Friday, January 30, 2009

All people smile in the same language


Just managed to find Benedict's Picasa, linked & taken. (:


Yesterday night was a GREAT hangout at SRgardens! (: Food was bad but oh well! No pics because there ain't one(I think) that everyone looks really nice in. Guess all of us were too tired...
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Back from WORK! (:
Work's getting rather hectic because I have a ~6cm thick paper stack to clear(1 piece of paper=20* data) . More to come, since there's still our last roadshow going on at TPY till 1 Feb. Bring your NETS receipts!

Myspace Smile Graphics Quotes

Myspace Quotes Graphics

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Fearless.

Teddy given by Gerald for each of us, Berry(just thought of the name for it!) cute :D

Collapsing & reorganising albums in own gallery.
Looking back at memories entirely mine.
Recollecting on joyful times of college life.
Times spent with the clique, the s06, the schoolmates, the classmates, the guys, the girls, the church friends. (:
Regardless of what the judge-fuls says.

Gerald's enlistment today.
My PAE CCA cum classmate-cum-Bestie friend-cum-church friend. :P

t4oU (pardon me for coming up with this name impromptu)

Jokes & laughter & stories which make me a stronger girl. (:
We'll miss you GERALD~
Aww I hate sending them off one by one.

Tingy feeling to go back to PSR at night to see see just now. Dumb dumb. Haha! Well get over! (:

Lunch at Just Noodles at downtown east, Shuyi brought a game called Tilt &Tumble(Hope I caught the name correctly), which was really cute :D. Camera died so couldn't take pictures of us playing the game...
Went shopping around at Parkway, yet nobody bought anything in the end. Eyes on a 2 very nice wallets now, 1 from The Wallet Shop & the other 77th street. Too tired to go to Wheellock which Benedict wanted to go, so headed home instead.

I love all my friends, esp s06 peeps & the guys.
I love all my pictures.
I love my life, growing in God! :D

P.S. I've managed to assume victory over my disturbing dreams by not sleeping last night. Dozed off at 6+ going 7 in the morning, dreamless & peaceful snooze. Had Cvn for a (self-proclaimed)keep-awake-buddy because he couldn't sleep as well. :X

P.P.S. Better go off to sleep lest I can't wake up tomorrow. Shall I try keeping awake again? (: (:

P.P.P.S. My friends told me that they realise I only wear black &/or white. LOL. I need a change of wardrobe colors! Hahaha. Recent fetish for caps, might stock up on 'em once I get my long-awaited pay *cha-ching~ !

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

but it's so real


With (my lousy)color correction~
Gerald, Kelly, ShuYi, WeeFong, Chinchilla, YuJun! :D


Went to Kelly's place to BAI NIAN yesterday! (:
Haha her family's really nice & there were so much yummy food on the table! :9 Seldom eat jelly but had quite a lot, & chocolates as well!

Then rushed down to AMK to catch Love matters with family.
Queue for popcorn was really long & missed 15 mins of the show.... Comedy made me laughed so hard yo. (:

Visiting today at a relative's, was really bored because everyone else in the house(except the kids below 8) were gambling.
& yea personal convictions left me stoning on the chair & going around the kitchen finding food to eat & washing dishes.
After 2 hours I decided to go shopping so pulled my sisters along, only to find that only fast food restaurants were opened(I forgot that it's CNY...).
& in the end Sis & I went home after sending younger Sis back to relative's to be with parents.
Had a double cheeseburger for dinner & a long talk about religion

Which ended up as a naut

Sucked into a whirlpool of confusions
Down the spiral of emotions
Ears tryna shut out from judgements
Disturbing dreams, too many

Convictions, culture, confessions
This love is difficult

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I close my eyes & the flashback starts

PONYO PONYO PONYO~ (on the cliff by the sea)

Watched this on DVD at home last night with my younger Sis, somehow. :X
Hilariously CUTE :D, sweet kids' love, blah blah blah.

Basically I've slept my whole CNY Eve(besides around 2 hours of intensive self(bible) study?) away(being awake for less than half a day up till now). ): Felt somehow drugged & trapped in Dreamland & I couldn't get out of it.

Finally woke up with some kind of dread, miss & feeling very down because of some heart-wrenching dream. ):

Why like that? ):

Viewing pictures on9 to cheer myself up.
So yea outdated yet never posted-here-before pictures:


(Some) girls of D8, I think out hair looks funny. The problem lies in the camera flash.


PROM.(I just realised I forgot to take with DY!)


All sleepy before the race.


Halfway through our OCH cycling trip.
WHERE IS THE PRINCE *ahem?(Got white horse lei)


Class chalet: Sleepyheads Cvn & Woody. Gersh tryna disturb. Me laughing at the corner. Clr took this picture. (:


Missing school, somehow...(My HAIR!!!)


