Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Finally figured it out!



So this is some questions that i finally got me figured out.

So who is the most important priority in your life? You, Your family or your girlfriend.

My answer: ............................................

" I just don't understand why you will think this way but i will definitely not think this way. "

My answer: ............................................

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

This is what i see



avoidance! promises? is it really working or are they just lies!

Yesterday, i walked down the stairs with a heavy heart. The feeling of two dilemas clashing at each other.

One part of my mind to give in so that everything would be fine, both of us will be happy.

The other part of my mind told me that giving in would spoil my love for her, no matter happy, angry or sad, i have to be trueful.

I slipped pass a few stairs, was about to fall when one of my legs manage to move forward to prevent the fall.

Although sometimes there are disagreement but everytime i try to tell you something, instead of listening you just turn away or ignore me.. You don't wanna talk things out. What happen to the communication part of us.
And asking the question whether are you the one?? it just pains me!
It just seems to me like you are trying to run away from being the one.

Totally disappointed.

Till the day that you avoid it totally will be the day i start to fight fate.

Nevertheless, my decision never changed since.

Love,
Leslie

Monday, March 28, 2011

This is what they are to me



"As a friend, i will only wish for the better."

Sunday, March 27, 2011

can it work out?



Its going to be our 8th month soon with Mich. This is for you my dearest Michelle, "You brought fun and laughter into my life and i am not going to let you go! "

My job is getting more challenging, as i am getting to undertake more tasks at hand.

Hearing my friends complaining about NS, talking about their university life, enjoying overseas holidays every now and then, talking about WOW, gossipping about EPL, makes me envy them about the simple things that make them happy.

I don't play WOW or talk about EPL, nor do i really complain a lot about NS. My desire is only to study and enjoy the student life i once had in NYP. To be honest, i don't hate the life i am living in now because i enjoyed working. Everyone must be thinking that i am crazy, but yah i really do enjoy the job i do while aimlessly dreaming about the future i was dreaming about since young.

Sometimes i'll aimlessly fantasizing about all the good things in life. The different countries to travel, going snowboarding, wake-boarding, gliding, climbing mountains, jet skiiing, spa, crossing the river on elephants, paraskiing, kayaking under the caves of an island. Doing all this without worrying about money, really enjoying my life to the fullest.

I always believed that to be able to feel satisfied and a sense of achievement is to work really hard for it.

And mostly importantly, i really hope that Michelle will work hard together with me. Even though i cannot see this in the near future, but i always wanted the both of us to do well and to go travelling together.

"I want to remind the both of us, there are no shortcuts in life. Even though life is unfair!"

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Frustrating



Its so frustrating to wait for her to wake up so late.

But shall not call her this time. Just wanna see that if i don't call her will she feel it not... haiz..!!

And its so disappointing that we couldn't go to Perth together because of money issues!!

Just hope that there is something i can do to make it work!! *clueless..

Coincidence

Right eye

Left Eye

Such a coincidence that yesterday her eyes went swollen and now its my turn that my eyes are like that..

Is it fate or is it gems.. :) keke