Sorry for all the nasty words

Guess everything started from misunderstanding. This issue shall end here. Forget everything that happened and start afresh. Everything's good now:)

The sky

Just went to the kitchen and looked out of the window. I spent my whole sunday at home, knowing that it is raining since the moment I woke up, but I never actually went to take a look out there, because i know i am safe at home:)

Nothing feels better to be at home on a rainy day. yeah? teehee


Looked up into the sky. It was orange and red, it kinda reminds me of something. The sky look like it have been "crying" so much till eyes are red ( the sky look orange-red). hahahahaah.

Okay. this is pretty random. K, i am gonna sleep!

The vampire diaries episode 12

Finally, TVD is back!!!

And I just stopped at the part where damon stabbed rose in her heart, when she is resting in his arm, and being inside the nice peaceful dream that Damon created for her.Damon actually shed tears while doing so. What he was doing is just to end her misery. After all, that fatal bite from the werewolf is not gonna last her for long but to bring her more pain.

He feels. Damon actually had feelings.

Elena, do you feel him too?

Project 3 exhibition 26/1/11

Hi, presenting to you............ OUR ABSOLUTE GREEN! Yes, absolute green. Not absolut vodka. HAHAHAHAHAHA The poster which I spent time doing till 4plus am in that morning.....

Taste great!

The ingredients

Other groups. and those people from industry etc, lecturers

Hope we can get A for project 3 too yeah?:D

Dinner at hot tomato @ Somerset 313 last monday 24/1/11

Dinner was good except that MN found one pubic hair in her cabbage?! wlao eh! THEY DONT HAVE FOOD SAFETY AND QUALITY ONE IZZIT! har??? Never follow GMP izzit! Does they even have a HACCP plan?!

Haiyo * shake head* TSKTSKTSK. hahahahaha. TOO MUCH OF HACCP STUCK IN MY MIND. hahahahaha.

Past two weeks:)

Couldnt remember which day was this, but the week before, all of us are preparing for our project 3 poster and exhibition. Me and aiai were "in charge" to determine the vitamin C content of our smoothies while raoda, michel and victoria were testing for microbial growth of our green smoothie!

I LOVE TITRATION! teehee. HAHAHA. I used to hate it so much, why? BECAUSE i am always late for secondary school science practical, which taught us how to titrate. It is 8am lesson! that why! Almost every tuesday when I report for practical, it is already like 8.30am . I was late and made to run around the school. HAHAH. NABEI. Iodine titration for our smoothie.

Saturday

Meet up with the girls for lunch @pizzahut. :D Although it is just a short while because we all have things to do. I haven finish my report that day, babe've got training at redhill, while the two lovely aunties need to go marina barrage to take pictures for tze project or assignment i guess.

Yum yum!

BABE!

Babe's backpack. NICE RIGHT!

Camwhore session in the toilet as usual, no matter how busy we are. HAHAHAHAA

It was ah ma birthday last saturday too. Uncles' families came over and we all had dinner at the coffeeshop just below my block. Had tze char and we waited super long. It was super boring to have cousins talking about studies and blah blah blah. Just care about ur own life okay? Dont be sucha kpo pls. seriously. It just dampen the whole atmosphere and I literally lost my appetite because I had so much anger down in me. zzzzz. Sigh~

Anyway, this is the rabit basket that uncle factory made. wooohoo~ can put orange in it. hahaha. He must have made quite a sum by producing this and sell it to supermarkets like Sheng Shiong. PRIME etc

Happy 77th birthday ah ma!

All of us, the grandchildren, kissed ah ma on her cheek. HAAHAHA. her cheek so soft. teehee

Hello dad:)

Finally, projects came to an end:)

I am finally free, for the time being, till chinese new year ( which I have totally zero mood for that).


These two weeks of endless projects and assignments had finally came to an end, which also means I doesnt have to work with different people of different frequency and tolerating anything or see other people faces and bear with anyone mood swing. But again, it wasnt a totally bad process actually because along the way, I also had fun working with some of my group mates, I had fun doing project 3 although the start of the day was abit cocked up. But towards the end of that day, looking at our products, that sense of accomplishment was there:)


And FINALLY S & Q project on HACCP is over!! PHEW. Like totally. I was literally shivering with the script on my hand. MUAHAHAHAHA.


This is a rainy weekend, and its great staying up on my bed near noon. Teehee. Shall blog about some events that happened the past week:)

oh ya, and

HAPPY BELATED 21TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU PIPU!

Hope you enjoyed urself:)

寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

TGIF

Finally, its friday. What could I say to summerize my past 5 days?

SCHOOL WORK.



hahahaha. Realised my recent posts are either whine, or boring stuffs. awwwwwwwwww. It shows that Iseriously need to go out and get some fun!!


But wait, I have to do another report now.


NABEI. Never ending one. HAHAHAHAA

Now, i not just wanna friday to come, I WANT TO SKIP THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK.!

Tired and loss

Towards to the end of today, i realised i feel sad. But today is so busy that i didnt even have the time to realise that i am not happy. Perhaps i am just too tired. Sick and tired of people. I dun wish to care any people feeling, or tolerate any shit. I just wanna to be alone in a room and spent time with myself. Absolute solitude..

What the hell?!

Just checked blackboard and realised that PROJECT 3 presentation is on 26th JAN?! I looked again just incase I saw the wrong dates but no, it is really 26th JAN! Which is like 10 days from now?!

