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Current state of study table :X
Miffy sleeps on my books, files toppling because I removed the GP one to study, Apple aloe vera drink bottle haven't throw away, pencil holder full of color pens taken out while making notes, insect repellant to spray on my legs to prevent mosquitos (better safe? LOL), lotsa books stacks as I packed my bag anyhow this morning.
Gotta do some tidying up again...

My 'prized' 26 marks GP essay. T_T
(I need a better macro...)

Went back to college for GP mock exams just now.

It was a struggle... To keep the weird noises my stomach was making low.

Lol! I ate a lot of chocolate cookies on the morning... Why was I still hungry? & it is always in very quiet places like in the exam halls/public libraries. So embarrassing! :$

Went out with them guys (+Riyanti) to have lunch at Bishan. Had fish porridge & almost melted 'cause the coffee-shop was so warm! Global warming... I can't imagine how bad it would be when I turn old.

There's night cycling today... Eh Gersh your bro not confirm going la. Lol.
Studies... Opportunity cost... & $$ (I spent almost all of mine). Checked the web & no 20th batch going?

Maybe I'll give it a miss... Sigh. After A levels ok! (: Hopefully Fukie will still organise.
I heart my camera! I need more blogging material :D

Never looking back again

I went shopping at Popular yesterday, & I bought a whole box of ring files! *Geeky smile* (8
Sis helped me choose pink although I was thinking of getting white or black or brown.
Matches my grey table...
(Best shot with shaky hands after carrying & filing & all)
...which is now flooded with files & books...
I don't believe it. How to get ALL of these info that these papers contain into my brain?

Oh yea look at that thingie on the left, that brown smiley holder thing. Below it is actually the box which contained the files. Now I use it to put my Newsweek magazines!

Say WOAH...

Pink! :D LOL. Miffy says Hi. *Waves*

Amidst clearing up, Kelly messaged me & thus I'm here to print some Econs 50-pages thing. My printer ink! T_T College never print for us! Why do we pay school feeeeees foooorrrrrrr. Hahaha JOKING.

I doubt I'll finish all my holiday assignments anyway. Real afraid, A levels, gotta stay focussed.
I mean, I really can't imagine the worst consequence.

For now, I think I'll just cry over my lousy mid-year results.

Tomorrow... A new start.
Have a great day ahead, maybe! (:

:S

Dreams can't take the place

I've lost even the motivation to step out of my bed.
Maybe because I wasted too much energy attempting to decide on something yesterday night. It took me about 2 hours, just thinking, pros & cons, shall-I, what-if-I, opportunity cost, blah blah.
Buy me a Decision-maker for my birthday! (:

Wednesday, 280608
Morning jog/walk, we ended u playing at the PG. :D
Went home to wash up, met up again at 1630 to study at Novena Mos.
Studied a little, then went to Donut Factory for dinner (Initially it was for snacks, but we got so full it became dinner instead). Yum yum! :D
Let's go there again for Double Choc ok! (I'm finally in the craze)
Then studied a while more, headed home for sleep.

Thursday, 290608
KBox with Kelly & WF!
Due to limited knowledge of Chinese songs I could only sing those at least 1 year old.
I gotta brush up on my singing.
Lalala~ *Croaks*
Walked around for quite some time with WF after Kelly left. I badly wanted/needed some clothes. Ended up buying none. ):

Ok lotsa homework undone, school's reopening in less than 3 days.
Like, YAY!!!! & NOOOOOOOOO!
YAY: 1. I will not be so bored at home.
2. I get to see my classmates!
NOO: 1. My homework's undone
2. Banding!

Argh. I can't log into neither Aspire to get my timetable. ):
I MUST DO MY WORK!

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Update @ 2242:
This is SO DEMORALISING
I put all my heart & soul into doing the Math paper & yet I could only do half of it
Barely passed...
SIGH.
'A' LEVELS...
I am gonna cry, argh.

NI HAO!

This might be no, This IS dangerous, but my blog's officially PUBLIC.
Like, I'm asking everyone to relink. (Say Hi! :D)
Uhm, getting a lil insecure now, maybe I shall close this down (like a few weeks later) instead.
Did I make the right decision?
This sounds stupid, never mind.

(~_~) i dont know what kind of face is this

I want to get an MP3. :D

This is the sixth generation iPod Classic.
$249 for 80GB!
But I don't think there's a radio function. *Sob.
I think older versions are nicer.
First generation iPod nano's not bad too.
But is it still available in the market? Hmmm.
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My body clock's going topsy-turvy. :/
Last night I slept at somewhere around 2200, woke up at started studying at 0200, slept from 0830-1230.

