Last day for 2011:)

Wouldnt say it was a good or bad year. It was another year of mistakes, growing up and experience.

2011 is the year I went Melbourne and also, Bangkok again w/o my parents. I am learning to do thing independently. Thanks my parents for trusting me and allowing me to widen my exposure.

2011 is the year where my year 3 of poly life started. I am still learning, and on my way to finish this 3 years long journey. Never ever regretted joining NYP:)

2011 is the year I worked as a temp staff in creative during the playchinese expo fair, made new friends, and also shuyi, my leader,supervisor there. It might be almost impossible for you to read this but I would still wanna thanks you for teaching me many things, giving me chances to go primary school and sell dictionary ( HEY, THATS A VERY COOL EXPERIENCE) and also learnt how to deal with customers.

Many more stuffs to list but I am kinda lazy. hehee. Anyway I slept the whole of my last day of 2011~ hahaha. Gonna meet peeps up as usual at lakepark and htht till next year!:D

我很累，真的好累:(

This is not a very good week for me. Many thoughts running in my mind. Sigh.

Moody day~

I cant find the right words to explain how I am feeling today. Just very unhappy and etc. Apparantly i really couldnt find any words to express my feelings. Sigh:(

At such point of time, if only someone could come up to me, give me a hug, and tell me that everything gonna be okay....

But oh well, its better off being alone

Question: Are you one of those people who walk fast and people tell you to slow down?

Answer: Yes

I wouldn't say I am a total fast walker etc because I don't walk fast all the time. Yet most of the time whenever I am with my friends ( Depending on who I am hanging out with), I am asked to slow down because I was too ahead of them.

But usually in my daily life, I don't walk very fast. However whenever I am out shopping/going out for a reason etc, I will move very fast, yes, the word is "move". Don't know if its my character or behaviour or what, I dislike stopping halfway for too long if I were to be in the middle of something, example like shopping? outing? field trip? But usually I would end up being so in front because my friends are either still at that same shop looking at stuffs and I have to either stop for awhile and wait or to walk back.

I do shop and look at stuffs too, but perhaps I prefer to scan through and if its not to my liking, I would just move away. I dont like to waste time looking at things that couldnt catch my attention:/ opps.

And during my recent trip to bangkok, whereby we woke up super early in the morning and basically walked the whole day for 3 consecutive days, I realised when I got really tired ( leg muscles sore and ache), I will walk even faster with each step that I took, because it can kinda numb my pain instead of dragging it slowly. I can feel every single muscle ache if I am walking damn slowly.

There are pro and cons being either a slow or fast walker. This is a conclusion that I came up with:

Advantages of fast walkers:

• According to science, fast walkers live longer: http://jama.ama-assn.org/content/305/1/50.abstract?sid=e47aa832-b151-4f3a-a594-de553fce9d2f
• Do not waste a portion of the time dilly dally
• Able to have more time to see more other stuffs ( when it comes to shopping)

Disadvantages:

• Missing out stuffs/conversations because fast walkers will always be infront of the group, and have to keep turning back and wait. Which in turn, also wasting time.

Advantages of slow walkers:

1. Able to relax and slowly take your own sweet time. Able to look around the things around you more carefully

Disadvantages:

1. Being an idiot fuck who block people way especially when people are running late ( This happens everyday in that shelter from yck towards nyp. Fucking pek cek and tasting people patience.

Well I guess this is not an essay or argumentative speech or whatever. Just basically some of my thoughts and bullshit:) HAHAHAHAHA.

Bangkok DAY 2!

Rise and shine! Woke up to see Jerlin standing near the window, snapping pictures of the sun rise. hahaha!

Had our breakfast buffet at the hotel!
Left our hotel at 9pm and we actually walked ALL THE WAY FROM OUR HOTEL TO THE NEAREST TRAIN STATION ( which is like more than half an hour walk). Was exploring the morning life of chinatown while walking and finding our way with the map
We finally made our way to the train station! The whole morning seems like a treasure hunt game because we kept looking at the map trying to navigate. teehee. So fun! So we alighted at phaya thai and tried to walk to platinum fashion mall, but we got tired and lazy to find our way anymore, we took tuktuk!
And my slippers spoilt when i was alighting the tuktuk-.- SHAGGED TO THE MAX. Dragging my feet around the big mall trying to find a comfy slipper. After an hour or so, I finally got a cheap slipper at 199 baht and we started our shopping spree!

The sale gal in the picture below gave me a deep impression because after i was done with one purchase in the next store, I went back to find yujia and john, who are shopping for john's clothes. Yujia tried to bargain for John but the sale girl seems new, she was so nervous and helpless that she keep pleading yujia that she cant give any more discount. And when we left the shop, she keep saying " korp khun ka" to us, even to me, in a damn sincere and apologetic manner. Gosh. she is so cute! hahahaha.
Bought this for bro!
Bought one of this at 7plus sing dollar!
Lunch at platinum food court!
We spent the whole day here and its still not enough-.- Because we were here on the next few days too. HAHAHA. Its like a monster mall. Keep sucking us back to spend more money. hahaha
Dinner!
On the tuktuk back hotel! We met a very nice tuktuk driver who ended us sending us around for the rest of the trip
Tired ttm at the end of the day!

Bangkok DAY 1!

