: Hush hush (I will survive) by PCD

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby
Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
I never needed words,
i never needed hurt,
I never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on

Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
Oh no, not I
I will survive as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way,
I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken,
our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

-Hush Hush (I will survive) by PCD
Have a great day!

Grey's Anatomy S5 -finale-

helllo, good early morning world.

Its 1am now,
and I know whad I'm about to say is totally gonna sound silly and hilarious enuff,
but I'm still going to say it out loud here.

I've just finished watching the Grey's Anatomy Season 5 finale.
It's never easy watching a life being taken away from your side,
and only left with its collection of memories
that remains forever fresh in mind till death do us apart.

I'm not someone who fancies all these english dramas,
but it seems like I am now, totally attached to it.

Grey's Anatomy is a great show and influential to someone like me.
Well, of crs, exclude all the sexual scandals among em,
but its rather entertaining as well.
ahahaa-

I just wanna say,

"I love the ones who's in my life and grateful to God for such a blissful, healthy life, less of hardships/illness/unfortunate events so far! Thank you all for making it a better place.
I Love You!"

My current fb thought:
- Never expects a tomorrow, cause life's pretty unpredictable in its way that no human can ever predicts, not to mention guarantee.

-xoxo-