Stress week

Hi monday, please forward to friday please. Was kinda wishing I am at the epiphany stage right now. hmmmm.

S and Q is draining me out. totally:( And I haven do my biotech ppt. Week 7, how time pass. But way too fast for me to take note of everything. Everything just zroooommmmm pass like racing cars. Phew. Need a break.
I am already picturing myself having a chill nice break, in the midst of my stress period now. Hang on yilin! I know you are so tired actually.


And of all times, I had a 24 min talk with ashley, and why must he talk about ck at this point of time? Though I may appear like I dont care anymore, which I really dont. But a part of me inside knows that I still care, somehow.


I have feelings too. And they dont go away in like days, months, or even years so easily.

MVP 情人

haha. Randomly saw this at funshion, so finally they uploaded this! Was still thinking about why funshion didnt have this earlier on. LOL~ so I am watching episode 1 now. haha. Finding back memories how I used to LOVE this show like crazy when I was a young 10 years old girl.

Now that I watch this show again, I find it abit drama. HAHAHAHAHAH! but still, nice show:) perhaps this is the reason why I didnt quit basketball when I was in sec school? teehee

but the love story is really still very sweet and romantic to me. though its alittle too cliche. watching it again makes me feel that being in love is nice! hahaha. Because nowadays I am feeling that being in love sucks. its all about compromising etc.

Barney Stinson- Not a fathers' day.

Too tired I guess

In a blink of eye, week 6 is coming to the end. And at the end of this week, what's left was completely worn out me.

I freaking dozed off at 7plus pm last night! All the way till this morning. Wooo. Woke up around 2am and realised I hasnt do my work-.- But back to sleep again. Trying to do my stuffs now. So lazy. Feel like going out today but yes I hate the crowds .

Oh well.

Human are contradicting. I am no exception. Hah!


Common test at week 9. WOooooo. love it or hate it. But still, gonna face it. HAHAHAAHAH

This happens every single day.

Yesterday @ school - fruit abuse!!! LOL

So we did our second week of trial for our project 3 yesterday and for some unknown reasons, THE VEGETALES ARE SO FUCKING BITTER. And obviously, the smoothie blended out tasted like mothafucker bittershit!! EWWWW.

Si bei sian, everyone so sian, cause everything taste so bitter. BUT apple guava tasted awesome! (Y) BITTER FUCKING SHIT!

THIS AWESOME FRUIT:) Recommended by raoda the horny~ hahaha

Our left over fruits. and fuck yeah! that's when the FRUIT ABUSE GAME comes in. AND WTF, I keep losing and hell yeah, most of the green apples were in my mouth. Its damn sour can:( ahhahahaha. But i had so much fun, so do the rest:D

and we also had the craneberries for punishment. aiai keep kena many times in a row and OUR ULTIMATE GRAND PUNISHMENT. BANANA! Initially is to shove one whole banana down one person mouth but end up we changed to 2 share one. and our " winners" are RAODA AND FLORENCE! hahaha

2 girls one cup 2 girls one BANANA. LOL!

So sweet worh~

Awesome monday!:)

In school in the morning, saw daddy kang on my way to yck station:D Headed town with the girls and shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Bought a tee from denizen again. haha. Jan's got the top. wooohooo~

Retail therapy do work wonders. Like seriously. I am feeling better this two days:D maybe its due to no school work, and no sight of that bitch, and not entirely because of spending money. HAHAHA! I needa work soon, so that I can have retail therapy often. hehe^^

Today was really nice and good. Peaceful, happy and contented. But oh well. Good things always come to an end. So, time to do work now! Yawn. But I wanna sleep already. Muahahahah~

Start to get started for school. I am totally not in the mood. Today feel simply too good. SHOP SHOP SHOP!

* And after spending today, mummy gave me my allowance just now, like I am shocked because its supposed to say that she's not gonna give me my allowance this week so as to treat it as me buying that espirit bag for her. But why now give me ? Gosh, I am so guilty yet very very touched.

Thanks, I know you know i went retail therapy and that u love me. So, thanks for the allowance. Love u too! HAHAHAHAH

Week 6?! - Keep calm and carry on!

2 days for weekend is not enough

So fast in a blink of eye, its sunday again! There I goes..." AHHH, ITS MONDAY AGAIN TMR:("


haha. Feeling pretty cranky lately, and I lose my temper so easily that even myself could realise that. Especially at home. Went shopping with daddy and mummy and her friend today cause Dad wanna get a wedding gift for his indian friend. HAHA. So he bought a couple watch.

