Heart shaped glasses

i so loved the genting trip i had a few weeks ago! to say it was fun would be an understatement.

i had a blast with aunty dayah,hazimah,hafiz and shab! even being in the hotel room itself was fun balls. ooooh the theme park was awesome! cant wait for the next family trip,this time we make additions okay?Asu,Adhi,Hazim,Uzair and my mum. woo!

how come when i feel like i've overcome something,i always seem to get back to square one?

why is it that i can never feel good about certain decisions i've been making recently?

its really bugging me;even the littlest things.all hail frustration.

and so,i take it out on my friends.poor them.haha.

but seriously,i really do enjoy their company

(i'll tell them about this blog right after i publish this)

Well,we aren't the closest of friends,that i know,but its just heaps of fun!

i dub thee sp boys...FUN SLUTS!hahahha.

thank you so much for everything.

(even though sometimes i bitch about travelling so far and all...

OMG BEDOK IS THE BEST OKAY!i'm not giving in)

hahah

i've been up to the usual.slack at home,slack outside,slack at friends' houses,walk,read,talk,bitch,smoke,swim,sheesha,online,

LAN,guitar hero,pool,movies,sleep,more sleep,housechores,

helwa&hannan nights,watch tv,bake once(haha).

getting realllly broke in the process doing all those,and i havent even gone shopping!

thank god i might be starting school in may.i dyed my hair today.still looks ew.i followed my friend shopping on wednesday.sort of a last minute thing.

i skipped the awkward parts and enjoyed myself.and that got me thinking.oh,kill me please.

ERLIANNA KARTIKA!.give me a mantra,so i'll say it in my head every time i see him.

Labels: No one is staring at you bitch.

some of the girls

awwwwwwwwwww

the samra band

my grandad! :)

in the wedding car with the groom,otw to the girl's ceremony!

he's dancing!

there's like sooo much to update about. sheesh. i almost forgot most of it.

so like briefly,my uncle's married now.the wedding was AWESOME FUN i tell you.can't wait for the next huge family wedding.hopefully dearest auntie dhila!:)although i think there are a few before her who's gonna get hitched.oh well.

okay,back to the wedding.it was a span of 3 days.from friday to sunday.friday was the solemnization at the girl's place.saturday was the ceremony at the girl's side while sunday was our thanggg.by far the most interesting day out of the three.saw MANY familiar/unfamiliar faces and met up with people i like/dislike.haha.weddings are such.

while my uncle was at the pedestal with his new wife,our entourage(haha) was more or less busy checking out this particular fcukface.man,was it a big deal or what!gosh.i just hope that rat scurries away from our lives soon.nothing personal bitch,i just hate you,like alot.

kay,my other uncle performed with his samra band for the wedding.when he switched on his singing voice,i was like WOAH.haha.he got me totally addicted to ya nasser.and he got himself many admirers too.and those guys still ask me about him till today!gays.OH the best part,the newly wedded husband did a dance.he's so cool!basically the wedding was fun,emotional,tiring,delightful but SO worth it.my uncle's a happy man now:)

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LOTS TO UPDATE ABOUT!!!!!!

but i'm lazy.

Labels: waltz around the room, with my gaze and your stare.

Its update time!i'm kinda enjoying being temporarily school-less.meeting up with john lennon and thex man is amusing,as always.bought watchmen tickets.urgh,so not me.RJA,i hope i get to see you in concert on tues!

oh i met up with tp people too. around a week ++ ago.they never fail to put me in stitches. especially nas! we went chalet-hopping.hahahah. like we really got no face that day! i swear the guy knows at least half of singapore's population.went to subway mainly for the aircon after that.eunice,faz,ying xiang,malek,debbie are still as awesome as ever.gosh yx is in the air force.i know a certain someone who dreams to go there one day.i told him yx is in it now and he was like ^.he still holds a grudge against yx.whatever. anyway,it was an awesome day:)

then one day,saturday i think,went to the airport to send my friend off to new zealand. he's like studying there.the guy is 21 this year and he's so accomplished!he's doing a degree now AND he already finished ns like ages ago.how cool is that?so me and three other people decided to take a cab from the airport.stupid,i know.cos we thought the party was at ecp like the host said.but noooo when we were about to reach,sufi called and wanted to ask where exactly it is.you know what that daaarling host said? meyer road. freaking meyer road! its not bloody ecp balls. nearby but still at least a trecherous 20 min walk. i hate it when people don't say the exact location. in the end, the cab fare was $25+. oh well.