& I just almost finished ONLY the blue Econs lecture book.

No mood to do Chem (worst subject, next to GP & Math). No solutions, I'll get the answers wrong anyway. Math...I left my book in school. So gotta go back to retrieve it someday...

Where is the timetable on the school portal? Been logging in 'cause I want to print it outtttt... (Ok excuses, I just have nothing better to do at home)

Hey friend, I sense something's going wrong... But nobody's speaking.
Senseless blogging. Blah!

All them grown folk things separation brings

Cookie drops down to play music again..............

Hi I am Cookie! I appear in different colors almost every time I appear~
Alright I know its the same song (original & REMIXED), I'm addicted to this.
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120608, Night cycling
2230, reached Clr's and borrowed his bike, thanks! (: Then cycled down to Gersh's .
We didn't really have any planned routes so just went around the area. Bishan to Serangoon Gardens, played around the slopes of the private estate area near the Circle, then down to Serangoon Central to visit Cvn! (Hey Kelly, Gerald & DJ, we passed by your houses! Lol)

Woah. When we reached he was really there studying, so hardworking & I felt a tinge of guilt. Haha. Many attempts to get his attention to turn behind but failed, so in the end we threw a 5 cent coin to his side, then BINGO! :D

So we were talking a little when a lady came to ask for help about computer stuffs. So yea quite some time on helping, then after that she began to talk to us. I thought it was a little bit of preaching on religion... But just listened anyway.

I thought she was gonna leave as she was taking her phone & papers (which she had left on the next table which was empty) already, so I shifted my bag to my lap and I was quite shocked when she sat next to me! :X So she continued talking and asked for our names (eh? or did she do so before she sat down? Never mind). So there goes... Clarence, Calvin... Then Gersh said:"Woah why all start with 'C'? Give fake name!" So he wrote Christoper and I wrote Crystal. LOLOL.

Left Mac after that, cycled back, watched Resident Evil 3 as Saw 3 was too gory.

Dozed off at 0700+(?), woke up around 2 hours later(?). (I can barely remember)

Reached house at 1000+ , unpacked, washed up, slept at 1130+. Woke up at 1630, horrified because I was going to be VERY LATE for the class BBQ.

130608, Class BBQ, Black Friday (& hey I did see a black cat.. Ahhh!)
Sigh, I feel so bad over that matter...
BBQ was ok, didn't eat much, didn't talk much.


Random picture. I wasn't even looking. LOL.

Only managed to see up-close one of Mr Lim's 3 cats, the white one's cute! (:
Ran for the last NE MRT with DJ, Cvn & Henry. Walked home from HG as there were no more bus home.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish

To learn, to give,

Update: I have officially wasted 2 days lying on the bed/viwawa-ing.
Someone please motivate me to study
Please let me get well soon, no NOW.

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Been stuck on the bed for more than 16 hours yesterday, couldn't move, skipped all meals and just slept and wake up to eat medicine in between slumbers.

Woke up this morning to find that I can finally move my limbs! :D

Please let me get well before Friday, I wanna go for the class BBQ at Mr Lim's...

Random blog-hopping, found this.
1.When will the Sun not shine and when will the world end?
Every other day when I get sad over stuffs.
Nah!

2.What do you want the most?
Good grades, good life, good friends.

3.Do you believe in afterlife?
Maybe...? Something like in Ghost Whisperer when they cross over.

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
No. If I hate them then they are acquaintances, not friends.
I love my friends!

5.When do you wish to die?
When there is no joy in living... (Woah I sound so pessimistic here)

6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Yea, life's always like that isn't it? (:

7.What is your goal for this year?
'A's for my 'A' Levels! Oh please oh please oh pleaseeeee.
Get into Uni, get into Uni, get into Uni

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
Sadly, no.

9.What is love to you?
Reciprocal care and always being there.

10.What feeling do you love most?
When I'm with my friends!

11.What are the requirements from your the other half? (This question sounds singlish LOL)
To love me a lil more than I do, so that I wouldn't get hurt la (I sound selfish here...)

12.What feeling do you hate most?
Betrayal, fear, disappointment. (Ok I gave 3, sorry)

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yep. But once its gone, its gone... *echoooos*

14.Is there anything you really look forward to?
HK trip/going overseas with friends end of this year!!

