Thursday, August 30, 2007

hey guys. so sorry that i haven't been posting this past few months. today i feel that it is so significant that i really should post today. today ken and i blew to the top and started to quarrel. Never in my life had i been so harsh to such a good friend of mine. He had always been my best friend in squad and he is the one whom always pull the whole squad together. Just a few weeks ago, we quarrelled over the matter of trust and i got super pissed off. At night, he took the initiative by apologising to me on the phone and i did too. Then again, just few days ago, we started a minor dispute. During that time, i was really at fault for breaking the promise i had made a few months ago. i had told him that i would go church only during sunday and monday last time and this time i wanted to go to church on a saturday and the thing is, it clashes with the hike recee. After that quarrel, i had wanted to apologise to him but then i got no chance to or rather should i say i didn't really want to. Then today, i guess both of us have been tolerating too much things inside our heart that we both bursted like a volcano and started to quarrel loudly in store. We quarrelled about lots of things and both of us even burst into tears when we shouted at one another. After a hot and serious quarrel for quite some time, we both sat down and decided to cool down. Out of a sudden, he took out his tissue from his bag and threw it towards me and i took it to wipe off all my tears. Then, he stood up from his chair and confronted me. He offered a handshake and i agreed. 'Best friend' he said. i felt he was really a great gentleman for he had always initiated to apologise even if he wasn't at fault.


After such a long quarrel, i did not go home empty-handed. In fact, i have learnt something today. It is to change the bad character i have and be more open to criticism as it can help to improve in my character.

From today onwards, i promise all of you that i will improve in my character regardless of whatever it takes. YOU HAVE MY PROMISE.

Posted by One Ice at 4:38 PM