I have so much to say!
But I'm running out of time, lest I'm late for Nike race!
WATCH THIS SPACE :D <333.

holding back like

-digitally enhanced. :D
The cat's getting older... ): & fatter.
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Anyway,
PRELIMS ARE O-V-E-R!

Last paper, Chemistry MCQ!
Can't believe I actually overslept this morning, due to studying late into the night(I thought this was the last paper, just study super hard & ace it, P3's goner anyway). When Dad woke me up at 0700 the first thing I did was to scream & jump down my bed (top bunk!), which left me 2 'nice' views of raw pink flesh on my knee. ):

Luckily it was raining, or else I could have been marked late. Did some few hundred meters sprint with a few guys who were late too to the lockers, then down to the hall for the exams.

This is my most confident paper so far I guess? Hmm. :/

Breakfast at Macs, then we played badminton at the C.C opposite. Hey it's unfair, them guys had more badminton training than me, they know the rules, they play better, they have more strength!

Hahaha. Ok I admit that I'm just lousy at it. ): But it was GREAT FUN, thanks! ^^V

We spent 4.5 hours there. A great way to de-stress yea? Decisions to have steamboat for dinner were put off since it was a troublesome time trying to finalize & that everyone is pretty tired. ): Next time ok! We need better planning...

Teachers' Day celebrations tomorrow, shall I go to college? Shall I go back to my secondary school? Memories there (latter) weren't great, I wasn't close although I wanted to. Oh well. Decide later!

Off to relax! <3

no metronome. no metronome. no metronome.

Post 111.

Handlebars- Flobots
Click on the first video to see the MV. If you just wna listen, then click on the second one, 'cause its of a better quality. (:





Nike Race Pack collection, 240808
We went too late the day before, the queue was closed. I am terribly SORRY... ):
Anyway pictures of scenery along the way back... x2.

Gersh mimicked that stickman, lol.
Clarence said the picture's ugly! ):

Resemblance of HK... The lights yea. My shaky hands can't take good pictures. ):
I'm so looking forward to all of us going overseas together again, ^^V!

(Actual) Nike Race Pack collection, 250808
Alright it was the last day, so DJ, Julius, Woody& I rushed down after exams. Clr, Henry & DY went later. Surprisingly there was NO QUEUE at all, compare that to the previous day?

Physics, 260808
Some of what I revised (between a dozen doze-offs & dried eyes) came out for P2.
Nothing for P1.
Kovan for lunch, met my clever AJ cousin!

Got sick of Viwawa after 5 minutes.
Looked at pictures on Picasa & hey I miss the past.
Ok I shall stop thinking.
Back to Chemistry! :D

Nike race pack collection

I was watching some Olympics marathon just now when it struck me... 23rd & 24th & 25th August (was in a rush, sorry for the mistake. anyway it's over already yea?)= Race pack collection day! :O (which is today & tomorrow that is)

I'm glad I'm still wide awake after studying through midnight. Slept at 0400.

Ok I'm gna message all of them... Uhm Calvin hope you read this ok...
Details anyway:

Date: 24th August 2008 (Sun) & 25th August 2008 (Mon)
Time: 10am to 8pm
Location: Central Square Fountain, Clarke Quay

Sorry...

I am so terribly sorry...
to you-know-who-you-are-
whose-name-does-not-want-to-be-mentioned...

Now & again we try to just stay alive

Caught the movie at 2135 yesterday, some time after tuition. (:

What a painful movie to watch! ): Even the movie poster looks painful. All the sound effects & how the people died. But overall it was a nice movie! :D

I still wna watch Journey to the Center of the Earth (which stars the same lead actor as The Mummy!)! But I think it'll be a miss 'cause of exams. & Wall-E seems like a cute one to watch. So many things to do, so little time... I better focus on studies instead.

I'm more awake now, back to studies...

Another fav-ed.

could be yours, should be yours, would be yours

Patriotic Cookie.
Esp. in recent Olympics (Have been watching table tennis & a few marathons.)!
Go TEAM SG!

P.S. My red jacket was a coincidence. Where is my black one? Hmmmm.

I was almost late for exams today! When I stepped out of my house it started to drizzle. & Since my umbrella's still at the tuition center, I thought I shall just rush to college.

On my way to the bus stop it started to rain & an uncle shouted to ask me to kuai4 dian3 pao3 ('hurry run') from the shops nearby to run as I was walking along the roadside, lol. So yea I ran! & there were no bus in sight...

But luckily I saw this guy flagging for a taxi, & hey he's from the same college! Looking at the uniform he must be J2, so I ran up & we cabbed to school yay. I've saved on half a cab fare, ^^V.

Hahaha. In the refrigerator of the hall for 3+ hours. Paper was... tough. ): First question, APGP, easy peasy. Rhymes eh. :P But towards the end, brain empty=paper empty. ): Anyway I must really thank WF for teaching me vectors last min, I had no idea of it at all.

Guess that must be due to my lack of revision. Sigh. I must make sure history does not repeat itself for 'A's!