other than that,i guess i just lepakzxxzz around. hahahahah (k inside joke). see what bliss guitar hero,funny people and a cool house (with parquet flooring to slide on) can do for you.

i'm soo lazy to go collect my diploma. all the way at queenstown.the wonders of having a boyfriend
-_-

oh man,he looks,laughs,acts,talks just like you:(

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okay some random facts:
* i like colours like a whole lot * accessories are a MUST * i hate being the subject of gossip. * i miss studying. * i STILL listen to blink 182 and iron maiden and nirvana (although they're quite different) * i never ever ever fregging ever get sick of incubus songs * oh man i love to dance! * i wish i lived in the upper east side or beverly hills(im sure you know the source of influence) * i kiss the fernando torres poster everytime i open my cupboard to change. * did i say i miss studying? * people think i have the weirdest sneeze.(which is actually really normal) * oh,i have sinus. * i hate sharing sticks with wet smokers! * i nearly broke my back piggyback riding that day. * i hate the smell of a person's breath after drinking beer. ewwwwwwwwww * i hate it when people ask me what race i am but say 'what are you?' instead.im fregggin human la.what else. * i'm a hardcore family person. dorlo para familia * i used to actually enjoy running.hahahah * yessssss i miss SAC like nonsense. * i'm still not comfortable talking about myself in a blog hahaha * im single,woo! hahahaha right... * i wish i could meet some people from my past so i'll know how much i've changed. * i have this thing for intelligent guys with long hair and eyelashes. * i am gonna take my driver's license like soon.or if i have it my way,i'll take it eventually. * i like speaking malay just for fun.but yes,i am so aware of how kental i sound. * its been awhile since i watched a good horror show * im extremely FREAKED OUT by a certain type of ghost only. P-----G * i pscho-analyse people unknowingly * i actually like daddy yankee. shh * addicted to HIMYM,gossip girl and unfortunately, 90210. * i like creativity.but not in an artsy way.you know? * so maybe i'm interested in being in the advertising or marketing industry * i like wearing things on my head. (hats,hairbands or caps) * i wish i knew how to react properly to things.hahah * i like the sand,water and lazy atmospheres--sentosa,i love you. * i wish i wasnt such a contradiction. like why do i still have this blog?? * i hate guys who abuse their gfs/wives.those fucking pussies should be castrated since they're clearly not men. * sheesha,sheesha,sheesha! haji lane maybe. * but i prefer sheesha in private-er places. * there's a certain someone i really miss and i wish was still around * twirls and coke light are an awesome combination * ice skating!!!!!!!!!! * i miss mdis. oh and tp too. -_- * i wish kurt kobain was still alive.hahahah * my daughter's name will definitely be Hera Dahlia. * son's name will probably be Zachariah Sahel * i have a greek gods' obsession. * i HATE tagged.com, the guys there are pervs. BEWARE * i choose facebook/myspace over friendster now. * i have lotsa plans that i haven't fulfilled yet,i'm lazy.

my favourite babies in the whole entire world!
in order:
sheikh muhd. hannan
helwa ashura
layla isabella.
they are just absolute joy!

wow.
updating is a drag.
surprise surprise.
so i've been having weird dreams about my teeth falling,snakes,LIZARDS!and a bomb blast.
the latter is probably because i got an email and saw pictures of the war in the gaza strip.i didnt know it would disturb me that much.urghhh
the other three are surprisingly significant when i went to look them up.
TEETH
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumble in your hands, fall out one by one with just a light tap, grow crooked or rot. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. (LOL) Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.
In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

SNAKES

I had recurring dreams about snakes. of all the 4 consecutive nights i dreamt of them,i was sitting on the floor with one on my lap and the rest very near me.but i wasn't afraid in the dream or anything.

As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes. interesting..
LIZARDS
To see a lizard in your dream,signifies your primal instincts toward sex,food etc. and your anxieties toward these feelings. The lizard can also be representative of a person who you view as cold-blooded,fearful or thick skinned. On a more positive note,the lizard also symbolizes emerging creativity,renewal and revitalisation. It may also suggest that you are well-grounded. it was still a very disgusting dream!

(i'm a very boring blogger)

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