long time since i updated my blog. too many things to do,, too many ppl to think about.
someone's making me feel so happy right now. :D
someone really special. :)
awww. i want him so bad.

i just dont want this feeling to end.
it feels so right yet so wrong.
all im hoping right now is that someday..
i can call him mine. :)

"i'm in too deep.. and its just impossible to stop"

i almost forgot that i have a blog..
oh well, i'll update it since im here. :D

i went to the doctor today to get my arm checked.
it bruised so badly after the blood donation. it looks so awful.
I'm so glad to know that everything is fine and there's nothing to worry about. :D
but i still can't train for volleyball. so sad. :(

i stayed home and rest for the whole day..
im grounded so i cant go out even if i want to.
i reached home late yesterday.. again.!
i hanged out at beki's place till past 8..
we watched twilight.. and ate roti prata! haha.
i met her brother.. who is so cute btw. :P
haha. :D her room is so messy and i love it!!
hahaha.
anyway.. i still haven't got my phone.
that sucks.. i cant sms my friends..
a 3-day weekend is hell.!! i wanna go back to mi.
i seriously love school.. haha


got lots of time to catch up with our homeworks..
*groans*
MATHS! i can't stand my teacher.
she's damn irritating. :|
ooooh.. so stressed.
now, i got nothing to say. :|

i miss joanne.
i miss max.
i miss yf.
i wanna play left 4 dead. *GRINS*
its so cool.. shooting the zombie's heads off.
i wish i can do it to the bitch. LOL.^^
LEFT 4 DEAD.. is way cooler than cabal. haha.
enough.. -__-
anyway, i miss beki.
i miss syazana.
i miss ariel.. :(
i miss pam.
i miss sheqal.
i miss 09A2.
i miss my phone.
i cant wait for monday.
but i hate the entrepreneurship talk.
its such a bullshit.
waste of time.


too lazy to continue. nothing to say anyway. haha

"i wanna get u out of my mind.
but i cant..
i guess i just have to live with it..
and ignore this feelings i have inside.
i cant have you..
and that's how its gonna be. "

Blog. Blog. Blog. Im ecstatic. (: Though there is some bitchiness going on around me. Argh.

25th March 09 – Wednesday..

I’m very tired that day. I went to school late coz I slept at 3 am.
Time flew so fast.. I started doing my work at 8 pm.
(took me 7 hours to complete one essay!! *gasps )
ok, im a bit distracted. I’m chatting with my friend while doing my lit essay. We’re supposed to pass that assignment last Monday, so im rushing to finish it. XD

Anyway, I woke up very late but im still effin sleepy.
I know im gonna be late, but I don’t really care.
MI has d lamest detention ever.
I’m thinking of skipping school (so I can sleep the whole day -_-)
But I don’t want to miss volleyball training. No choice. Crap.

Got 3 period break before Lit, so went to the lib with bekah.
We tried doing the maths assign but our minds are apparently not working.
so we just forget about it and look at bekah’s secondary pics. She’s a camwhore.. haha. She’s really pretty so its ok.! Got lots of hot pics I tell u. Haha.
Then we learned about psychoanalysis in mdm cho’s lit class.
Obviously,, it has sexual contents. Lol.^^ that’s why A level is fun.. wooh.
after that, we did haiku for mr. Ben’s class. My haiku is super nonsense. Haha.
The guys’ works are so funny.
I can still remember someone come up with “banana united”
Wth right? Haha. Then bekah’s work is literally all about crap. Haha. :D

After that, I got training so I bathe first before I eat.
Its very tiring but its all worth it. I’ve been looking forward to it for the past two weeks.
Got a lil bit distracted bcoz…………………. :D eee. Im not telling. J haha. Bitchy me. :D Cannot play properly.. damn irritating.!
Then the coach let us go home earlier than the main team.
Whew. Sleep early that night. :)

26th March 2009 – Thursday

My personal hell day.
Got really pissed off early in the morning.
Told pam everything about it.
The bitch totally ruined my day.
Then PE made it worst,, We ran for 3 rounds..
my legs hurt like hell.
Argh. Bad day. Super bad.

