trying to make life easier

this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

29.9.04

updated wish items!

yay yay
i bought a pair of white n pink roxy boardshorts.
love em.
but quite ex i think..
i seriously need a sponsor
for future boardshorts n flip flops
n shades n bikinis.
-eyes flintston-
u still gonna be my sponsor?

anw. at paulyn's house now!
omg her screen is damn huge lah.
3/2 times of mine!
like, luxury.
waitin for that jaysher to come
grr..
please hurry up.
i wan eat up paulyn's food!
oks for now.
tuition later. lalala
im so gonna get obese.

anyway pple,
haha if u wanna sponsor me boardshorts,
buy me size 12 roxy!
haha i got the white n pink long ones already.
hahaha. thanks!
call me for my postal add.
hahaha.
i'm a lunatic.


26.9.04

updated wish list.

please do something abt my wish items!
refer to table on the right.

will put up a new background
when i have time to the computer again!


i lurve the sea

i lurrrveeeee the sea.
absolutely. yum.
oh no. pui. salty.
but nvm.

anw went for my 3rd riding session yest!
with paulyn the pretty!
so cool.
there wasnt much bitching yest
haha as paulyn noted.
prob due to someone's absence.
but anw, it was fun!
it's always fun actually.
quote from jeryl:
"wakeboarding's a poseur sport"
haha.
i still dunno whether to agree with him anot.
but anw it was total fun.
must jia you jia you.
u should go try it!

anw went drinkin again on friday.
just went two weeks again
but well i guess i need a break!
cos i feel like my social life's pretty much gone.
so i was pretty glad to see expected pple on fri!
but the event was boring
so went off to get cheap drinks at 7e.
played stupid games with kim n charmaine.
oh yea
i never expected that bryan to be so good
at that stupid "hei zhi ma bai zhi ma" game.
ah!!
and oh yea
i wore my first t****n for sat's ride!
haha. didnt take me one hour like yz did.
yay yay.
and yz's coming back TODAY!
lalala.
we're gonna paint the town red!

now i shall forestall both verm n sc-
i will stain the town black. bleh.
happy weekend, shiyun!

btw.
anyone wanna donate to my riding fund?
and my riding equipment fund?
or just buy me a nice pair of
roxy/quiksilver boardshorts,
a nice thick bikini top?
ur generosity will be much appreciated.


22.9.04

im no better than a dog?

im no better than a dog?

oh man. that disgusting sc.
she treats me worse than she treats lola!
she says she'll come over tmr to fetch
L O L A !!
can cry. she treats a bitch better than me.
grr.
ask lola bite u.


i finally found some photots!

i finally found some photots!

i had been waiting eons
for my bro to upload photos.
and then i realised he did.
but i couldnt find them.
finally..after at least one month,
i found some of them.
shall try to upload.
ive got half an hour before i gtg again!

my bday present nicely wrapped!


the pics on it 1


2


3


still got more!! i love the present.
lalala


19.9.04

some people

some people.

some people are so full of themselves;
some people like to put others down to feel good;
some people think other than the world-recognised,
they're the best;
some people think they an etch above everyone else;
some people dont care about others but expect to be cared for.
and you?
you're all the above rolled into one..
and more.


15.9.04

The Wedding

The Wedding!!

omg. preparation must have been hectic.
for ken&sally.
for me, one of the ushers,
i've learnt that:
there's no point in trying to
arrange the aunties nicely on tables
that u assign them to.
it's almost impossible.
they are rebellious by nature!
makes me think abt the fact again:
when u grow older,
u grow younger too!
get wad i mean?
ur rebellious streak during teenage yrs
come back to haunt u.
omg. so scary.
i cant imagine behaving like i'm 16
when i grow to become 50.
scary.

anyway, the wedding was nice!
makes me think abt my own wedding..
all my frens,
all my relatives.
but i dun like the hassle
i wanna enjoy myself!
anyway. it'll depend on my husband.
if i get one!
omg. my 21st birthday dream.
someone propose to me!

i shall get back to spying on jaysher's food.
smells nice.
oh wait, or is it the smell of rain?


GUESS!

GUESS!

where do u think i am now?
guess!!

no.

wrong.

no.

guess again?

haha i know u'd give up.

jaysher's place.
nono didnt type wrongly..
yes jaysher! hahaa..
with paulyn!
so cool hor?
like omg. ive been so busy
so caught up with stuff.
and i havent seen jaysher for damn long!
except that once at millenia walk.

anyways i havent been blogging
so no life.
like omg. no life.
i havent been on the computer for just leisure
for a thousand years.
ok not that bad.
just a thousand months.
no either, i'm not that old.
just a thousand days.
nonsense.
fine, it just feels like it.

got one more student,
giving 20hours of tuition per week.
going into riding..
7hours per week (estimate)
alongside the rest.

surprisingly,
i'm doing up my tutorials!
im going for class PREPARED.
maybe like paulyn said,
when u're more free,
u tend to procrastinate,
thinking u'd have time to do it.
but when u're busy,
u'll just grab any time u have
to do up ur work.
how true. =]

i like the way i am now!
yes, even though i grumble alot.


8.9.04

im a bad tempered girl
noone believes me.
so too bad, u get it.

anyway
try to back off when u feel that
my sms style is weird.
or when u really feel im irritated.
dun try to make me laugh
unless u're zs or eunice.
u'll just make it worse.
and dun tell me u envy my lifestyle.
try 15hours of school,
12hours of travelling to n from sch,
14hours of tuition,
5-7hours of travelling to n from tuition,
16hours of training,
3plays, and 4 stacks of readings
(not including el 1101 e),
every week.
minus the fact that im perceived
as super free.
dun compare me n u.

and dun irritate me at night.
cos i m jaded after a day of school
n tuition til before 12.
stay away and i wont piss u off.
it's that easy.
surprised?
now go practise it.


almost forgot to blog this:
was in vc's car..
den this taxi was hesitating
dunno wanna make the u-turn or not
then vc was complaining like mad..
den the taxi driver put up his hand
prob to apologise or something
and she was still grumbling..
so we all have the impression that she's angry rite!
but u know wad she did?!
she put up her hand too!
omg. like she didnt mind.
like. omg! so funny.
dont u think so?? hahaaaaa
complain complain..
then put up the hand!
ultimate.
that's vc for u.


5.9.04

was feelin really lethargic yest.

then met up with paulyn n rae
for lunch at marche! yum.
really cute pair the two of them..
paulyn, really!
funny bickering pple.
den met up with flintston
who was really sweet
to have bought me a surfbabe top!

anyway i was shoppin with paulyn
n realised zara was sellin the same top
i bought from topshop
at a cheaper price.
so irritating, but nvm.

im in financial difficulty.
donate!

met up with kris!
didnt talk too much alone
n i spotted ivy
so three of us were talkin..
then came andrew
and four of us were talkin.
supposed to swim with kris,
den ivy coming too,
then andrew,
then mel too now.
hope i manage to do alot of studying aft that.

i need time.
more time.
please.


4.9.04

did i think i missed u? pui.

did i really think i missed u? pui.
thanks for reminding me why i shouldnt.