HK HK HK SHCC


SuperChinchilla with Sis & Sis's friend HuiQin. (:


Bobby LOVES us~


BLEAH.

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More time to be better cheered perhaps. I don't think I can sleep tonight. I don't think I want to sleep tonight. Oh man. EMO KIA!

Had a lil bit of fun drawing this using Paint:

TADAA.

P.S. I'll be fine so don't worry! (: LOLOL.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Hearts all over the world tonight

Not-so-nice-but-at-least-I-have-stable-hands picture taken with 1.3 megapix phone camera(my phone is very old, I know) yesterday @ near the Merlion/Esplanade.

I'm saving up for a new, better digital camera! My previous camera's battery leaks. ):

Well yesterday I went down to Tampines after work to visit my NETS colleagues. Miss them much! Some new faces, but they were so busy(one person hitting 240?! My highest was only 80. That implies I have A LOT of typing to do...), I didn't talk to them. Wow, their pay would be sooooo high because of the overwhelming response by the people. Raymond's dream(during the first few days when publicity was low, he said he wish to see the queue from the booth to the door of TM) must have come true so many times, hahaha, he must be a happy boy. (:

Heh but still I'm content with my lovely job of data entry. (: (:

Had dinner with Jerry(guess he haven't been eating well for a few days huhmm), then met Vanessa & Melissa @ Mac to help them for a little while before I left to join Gersh & Cvn @ the Esplanade to be the lightbulb. *Tink*

As always we walked around aimlessly(I'm gna miss this when we go to army, oh well) & chat & took some pictures before taking bus 100 to Cvn's residential area, hahaha.
100=100 marks= we'll ALL DO WELL for 'A's. :D
What an explanation. If it's true I'll take 100 everyday~

A funny & pretty embarassing bus ride with the 2 guys singing quite loudly. Even the bus driver uncle was looking. :X Okay, better don't elaborate lest I make them feel embarassed as well. Hahaha. But they really made/make my day yo! (:

& Clarence is OUT from torture for I-don't-know-how-many days! But he said he's gna have fireld camp next week. C/G said it's gna be ONE WEEK W/O BATHING. STINKY. Hahaha all you guys gna suffer this~~~ :D I'll buy more powder to give you all(if we meet up that is, haha).

Off to do self-(bible)study. (: Apparently we were supposed to go baking today but no info so I assumed it was put off. Oh well, I love my own quiet time sometimes. Spend more time at home with your parents, or give a little time for God! LOVES! (:

P.S. Found this on Facebook. I look OKAY(cos too small to be seen) here!


From top(then inverted 'S' shape to bottom LOL): Cvn, Gerald, Gersh, Daniel, YuTing, Chinchilla, Shirlene, Yvonne, Shuyi ~
LOVES to D8. I miss church. ):

Friday, January 23, 2009

captivated

"Doesn't mean you can't do it means it can't be done."

At work.
Lunch time!
Music & vege rice & soya bean.
Just found out that there is no service this weekend.
Saddened. ):

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Love that's never failing;

"Because God is too gracious to make you do something that you hate."
I read this on the way home from work @ Tampines a few days back(managed to catch the last bus home, bored so read the book Daniel gave, again). Again a mini-miracle happened in my life, by the grace of God. (:

I didn't hate my job to the extreme.
I mean, I met really nice friends! (:
Speaking of them I haven't got all their contacts & pictures. Argh.

'Wide personal space' as somebody had put it, I feel uncomfortable talking to people standing very near to me. Long hours on end talking(furthermore to strangers, man) drains me completely at the end of the day.

& I prayed that night(or rather, it was already the next day when I reached home, wee hours) I read the book. Was really upset as I couldn't do the job well at all despite my effort...

& voilà! Ric(our 'leader'? supervisor?) came down the next night to say that he needs someone for data entry(I've expressed my interest in this apparently-boring job to him before). & I volunteered~

Guess it would be a relief for the company too, I'm really a too-lousy-promoter. :S

So now I'm doing data entry instead of promoting! So all you friends @ NETS roadshow, I'm reading all your customer sales sheets so please write legibly!~ :P

& how coincidental can it get, I got to know Deborah, we're from the same college! (: I was waiting for Ric outside the office when she came to the door & asked me to go in to wait. & So I was stoning while she was doing her work. Then she said I looked familiar to her. & then we realised we same college laa. :D & She was from netball & I was from ODAC so she had seen me before, somehow.

Weeee~ I love my job many many(okay so now you know I AM a boring person who likes to organise data)~~~

Nevertheless I still miss all the nice people at the roadshow. ): Melissa, Vanessa, Raymond, Christopher, DeeLian.. Just to name a few... I miss them, man. Oh & Xue Chao and Xiao Xing! Hahaha.