27th March 2009 - Friday

i seriously forgot what i did that day.. haha. :)
we didn't have any training,, but i still stayed back at school..
spent the whole day talking to ariel, rosy, crystal, ulfa and others.
Watched some bitchiness in the stadium. LOL.^^
then, watched the damn lousy soccer match at the field.
(i really dont get that game. *frustrated)
i bathe before going home. :D
then slept early. so tired. -_-

28th march 2009 - Saturday

woke up very late. :) Then i checked my phone (like i always do) and
was shocked by joanne's msg. sooooper bitchy!! haha. :D
i wanna sms her, but i cannot. so i went back to sleep.
Tried to do my homework in the afternoon,, then watched twilight
for the nth time. hahaha. :D so addicted to edward LOL. ^^
eat out with my parents at around 7.
then we watched twilight (again!) haha.

29th march 2009 - Sunday

Went to church early in the morning.. then went out with my parents.
We bought all kinds of ball we could find in the sports store. haha.
A family that's addicted to balls. LOL.^^
then went home and finished my assignments.
Slept for 2 hours then went out to play basketball with my dad. :)
After that, i played volleyball with my mom..
Im dead tired when i reached the house.
argh. my legs are so painful. :(

ooh. and i cut my hair today.. it was ok,, but so expensive.. :(
waaah. :(
i wish i just went to qb.. then i would look like joanne. hahaha. :D


GIRLFRIEND!!
--i already updated my blog. im so lazy. :(
but i still did it.. coz of u. hehe. :)
i should be sleeping now u know..
so, its all ur fault if i came to school late tmr!
haha. :D
see ya!

im so freaking tired today. We had PE, that's why. :|
Lucky i only have lit toMorrow. weee. :) so cool.
i also have volleyball practice!! yey!
bonding time with joanne and jamie.. :D
hahaha. :)

For the first time i paid attention in Maths.
We're doing logarithms. Thank God,. i already did that in secondary. :D
and i already understand functions. whew.
hehe. :P

i read kelly's blog. so jealous of her! she has a really hot guy!
haha. :D lucky girl! :D
too bad i cannot comment on her blog. haha.

umm. im so lazy to blog,, nothing much happened anyway.
hihi.


"i party like a rockstar..! ^_^"

3 am and im still up.. what's wrong with me??

Twilight Addiction is not good. I swear.

i've been crying for like 20 minutes after i finished watching the movie: twilight.
I cant seem to get enough of twilight for the past few days.
i even downloaded the soundtracks from their website. And edward's face is all over my desktop!!
(and im going to buy the dvd tomorrow..-- its gonna be released today! weee :D)
O yeah, i know. SO LAME right?.
i dunno, i got hooked ever since i started reading the book.
Seriously, i cant stop flipping the pages. Im so into it. haha. :D
especially when i started to realize how perfect edward is. awwww. :)
I can't help but be fascinated with bella and edward's love story.
So intense, yet very passionate. (oh shit, cant believe im saying this :x)

ok.. i admit that im a very hopeless romantic since birth.
I'm so pathetic, i fall inlove with characters. :))
and now, im irrevocably inlove with edward cullen. haha. :D
i hate twilight. It ruined everything.
Goodbye Mr. Perfect GUY.. [my new translation of perfect = vampires :D]
Unless, u can run as fast as edward, or fight fate to keep me alive. haha.

eeee. im so retard! i just realized that its been half a year since i last dated.
(jerks are not counted. sorry! haha)
i think thats why im going gaga over twilight.
miss having someone special to be with. :D
i miss being hugged, getting pecks on the cheeks.
miss the feeling of being loved. :D
awwww. being single surely has its flaws.
I hate the way i feel tonight. I hate it when i feel so alone.. :(
reminiscing doesn't help.. makes me cry even harder. :
aww. i miss soMeone. :( u know who u are.
Wish i can be with u tonight.. -_-
if only i could fly.. -_-

ok.. enough with the drama..
im gonna watch the notebook later.. weeee. :)
its 3 am but i dont feel like going to sleep. :D
im still energetic!! haha. (edward cullen's effect on me.. shit) haha.
gonna end this now.
^-^ meow.