In conclusion (lol tryna practice some essay writing skills here......), I've found the root cause of the problem (econs?) so I must adopt the right policy. Shall go study for my Chem (although all hope's gone for P3) & Math(Stats=KILLER O.0).

Well some more updates. After the papers, went to Potong ice cream with Calvin, Clarence & Gersh to have dinner which was fried dumpling noodles :D, teh bing & one eraser. DJ & Woody went home ):.

Alright to revision & beyondddddddddd! Bye world!

before the cool done run out

I studied hard for Chemistry P3(say, 1 hour per question to fully understand, but now if you as me I probably have zero knowledge), but guess what, its a *confirm-guaranteed-chop-stamp* FAIL.

Because I gave up... On myself. Reasons being:-

1. Knowledge was (very) limited
2. I was too hungry to think -_-

Falling asleep during exams used to be my 致命伤 (How do you put that in English? :S). Now its hunger. Good to have a lesson learnt, thank God it wasn't 'A' levels. But yea that indicates that I am so far away from my aim. Sigh.

Was reading about the increase in Singaporeans' demand for coffee on The Straits Times yesterday & thought it might be good to join the craze. :D Nah, I needed something to keep me awake. Went to the neighbourhood coffee-shop & the lady asked me what I wanted.

So I replied: "Coffee-Bing (with ice)",
& all the 3 people at the counter(including one who was standing there to chat) echoed after me:
"Coffee-Bing!"

LOL, how funny. :D

Shall practice some Math now. Afternoon paper tomorrow equates more time to study! Wish me all the best! (:

P.S. Bored? Listen to this! New-faved. (:

Resemblance of Spongebob music, some sort. Haha.

To prelims & beyond~

This is for Gerald (1s06), if you read my blog! :D
I was @ Auntie Lucy (NTUC) yesterday. Haha.

GP down, ok C sounds far-fetched. Never gotten one before anyway. But oh well.
I've got a hole in my wrist now.
Hahaha ok not a hole as in you can see through it(disgusting), but a piece of my skin got uhm chopped off by my fan(ok even more disgusting). The metal cover dropped off when I was turning it. So POOF goes my skin. OUCHHHHHH.
I put a plaster over it but it hurt more, so I carefully peeled the plaster away. Which hurt too. ):

I am real thankful that I did not fall asleep today. (:
I need to lose some weight soon.
Chem & Econs tomorrow, get back to some (pretty last min) revision!

Till the next time I blog.
P.S. Listen to this!

No word unspoken

Almost everyone was lucky last Friday 'cause I overslept & I had to wear my (very nice!) glasses to college because my eyes were too dry to put contacts in.

Anyway I'm glad I went to HoGC today, the sermon on self-leadership was definitely good. How close to heart.

& So I shall say a lil more here...

We humans' minds are like soil. What you sow, you reap. Thus so I always believe- As you think, so you will be.
Like weeds which grow out of the soil easily & almost naturally, it is effortless to be negative.
However, to grow a good plant it takes so much time & effort, just like in thinking positive.

Pastor gave an example...
Now, think of MACDONALDS.
Maybe... we'll think of


The logo itself...








Or even Ronald, our dearest childhood friend. HI!







Or even...

My fav! (Next to the Foldover that is!)
Yea anything you're thinking of now... You get my point.

...
Alright now STOP THINKING OF MACDONALDS & think of KFC.
I give you 5 seconds...
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Ain't you thinking of KFC now? No more of Macs? (:
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See? We CAN control our minds!
Yet it just takes our own willingness to do so.
& yea that indicates that STRESS too is MENTAL, a state of mind! (:

Thanks SY for convincing me to go for today's service (I thought I needed more time to study...)
! Well I better get back to studying! (:

I hope the above post did help some of us Highly Stressed Individuals yea! ALL THE BEST (:
I shall end abruptly here, full-stop, smiley. (:

uper specs! 8)

Couldn't get out of bed this morn so I dropped the idea of attending lessons. (body ache, not because I overslept. Hah my Mum thought so O.O)

After being semi-blind & dry eye-d (from wearing contacts for the whole day), the nice lady called to say my specs are done!
HELLO clear vision! :D *overjoyed
& SUPER SPECS on for the rest of the day!8D

Went to the bank & finally got my new NETS card. My card got terminated ever since 1 year ago 'cause of 1 time I forgot my PIN & kept keying in the wrong one. Didn't know it was that long ago.

Something's wrong with my computer, the MSN thing now pops out from the top-left corner of the screen instead of the bottom-right. Help?

Anyway was a great lunch @ Swensen's yesterday! Yum, yum, yummmmmmmm...

I hope I didn't miss out much today...
Ok better get back to studying! Cya tomorrow!

P.S. I won't be seen in college with me specs! Unless you are lucky. Muahahahaha.

for some reason I can't explain

Breezer is the new coffee.

Concert on Fri was a great one put up by our dearest teachers. & yea I wished I've charged my camera well the night before. Or rather, Imma gna get A NEW CAMERAAAAAAA! Not gna let me passion die 'cause of faulty camera. ):


From Woody's Facebook, thanks! :D
MEEE, Lixuan, Alex, (The 3 of us were tryna level to the same height LOL) DJ, Calvin, Woody, Clarence, Gersh!