Then mummy and her friend went espirit to shop because mummy's friend can get staff discount from her friend-.- HAHAHAHA. So mummy bought a 99.90 bucks handbag at the price of 60 bucks. Woah.
Too bad, nothing caught my eye. all the winter season wear.

And being my mother who knows me so well, knew that I was feeling kinda grumpy and unhappy nowadays, she bought me the top that I like, and got a pair of jeans for dad. Cause denizen got promotion now:D YAY. felt so much better after that:P HAHAHA. So, retail therapy do works. haha.

Dad drove us home and I saw my phone at home cause I forgot to bring it out-.- haha. 3 missed calls. Wenta meet tze, jol and weiyan at JP, again!, to chat and chill. Thanks for the drinks and food weiyan. AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH! Its been like a month plus since I seen them but it feels so long!:( Glad to meet them up. I feel so much better once again, stupid weiyan never fails to make us laugh. like seriously. HAHAHA. so now, Imma ready for another week of SCHOOL ahead!!! ^^ all gear up.

To do list for today

1. Food processing report
2. Food biotech project
3. Safe and Quality project research
4. Analytical methods for FS E practical.

SO LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. But I will get started.

yay, its weekend. But ya, my weekend for me = party, its SLACKING! Muahhahahaha

Why am i so tired??

So tired today. Why am i so sleepy ? But whatever. Tgif. Practical faster end!!!!

S.pore flyer

Initially I was so sian and tired to go to the flyer in the evening after a day of shopping at bugis. But end up we still went there and its awesome. The way to take the flyer is like going to board a plane. HAHAHAHA Yesterday was a good family day:)

I love my family. Like who are the ones you can really trust other than yourself? Family of course:) Though recently my temper and mood are really bad. But I really love ya all.

Would definitely visit the flyer again some other day!

Tired. Nuff said

Feel like my whole world is crashing yet i am walking this alone. No one bothers, no one cares. At the end of the day, i am still alone. I am my own best friend. Feel like going to the beach and cry it all out. It sucks to grow up. We learn things in the hard way.

It wouldnt be long that I would slowly lost myself... Its like shouting at the top of your voice, yet nothing comes out. No one hears it.

argh, its all state of mind. Mind over matter.

Monday

perspective.

Awesome day!

Work was awesome! Working at parkway parade hello shop is really very slack and nice. The staffs and managers there are friendly and not ya-ya at all. Not even one customer that are that guailan like those encountered when working at taka hello shop. Woooooo. Or should say, we dont even need to keep the Q shorter, neither must we promote miotv/miohome, basically standing there doing nothing, talk to some customers, answer to their enquires which I dont really know or sure either. HAHAHA. Anyhow crap lor, anyhow anyhow till at the end of the day, i more or less know about the current phones and prices again.

Samsung galaxy tab launched today!!! I saw this guy bought it, hahaha, and he came back and told me his adobe flash not working-.- SUAY LOR. And seriously for these two days, while working, we seen like more than 30 over people in a day eating icecream infront of us!

Left sharply at 9pm, chatted with the manager before we left, she is damn nice to talk to and super good la. unlike the doreen bitch at taka_l_ si bei guailan. Left the shop happily and me and sh went to eat anderson ice cream! yay! cookies and cream:) Walked home from pioneer, happy normal day;)

Helloshop @ Parkway parade

Got a last minute call from kathy yesterday evening hoping I can work for her for just this weekend, but its at PARKWAY PARADE? Like where the hell is this place, I dont know because I am a Jurong girl. LOL!
Spent our fucking morning finding our way to parkway parade. I swore we were walking all around the whole bugis area for near to half an hour before we found the right bus stop. FUCKER! Been cursing kathy while finding our way because she just sent us an email to show us how to go and nothing else, no confirmation, nothing, and expect us to report for work today when she called us only like yesterday evening?! _l_

Finally we reached parkway parade, a mall that I have never been. Saw singtel shop but we hum ji, dont dare go in cause the shop wasnt even open and yet we saw a long Q out there D: while the staffs in there are having briefing. Me and shihui went to borders to read books instead:X Tot of backing out and go skating instead but end up we went to the shop.

And know what? Surprisingly, THE DAY WAS AWESOME. Work there is much more slacker than working at taka, less demanding and impatience customers, GREAT GREAT MANAGERS, those who will talk and also work, not those who only know how to talk. which make our life so much easier zzz. compared to that pubor doreen at taka, and the way the managers at PP treat us are like, realy with respect and responsibilities, they are like angels! hhahaha! Felt so much safer and happy working today and time passed reasonably fast, and also receieved more praises and acknowledge from the customers at PP than at taka.

