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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

30.6.04

Promises are made to be broken.

Promises are made to be broken
hearts too.
anything that can be broken,
are meant to be broken.

if u wanna promise me something,
and wan me to believe u'll keep it,
try showing me u can keep promises.
cos i am totally totally disillusioned.
abt promises only lah.. =]

a good cup of milo
is not only determined by wad u put in it,
but also the amount of the stuff u put.
and..
the taster determines whether the milo is good.
i put 2 teaspoons of milk
and 3 teaspoons of milo in my drink.
yum. tastes good..
but milo's a suspension,
not a solution.
we gotta keep stirring it..
else when u drink it,
it wont taste good.
i cant be the one stirring it all e time.
i wouldnt know when u wanna drink it.


23.6.04

Kayaking 2

"hey. i'm here" kayak says.
i row on..
more water's coming in..
i think.. i shall stop paddling.
"we'll just stay afloat,
n observe the waves."

stop rowing
balance better
going slower

i know if i leave the kayak
it can float elsewhere.
i know if i jump aboard
i wont drown but will float somewhere.
if we carry on in the strong strong waves..
we'll
sink
sink
sink
like a submarine..
and my kayak cant float no more.
i'll be fine..
but i dowan to sacrifice my kayak.
kayak..
let's wait for the waves to go..
tell me wad to do.

the water's so choppy
eye water so salty
who will set us free?

do u wan a new rower?
who can row better
who can bail faster
who will keep both of u afloat..
i am trying
but not succeeding
i wont give up
unless u wan me to.


21.6.04

trendy me! haha

haha..
i wish!


I'm a Dolce & Gabanna Girl!
Dolce & Gabanna: Classy with an edge. You take
traditional ideas and give them a kick in the
ass! Always stylish and appropriate for
everywhere!


20.6.04

My Kayaking Expedition!

fresh n new with my one star cert
found a canoe that caught my eye.
'um hi', 'um hi'.
'can i go with u out to sea?' i ask.
'im not confident, let's not try'.

the kayak looks rough
looks tired but not tough.
i shall look around for another one

ive got my good pfd
that i can trust.
'should i convince that canoe?' i ask.
'it looks tired n unconfident,
go on n find another one.'
and so i should.

lookin for possible kayaks,
i carry on the line
none as yet look fine.

'hey there,' 'hey there.'
'i think i wanna go out to sea again.'
'really? oks i just got my one star, i'm gonna try'
'ok let's try'
and off to sea we go.

exciting, different n new.
i love the excitement i love the feel.
this is gonna be a good expedition!

i'm kayakin in the sea with a pfd..
excited n happy n feelin everythin new.
checked the styrofoam in the kayak
n i'm just gonna venture far out
my kayak said it'll be with me
so i throw caution out the window.

kayak further
venture more
occasionally lookin back to the shore.

great times with the canoe..
a lil water came in..
no worries i'll bail the water out.
everything's fine,
kayak n i we're riding the waves.
wad's an expedition w/o the waves?

kayak further
venture more
forget abt stickin to the shore.

water's comin in
faster than i can bail..
waves hittin
we're parallel to them.
kayak's rocking..
i try hard to keep my balance.

we shall balance, kayak, i say.
we will hold on more
forget abt going back to shore.

kayak n i we tried hard
kept our balance
after wantin to give up.
didnt give in to no waves at all.
kayak asked "u think we can make the expedition?"
"i think so.." "i think so too."
and so we went.

kayak further
venture more
looked back n i can see no shore.

'hey kayak u ok?'
'hey kayak u holdin on?'
water's comin in
i hear no response.
'hey kayak i need a rest'
'u gonna keep ur hold?'

im rowin on my own
it's hard not to fall
but i'm not thinkin of the shore.

'hey kayak the water's comin in'
'can u balance while i start to bail?'
whoosh. kayak rocks.
water's floodin in..
'i can hold on no more..'
'dun worry i'll here for u!' says my pfd.

im holdin on
bailin n trying not to fall
should i head back to the shore?

'if u cant hold on, head back to shore.'
'but i wanna try i've come so far'
'den carry on i'll be here for u,
like i have been all this while.'
countin on my pfd i row some more.
'kayak.' 'kayak?'


i'm in Gryffindor too!

thought i'd be in ravenclaw!
hahaa.. so glad i'm in gryffindor as well.
i've got a 11.5inch wand with the heartstring of a dragon!

i'm in gryffindor!

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i think i'm quite a lucky girl..
i know who are the ones who care.
i may not know all,
but i know some of em.

thank you mommy,
for offering whatever i need that u're able to provide;
for always being nice even when i've got a bad temper;
for always dishing out orders cos this makes us closer;
for just being my mommy.

thank you bro,
for always bickering cos this way i know u arent hiding anything;
for always being the good old bro who gives everything u can;
for suaning me n letting me suan cos this makes us frens as well;
for thinkin abt me when u look at a gf;
for always patching up with me after our big quarrels.

thank you kris,
for sharing my double life;
for being there when i need a drink;
for encouraging me when i'm low;
for constantly bringing up my self-confidence n mean the things u say;
for being my fren for so bloody long.

thank you yizhen,
for always being there -- to share my joy n pains;
for never hesitating to come to me at any hour of e day;
for putting up with my words n views that differ from urs;
for being frank abt everything cos that way i know u're true;
for remembering me even when u're far away;
for supportin me even in decisions u dun think are right;
for seeing me even thru probs u have anticipated n warned me abt.

thank you na,
for never rejecting my calls;
for always listenin when i have anything to say;
for never telling me i'm being a nuisance;
for telling me straight in the face wad u dun like;
for seeing me thru the rough patches for so many months;
for putting up with me for one whole sem;
for offering advice whenever i need them.

thank you mao,
for all the kopi sessions which makes me feel so relaxed;
for all the advice u have given me;
for making me feel like an adult n reasonin out my thoughts;
for never making me feel small;
for that listenin ear that doesnt only pretend to listen;
for being concerned abt so many things;
for being selfless towards all ur frens.

thank you daddy,
for all the advice u've given me;
for rationalising situations the way i've never thought of;
for all the sweet things u've done for me;
for showing concern that dont need to be realised;
for treating me as a friend;
for remembering me when u think of sweet things to do;
for being a good daddy.

thank you si gee na,
for speakin to me with real conern;
for being so zai n knowing always wad to do;
for talkin to me n offerin me choices;
for never letting me feel small in ur presence like i thought i would.

thank you bro james,
for always takin initiatives;
for always appreciating wad i've done -- stuff i dun even remb;
for always being a good bro n being there;
for always talkin to me like an equal, like a friend.

thank you huiye,
for always being there in rain or shine;
for being the one whom i'll never think of as taking me for granted;
for being the one i'll never be afraid to approach;
for being the one who's lame n sarcastic n never afraid to speak;
for being the one who sees when the others dont;
for never forgetting me in outings even though im not free alot of times.

thank you peishi,
for being the one who never forgets;
for being the one who shows endless care;
for being the one who brightens up our days;
for being the one who eases the tension in the air;
for being the cute little one who goes crazy over stuff.

there are so many pple who care
that i wont be able to
acknowledge here in one entry..
but i wan u to know that i know u care
and i wan to thank you for caring.
Thank You!


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How to make a shiYun
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

3 parts courage

5 parts instinct
Method:
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