Money

I came to realise that I agreed that MONEY = ESSENTIAL for life.

Money cant buy you happiness is almost bullshit and only right till a certain extent except that phrase is used to tell those BADDIES who are blinded by money and do things against their conscious.

Apart from that, MONEY is really almost everything. Strolling from clarke quey to marina bay yesterday, looking and observing people and life, I realised money do buy you some happiness,

• Chilling with friends, drinking = need money


• Dining and having good food = quality of life = better mood= STILL NEED MONEY


• Trying out the extreme swing/bungee jump that lasted for a few minutes = a experience that not everyone would have = also need money

Money is that important! Its almost another reason why we are living. If not, why must we study when we are young? Its to learn so that we can know how to make money! Money can give you the life you want!

I used to think if there's real love, its enough to survive, but i guess I was young back then. Love need money too! Be it for dating, marriage, to establishing a home. All these need money. I will never get myself involved in any r/s till the day I can take good care of my own first or have the ability to support myself.

I might sounded like a totally materialistic money faced person here. But what I meant was, money is really important.

And thus, it became another goal in my life. To make sufficient money for me to spend, so that I wouldnt have to depend on anyone. And also, to give my parents/loved ones a better life.

I must start planning for my life already.

Friday

I woke up late because I slept at 3am the previous night. Woke up around 9 plus and OMG, I am so late for the lecture at 10am. Haha. Panicked but calm on the outside because I dont wanna let ah ma know that I overslept, if not she gonna nag me the whole morning. LOL.
But I did told dad that I overslept plus its raining so heavily. Make me feel even more lazy~

End up I went school just to have my lunch and collect the reports for food chem. zzz. WASTE MY TIME.

Met buddy after that:)

We had dinner at MR CURRY. But nabei, the risotto that buddy had is like so so only yet it cost like 12.80. While I ordered an additional side dish of salmon but its only a PATHETIC FEW SMALL PIECES for 3 bucks.

Some guys from dont know which country tried this, and the two of them very attention seekers.zzzz

Unknownly, me and buddy just walked....down...along the river...across the underpass..

I SAW TIMBRE!!!!

Outside art house

NDP!

This is funny, the guy holding on to the cardboard named sezairi. Having rehersal la dey. ahhaha

Walked over to esplanade..

Waited for buddy inside esplanade library, she went into the dance section to read her FAV books and CDs.

Walked over to marina square, there's so many people! All going for the YOG preview I guess. Gosh.

Trained back JP and had our fav soup as usual. Damn freaking tired. Walk so much with our lappies and worst, buddy wore heels coz she had presentation earlier on. She almost slipped at the interchange,

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Debate over who is right or wrong, or the better one. Man/woman

Oh come on~ why am I still seeing/hearing people talking about whose better, guys or girls. Guys would always say girls are not them, they wouldnt understand how they think, and vice versa how girls would say why guys doesnt seems to understand them. and these goes on...

Please, its because of all these why(s) that differentiate us from being a guy, or a woman. Right? I seriously dont understand the purpose of debating over this, example like just because I am a girl, I want to speak up for girls or just because i am a guy, i want to speak up for the guys etc.


ALL THESE ARE STUPID SERIOUSLY.
dont mention about guys or girls yet first, even if its of the same gender, I AM NOT YOU, YOU ARE NOT ME, OF COURSE WE DONT UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. And the understand that I meant here was like totally, involving how the person feel and think exactly.
The only person who understand yourself in the world, is yourself.


Because the debates are said based on personal life experiences and then the conclusion was made. Come on, unless you know every single person of your opposite sex, which is impossible, then dont made assumptions! You dont know the rest of the people in the world out there, and yet there's always people who would say, for instance,

some guys would always like to say, GIRLS ARE LIKE BITCHES/SLUTS/WHORES who cheated our feelings/ only wants our money/ emotional freaks/ unreasonable creatures, its better off without them etc

or some girls always like to say,

guys like blockheads, they dont know how we think, they only think about their friends and hobbies, soccer or sports, they dont know what we want, how we think, they are selfish idiots, they dont love us. etc

ZZZZZZZZ

We dont fucking care how the opposite sex in your life have hurt you, stop being stereotype and judge it as a whole, there are plenty of GOOD GUYS and GIRLS out there, so count yourself unluckly to meet ALL THE ROTTEN ONES INSTEAD.

Beside, how would these people ever believe in love if they alway carry such mindset, it just makes them feel more terrible with life. when they actually have the choice to choose not to.

Instead of whinning and arguing that ur gender rocks than the other, why not get a life and know more people? Who knows, you might know someone better. (btw, even if you argued that your gender is better, so? it doesnt improve anything, you wouldnt get a medal nor prize, neither would it be agreed by EVERYONE in the world, it just proved you to be a sexist!)