"U ARE MY LIFE NOW..."

eventhough im effin tired and my feet hurts..
im still gonna blog about this day. :D
(its already 12.32 in the morning.)

today is a very productive day for me. i already finished half of my homeworks.
yey! finally!
I woke up at 9 am. Got 9 hours of sleep. :)
I ate my breakfast then bathe. After that, i started doing my assignments.
I first did all the geo tutorials. then Lit essay.
I managed to resist the urge to turn on my laptop!! haha.
Got bored with all the writing at around 3,, so i watched videos on youtube.
Fell asleep after that, woke up at 5.

I took a quick shower coz im going out with nicole and friends.
went out with nicole, josef [my bro], aaron [nicole's twin bro], ronnique and rayza.
i used my high heels coz its been months since i used them.
then regret using it after a few minutes walking.! argh.
Went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to watch movie. :)
We watched streetfighter: the legend of chun-li.
the movie is ok. Cool fighting scenes. haha. :)
Nicole is freezing to death in the cinema. haha.
(She's wearing shirt and shorts. looks like she's going to the beach!! hahaha.)
After that, we ate at Mo's burger. :D weeeee.
took photos.. then catch up with each other. :)
i miss hanging out with filipino friends. hehe. feels like im back in the philippines. :)
anyway, we went home at about 10.30 pm.
My feet and legs hurt so much i cant walk properly.
Im limping till we reached the mrt. haha.
im so pissed off. so to all girls reading this.. always remember:
COMFORT before FASHION ok? or ul end up like me. haha.
i seriously need the priority seat in the mrt. LOL.
Reached home at 11.50 pm.
i've never been out this late here. What a change.. i like it. :D:D:D

my dad is sooooo sweet, He waited for us to reach home before going to sleep. :)
good thing.. coz we realized that we didn't bring the key. haha. stupidity!
my mom is sleeping already.. so no scolding tonight! haha.

haix. hopefully, tomorrow will be another productive day.
i still have an essay to write. :) and a few lessons to revise.
going to bed now. n_n *yawns* nitenite. :-*

"i can make believe that i have everything.. but i cant pretend that i dont see..
that without u boy my life is INCOMPLETE.. :)"
i miss you.

FUN.fun.FUN. :)
my school holiday is not bad after all. :)
i woke up at 6.30 am to run and do sOme excercise with my brother. :D
he seriously needs help.. He's taller than me but i can run faster than him.
haha. :))
anyway, we worked out for an hour and a half..
then he ate like 2 plates of rice for lunch.. haha. maybe more? im not sure. :D

after that, i met peyton and sheqal for lunch at west mall.
They scared the hell out of me while im waiting for them in popular.
dOnt ask me for details,, ask them!! argh. haha. :D
we had lunch at burger king..
we saw a few friends there..
*carmen and friends.
*eve and company
*2 people from a3.. (oooh.controversial. lol.)
*and alex!!
after we finished our lunch, we went back to MI..
sheqal has training.. and apparently,, peyton and me are too lazy to go anywhere else.
LAZY BITCHES. haha.
good thing i brought my PE attire. :)

we stayed at the stadium.. and chit-chat nonstop!
just realized that its been a long time since i hang out with peyton..
Obviously, i missed the superbitch. LOL.^^
WE had fun running away from the sun. LOL.
(we end up sitting at the stairs near the general office, haha.)
then camwhorring and stuff. can't tell everything. too many. haha
we watched one group who's wasting one of our valuable natural resources: WATER.
haha. :D --tryin hard econs student. siao. haha.
then we saw something that shocked us!! OMG. gossip girls. haha.
(sorry, no details. haha.)
Sheqal finished training at 6.30.
went home after that. :)

now, im trying to do my geo homework..
-_- *groans*
peyton did not finished anything today.. haha.
(when we reached school.. she told us that "SHE'LL TRY" to finish her homeworks.)
super bitch+ bitchy me= TOO MUCH TALK. NO WORK DONE.
lol. haha.

today is so fun.:D
ooh. i saw him today. :)
he's still hot. :) he looks nice. :D
made my day more complete. haha. :D