LOL & of course Jerry who took a whole stack of forms home to help me get people to fill(because he saw how bad I was. Others had 140, I had 80.). Can still pass to any of us if you have them, if you read this space?

Gotta go sleep so that I can wake up early tomorrow for work. JOY~

Took an off-day so that I can go to church on Saturday for God's Word. LOVE! (:

P.S. Ignore previous post, false alarm. :S

Tinge, tinge, decided, convictions, gone.
So why don't you let it be as well?

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Really meh?!

Blog-hopped to Liling's blog.

...International A/AS Level examinations will be released on 21 January 2009. .... Centres will receive hard copies of the results in early February.

A LEVELS gna be OUT soon.
Web

We're all gna be alright. (:

I wish to be at home tomorrow.
How far-fetched.
Will be at Tampines mall entrance
Slogging it out or slacking it off.
Of course the former.

):
(:

acid

Some overdue pictures, or pixels, to suit my blog name *looks to top left hand corner of screen.

Us with Clarence & his church friends.


Dress-up day in church. For guys only Daniel participated. (:


Tryna ewww their dressing.

I DON'T LIKE
I don't like Facebook tags, my ugly/unglam faces all over.
I don't like camera flash, they make everything go unnatural.
I don't like my face in pictures anymore.
I don't like being there.
I don't like work, this work.
I don't like the dream.
I don't like you.

I'm brimmed with negativity. BECAUSE
Work's demoralising. I'm the all-time lousiest.
& on social terms
Everybody's changing & I don't feel the same. (Song by Keane.)
Tried, tired, exhausted.
My thoughts all jumbled into a large mixer.

Thoughts of baking. & eating your fruit of labor,
which will turn out good most of the time, unlike ...

Well,
My husband shall know how to bake.(Random.)
*almost ends abruptly.

Anyway.
In work you see all kinds of people.
Those who go all out to achieve their own at the expense of others, perhaps?
Yet not forgetting some of the nice souls around me, especially today.
Dog-eat-dog-eat-dog-eat-cat-eat-chinchilla world.

Acceptance.
To agree, or to stand firm on your stance?
When authority actually forbids you to go against.
To leave, to accept, to follow?
I choose to remain neutral
Yet deep down I know.
& I do it the way I believe it shall be.

The truth will set you free.

I don't know why. Halfway (or rather 8/9-way) during work I started missing ___ so badly. It was so heart-wrenching, I felt so horrible, I could have died.
-_-.

*ends abruptly here.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

white noise




The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less,
we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families,
more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense,
more knowledge, but less judgment,
more experts, yet more problems,
more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin ____________________________

Rachel sent me this in an email, wow I'm blown away *scrambles to grab nearest pillar.

Speechlessly bored as I can't go anywhere due to being unwell.

Tidied my room (again, but still not the cupboard).

Back at my rusty Viwawa, little $$$ to dress up my Wawa. Anyone wna help me earn Gold, I give you my password. (: (:


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

An update.

1. I've tidied 90 percent of my room.(except the clothes cupboard haha)
2. I've changed my blog layout(a few days back).
3. I've changed my Friendster layout as well.
4. I'm getting a fever, sigh.
5. I went shopping with Mum & younger sis today!
6. I bought nothing.
7. I want to go Daiso.
8. I'm finishing Exodus of the bible soon.
9. I want to get well very soon. ):
10. If you think this was boring, read this.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Nostalgia

Was looking through my own archives & found this picture which I've taken sometime in September last year:

Ahaha. I MISS STUDYING. ):

1. My younger Sis gave me that Winnie sharpener so I just take pictures of it whenever I got bored of memorising.
2. Popular pens! Good to use, cheap to buy because of economies of large scale production?
3. I did drink the Breezer. Like 2 months after I got it for my birthday.
4. I notice the post-it on my table. I outlined very nicely the girl on the post-it & Clr& Gersh added armpit hair to it, yucks haha.
5. Binded lecture notes. Neatly kept in a huge box for now, no incentive to take them out to read.

College is fun. Work is boring. Work is boring. Work is killing me. Work is giving me headaches, sore throat & cough. Work is continously talking for 9 hours on end. Work is ............... *complains*.

This morning, Recruit Express called me to tell me that they have found me a job. I croaked into the phone to tell the lady that I'm having a very bad sore throat. So yea, receptionist job gone- *POOF.

Currently doing senseless stuff like downloading handphone themes.

On the brighter side, I have more time on my own. Finished reading Genesis of the old testament this (wee hours of) morning! I can have more time spent with God. (: (: (:

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Was blog-hopping & caught my name, that I'll have to do this quiz.