I am not refering to anyone in this post, just my personal thoughts. Because I couldnt stand such stupid endless debates going on. Anyone who read this, if you have any friends who are like that, you may disagree with me for them, or you might actually agree with me, right?

MAN and WOMAN have their own great points, its just how different people portray it out, dont dislike ur opposite gender just because you are hurt from love/other reasons. Remember, your parents are each of the two gender, saying either gender of it is like saying, " my dad is a bastard!" or "my mum is a bitch!"......

depending on which gender you are arguing la.

:'(

I'm feeling moody today. I dont know why. Maybe I didnt have enough sleep, or maybe I feel sad without a reason. Sigh



Went home after school because I am very tired. Yet being at home seems as tiring as being out there. Couldnt even have a peaceful dinner and the quarrels and bickering shocked me till at a point of time, I left the kitchen halfway through my dinner, and went back my room to be alone. I am scared actually.


I tried to calm one party but obviously no use. And no, its not my parents who quarrel. Worst, the cause of the quarrel was over a dish on the table. what the fuck?


I dont like being in quarrel/ see other quarrel/ screaming or fighting.... Plus I am having a very tired mind and body. I realised I cant pretend I am fine as easily I thought I could. I am not trying to act tough but, just hoping I am not falling apart anytime. How I wish to not care and do anything right now and just cry everything out.

But no, I cant and I wouldnt. This is not the time to breakdown. Its only the beginning. At least hang on till the end of next week.


Its never easy. I just hope I can feel better tomorrow...

Tuesday

Mega tired and sleepy now. Will sleep early tonight! Been finding the answers for the stupid questions for micro lab reports since last night till this morning. Super sian and when we are done and wanna go print, all the printing shops tio virus and worst, MY THUMBDRIVE KENA. Good game, seriously. zZz

I'm working on food chemistry report and ppt slides for the presentation next week. Super sicked of having to find information, be it on the net or books. Pages and pages of small words one after another, read already also will ZzZZzz

This was taken yesterday in lecture room!:D Was in school library till 9om just now, trying to do the food chemistry report and ppt slides. While people at the atrium are dancing for the YOG thingy, wlao, halfway play the OH YEAH OH YEAH SONG. hahahaha.zzz

HOHOHO. Scary not?

My moustache. ahahhaa

AGNES DE! AHAHHAA. charlie~ While trying to do our work, we played henna. HAHA I drew a ugly star on agnes hand. Sorry ah! HAHA. Agnes and Min ning drew on caleb's arm to so called " punish" him for not doing his part for the project. hahaha! But end up quite nice ley! Mn drew a butterfly for herself. Nice:D

Mine and jan's. that hiao girl who owns a E72 yet dont want use, go buy one icecream phone to hiao. LOL. But the phone is cute!!! Damn fun playing the henna till my fingers suddenly cramped. HAHAHAHA. All of us laughed like hell. hahahahaah

Random pictures taken last week

Dinosaur tattoo! ( wrinkled version) HAHA

There's two days me, jan and agnes purposely waited for the 4plus pm LEGENDARY EMPTY TRAIN. hahahaha. Shiokness lah! (Y)

Self reminder....

During unit opp extra class...minning:D

Me and agnes de QOO. ahahaha

Work load x 10000000000000000

This two weeks are gonna like a walk through hell, but after that gonna be a short break for another BIG MATTER AHEAD, Semester Exam!

Next week all five days packed with presentations and tests/ practical exam. Rawr. How I wish these two weeks pass smoothly.

& I always feel tired and sleepy after awhile of doing serious school work, while usually I can be wide awake surfing the net doing useless things.

Right now doing food microbiology report! Opening endless websites for references just to look for answers, GRRRRRRRRR. Testing my patience. I haven do my food marketing ppt slides and my food chem report and slides are not done yet. AHHHHHHHHHH~

Stay strong everyone. Jiayou! Just get thesse two weeks over with and we gonna be fine.

What doesnt kill us make us stronger!

& tonight....

I felt the worst of the worse. Mood hit rock bottom. Head aching like hell. Feel so negative right now that I feel like ending it.

Yes, that's how bad I am feeling now. I am going to fall apart soon, and there' s no one for me to hold on to.

:(

headache

Super no mood for anything and the weather is like fucking hot. Irritated to do anything. On top of that, my cartilage hurt so much that I feel like closing it. Its causing this periodic headache to me. FUCK.

And me and shihui just commited suicide HAHAHAA. Cause we drank alcohol and we ate durians. Currently we are waiting to die...

HAHAHAHA,

:'(

Cant believe I am crying right now. An hour ago, me and brother decided to cook some maggie noodles for everyone at home. Then dad, mum and ah ma always say about me, being lousier than my younger brother, who can cooks better than me. Because I dont even dare to on the gas, scared of oil and heat etc.

