The Crosswalk

Awesome!! We complain about the cross we bear but don't realize it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot.














Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain...

Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready, to answer your call...

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, by dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love.

P.S. Thanks Gerald for the email, I'm inspired. (: (:

The hougang-serangoon people outing!

AHHH My hair! AHHHH My face! AHHHHHHH My lovely friends!:D Cas is not in the photo bcos she left us earlier while we were having dinner @ Chomps... I look funny in every photo... ):
I was so tired at the end of the outing but my eyes couldnt close till 4 in the morning so I went to work looking like a fossil-ized(okay no such word) zombie.

I still look like a zombie on Day 2 of work(today). Luckily Milton was there to talk to me, I could have decomposed.

Attempts at 'artistic shot' using WF's camera! :D haha she trusted me to 'play' with it... Thanks!

*Fingers crossed*

An update @ 1942: Sent ALL APPEALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *prays hard, very hard*

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I was watching a vid on Youtube & screen-captured this cute heart! :D
I shall stop making my friends worried by posting sad words(because most of the time they are like the mood-of-the-moment & I usually get over things in a few hours) !

Besides the uni application which I've been rattling on & on for many days, some updates on my life include:

Work!- I'm working at Vivo TRU(back to the place I was 3 years back) doing some redemption booth thing. Hope I'll do okay. Hope nobody comes to redeem. Hahaha.

SHOPPING!- Went Bugis with Shuyi, Yvonne & Cheong Jing after meeting Kelly for lunch. Eyes on some nice stuff but empty wallet ain't helping. Hohoho imagine what will happen after I get my pay- SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D No I have to save up save up for uni(if my appeal is successful please let it be) or future more important uses, save up save up *reminds self*

I think that's all for updates.

Oh hoho COLLEGE DAY(a.k.a. my birthday) is coming! :D Still remember last year I told the person next to me I want to be the one to receive prizes on stage.. But now...... Oh well I can still congratulate my dearest friends for being able to! :D

P.S. I have been helping my younger sister with her homework, & I came across this question:

How can you use 6 4's to make 100?

can use operational signs.[+,-,*,/]

I thought for the whole night & came up with one answer which required the use of brackets, but my younger sister haven't learnt that yet. I was thinking it has to do with '44' & '4'.

Help?

Comments appreciated! :D

P.P.S. Happy birthday SHEENA! :D

rejected

dejected.

appeal, here I come.

hoho never thought my grades were really that bad...

feels really grateful for all my friends who are helping me! (:

I NEED HELP FOR APPEAL

For appeal to NTU

Online appeal. https://wis.ntu.edu.sg/webexe/owa/adm_appeal.login_verify

Closing date: 7 June 2009

Need to write 50 word essay for reasons for appeal.

For appeal to SMU

Email to admissions@smu.edu.sg

Closing date: 03 July 2009

Need to write  a not more than 600 words essay for reasons for appeal

Taken from SMU website:

You are advised to submit your appeal by email to the Office of Undergraduate Admissions at admissions@smu.edu.sg indicating your full name, NRIC (if applicable) and application number. There is no standard format. You may state in your appeal your reasons for reconsideration (not more than 600 words) and provide additional information that has not been furnished earlier in your application for admission to SMU. For the 2009 admissions exercise, all appeals should be submitted by 3 July 2009 . However, we would advise applicants who wish to appeal to do so early, preferably within 2 weeks following notification of the outcome of the application.

For appeal to NUS

Online appeal.https://aces01.nus.edu.sg/uasonline/Login

Closing date: 3 June 2009 at 2359 hours

Need to write a maximum 1000 characters essay for reasons for appeal

Do note(taken from NUS website):

http://www.nus.edu.sg/oam/apply/local/appeals/AYA-appeal.html

If you wish to appeal against the admission decision of NUS, you are to submit an online appeal from 26 May to 3 June 2009.  You may submit multiple appeals but only the last appeal received by the closing date of the online appeal will be CONSIDERED.  Please note that submission of online appeal for all categories of applications will close on 3 June 2009 at 2359 hours.

Awaiting my turn

Watch the chinchilla, everywhere, keep looking! Keep watching the chinchilla!

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:

Alright just random blog-hopped onto some random person's blog & got my personailised code :D.

Went to ex-college's website & realised that there are new CCAs! WOW what's S*Star(superstar?!) & Nature Society Serangoon? & Photog comes with film as well! & Pilates & Yoga! & ODAC is not a club! Speaking of my own CCA, I lost the user & password to the new site I was working on. ARGH! ):

Went for a job interview today but didn't take up the job in the end. Better to come! Going to Yuting's house to watch vids later!(:

WEEEE & I'M ON TWITTER! *tweet tweet* :D

Urticaria (Hives)

So that's the name of the yucky itchy things appearing all over my body yesterday & the day before..