And I got to know about Samsung galaxy tab today! I know I am super slow, when customers start asking me questions about this as though I am a superman who know everything. zzz, its not even launch yet BUT its launching tomorrow~:X when i am actually working tmr. GG lor. zzz
This is smaller than Ipad and even have camera. Damn awesome la. But its damn funny if you call with such smaller size "ipad". LOL.

Saw qihui my bitch! and her bf there. hahahaha. what a small world. I thought that I wouldnt even see a single person I know at such ulu area. But the mall is not ulu at all. As in they have isetan, mango, marks and spencers, cold storage, giants, aunt annie, andersen icecream ( nabei, i keep seeing people at the mall eating ice creams when i was working lor, hahah) etc.

The only reason I said its ulu because its not near to Mrt stations, only by buses or cabs. But I will still find one day to go there and shop and explore the mall!:D

Bro bought this funny cap for me at the whatever anima fair he went today at suntec. hahahaha. like this cost 20 bucks-.- Time to sleep~ Working tomorrow. Today first day, tomorrow last day. SONG BO~ this weekend= $126.

I realised a few customers at Parkway parade asked me about my hourly pay for this job, a question that no customers will ask me when i was working at taka. HAHAHAHAHA.

Been thinking about this question today....

Would you rather to have a short term greatest happiness in your life and then back to a super boring life, or you rather never had any super awesome moments at all and just lead normal daily life?
In this case its not easy to choose because if you chose the first one, wouldnt you spent the rest of your boring life thinking about how great those moments you had during that short term period? which in turn makes you feel so miserable.
However if you never have any super memorable moments in your life and all you are living is just a normal life, how would you know how great it is to be living.?
How do you think then?

RP

Was at Rp with Jan the whole night, watching pol-ite basketball matches. Saw babe after like 1265352634 years.. hahaha Rp won nyp as expected. haha. Saw many familar faces, somehow reminded me of the past. But as time pass, things changed, everyone grow, apart. Haha. Life goes on. But I do miss the secondary school days alot alot, and of of course the moments and time spent on basketball and teammies, especially the tough trainings we had...


Glenda that silly dumb girl had a screwed up day and thus she was late to see jiawen's game against ITE. hahaha. Tsk. Haha. Home with jiawen, glenda and I made one joke saying we are 3 GENERATION. Jiawen is ah ma, i am mama, glenda is my kid. HAHAHA, Cause jiawen's my one year older bball senior and glenda is my one year younger junior. HAHAH! Accompanied Jiawen to have her late dinner and mali home at 11pm~

I am so tired. Tomorrow is a fucking long day:( stupid biotech practical. What DNA etc. Look so chim:(

Random @ school!

Practicals for this semester so far were awesome! Especially food processing practicals. Did tortilla chips today:) Had fun during practical today!

That's aiai, lin liang and flory~ doing the apple juice processing...
HAHAHA. TSK gave agnes a nickname called ANGRY BIRD. hahahahahaSaw this in the food chemistry lab yesterday and asked raoda what does she think this look like:PClear apple juice~ extracted from real apples + enzymes to remove pectin + centrifugal+ filtration....COOL! AND SWEET-.- HAHAHAHA Look at babe's mini lap top. She ah...like little girl..hahahaha. her keypads all paste with disney stickers! hahahaa

time to sleep!

Having lecture now......

As usual, I m not paying attention to the lecture because it's damn dry...blogging with the ipodtouch is so troublesome but since I am so bored now, so it's okay. I am so hungry now. Didn't attend biotech lecture this morning, second week of skipping le! just feel so lazy and tired. yawn. okay this is a lame and meaningless post. Kthxbai. I want food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost the blogging vibes.

Cause I am still playing with the itouch4. Now my journey to school and back home seems so much shorter because I've got my movies to watch, games to play, music to listen. Awesome:) Contented with that already. AHAHAHAA. EMO! -.-

Watched megamind today. funny movie! except that the KIDS in the theatre seriously pissed us off to a certain level. lol

And hope ahma get well soon, hearing her cough so badly everyday just simply scares and worry me so much:/

Its time for each and everyone of us to realise this...

Verbal abuse is still abuse. It’s abuse in the form of words. They still burn, sting, hurt and put us in danger. Don’t assume that a few hurtful words won’t cause them their life. Don’t assume that just because you haven’t put one finger on them, you’re not responsible for what happens after that. Mentally and emotionally, they are bruising, bleeding, suffocating. Your words have power, be careful. Speak life and love.

HAHAHAHHAHAH @ love the way you lie.