But I am trying to learn already! I was like thinking I could start off with cooking some noodle with brother, using the packets of 2 minutes instant noodle. But I felt that that brand of noodle contain alot food wax because it taste so much more waxier than other noodle. So I suggest boiling the noodle then cook it dry with chilli sauce.

Had fun with brother in the kitchen, plus we wanna experiment with different taste and foods, because we dont get to do such things normally because our maid will snatch to do everything. Then brother went to add in this and that and I keep stopping him. Finally, we anyhow finished cooking the noodles and served it to them

They critisized how soft the noodle become, all these shit and stuff, and dad asked brother why he guide me to cook till like that. CHEEBYE. They all think the noodles will taste like that because bro is guiding me, so its not entirely cooked by him, which was usually quite nice. BUT HELL NO, ME AND HIM both knows we are experimenting with the noodles and yet the adults assumed its PART OF MY LEARNING that ended up with such end product. They just keep living in the fact that my brother know how to cook, I dont, and that's it. as in I wouldnt never be able to learn how to even cook in my life.

YA LA YA LA. In their minds, I will always be that loser who cant even cook better than my younger brother. Words can bring me down easily. & I know I shouldnt give up due to such minor setback, I wouldnt, but still, cant I be more appreciated? I know mum keep trying to say its quite nice actually. but I just know ah ma and dad dont see faith in me for that. But have they ever ask themselves if they ever let me have the chance to cook on my own? in peace? Never, I afraid they might scared I would burn the whole kitchen down _l_

:'( locked in my room now and blasting music, hoping to stop my tears and from listening to their sarcastic remarks.

10 Absurd Ancient Beliefs

1.Drilling A Hole, Is The Cure
If you were alive several hundred decades ago and had a terrible migraine what would the doctor recommend? Oh you know, just the usual- some painkillers, caffeine, water or DRILLING A HOLE IN THE HEAD. While modern medicine tries to save lives and relieve people of their illnesses in the most painless way possible, ancient medical beliefs were bent upon doing just the opposite. One such belief was the use of Trepanation- carving out holes in the head using a crude piece of metal for cutting out a round piece of skull bone. In ancient times, it was believed that piercing the head would not only cure migraines and epileptic seizures, but could also be used on mentally ill people to ‘allow the bad spirits to escape’. Needless to say, if someone was not mentally disturbed before this absurd treatment, they would definitely lose their mind after the treatment.

2.Beaver Testicles as a contraceptive

Condoms, diaphragms, douching, IUD’s, creams, jellies, foams, the pill, the morning-after pill, tubal litigation… jeez what’s with all the gazillion birth control methods these days ladies? Why go through all the hassle when you can just do what the Canadians did several decades ago? In the 16th century, Canadians believed that the testicles of small furry animals were the key to prevent unwanted pregnancies, thus an interesting means of female contraception was devised: the testicles of beavers were ground up & mixed with alcohol and eventually the mixture was drunk. While there are doubts as to whether this concoction ever prevented a single pregnancy there are no doubts about the fact that this contraceptive came with an added bonus: puking your guts out all over the place like a sick inebriated hobo.

3. Mercury as a curative agent

For centuries people believed that Mercury could treat pretty much anything and everything. Scraped your knee? Just rub a little mercury on it. Having some problems with regularity? Forget fibre, time to get some mercury up in there. More than a 100 years ago if you didn’t have enough shiny, silvery liquid running through your veins you simply weren't considered healthy enough.

Mercury, as we now know, is toxic as hell. Symptoms of mercury poisoning include chest pains, heart and lung problems, coughing, tremors, violent muscle spasms, psychotic reactions, delirium and hallucinations. Of course, people back then weren’t aware of even half of these side-effects because if they were, they wouldn’t keep trying to cure everything with it for 1,000 years.

There was a ‘silver’ lining, though, as it helped to fight the spread of STDs. Mercury was used as a cure for syphilis and to its credit, the "cure" usually resulted in one less person with syphilis in the world.

4.Puppy urine as a beauty treatment

The hardest part about owning a pet dog is keeping up with the mess they make everywhere, especially new puppies that are not house-broken. Any puppies or dogs reading this will agree that they are taken for granted in this age, where people yell and scream at them for making a mess and that they would be better off in the Elizabethan era where puppy urine was a very sacred necessity. Back in the 1500’s in old England, the women believed that the use of puppy urine was an essential beauty treatment that would do wonders for their complexion. Puppy urine was a luxury item that only rich men and women could afford. They would rub the urine on their faces, brush their teeth with it, bathe in it and many women even drank it- all in the name of beauty.


