One down, 5 more to go~

Today marks the start of Y2S1 semester exam, how fast, three freaking semesters had passed. Paper was fine, but I didnt study for that 20 marks by marlene. Muahahaha.

My mood was super bad and low the last weekend and I was like wondering the reason of the outbreak of 3 small pimples on my face on saturday. Now I know the answer.

PERIOD!!!

Ahhhh, second day is like the day with heavy flow, opps, sorry this is a girl thing. MUAHAHAHHAA. and hi, today is my second day. How SIAN I am feeling this morning knowing that I am getting up so early to go school just for exam?! 3 weeks of study break = 3 weeks of no school = dont need take packed like sardines kind of train with kan chiong spiders(singaporeans)= Shiokness to the max.

But today, I am back to this boring life routine. Packed trains suck!! :( Plus I couldnt sleep last night till 2 plus am. Suddenly so many thoughts in my mind. zzz

Marketing paper tomorrow, but today I no mood to study it ley, cant focus. Jialat. But I have to~ The only module that I am dying for an A. Because the rest already confirm plus chop chop cui.

Anyway, I hope my dear bimbo is fine. Bimbo ni okay ma? I want to hear from u soon kay! And my da bian jan sick liao. take care also. Eat more da bian.:)

Today because of something in the morning I si bei no mood till i dont wanna do a single thing on my sunday and I dont want to go out I lazy to put punctuation marks inbetween this post also I really no mood to study today I swear and I dont want go out coz I have no plan and i dont like to go out during weekend Then I fell asleep till now i woke up and still feel lost totally no exam mood i promised i will force myself to start studying for today after i go bathe now.

i hope i hope i hope and please no more pissing me off i can only control my anger till a certain extent i even went to google on ways to deal with anger but i hope i dont need to use that anymore

stay chill leow yi lin stay chill.....keep ur middle fingers away...

Saturday

Now in the middle of the night. I am still FUCKING angry. Yes, I am very agitated. Uncle left her daughter, who is my p5 cousin at my house today because he wanted my bro to teach and guide her school work.

But this girl is damn irritating till I am speechless. She was damn noisy till me and emily couldnt study. Worst, she was very rude to me till at a point of time, I pointed my middle finger at her. My dad saw. He reprimanded me for that action but after that I told him the reason why I automatically did that, he understand how I feel and asked me to bear with it. But i am that pissed off!

First, this girl keep talking when we are trying to study. She keep talking about her rich friend buying her this and that ( like i give a fuck? Money cant buy friends la, little kids). Then from there she mentioned about the GUY, dont know is really bf or what, saying she wanna break with him la. ( Like i care? this is so primary school i understand but I really am not interested).

I tried shutting her up because I wanna study and she said, " AIYAH, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IS LOVE DE LA"

Totally being owned by a p5 girl, telling me what is love? What's more can I say?

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Secondly ( this is where I got damn worked up), she asked me a science experiment qn on her mcq, because I am lazy to read, I asked her to go ask my younger bro. Then she looked at me with a most irksome smile and said, " Korkor( refer to my bro) is your didi ley" Then I said, " SO? I left primary school earlier than him two years, maybe he can recall better what?!"

She said, " Then your homework also ask your didi teach de la?"


WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? An insult?! So what if my brother is brighter than me since young and study in a good school? Even he himself, respect me as a sister despite that, even my parents didnt judge me and my bro differently, yet she, the one who dont know how to do her qn, actually question my standard and ability?


She is obviously being rude! my middle fingers are not even enough to point at her.

And so on for the whole day, she keep talking about bf/friends/dont want study etc. Ask her do her questions she can have a ton of reasons and excuses.


I HAD ENOUGH. Till I admit that my words to her were harsh but its all true, she deserved it. Although bickering with a 11 years old drama girl who is still in her FAIRYTALE LOVE LAND is like lowering my standard, I still wanna scold her. She never seems to know what's wrong and think she is right.
Is it me getting short tempered easily or the kids nowadays are really that horrible? :@

DonutEmpire

Accompanied buddy to get her ballet teacher's present at JP in the noon. Feel super sleepy before leaving home actually.

Feeling super hungry, I randomly bought donuts home for everyone.. Teehee~

When I was waiting for the bus earlier on, I heard a bunch of ah bengs talking. Which is something that seriously pissed me off immediately.

Why?