15.What is the most important thing in your life?
My camera, phone, blog. (F.Y.I, at this point in time, 1 is gone, 1 is going-to-be-gone unless I try to revive it)

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
I don't know. 'Ve gotta be independant aye.


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Personal opinion up there. Don't quote me please! (:
Off in attempts to do work.


Never will? -.-

No more them gray skies

100608, Pill-popping regime
Couldn't go for the 4-of-us outing because I couldn't get out of bed this morning. Nope I didn't oversleep, it's that I couldn't move at all. Sigh. Messaged all to say I couldn't make it for the outing, ARGH! I have been looking forward to meeting them! T_T

Since I couldn't move anyway, decided to get back to sleep, & guess what, I woke up at 1645++! Now how many hours did I sleep...

Finally had some energy to drag myself to the bathroom, bathed then sat in the living room to watch TV. To my horror I couldn't move again. Stuck on the sofa till Mum came back and checked, said I was running a fever! ): 4 pills down, hope I get better... At least now I can move my fingers and type! :D
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090608, Sentosa a.k.a S-box!
Ok Mum suspects that I got sick because of this, but I don't mind! I had GREAT FUN there!
& my DARLING<3 revived after I charged it all night (but of course, battery went flat today again).
So pictures! :D (Uploaded on Picasa!)


Dont take me!
According to Gersh, this photo's nice 'cause the emphasis's on the ball.
According to me, this photo's nice 'cause my face is not shown here. :D


Clr putting on sun-tanning oil...

[PHOTO REMOVED UPON REQUEST :D]
Gersh bullyburying Clr. Hahaha JK mommy! (: (:
I helped in the burying too!


Self-timers work wonders!


The mighty sun-tanning-oil-tripod.


Guess which is mine?

Oh & we saw a cute Husky... So we asked the lady if we could take a picture with her dog!

I look ugly here... My untidy hair, AHHHH!! O.O
(This is the second dog I ever touched in my life...)


Slurpeeeeeeeeeeee!
Clr covered the flash thing with his finger, thats why the picture is reddish in color...
And this pic shall therefore be named Clr's blood.
LOL.



I love this scene, its almost fairytale-like! :D
75826473 attempts to take but shaky hands...
Thanks Clr for helping me take!

Oh & this is scary... I look ghostly here O.O

I was moving too much, the camera couldn't capture my image?!?

Last shot...

YAY!
Weeeee~ BFFs: Gersh, ME, Clr! :D :D

It was really a fun day out, thanks guys!

After that we went to Gersh's area to play at the PG. The games freaked me out AHHHhahaha. Wanted to go night cycling but I was thinking of (supposed) outing today & about how I was going to get home after that, & staying over was a lil troublesome.

So yea home! Well there's another class outing tomorrow I think. S-box again! (Thats tentative, but no details given on activities?) Shall I go? Hmmmmm.

KFP!

WEEEE! I watched KungFu Pandaaaaaaaaaaa with my family today!! Watched the Chi version, but its CUTE! :D


After defrosting, Sis decided to get some ice cream. Look at that circled in white, its definitely photoshopped! If you notice... its supposed to be a Walls' ice cream. LOL. New advert gimmick. Sis tried it anyway and said it was nice. :D

Shopped a while but almost all shops were closing. And Dad was tired so we went home. .. I havent joined the crowds of GSS! Someday!

something's dying on the inside

25 minutes to listen to some of my recent favs again! :D (Esp 2nd song... rocks.)

P.S. Looking for 1st & 3rd & 4th; song.. Pocket full of sunshine by Natasha Beddingfield & Flipside by Click Five, Leavin' by Jesse Mcartney. :d

Alright went back to college to study Chemistry for around 6 hours, full concentration. Accomplishment! (:

I want to go out, nut I don't know who to ask. ):

I want my phone and camera... T_T

& nobody cries, there’s only butterflies

040608, Clr's house!
Baby (Clr's dog) was cute! But due to innate fear for animals
1. For the fear I hurt them
2. For the fear they hurt me
I didn't dared touched her. But I still did in the end, when it was sleeping!
Hehe she looks like a small carpet lying flat on the floor :D. No thanks to Cvn for keep directing her to me! Haha.

The 4 of us went to TPY for dinner after that. Unhealthy char kway teow=more rounds on the track (if I have the motivation to go... Argh speaking of that, NAPFA re-test! NOOOOOOOO!).