Speaking of Facebook, I found an old picture of Teenie & I! (: She's me HK buddy. Miss her!

I miss you all too...

So updates. Am currently semi-blind. Went to the optician's to make new glasses the other day. So now I can only rely on contacts (My old specs are like 100 degree lower, I can see nothing). But then again I can't be wearing contacts the whole day, & most of the time I fall asleep with my contacts on so they get STUCK in my eyes O.O. Ouch. So I decide to be blind today... How helpful when prelims are coming.

Please please please let me get my (very cool, black hahaha) specs soon! ):

Happy birthday to bestie Clarence Chng tomorrow! :D

I need some time on my own...

As people leave their way to say hello

HELLO monochrome.

My (self-declared) very pretty GP Singapore mind-map.


HAHAHA.
Alright random.
Stayed back in college to do Math yesterday. I wish they had personal cubicles to study in. Yea like those toilet ones. LOL. Esp to block off Calvin, man! :@
LOL JK!
Thanksgiving today, no school. Great time! Off for revision (prelims, PRELIMS! I think.. Imma gna fail. )
Was talking to DJ the other day, & he said:

“近距离是疏远的开始”

(It struck on me so hard I memorised it) This is in Chinese, go View>Character encoding>Unicode if you see boxes.
It basically means that when you are too close to the person, it'll eventually be distant. Uhm I can't really translate it (poor englando).

& hey yea I miss all my close friends. ):

make or breaking this

Most people can't read my handwriting (esp since this is one of the sleepy handwritings...) so yea here it is:

"For example in cost push equation, when workers' cannot maintain their price of praise and went shooting down almost every"

-Last sentence in Econs essay today (I didn't complete it)

This sentence sounds so morbid. ):

The worst thing that can ever happen to me in exams- writing nonsense 'cause I was half conscious.

In fact, what was running through my mind when I wrote this? I couldn't control myself. Thoughts of massacre, religion, school, etc, etc kept appearing. And on one semi-conscious side of my thoughts I wanted to write about cost push inflation. On the other side there seem to be a stronger hold on me. The feeling was horrible.

Sigh, this has happened a lot of times, even during my Geography 'O's.
& for almost all my college papers.

So depressing. Prelims in almost 10 days, unprepared.

I guess a laptop or a personal desktop in my room will really help. & a good printer too. My printer takes eons to print & you have to feed the paper 1 sheet at a time. ):

& an MP3... Creative one perhaps.
Was in the S AC this afternoon studying when some Inconsiderates came in & decided to make a HELLOFANOISE in there. Don't you all have exams? & hey we have a canteen(oh, an extended one to be exact) for that purpose. Pardon the stereotype.

I am sorry I was fuming mad. I can't stand noise when I'm studying. Lousy MP3 didn't help. Music can't even be heard at times.

PLEASE DO NOT TALK. :@

(:.

Maybe that's why our college's stuck at the bottom. I guess its the attitude. ):

MP3MP3MP3 *chants*

Ok printer won't work... Forget it.

All this BLEH hindering my learning process. & durians(my whole room stank of it yesterday! I sprayed lemon spray +lavender spray + deodorant into my air to purify it.). YUCKS! ):

Am looking forward to Fri. A breather! (:

P.S.

This is a song about e-las-ti-ci-ty!

Oh e-co-no-mics how much I love thee! :D

vituperates :@

Not so happy 99th post.
1. Kena 50 push-ups because we were, say, 10 mins late for P.E.
2. >5 blisters on my TOES
3. STOP DISTURBING ME! ):
4. Gastric pain la
5. Certain daunting memories sigh
6. Blah blah blah self issues blabber blabber pte space

Argh! I DONT WNA TALK ALREADY. It doesn't make things better anyway.

Of the exact same words said, which caused myself to shut out from the rest of the world a few years back. Dé·jà vu, perhaps. I know, perhaps I can't change myself at all, goodbye. ):

living rain

020808, W ill Run
T'was a GREAT event organised by our college today! I think its more than physical, but also the emotional strength & the school spirit. (:

Just kept going, pushed on. & yea if only 'A' levels was that easy... Hmm.

Those who supported, you know who you are yea (I don't wanna put names & leave some out by carelessness on my part), be it being alongside or by cheering on, is so much appreciated & loved! (:

Went to Google & searched for other students' blogs (taking a break, & to check out Henry's hypothesis that blogs are easy to find). Ended up keying our college's name on the search bar. & hey, our college's acronym is actually.... S.J.C, as defined only on this website that is. That does sound nicer isn't it?

Can barely walk now due to extreme pain, thanks for painkillers & thanks Mum for cooking lunch for me (I was zonked)!
Now I'll have to find a way to get back to revision... Zzz, Zzzzzzzz........

Anyway, 010808, FOP
Got the image from some random blog I came across.
With Julius, Henry, DY, Jack. & of course other peeps from HoGC! Clarence was with his church friends.
T'was good! :D

In conclusion, I shall end abruptly here. :D