Because, its like suddenly, you heard people talking and it goes like, " CHEEBYE. Wahlao eh, I tell you ah, that day I never go school CHEEBYE KNN, cause I hate my teacher, CHEEBYE, LAO LAN. eh, HONG GAN LA. give me one stick ley. you fuck de stingy la. the bus haven come, share laaa CHEEBYE, NNB. etc

One sentence consists of many cheebye which are like totally not relevant? Like one normal sentence must add in way too many cheebye(s) when it wasnt even out of anger or something.
And the stuffs they said will always be like probation stuffs which they seems to be damn proud of. ZzZ

Recently whenever I am going home, while walking up the stairs, someday gonna be like a minah with her guy friend or bf or what sitting at the stairs. Totally block the way. Damn weird la the atmosphere. And worst, they dont make space for people to walk? And just expect you to find any gap between them to make way up to the stairs.

TSK. get a room or something la?

Polaroids

Spent my whole day with my family today because its mummy's birthday. And she took a day leave off. Fetched bro after his school and headed IMM for lunch. Dad dropped me off at JP in the evening while he sent everyone home.

Met buddy and bought instant films. One packet( 10 films) cost me $ 12.90. Awwwww~. Money fly away~ Then wenta choose birthday cake for mummy. I am freaking sleepy and tired at that point of time. Yawn. Went back with buddy and buddy missed her bus stop cause we busy talking. HAHAHAA. First time ever in our like 6 years of taking bus home together? LOL Went to eat tze char for dinner and waiting for the dishes to come till pek cek lor. zzzz. Papa treated us like brothers like that, ask us feel free to drink the beer he ordered. zzz. LOL.

Took 9 polaroids. I am lke left with 1 more to take before it runs out. awww, my 10 bucks plus gone in a few clicks. But its worth to keep those pics as memories. But instant cam no preview very ma fan hor! If ugly jiu means wasted liao. LOL

I totally didnt study at all today. Not very guilty actually. ahahahahahahah!

Scratch it!

Woke up early today because its mummy birthday, so the whole family went taman jurong to have breakfast together! :D Except for bro because he got school. I asked him not to go but stupid him went to message his teacher last night and asked if he can pon or not. Of course teacher will say no la. DUMB. Just pon ma. Anyway no lesson already since their prelim 2 starts tomorrow. zzz

Anyway, after breakfast, mummy went to buy some "scratch it!" from singapore pools and shared among ah ma, dad and ah yi. Mummy gave me one to scratch too! hahahaha. Then I took my 1 dollar coin and scratch. Initially i dont know how this game goes, then this auntie walked pass me and said," if you got 3 same one, then you won lor! Example if you have three $100, then you won 100bucks"

So the highest prize is $ 10 000. Dad' bro won the $10 000 that time. So lucky! Look at my card, U SEE U SEE, I GOT TWO $ 10 000, just need one more $ 10 000 to win the top prize. HAHAHAHAA. So lame, but abit addictive. Then mum won 1 two bucks one, she went back singapore pools to exchange two more cards since each cost 1 bucks. Then she made two trips till she paiseh she asked dad to go, dad went two trips too. Then he won one 2 bucks one. zzzz He paiseh to go liao then he turned to me and said, " Girl ah, you go singapore pools there, exchange for me"

Wlao eh! Of course I refused to go, by right, I aint even suppose to enter because I am not legal yet. zzzz LOL. how many dads in the world will ask their daughter to go singapore pools for them?

HAHAHAHAHAHA. tsk.!


Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! love yaaa. Going out with da whole family again later! Imma gonna be the one buying cake again. LOL. Unknowingly, it became my job to buy birthday cakes for the family. hahaha.

NO MOOD TO STUDY AGAIN. TEEHEEEEEE.

Red eyes

I slept near to 14 hours, since 7pm last night because my eyes are kinda red and swollen. I begin to develop photophobia, damn sensitive to light till even looking at my phone replying message become such a chore.

Had so many dreams during this sleep, waking up in between in the middle of the night and continue sleeping because my eyes doesnt seems better. I so hope its not sore eyes. Because I dread sore eyes. & it seems like it always happen during the nearing of my exams and worst, i hasnt been studying, so the last minutes are so important to me.

But my eyes looked better now. Not so red, just a little pinkish, some tears. Apart of that, I am kinda okay already, so I am glad it might not be sore eyes afterall? Gosh. I really waste so much time sleeping, delay my study plan AGAIN.

I wondered, at the end of the day, to how much extent would I absorb the amount of stuffs I need to know for exams?

On Hiatus

Just coz' Imma lazy lazy lazy~ Be right back soon i guess? I am freaking random at unexpected time.:D

New specs

Mum woke me up early this morning at 8am because she wanted to bring me and daddy to make new specs. But I slept at 4.30am! ( As usual, hooked on watching tv) I desperately need my sleep but mum bribed me by saying she gonna buy me another 3 months supply of contact lens, then I woke up unwillingly ( Cause i am already using my last pair!)