And draft of the poster MUST be submitted by 20th JAN. Which is like this coming thursday? Holy crap. This adds another item to my to do list, and I guess, has to be given priority. zzz. Then project 3 report by week 17.

To do list:

1. Analytical report ( pract 8 and 10)
2. S and Q project ( presentation)
3. FPP project ( presentation)
4. Nutrition science project
5. Project 3 poster
6. Biotechnology report.

RAWR! ZZZZ

My 39th hour without sleep

Screw nutrition science and the lecturer-u-know-who. NABEI. I didnt sleep the whole night! And missed lecture, went school and screwed my practical. MY BRAIN ISNT WORKING and it just have to be the day whereby I have to do so many things. Go for amfs pract, here comes another report. Go for meeting for S and Q project. and then video for project 3!


I dont feel sleepy now. Just apathy.


And such thing is not good, because suddenly i feel that life is so boring again.


I want shopping, i need money! Janice cheese ball, hear me? HAHAHAHAHA. JIAYOU

Tonight feels like....

I am doing my work and then suddenly a thought came into my mind....Tonight feels like as though I am chionging my O level F&N coursework in just one night.

Used to spend almost 3/4 of my sec 4 life whining how sucky it is to stay back after school in the computer lab to do my coursework. All the planning and analysis. But if I were to choose, I rather do coursework.

At least the grades are solely based on my own effort and work and I got like almost a year to finish one coursework on my own.

Unlike this. FUCKING UNDISTRIBUTED PROJECT THAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW. But I still gonna get it done anway, before I get to sleep. Or maybe no sleep. I DUNNOE LA. I DONT LIKE THIS WEEK. Its like there is so many things to do and yet I am nowhere.

:'(

Just had dinner and I couldnt believe I am crying right now. They doesnt seems to understand me at all, except for didi and papa. How i wish papa is here right now:(

Ah ma and ah yi thought that I am rude to say uncle. But they didnt how he bloody hurt me with his words yesterday. Only didi and papa know. I am not being narrow minded or petty but those words fucking hurt me. It really do. Its like insulting me you know?

And the worst thing is I never seems to be able to tell ah yi and ah ma how I feel and all they thought of me is a unreasonable girl.

Will there really understand how I feel if they were me?:( Will they be able to not feel hurt if uncle's words are said to them instead of me?

hello unicorn!

Woke up in the noon and realised how tired I was. And oppps. I didnt go school to help out today. HAHAAHA! But at least I got that little urge to do my stuff. FINALLY did my tutorial 8 for nutrition science. Still kinda lazy to do my e learning for Biotech though, and nutrition science project because I hadnt got enough stuffs to start yet.

Gonna finish HIMYM season 5 by today! So that I can watch season 6:)

NYP open house 2011 ( DAY 2)

Sure a tired day but it was a great experience, got to know more alot the other classes of our own course, hahaha. at least got talk and make friends. Teehee. The crowd wasnt that alot as I thought it would. Initially there wasnt anyone even at 11am! LOL

Keep walking over to block Q to see whether they start their air brush tattoo already or not, went twice but they said the tattoo artists haven come. Woah, so it was done by professionals, I always thought its by the students.

Sensory room! When I first look in, i was like woah, how the ballon manage to be hanging there. HAHAHA. NO LA. STICK to the panel.

One of the lucky draw prize. they got alot of these.

I LIKE THIS BUT SIAN, ITS PART OF THE LUCKY DRAW. I keep pick those capsules and got the highlighters. BUT SIAN, I also never participate. ahahahhaa. so not mine lor. choose the capsule for fun only.

In the counselling room...

Most of the time I was in the food preparation lab!

Check out my superman tattoo. HAHAHA. Nice right! And one unbelievable thing, I saw this namecard in the food preparation lab. clyde CK. I am like OH MY GOD. Why is this card doing here. He is my pri school classmate, or to say, crush. HAHAHAHA. last time we both like each other cause we love music and there is once I even followed him home because he was holding my CD HOLDER! which had alot of CDS, my collection.

He is now a tattoo artist and studying in NAFA. saw his facebook photos, he got like 5 figures on his chest and stomach. 3 skulls tattoo on his chest and two figure on his stomach which I personally find it very nice!

To my surprise, he was at the air brush tattoo booth when I wanted to get this superman design. His friend helped me to do spray this. while he helped me swipe the extra ink with ethanol on my neck. HAHAHA. How funny it is to have ur pri sch crush wiping ur neck after like 6 years? hahahahahahahaha!

I love this! and when we are like preparing the new samples and pull up this thingy, I think I scared some of the ppl out there. they didnt know this window could be pull up. LOL

My unicorn! done by ck. i still rmb his name even though it was pri sch days, Chong chieh kai? hahaha. And his fav song is " i dont want to miss a thing" by aerosmith. Please dont say I am a stalker, I just rmb it. HAHAHAHAAHAHA. After all, he is my first crush? TEEHEE Too bored at the lab because there was no one, so I use the empty tic tac to play. LOL

My left hand!

Me and jan's scorpion! D:

Blendtec. Gonna be using this for project 3! Heard that one of such cost like thousand dollar. Randall showed us the video of this blendtec, WHICH CAN BLEND IPHONES AND EVEN IPAD. And we got 3 of these exactly the same blender here in school!

MY HAND

Boxes of tic tac we used on day 2. 20! though there are 16 here...

jer and me!

Cleaned up and everything ended around 9 plus, near 10. Everyone were drained, our legs are aching so much.... but I had fun:)