School's awesome, except for the assignments,reports and project part. HAHAHAHHA:) I'm having fun with my itouch4. Okay, I admit I am a apple idiot. LOL! But I shall be apple pro soon kay! ..... DOTS. TEEHEE

Yesterday

Met up with peeps to buy aiai's birthday present. Amazingly we spent like 5 hours at town! Did went down to taka and saw danny working, wlao eh, yesterday was deepavali, a PH, he is earning 14 bucks per hour!-.- Somemore he was scheduled to work at 1pm to 9pm only! 8 hours only can earned him over 100 bucks just like that! TSK. Miss the place there.

And I saw lucas at information counter!!!:D hahaha. I am all excited and he saw me and gave me a cute great smile. teehee * heart melted*. Freaking miss him lor. Haha. So we got aiai the earphone she chose at gramophone.

Basically spent our whole night at far east plaza and jan, as usual,on her mad shoe spree. ahahaa. Agnes NEO too!:P ahhaha. But the shoes really looked great. At the end of the day, all of us got ourselves a mr happy tee. hahaha. For fun. Anyway, couldnt find the bag that I wanted:(


Oh ya, and I didnt know pay came in yesterday until I went to withdraw my moolah. HUAT AHHHHHHHHHHH! Thanks god my pay came in when I feel the poorest at this stage of life:P HAHA. I gonna be broke again next monday because I AM SO GONNA GO GET MY BABY ITOUCH4! Must faster buy it before I change my mind again.

Thursday!

The day I have been waiting for because the end of today marks the start of 4 days of break:D And I overslept this morning, and still wanna sleep more!-.- Went school for FP lecture instead. Bumped into amy my long lost buddy! otw to school. We are both super late for school but with the whatever faces. Muahahahaha.

Been busy with assignments lately, not really busy but you know, the assignments are there, I am like, have to do but not doing yet still need to get it done, that kind of situation. So yeah, cant enjoy playing or whatever in peace till the day I complete what I am supposed to finish!

Food processing practicals are so freaking fun. Orange marmalade making last week and its super sweet even we spread it on the bread. Did apple juice today. FUN! though its rather time consuming compared to other practicals. I am loving the modules this semester, practical part, theory wise, HAHAHAHAHAHA. Needa pull up my socks.

Went to find TSK because we wanted him to check and approve our e journals. So we were like sitting around in his office ( he've got the whole office to himself since steward left) Chatted and I told him he should set his facebook private because I didnt add him as friend yet I could read his wall! And told him most of the stuff he wrote on his wall. LOL. End up we taught him how to set his account private and etc. He dont know how! haha.

Johnny quek at the other room in his office coughed several time and we could hear it clearly. HAHAHAHAA. OH MY GOSH. the wall ah, not soundproof one. teehee

Overall, its a nice and simple day:) And last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIAI!

Finally 18 liao! yay! time to have fun:D

So after for so long, she is the one!!!

Was on facebook just now and saw a new friend request. This person have a weird name ( HAHA) and thus I went to see her his/her profile first. It turned out to be a female but with a "super-look-like-guy" display pic. Haha! And our only mutual friend was a thailand baller I knew on my sec3 basketball thailand trip. Only managed to stay contact with her despite knowing a bunch of thailand friends there, due to some small communication problems. hahahaha!


Anyway, the one who just sent me the friend request, I highly believe that she's a bung, and duh, of course she is one. AND LOOKED SUPER HANDSOME. No kidding man! I was like wondering, out of a sudden, from nowhere, someone from thailand add me for what reason?
After I accepted her request, she tagged herself in one of my photo. I was like wondering what picture sia.

To my astonishment.....


SHE'S THE SUPER MEGA PRO SHOOTER THAT I SAW BACK AT THAILAND IN THE SECOND SCHOOL WE WENT. Ya, the teammate of the thai baller who was my facebook friend.
That her in the left of the picture! and the one in the middle looked like some maid from the maid agency ( no offence, haha!) and the last one was the cute and friendly baller who was my facebook friend.

But back to the PRO SHOOTER! She seriously impressed me! During our friendly, ALL OF THEM ran up and down the court like flying, maybe cause they are tall with long legs. But the impressive part was, this shooter 3 pointers are near to perfection! I swear! It simply amazed me. Her 3 pointers shots were like 90% accurate in the actual game. Saw the way she released the ball and chopped through the hoop, AWESOME!

Heard from their coach that he trained his shooters ( she is one of them) with his designed shooting circuits. EVERY SINGLE DAY she must get in _____ continuous shots at different location or something. Couldnt remember but I remember that its something that SINGAPORE KIDS cant make it :X

and, we are all of the same age. Okay, I feel inferior now. hahahah!


This is how she looked like now......OH-MY-GOSH! HOT!

And they are all damn friendly! Gosh. I miss bangkok now!