I've asked myself this question many times this week. Its no longer about enjoying what you do, but rather filled with worries and anxieties. I thought about quitting poly for an instance when i feel sick about the way people handle stress. So many things in my mind but so little things to say. They just pile up in me that i am hardly able to speak a word about it.
I just thought about taking this big risk quitting my poly, but to be frank, i am not gutsy enough to do that. If it weren't about the money, i would quit this poly.
Sometimes i feel that lecturers should start thinking about how they convey their message across to students. It seems that they impose the wrong ideas on students.
I still remember what this selfish lecturer said.. "Leaders ought to get things done, who cares about offending others. If they bother about offending others, then no job is done."
He is actually telling leaders to take the short cut and ignore how others feel, as long as things get done. Well, not that i disagree with this way of doing things, but more trouble will arise eventually. Whats the point of solving a problem but ending up with problems!
Anyway, just to wish my poly days quickly end. I have no desire to continue this stressful lifestyle, and i don't think any of us enjoys that.
Recently i found this really nice picture on the net. Seems like a photographer was at the right time taking the perfect shot..