Had breakfast at cck, and I got my specs done and collected on the same day~:D But paid alittle more for the time and better lens. Anyway, its just a plastic black specs which made me look like a nerd which total up to be 85 bucks only. My previous one costed 240 bucks but it just ended up like a piece of useless metal.

Less than 10 days to the semestral exam, less than 1 month to being legal, I am still at no where in my revision and lost in my planning for my future ahead. * shake head*

Its not healthy to continue to indulge in such " too comfortable" life till I aint doing anything. Took life for granted. I am even lazy to blog~

TV addict part 2

I hereby declared myself a tv addict because I've been hooked to the tv for the past 4hours plus? Since midnight. Kinda enjoy being solitude. Totally living in my own world. 1 and a half week of STUDY break gone and yet i started nothing.

Spent my wednesday with emily, tzeching and jolene at taman mac. I FREAKING MISS THERE because its where I am at almost everyday when studying for O level. But the mac was renovated. for better, things gonna change as time goes by....
We ended up chatting more than studying! LOL. hahaha. 3 hours I am still at the same page. haha. Dinner with emily after that. Had KFC and I was filled with guilt after that meal. feel like lard:( HAHAHAHA

Spent my thursday with babe, slacked at jp in the end because we are too late to get out of our house till late afternoon then meet up. hahaha. Had two top from cotton on and babe gave me one RP shirt. hahahaha. Bought bubble dye for mummy. gonna help her dye later on~

I really better start something for my studies if not I can jolly well go dig a grave for myself and sleep in there.

Anyway, someone is sick. Get well soon please. Take care.

HOW?

I clearly know that I need to study, I have to study

BUT

I am not doing anything that is what I am supposed to do, and I cant be bothered much also. SECOND WEEK LIAO LEY. HOW? I dont want my gpa to be as cui as ever~ I need to improve but I am not moving. This is very very very bad. :(

Rainy moments

My room is so dark now. Gosh. But I kinda like this kind of darkness. Dark clouds gathered out there up in the sky, I dont know why but first thing that came into my mind was you?Random enough. You love to sleep in your own cosy bed during raining days too. Shiok ah. KUN !

hahahahah:)

Watching PASTA now.

Cant wait for exams to be over. I wanna have just one good day to drink till I like. Life's short, why hold back? Just drink if you feel so, for you never knows what's going on tomorrow.

I want to get my life started. But I dont know how. Failing to plan means planning to fail, but so what if its planned? Its still nothing if nothing's done to get it started. Sigh. clueless.

Anyway, side track alittle, and being random, SOMEHOW, NO MATTER WHAT, ITS ALWAYS GOOD TO BE HOME:)

TV addict

Unknowingly, I've became a TV addict. Since last week, dad keep chionging his taiwan drama series in the noon for hours. Then when it comes to weekend, mum doesnt need to work and thus dad recommended her dramas to watch.

Now my mum is catching another drama series and she is like chionging a few hours at a go during weekends because she have to work on weekdays.

Then me?

Because I refuse to study for unit operation even right up till 9 plus last night, and even after shutting down my laptop to stop any distractions ( aapparantly, it doesnt help), I went to take the remote control and start looking for shows to watch on Miotv.

TADAAA. Now I am hooked on a korean drama called " PASTA". I aint pasta lover but watching this show in the middle of the night makes me wanna eat pasta sia! From 9 plus I watched till 3am this morning. Muahahahahaha. Till now, i finished 10 episodes already. LOL

If only watching dramas is part of studying, i gonna excel like a mad bitch....Sigh...

Thursday night @ timbre

This pic looked damn scary, omg florence~

Ah niao.

Haha. I used to think its a funny and lame name. But now, I realised, I kinda miss being called this by one person.

I realised I miss being 15+years old. The time when I longed to be 16 years old. The time when I know what is love.

Then reading back the testimonials that are on my friendster profile, one by one, from the time when we started to keep quarrel ( even till now) around my O, till the middle of everything where everything is so smooth and wonderful, and then to the very start from how we know each other.

I swear I freaking miss those days in my life. Those moments are one of the best moments in my entire 17 years . Never regret knowing you after all these times, mian bao lian:) HAHAHAHAH

LIMO!

Yesterday after our dinner with flory and jerlin, we were walking towards padang, and then we saw this limo. Like woah, then this man stood up and in a very enthu voice," girls, you guys wanna have a ride? come come, its okay blah blah blah...."

