Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Cannot afford to lose it
Regretted for not being able to save the sunglasses you gave me during our kuching trip. And now i've lost the seashell that comes in a pair. I'll find it somehow. Else i'll not stop searching for it. Cause you are important to me thats all. Can see that you've been trying hard to change for the better. I'm contented and hope that things really worked out well for the both of us.:) good day people.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Two words to describe my feeling
Used, betrayed. By the only girl I truly love. Who should I hate now. Myself. For I've been trying so hard to put this relationship to shape and now she's going to ruin it. if that's the case, then I got more to think about.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
An enjoyable day with lots of emotions.
I started my day out coming back from dear's house after a night of drinking. My head was feeling a little bit of migraine, possibly because of the hangover and the freaking warm weather. I came back home in the morning because its voting day and my dad asked me to reach home at 9am in the morning.
I took an mrt home, and the first thing i did was to take a cold shower. And the shower is so freaking shoik. I taught my dad how to use his ipod to connect to the hall's computer to switch on movies, like a remote control.
Then we watch "Hunt to kill" while waiting for my brother to wake up and finishing bathing. It was a great day for my dad because he got to drive the car for the first time after many many years. I was still affected by the hangover while we made our way to the polling station.
After voting, my mum asked me, "Leslie, so who did you vote for?". And i replied, "Mummy, my vote is extremely confidential.! " and i could hear laughter in the car from the 3 of them.
WE then made our way to my cousin's daphane's house, to have our family gathering. I'm not really that close with my dad's side of relatives but i think this gathering kinda made us closer. Her house was a four-storey semi-detached house. It was huge. I walked into her kitchen and saw 2 guinea pigs in a cage and a beagle dog which doesn't seemed to stop barking.
THen i was wondering how come they have so many pets, and then i remembered that daphane was an animal specialist and her husband was a doctor, which specialises in organs if i remembered correctly.
The food was great, but we got to leave early because my mum and me work at 4pm and my dad is fetching each of us.
The worst thing is i reached my camp early,draw key and open the door, to realised that my work was cancelled due to technical failure. Felt so stupid going to work at that moment, and luckily Avril drove me back to amk so that it is more convenient for me to take a train back.
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The most frustrating thing i ever felt on that day was that i wanted to get the 3 system aircon unit earlier due to the extremely warm weather, told my mum i'll pay for it as well as the bills, and she actually rejected my idea of getting it. I am doing this for the benefit of everyone and yet she rejected it. I seriouly don't understand what she consideration that concerns her because i'm agreeing to pay the expenses for the aircon.
Next, i made my way to kelvin's house for his birthday celebration. Although i got a little lost but despite that i still prevented myself from taking cab due to financial constraints. When i reached, i saw Bing xian, Ti shone, Tien seng, Bryan, Han wei and kel's BMT friend.
We had lots of fun there because the food was superb and we share lots of gossips together, cursing and swearing and PAP's TPL, feeling grateful for Aljunied's George Yeo, had some photo taking tgt. Lots of fun throughout, till the announcing of the last results of the election.
I took an mrt home, and the first thing i did was to take a cold shower. And the shower is so freaking shoik. I taught my dad how to use his ipod to connect to the hall's computer to switch on movies, like a remote control.
Then we watch "Hunt to kill" while waiting for my brother to wake up and finishing bathing. It was a great day for my dad because he got to drive the car for the first time after many many years. I was still affected by the hangover while we made our way to the polling station.
WE then made our way to my cousin's daphane's house, to have our family gathering. I'm not really that close with my dad's side of relatives but i think this gathering kinda made us closer. Her house was a four-storey semi-detached house. It was huge. I walked into her kitchen and saw 2 guinea pigs in a cage and a beagle dog which doesn't seemed to stop barking.
THen i was wondering how come they have so many pets, and then i remembered that daphane was an animal specialist and her husband was a doctor, which specialises in organs if i remembered correctly.
The food was great, but we got to leave early because my mum and me work at 4pm and my dad is fetching each of us.
The worst thing is i reached my camp early,draw key and open the door, to realised that my work was cancelled due to technical failure. Felt so stupid going to work at that moment, and luckily Avril drove me back to amk so that it is more convenient for me to take a train back.
... ... ....
The most frustrating thing i ever felt on that day was that i wanted to get the 3 system aircon unit earlier due to the extremely warm weather, told my mum i'll pay for it as well as the bills, and she actually rejected my idea of getting it. I am doing this for the benefit of everyone and yet she rejected it. I seriouly don't understand what she consideration that concerns her because i'm agreeing to pay the expenses for the aircon.
Next, i made my way to kelvin's house for his birthday celebration. Although i got a little lost but despite that i still prevented myself from taking cab due to financial constraints. When i reached, i saw Bing xian, Ti shone, Tien seng, Bryan, Han wei and kel's BMT friend.
We had lots of fun there because the food was superb and we share lots of gossips together, cursing and swearing and PAP's TPL, feeling grateful for Aljunied's George Yeo, had some photo taking tgt. Lots of fun throughout, till the announcing of the last results of the election.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I lost myself
Doing work that people don't appreciate, then i came to realised that there is no equal treatment in this world. Hope to study but still not able to, its the fear of not being able to study that led me to think of a future of unknown, with people already had their degree or people ord and starting to study.
Just have to accept that life don't go the way you want it to be.
And also, suddenly felt betrayed all of a sudden. Don't even know who am i now. It is not my intention to affect her exams, am just not great enough to swallow all of it myself.
With all the troubles and worries, i drank one shot of neat johnny walker and go to sleep.
Just have to accept that life don't go the way you want it to be.
And also, suddenly felt betrayed all of a sudden. Don't even know who am i now. It is not my intention to affect her exams, am just not great enough to swallow all of it myself.
With all the troubles and worries, i drank one shot of neat johnny walker and go to sleep.
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