Then we were walking around & saw this pretty 40-storey building and decided to explore it! There's like gardens on certain levels acting as a linkage between the buildings. Gersh says it is a nice place to pat-taw (Ok I can't spell, it means date). Aiyo, some day don't let me catch you there! Lol.

No camera coupled with phone (my phone dropped into the sink-hole & is officially dead, oh have I said this before... Am currently using Sis's spare one) has no external memory, I couldn't take any pictures. T_T

But... here's one from the 40th storey! People look like black dots with legs from above.

Taken from Cvn's web!

We dropped a sweet down but it disappeared. Shhhhh. :X

Went to the elderly fitness corner to play with the equipments, then went to get some drinks, & a 1 hour ride home...
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050608, almost died of boredom at home...
11 questions on hypothesis testing & zonked. How inefficient... T_T
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060608, Out
Didn't want to die at home so I packed my Organic Chem stuff & went down to Bishan Library (the nearest library which has tables, a 45 minute ride...). To my utmost horror there wasn't any space & a lot of people were sittin gon the ground, so I doubt I'll have any seats even if 1 person leaves his/her table.

Decided to go somewhere else, like AMK & try to find the library. And hey I met YJ at the bus stop! Haha I walked past him and didn't see him. Uhm I'm kinda blind when I'm listening to music... makes no sense whatsoever but it's quite true. He waved furiously into my face, LOL! He was like waiting for his bus to get home after 3 hours of Econs tution. Sigh.. So smart, he's got an 'A' for Econs & Chem!

He said he can study with me, so we went to TPY. Saw a bowler guy from college on the train. We went to Nexus and studied a bit, felt very guilty as my Chem was so horrible YJ was so shocked I don't even know the basics. Argh!

Ended up chatting a bit about our PAE class, 1s06... Been so long since we last met up. Still remember our last outing was at Vivo Carl's Junior. ):

Didn't want to head home, luckily WF said she could accompany me for dinner! (: Real great to have them friends around. You know, I used to be able to go out the whole day alone & shop & all, but now... Sigh. I feel so disappointed in myself for the dependence on others. Too used to company I guess...

Shopped at Daiso while waiting for her, that place is cool! There's like almost everything there, clothes to kitchen ware, toys to ornaments. Bought a nice file & a Japanese-themed wooden piggy bank for myself :D! And something for Sis. Wanted to buy more but WF came, so paid & went for dinner!

After dinner, walked around a bit, played ARCADE! & was about to go home when Clr asked WF if we were still at PS. Didn't want to go home so early so we decided to go find him... & his church friends whom I recognized 3. Wow, sometimes I envy him for his large circle of friends & never have to feel so alone like how I felt this afternoon. ):

Oh and I saw Sotong Pin :P & friends (One of whom is one of the main actors in our college musical!)! Now how many people did I coincidentally meet today...

Back. Felt rather awkward though Emma & Annabelle talked to us. Waited for them to finish their Gelare ice creams, then we went off. Took a train down to Kovan & bought BBT, walked down to the bus stop outside college & thanks WF for waiting with me at the bus stop for my bus to come!

Oh & we saw this cute car... (Taken by WF)

Mashimaro, 大便虫(See that toilet-thing on its head...)！

Alright gotta go bath, good night world! (:

G tliu y

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
*screams*

Off for dinner @ Chinatown o.O
Back to blogging (my one& only fav hobby, wee) later.


The guys, Julius, Clr & Gersh went swimming, was supposed to go there to 'help them look after their bags' but I ended up playing Viwawa at home. :P
Joined them & Riyanti for dinner at Suntec. Walked around a little, I wanted to get something but it was a wasted trip because the shop doesn't sell it anymore, sigh, then Riyanti went home. The rest of us decided to go to the Singapore River to.. chill? Haha.

Fact of the day: Carrefour practices price discrimination for Pocky! Chocolate's more expensive then strawberry. Hmmmmmmmm...

Reached home at 0000+, that's why I overslept today. To my horror it was raining when I went out of the house, & didn't have any umbrella with me. Luckily Gersh was reaching the bus stop too, so walked in with him. If not it would be so, uhm, weird to walk in alone into the LT. Phew thanks.

QTS was quite a bore, then listened to talks on how to fill in your SGC. There was something on uni admissions as well... Sigh. I don't even think I can get grades like that. And guess what, even with those grades, you will still be rejected by the local universities. Sigh.

Sigh, my phone's dead, my camera's dead, the next one to be dead? Me. ):

& I'm sorry that I'm so bad... Sigh. I hate myself.