This is not my arm, but this is exactly what my arm looked like at 4am in the morning yesterday. YUCKS! :@


Again, not my back... But my back looked like this. T_T Taken from site at end of post.
& it is produced by fluid leaking through small blood vessel in the skin. YUCKS! 

YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!

I've been sleeping with a tube of calamine lotion & baby powder(to soothe the stupid itch laa argh) in my hands for the past 2 days... 

I think I looked disgusting after service yesterday when all the rashes started to appear.

Haha & Julian kept reminding me not to scratch it... So embarassing! :X

No idea what triggered this disgusting things... The only 'special' things I did before this thing happened was to go night jogging & the only 'suspicious' thing I ate was crabstick(& I just realised yesterday from DJ that these were made from fish not crab. YUCKS!). Hmmm coincides some with 'causes of Urticaria ' in the site.

I think it was vigorous night-jogging that triggered it. I broke a blood vessel by running?!

Clickety-click: http://www.howtotreathives.com/?cat=5

ARGH YUCKS!!! ): I am still disgusted.

Time to buy some aloe vera gel.

If there's a camel up a hill

Watched at D8 hangout party yesterday, haha hilarious~ :D
Called up home-based job personnel & she said the database ain't ready. I suspect the personnel is actually a telephone-robot telling me 'around 1 to 2 weeks later' every time I call.

I went night jogging yesterday & almost fainted after running 2km non-stop.

Looking through Facebook, miss them the closer ones!

I look increasingly cui in pictures...

... I scare myself.

Hahaha. :S

Actually...

The reason why I haven't been working?

I have been recording my own album! :D

You know, my secret interest's been in singing

& I've been practicing with my band so much we managed to convince a music company to produce our debut album.

Introducing

Varangéville is the band name,

To happen to him is the album title.

Grab it in That CD shop!

Support greatly appreciated, thanks!! (: Treat from m,e to you to Pizza Hut & BBT if you buy one.

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Alright it was a joke (the band, the album & the treat hahaha!). :D

Found it in Facebook while hopping around friends' profiles.

Hahaha. I think it's really fun! Here you go.

Rules:
1 - Open http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.
(alternatively, if the first article you hit is short, hit Random Article two more times.)

2 - Open http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Open http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use photoshop/paint or similar to put it all together.

5 - Post it to FB with "My Debut Album" in the "caption" and TAG the friends you want to join in.

Wow but I really like the flickr link. So many pretty photos.. *Dreams to get a good camera & photoshop software*

Mini-update: Yesterday's outing was good... Hahaha bishi-bashed & a round of Daytona(I came in 2nd!!), thanks all.. Sigh but the camera died so no pictures of us with the BOTAKS. :D Meet up again! :D

Plan B

Which didn't came across to me at all, I was so taken aback.

Lead me.

I badly want the university acceptance letters to come.
What if they don't?

What would I do...

I'm tired of posting my life everyday about the same old stuff.
Cashless, aimless & school-less. ):

I want to study

I still enjoy doodles~ & gan lao instant noodles.
During follow up yesterday ShuYi was telling me about the armor of God, & viola I've decided to doodle out the image while reading through my notes again. 

I had drawn it in black & the words were supposedly bright pink, but the scanner scanned it to be gray, how melancholic.):

"Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.  For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this ageagainst spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. 

Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace;  above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God;"

-Ephesians 6:10-17

Wow recently there's been a sudden influx of temp jobs requiring hospital staff due to the swine flu. Shall I apply?............................... I never really liked interacting with people lei. YAY & my home-based job, coming coming coming YAO LAI LO! :D :D They better call me as they promised, haha.

Sweet spot, or comfort zone in common terms. To stay in it & be the best you can be, or to challenge yourself by getting out of it & feel miserable?

Or take time to get used to it?

Or what if you won't ever?

What if, what if, what if...?

I'm confused.

Thought of the day which I can't put in proper words: Hobbies made commercialised are draining. 

Blah blah being coped at home cashless is horrid as well. Non-sensical thoughts running through my mind.

P.S. Today's title has no relation to the content of this post, but that's my main thought of the day everytime I wake up & before I go to sleep & all the time in between.

P.P.S. Some memory jolted from long time ago, wondering how are you, you who never fail to make me smile like an idiot, even though you dont know that you have this ability. Ehhhhh HAHAHA. I AM MAD. BLEHHH.

I barely talked to this person. See? (:

P.P.P.S. I'm like re-editing this page over & over because I have nothing to do & words keep flooding my brain, which I can't seem to type out such that some anonymity is remained. But the second point is exposed enough. Me deep dark secret. (: (: WOW *claps. Bored to bits & pieces.