So on tuesday, my whole family, except mummy (coz she have to work:( ), sent me to the airport to meet up with the rest of the peeps. Its my first time at the budget terminal departure hall with my friends I guess? Because the previous bkk trip with teammies and the aussie trip were all at the other terminals. So its kinda a new experience for me to know how the departure hall of budget terminal looked like. HAHAHAHA. Nice. I am very sua ku i know-.-

Had some quick bites after entering the departure hall. And off we go to bkk! Its so freaking funny and awesome to actually climb up the stairs our own. * ACTING LIKE SOME BIG SHOT PERSON* hahaha.
Touched down at 6pm bangkok time, which is around 7pm in spore!
The moment we arrived at the arrival hall, we went to get internet micro sim so that we can use for the next few days and also to contact our family! Paid the prepaid micro simcard for 390 baht ( approx $16.40) to enjoy 7 days of unlimited internet data and 30 minutes of call time ( BUT MINE CANT CALL OUT ON DAY 3 ONWARDS?! I dont think i reached 30 minutes yet you know!) So suay.

Reached the hotel around 7plus. We were famished. I am surprised to see the bakery corner in the hotel lobby!
Went to explore the area around our hotel, we stayed at bkk chinatown area. And people might wondered if there are still flood there, the answer is no:) its totally dry. But you can still see those sandbags lying at the side of the roads. We had our first dinner in bkk at this roadside tze char stalls! I love the calamari, its super thick and nice, totally beat those that we usually eat in spore. AND I LOVE THE FISH THE MOST. Super big and worth its price. Around 8 Bucks sing dollar. Dinner for 4 of us cost around 880 baht that night.
Its super cool to eat while looking at people walking and vehicles driving. The air might be rather polluted, but who cares, totally love how they live there:)
AWESOME FISH
And I chanced upon this rather old man, who lost his lower body. His upper body is totally resting in this wooden block and he move with his hands. It just ache my heart to see him like that. Sometimes when I am feeling stress, i might complain about my life and etc, but seeing people like him, I felt so inferior, like come on, I am already leading a very blessed life. We all should learn to be appreciative of life and be contented.
Anyway, first day at bkk was rather short because it was already night when we reached there. So yupp. The fun starts at day 2 onwards!:D

Merry X'mas everybody!

Although I dont celebrate christmas. Everyday is a happy day:D And yup, this week been rather awesome. Went school on Monday and baked croissants with Dr Soh, Ms Lena, LayKhean, Zhen hua and agnes! Croissants tasted awesome! But the amount of butter added during the making of croissants is O=M=G. Oh well, nothing in the world that taste really good, could be completely healthy.

Bangkok trip for the rest of the week WAS DAMN AWESOME TOO! I am already missing it:( Will blog every single bits of this trip in the up coming posts:) Stay tuned!

随着一天一天的过去，感觉好像慢慢的少了一点点自己

Nothing much happened this week, yet, its one of the weeks this year that I am feeling so lost and useless. Been browsing through folders of my photos taken since sec school days till now. I realised I wasnt as cheerful or happy as I used to do.

Been asking myself this, is the reason because I am growing up?


School wasnt very good today. Reached school early but fyp room is quite empty. Yet it is still empty in the noon when there were help needed and we were all in the library. Sigh. I have been trying to get myself in place this week but it seems like this is no longer my FYP period and supposed to be my IAP yet i am not considered having my IAP because I am still in school. I dont know what to do to kill time in school! And its everyone first week of fyp and I dont know if I were to follow what they are doing or what. And my absence in school makes me guilty too but frankly speaking, I dont know what I can do in school though I would gladly offer my help to anyone in school who needs my help


Sigh. I dont know how to feel better. Feel so moody and stuff etc. It suck to be me. And worst, I cant really find anyone who I can really confide. I have my reasons. It will be just me, and still me. I will brave through even if the loneliness is consuming me so badly. And that is why I am isolating myself tonight.

I will be fine

Buck up Leow Yi Lin!

I woke up on time today but fell back to sleep after breakfast. SIGH. This week have been an on off week for me. Skipped two out of five days of school. How bad. Probably because i dont know what should i do till the trip next week. I need things for me to do and look forward. I need fresh set of contact lens!! Eyes are giving me problem since last monday:( RED

Yes it is very irony for human to complain about having so much to do and sicked of it while on the other hand, complain too, if there are nothing for them to do:/

Shall sleep early and be on time for school tomorrow! Its all about having the right attitude and positive vibes.

Tell me what to do for this week

Because I seriously see nothing to look forward to. Not complaining, just feel kinda lost and meaningless.

Happens on almost every single school day:/

I miss blogging

I just realised that I hasnt been blogging for quite some time. I used to love blogging alot. Why? Not because I like people to read about my life, but more about me keep track of my life each day. I used to write about every single things that happened daily. But guess as I grow older, I no longer have that mood to do so because each day, its either I am too tired or lazy after a long day in school. I kinda miss reading my own blog and recall bout my growing up days.

We all change as we grow older, as we all know more things each day, be it good or bad. Life gets real busy growing up, learning things, making mistakes, till a point whereby I just live each day without remembering it.

Oh well, talking bout my life now, FYP ended almost 2 weeks ago, 2dec was a very stressed up day for me, rushing my FYP report ( well i deserved that coz i am a big procrastinator).
Fulfilled our night cycling promise with my fav girls and a one night chalet! ^^


Yesterday was the start of attachment, yup, it was supposed to be taken place in bkk but due to the flood, it was postponed. so yup, its a back to school day. Everything feels good:) I love the people and N6!!!! so homey:)