5. Premature ejaculation could suck the life out of you

During the Chou Dynasty of China (770 BC - 222 BC), the Yin-Yang theory began to take shape. According to this belief, men and women were split up into the yin and the yang which was basically the life force of a person. Women were said to possess a limitless supply of yin while men were said to have a dangerously low supply of yang essence. It was strictly believed, then, that men should never use up their yang without first getting plenty of yin. Translated into normal English this would mean that men were expected to orgasm only AFTER their partner had orgasmed multiple times to which would increase the level of yin which the men could then use to increase their yang. If this was not followed, then the man's life force would be drained from him until he eventually died.

6. A Naked Bride Keeps Creditors At Bay

“Running into debt isn't so bad. It's running into creditors that hurts”. All those who are crushed under debt, running away from the clutches of their creditors, planning to change their name and identity and move to a different planet, look no further for a way out of your personal hell, because I have a solution for u. Read and take heed. In Eighteenth century England, it was widely believed that if a wealthy and prosperous woman married a man with debts, the creditors would be unable to reclaim their money from the newly married man. As if that wasn’t ridiculous enough, there’s another catch to this situation. They believed that this solution would work only if the woman was married naked. So you get to marry a woman who is rich AND naked. Hallelujah! Awesome solution, eh? EH?

7. Don’t sleep with your mouth open

If someone took a picture of us sleeping after a particularly tiring day of work, chances are that the picture is going to turn out something like this: sprawled across the bed, mouth open, drooling copiously on the pillow. We may find it amusing and hilarious but to many ancient Romanians this was not a laughing matter at all. A popular Romanian belief was that it was dangerous for someone to sleep with his or her mouth open. They believed that the person’s soul would run out of the open mouth and escape in the shape of a tiny mouse, travelling freely through the night. And if in the morning, the mouse did not return, they would never wake up to see the light of the day. Remember when mama said you should close your mouth before you catch a fly? Well now you also have to remember to close your mouth to keep the soul-mouse in or you’ll die.

8. Having Sex with Strangers makes you fertile

In ancient Mesopotamia, right after marriage, all women were ordered to visit the Temple of Ishtar (the primary deity of the era) because of the belief that this would bring fertility to the female. In other words, it was believed that having sex with a stranger BEFORE having sex with your husband was a good thing. At the temple, the women were required to sit and wait until a random stranger came by, threw a piece of silver in their lap and declared “I invite you in the name of Mylitta" (another name for Ishtar). Upon receiving the silver, the woman would leave the temple with the man and have sex with him, after which she could finally return home, assured of future fertility. Once a man invited the woman in the name of the deity, she had no right to refuse him and had to comply. While the good-looking ones had to wait for only a day or two before they were chosen by a stranger, the less attractive ones would have to wait years before they would find a piece of silver in their laps.

9.Screaming and blood-vomiting mandrakes

Mandrake is the ugly and poisonous cousin of the potato. They contain certain chemicals which give them a bulgy appearance and the roots have bifurcations causing them to resemble human figures. Because of their unusual guise, many strange beliefs and myths are associated with these vegetables. In the Middle- Ages, people believed that if a person dug up a mandrake, it would scream and vomit out blood and that the person responsible would die shortly afterwards. To prevent this, it was believed that to pull out this mystical plant, a dog should be tied to the root of it, after which the person tying the dog must get away. The dog would then try to follow him, pulling out the plant as it goes and then dying instead of his master. After this, the root can be handled without fear. Another absurd belief about this creepy looking vegetable was that it would only grow where the semen of a hanged man dripped to the ground.

10. Vaginal Massages for female hysteria

Moodiness, nervousness, irritability and the ‘tendency to cause trouble’ were believed to be valid symptoms for a deadly serious medical condition called ‘Female Hysteria’ back in the 19th century. So, how exactly do you cure a so-called "condition" that coincidentally was diagnosed almost entirely to women who dared disobey their Victorian husbands? Glad you asked. The prescription for female hysteria was usually a good spot of doctor administered vaginal massage until the woman achieved "hysterical paroxysm." Yes that's right, the cure for female hysteria was believed to be a good old dose of a vaginal stimulation by the doctors. In those sexually repressed times visiting the doctor's office must have been like a trip to heaven and back for women. Doctors back then, on the other hand, were not too happy with women barging into their clinics requesting to be "cured" by their magic fingers. Nineteenth-century medical journals lamented that many hysterics taxed their doctors' stamina. Physicians complained of having trouble maintaining therapeutic massage long enough to produce the desired result. Necessity being the mother of invention, physicians began experimenting with mechanical substitutes for their hands. They tried a number of genital massage contraptions, among them water-driven devices and steam-driven pumping dildos and finally, after many tries, the electrical vibrator. Now THAT’S a happy ending.