Monday, August 15, 2011

Markets are down, so is my mood

Markets had been doing very bad lately. Whatever stock i buy went down, and i became very worried that i will lose all my money for my studies and for the future.

Recently i bought Noble grp at $1.42 and now i rised up to $1.52. A profit of $100 dollars. i wanted to treat her to nice food so i have to earn more in order to compensate for my low salary.

My pay is not enough to travel anymore this year. I canceled my holiday trip with my apple friends because i cannot afford another holiday since i'm going with Ms WAG to Kota Kinabalu for a basic diving course trip and the trip itself costs about 500 dollars or more.

Life is tough without money. But yet money cannot buy everything.

I suddenly feel so poor. Just praying day by day that the market will go up to normal conditions.

Nicknamed her Ms Wag aka Walk away girl

It all happened at the day when she waited for me at a different location, and i couldn't contact her phone.

I was so worried, i searched everywhere. When i found her, my anxious tone infuriated her and she walked away. Walk till where i do not know and i have to search everywhere for her all over again.

After this incident, i nicknamed her the walk away girl who made me so worried and lost at that point of time.

This incident will be forgiven but never forgotten.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

11 Aug 11

Things seemed a little bit better now with her and i'm glad she really enjoyed her birthday. It wasn't easy for those words to come out from me but it came out like as if i've been struck by lightening.

Everyday is like a dead routine to me, Morning go to work at night come back. There is nothing much to look forward to except on days to meet her. Otherwise, i really have no committment or interests to keep myself occupied. I used to play basketball last time every night, but not anymore. Life have changed, things have also changed. Games don't interest me, nor do i gamble. The only thing i do is stocks, but it ain't gambling. Investment is solely to describe stocks, purely investment. The only thing i do is watch "Big Bang Theory". Guess if people say i no life, its a fact.

Still trying to find my purpose in life that i need to fulfill. Else why am i here? Why are we here.