HAHAHA. He is mad, i doubt its even his lor. Florence just keep entertained him by saying," nah, its okay it okay, thanks, good service(Y)"

HAHAHAHAHA. Funny incident 2: While walking to the train station, I forgot what I said to florence and she joked and said, " SHUT UP~" Soon after saying this, we walked towards this corner , turned and saw two teenage angmoh guys, One is talking to the other and he saw us and gave a "ouch, excuse me?" kind of face.

WHY?

Because he thought florence asked him to SHUT UP. hahahahahahahha!

Damn funny, florence quickly explained and said, " nonono, i aint talking about you, i am telling my friend!"
Angmoh: errr. okok, no prob" (paiseh)


HAHAHAHAHA. What a thursday night.

Friday the 13th!

Met up with Jan at JE this morning and headed science centre mac to MUG. hahahaha. MUG SIOL. But my attention span was damn damn short like always, bo chup unit opps much, till jan asked me," how you study for your O level one?"

AHAHAHAHA. Ya lor. I also dont know how I passed my O level, without knowing anything much. Oppps HAHAHHA. Count me lucky to get through that uh. teeheee.

I dont like unit opps laaaa. Yet monday got test. Yawns. Mummy was right, this is a STUDY BREAK. Not a BREAK. Lol~ Been heading out to slack/chill since tuesday. Time to get serious!

My eyes are damn damn red and sore now.): Sigh. I will sleep early tonight. Hope it will be fine after a night sleep. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee~

And, I miss someone last night, just before I was about to sleep, in my bed~ Kept me thinking~ and thinking~ till I fell asleep.....

Youth olympic opening ceremony preview 11th august

Met ah tze and wk during evening and headed down to cityhall. Moutain people mountain sea as usual. HAHA. Walked through citylink to esplanade and then over to the floating platform. Seriously I very bu shuang when I realised previews dont have goodie bag de lor): The dove torch really damn nice you know. & suay suay my camera not working although I charged the whole afternoon. What a time. zz

Daniel ong damn cool! But the starting of the whole thing was already so boring, they made us stand and move with the "torches" and OBVIOUSLY WE DONT HAVE. zzz. So never stand. HAHAHAHA.
The motivators who are the sec school kids from my bro's school are damn boring, they got the torch but just stood there swaying.
The performance for the beginning was like very SINGAPORE LOR. But maybe kang was right, sinagapore is proud of the multi racial thingy, of course must show. But doesnt that make the ceremony like Singapore racial harmony celebration? For once you might though you are attending a national day celebration. Seriously. All the chan mali chan songs, that I sang during pri school.

THIS IS SO NOT YOUTH OLYMPIC.
Then throughout I keep whine and whine because its damn bored. I wanna sleep. So I play with ah tze itouch, the shark game. haha. so fun. I never watch performances. 9 plus I keep say I wanna leave because its damn boring plus I dont wanna wait till the whole thing end because sure damn crowded. But tze and kang stopped me. TSK


Just cause they keep carrying this hope that THEY HAVE FIREWORKS. Yes they have, but on actual day what! Yesterday one were like damn budget, suddenly shoot a few fireworks up that wun blossom one. LOL. TSK. Ya la. I keep whine seriously, till they two cant stand me. HAHAHA
:p

BUT THEY ARE GUILTY. Because I was right, dont have nice nice de fireworks de la. and i actually stood with them till the whole opening ended. Till everyone wanna leave eagerly, the KAOBEI YOG VOLUNTEER SHOUTED," Excuse, please be seated first, our VIPs haven leave yet, so wait they left then start moving, you all are blocking the way or sth"

WLAO EH. VIP BIG FUCK LA? This is just preview can. dont need so real la. if wanna so real den why the opening ceremony so UNREAL. NO goodie bag ( hahah typical singaporean). And the whole thing so fake and sucky.

Then when we walking down the slippery stairs cause it rained earlier on, suddenly a few fireworks shoot up into the sky, SCARE THE FREAK OUT OF ME LA. SO SUDDEN. When people all leaving somemore.

End up we squeezed our way through the crowd from the place to marinasquare to citylink to the train station! And I am so surprised because the train was kinda empty?! 3 of us sat all the way from cityhall back and chatted about secondary school life. AHHHHHHH I MISS IT SO MUCH. hahaha. Be it upper sec or lower sec. HAHAHA. Miss those days.

And despite complaining so much yesterday, I actually enjoyed myself. Great time catching up with tze and wk both :D

Trained back with tze to JP. Went fairprice xtra to buy some sushi for supper. DAMN FAMISHED U KNOW. hahaha. sushi price at midnight damn cheap one. Teehee. Home sweet home:)