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Monday, September 20, 2010


Sometimes i wonder if i'm doing the right thing..
i know there are still bad news lingering around me,
its either i should not know or i have not known yet.
my heart is very heavy, i still feel so sad. sometimes i
almost gave up but i held on as long as i can still take
it. i was taken for granted. i was kept in the dark
about everything. though i can feel it is happening i
cant back myself up cause i've no evidence..

Few months alrdy, i have not picked myself up. i
thought i did, then i realised i am still hurt and worst,
i still teared at times when it got so bad. it sounded
stupid to brood over these but im sorry i cant help it.
i am still sad. its been hard, very hard to forget everything.
adding to that there are no physical efforts to make me
feel better..

I only hope tearing stops, cause it hurts. insyallah, i will
overcome it.. but it takes lots of time.. and hopefully i see effort
to atleast comfort me a lil. hopefully. i pray every night,
for if one day it was not meant to be, please let it be a
smooth separation. coz being enemies would
be my last wish..

Only when someone walk out on you then you'll realise how
much u need the person.. By then, its too late.


1:40 AM


Thursday, May 13, 2010



I randomly had the urge to blog. hah! how i miss blogging
nonsense. i had no time to even bloghopped, im very very
active only in FB. either playing games, or commenting
craps with my colleagues. HAHAH. if not FB-ing,
i'll be sleeping. nothing else matters. hah!



Berd is working too. we met when its my off day, or
sometimes we meet only once a week. (!!!!!!) its really NOT
us at all la cause we used to meet every single day,
morning till night last time. talking about two year
back la. maybe work has made us so busy, no time for
each other. we contact randomly also, like the normal
"i da keluar gi keje".. haha. some random calls while
working. that day i slept from the time i reached home till
the time i should wake up to get ready for work. haha!
kesian baby la i left him all alone. hehe.


But eh im very surprised i got along well with this
situation. i did not throw temper or got mad or scold2
him. im okay with it. maybe because i was too tired
from working also, it works both ways la. haha. when i
wake up for work, he'll be asleep alrdy. when he woke
up, im busy at work.. kalau kene perangai aku dulu,
jahanam. alhamdulillah things are getting much better
between us, we seldom quarrel now. our meetups are
really very very meaningful. just like this weekends!
i cant wait!!! awwww!


I dont know why i've been seeing news or notices
like, "Lack of sleep can cause early death." or "working
more than 7hrs a day can lead to heart attack" ...
something2 like that la! which, applies to me! hahaha.
i worked more than 7hrs a day, and obviously i did
not have enough sleep since airport shift sucks! haha.
and mind u there are more of that kinda researches
appearing online whenever i logged in to the net. mcm
bahasekan je!! haha. i do read those, mcm seram lagi
menakutkan. sometimes when i think, i really want
to resign and find another job. but i cant bear to leave
my colleagues. they're a bunch of lahanat people. hah.
to wake up in the morning was hell, but once i
reach work it was heaven. though no matter how full the
load is, we still can have fun. hahahha!

Furthermore T1 transit dah ada Dunkin Donut youuu!
the merrier we are. hari2 donut nye box bersepah2.
hurry up with the renovations in T1, i wanna see what
other interesting shops is opening inside! hahah. but!
more food choices=the cuter we'll become. chet!! lol.

Parents been asking me to choose between school and
work. i still have the school mood, maybe after June i'll
be a student again. glad my parents are okay, they
want the best of me. choose either one. cause i am me,
very indecisive. sometimes i said i want school, sometimes
i want to continue working. haha. baby also supports me
going back to school. maybe i should! better benefits.
bluek!

OH. its 1846pm, tau tak time ape?! its my sleeping
time already! korang mane tau aku nye susah, i sleep at
this time and wake up at 10pm then sleep till 0130am
and go work. heh! k bye labu. take care!!! i'll be back
when i want to. with pics ah. now i too sleepy liao. -.-

Hi meet my new friend, eyo! subtitute of my baby when he's not around. :D



6:57 PM


Tuesday, April 20, 2010


I don't know why i stopped blogging. blogging has been my little online
diary since early secondary school days. guess i just got no time to
blog, my life been busy with working. even now i meet baby only
once a week or sometimes, twice. hah! so not us, last time we meet every
single day w/o fail. oh well, things change in life la. we're both busy
working. by the time he finish, i'll be asleep alrdy. in the wee morning
when im ready for work, he'll be asleep. haha!

I hate my job sometimes! more cons than pros i can say. i gained
weight, i lack of sleep, i got migraine almost every 2 days. but
ironically i stayed on. i love the jobscope and the people. and the
environment. thats all. even the management sucks. hahaha!
baby asked me to look out for other jobs, im trying but still
none caught my eyes. hah!

Anyone got lobang anot?! i thought of going back studying. tapi
macam malas. haha. u knoe i applied as a teacher, i got it but a
relief teacher la, guess what, i ditched it. haha, no confidence.
i keep on thinking, me? being a teacher. tak sajak nohh! hah.
pikir nye pikir, paitau suda. now i regret like that. -_-


6:14 PM