Saturday, February 23, 2008

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Today's the Campcraft Competition. We went HTA to pitch all the stuffs after training for almost 3 months. alright, we really did try our best today so there's no regrets afterall. and yes, i have to congratulate the sec 3 team for doing a good job today. all we can do now is to wait for the results to be announced in like 1 or 2 weeks. yeah wait. :D hope we can get into the finals.

okay, so after that we went to have our lunch at KFC (AGAIN). hahaha. and very funny, my squadmates and i went to hunt for a birthday present for me! hahaha. :D so i was trying to tell them what i don't want. hahaha. but in the end, while i was wandering about, they found one present for me and bought it for me. cool hurr. the present's damn cute and cool. it's called a sound plush (actually, it's some speaker for your MP3). i will post the picture of it soon kay.

woah, actually i didn't expect my squad to buy anything for me but they did. cool, i love you all man! :D it's also quite poignant to see all the things that they had done for me during this birthday of mine and to know that all of them actually remembered it. they are the people who have been through every single thing with me for the past 3 years. without them, life would never be so great for me. i want to use the opportunity here to thank everyone in my squad - you all are the best pals that i ever had! :D and last but not least, CHSNPCC 29th Batch rocks like mad! hahaha :D

oh ya, happy birthday jason! :D

Posted by One Ice at 7:18 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008

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oh yes! the day has finally arrived after counting down for quite a few days. :D and i want to thank all the people who had sent me birthday greetings through phone or had said it verbally to me. not forgeting those who had hugged me and said million times of happy birthday to me. :D i love you all like mad. hahaha. the presents which Ivan, Harrison, Xing Yu, John, Jun Liang, Kwan Hong, Zikai, Qing Chang and many other more gave to me was super nice and i like them like mad. (i don't have the picture of those presents now and i would try to post them as soon as possible) however, sorry to those who was not mentioned here. i can't remember all of them. sorry. i must also thank class 4-3 for the birthday songs they had sang for me. it was poignant, you guys really made my day. :D woah, the first time i had so much fun during my birthday. thanks all my friends for today. :D okay, and i got to thank the NPDP people for the special birthday greetings too. :D

got to go now cause jia han sir keep asking me to sleep now cause we've got campcraft competition tomorrow. yes, hope we get into the finals. :D good luck to us :D

Posted by One Ice at 10:02 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

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holy crap, i passed my chemistry. but still, i failed 4 subjects - english, hcl, physics and geography. no difference anyway. i got 4 D7. hell. i am so screwed. however, i believe if i work super hard, i will still be able to catch up with the rest. at least i hope so. the problem lies in whether i put in the effort to work hard to improve my results. and Prelim 2 will be the last chance to prove myself, so i better work hard from now on. yes, 3 more days to the wonderful day. but i guess i will be spending the day training my squad. awww.

Posted by One Ice at 8:48 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

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screwed. my life gets really screwed up. can you imagine one failing four out of eight subjects? hell. it must be a miracle for all of you to see this. goner. i think i am so screwed. i had never ever did so badly in my life for exams. geography, higher chinese, physics and chemistry - all flunked. what crap is this? i bet i will fail my english as well. so 5 out of 8 subjects. screwed. i think i can go eat shit. and the worst thing is i have to go into this stupid focus group. holy crap. it's like being controlled everyday and studying there is just not efficient to me. hell. maybe getting in there will make my results improve? i hope so. but i also hope i won't get in, which is like damn impossible cause i already failed 4 out of 8 subjects. die. actually, i think i am over-confident this time. i kept saying the papers are easy and kept thinking i would be able to go to hcjc with this current rate i am in. this is pure bullshit. if i were to continue like this, i bet i can't even go to a polytechnic, let alone a jc. this is how bad my results are. and being over-confident makes me what i am now - a screwed up person. and i kept saying those NSKs are like shit, what about me? i bet i am worse than most of them. 'what goes around comes around' i think. if i keep despising other people, the screwed up one will always be me, not them. so i better change this shitty attitude of mine. and yes, work 10 times harder to get out of this shitty results. we are not talking about A now, just a pass will be a great feat to me already. ok, i got no mood now and it's time for me to stop rambling.

Posted by One Ice at 7:20 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

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sorry for not posting for damn long. had high fever after last saturday till tuesday. anyway, that's not the point. the point is i got D7 for bloody hcl. almost whole class passed, and i am like the lowest in class. although highest was just B3 but a lot got B4 also. actually not surprised. i knew i will flunk. but damn not happy lose to noobs (i'm the ultimate noob anyway). but after the lifeskill course today, i learnt not to just look at those mistakes and blame myself, instead, accept it and work doubly harder for my dreams. hell, i'm pissed at all my bloody results but i can't blame anyone except myself. failure's good in a way, i shall learn as i pick myself up from the fall.

'the harder you fall, you higher you bounce'

Posted by One Ice at 10:29 PM

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

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got back two papers today. or rather, get to know the marks i have for two subjects, namely, physics and e maths. okay, as i had mentioned in the previous post that miss wong said i did badly for my physics, i really did. my score was like shit. imagine, 19/45 for prelim 1. how screwed is that? and my e maths was 19/30. also like shit. alright, i have already screwed my prelim 1. expected L1R5: above 25. screwed.

anyway, tomorrow's chinese new year eve! :D yes! finally! however, we were still given homework during this short holiday. hell. the teachers are really hiong this year. but i don't blame them, it's for our own good. haha. and yes, tomorrow is going to be a marvellous day for me. hope no one dampens the mood man. i'm gonna go wild tomorrow! :D

Posted by One Ice at 11:41 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008

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Prelim 1 is over. however, for some reason, i'm just not that happy. maybe it's because of the physics results that miss wong have told us. she said,'when i look through the name list, i think all np people did relatively well, except yibin.' hell, i felt so sian at that moment. i think she must be right. it's quite normal for someone so noob like me to fail my physics. alright, shall not ponder too much. no point anyway.

tomorrow's the results of physics and a/e maths. holy crap. i guess i will fail all of them. yes, i am a bloody noob, that's the fact, there's no doubt in it. till tomorrow, we shall see. i guess my mood will be dampen for sure. shit, tomorrow's half day is screwed.

Posted by One Ice at 9:36 PM

Saturday, February 02, 2008

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prelim 1 almost over. left english paper on monday. anyway, i think i will just flunk all my subjects. i practically have no confidence in any of the papers. i am screwed.

today, harrison, ivan, shawne and i went to hang out at far east and dhoby ghaut. damn fun kay. :) bought 2 shirts under the influence of the 3 of them. and i think both harrison and ivan have got great fashion sense. haha. shawne is zai too. :D

so, we shopped from 11 to 5 plus. got myself 2 black shirts in the end and the rest of them bought some clothes too. those clothes were damn nice kay. hahaha.

this coming week is gonna be fun; we've got 2 half day offs in this week and 2 days of holidays for chinese new year. yes yes, feel so slack. haha.

got to go prepare for monday's english paper soon. bye.

Posted by One Ice at 9:46 PM