The person who tagged you is:
Victoria!

Your relationship with him/her is:
My PAE classmate. Now call us the s06 Clique. :D

Your five impression of her:
Responsible(She was our assistant CT rep!)
Fun-loving(Oh yea outing was GREAT!)
Funny? (She describes herself as lame... :P)
Great to get along with!
Bold (Woo. I just saw her blog, like she dares to pose for camera with the black specs... I wouldn't dare! :X)

The most memorable thing she has done for you:
Hehehe I can't remember actually, we weren't very close during PAE. All I remember was her cute little Horse-y toy! :P

If she becomes my lover:
No no no, I'm straight. (: but she can be my goodie friends!

If she becomes my enemy:
Difficult laa, she so nice. Haha.

The most desired thing you want to do for her is:
Ehhh. How to put it. Let's all go out again! (: (:

Your overall impression of her:
Happy & smiley girl! :D

How you think people feels about you:
Hmm. Different extremes maybe. My closer friends will have a better account, most probably.

The ideal person you wanna be with:
Alright appearances wise he must be taller than me & charming(to me ahaha). & also strong in character, gentleman-ly & understanding & caring & all the good qualities in the whole wide world, HAHA. Ideal right? I have a perfect picture painted in my mind which so far nobody really fits in yet. (:

For people who cares and like you, say something to them:
Thank you for caring & liking. Hahaha I treasure & love you(as a friend)! (:

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished how they feel about you: (not in order) Those who wants to do this can do this quiz.

JUST TAKE IT! (:
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Badly wna revamp my room.
Looking through Ikea site & some Daiso forum.
Wooahhh so many things to buy *___*
So little $$ to spend.
LET'S GO SHOPPING @ DAISO! EVERYTHING @$2! WEE! :D

Something... funny?: CHAT with God. CLICK

Sunday, January 11, 2009

To live for more

Layout changed, tagboard removed so please leave comments instead. (:

It's a boring Sunday with nothing to do at home.
Sore throat's killing me, evolving into some kind of cough which gives me a headache.
Ice cream will reduce the effect hopefully? (:
Meeting up with Wei2 tomorrow!

That's all I want to say, I shall go follow my old testament reading plan later. I'm already ahead! (: (: (:

Saturday, January 10, 2009

if not for grace

Work's been rather hectic for the past few days.(My voice is currently sore...)
I still remain a not-so-good promoter, but at least I had conscience. (: Wasn't that important?
Nevertheless thanks to the guys(DJ, Cvn, Clr , Gersh & of course Gerald & Benedict) for coming down to support me.
Also for WF as well who came down to find me after her work. (:
& Not forgetting those who agreed to sign as well. (:


Of course, my face is blurred bcos I don't look nice here haha the focus's on Clr. PROM!

PICS*UPDATED.(Xie Xie Calvin!)


Before he went off...

I admit that I'm comparably short, haha.


Went to Pasir Ris to send Clarence off to his army yesterday.
Clr(for short), one of my good friends I hang out with & whom sat next to me in class, as well as teaching me Econs which was his best subject other than GP hahaha.
As well as the one who brought me to know Christ(went to RCC 2 Christmases ago)
Bought him a devotional book from Mount Zion since it was near my workplace(didn't have time to go shopping for the past few days). Hope he breaks free from his tough BMT LOL.

Can't imagine sending them off one by one.
It's not like they're never gna come back though.
But it feels weird.
Guess it'll be difficult for all of us to hang out together. ):

Finally an off-dayweek.
Off to church, whoever's next to me shall have to bear with my horrible voice. (:
OH LA!

Monday, January 5, 2009

LOOK HERE! *waves wildly*

Please keep your NETS receipts when you go shopping.

All I see around me are LV bags(I like the tote*hint*), D&G Chanel bags & Talk-To-My-Hand-s.

Will be down at Raffles Xchange(till Thurs, Fri @ Suntec perhaps), so EVERYONE just buy a Mentos sweet from NTUC using NETS & bring down your NETS card, your receipt & yourself down to the booth & LOOK FOR ME (yes I will be in RED). (:


My colleagues are pretty(really), so guys got extra incentive to go -_-.

If you have more than 1 NETS card [a lot of different ATM cards from different banks(then buy 1 Mentos each with each card), cashcard]
, BRING DOWN EVERYTHING.


Mentos= Ho Jiat. (Nice to eat)

Help me okay )': lousiest 'sales' person-of-the-day. Sigh.

)':

Friday, January 2, 2009

yes is the new NO!


Check out Gersh's new specs! All of us still look the same, with the exception that I look fatter ahhhh!
I don't look nice in pics today because I was so tired!
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The End(Lazy to type)!