Wednesday, May 30, 2007
oh well. hand-over and farewell for bizclub tomorrow. feeling a bit yi yi bu she. haha. talk about hanging on to power.. think somehow i'll miss doing biz stuff, no matter how sai kang the work usually is.
remember those sec sch farewell ceremonies.. haha. they were always a great time for crying and emo-ing. wonder what it'll be like tomorrow night. i guess it's ok. afterall, we'll still see each other in sch. but it's different i guess because we won't get to work together again unless our post-As plans actually get realised.
yep. great bunch of people. i'll definitely miss them. nonsense, rubbish, crap and all.
i honestly feel that our cca had matured quite a bit ever since may last year when we first took over. there were downfalls and problems but i hope we had done at least some things right. i'm pretty sure the juniors will do a good job in bringing our cca to greater heights.
here's wishing them all the best!
haha. we'll always be there if you guys ever need help..
-- notes of an ex-secretary
says oddball
Friday, May 25, 2007
ok. i guess it's my turn to do my resonance-harmocsteppingdown post. it feels somewhat nostalgic peeping in on agnes, tanying, yongsheng, kiansin, zizhao and shunyuan's blogs. haha. feeling a little emo.
i don't know why i joined harmoc really. partly because of my grandmother i guess and the other part was because i am just one of those sadistic people who enjoy being on stage.
somehow or another, a group of wacky people got to know each other and wound up in the section. hence, the founding of WCS - wheelchair society. a little self-explanatory (think wheelchair.. lame..). since then it has been a long journey with them and my wonderful section.
neoprints (the first time it occured to me that guys actually take neoprints too), study sessions, sectionals at my house, 7.5 hours-long Kboxing (the first time i ever went for kbox!), resonance VIII, harmonica concerts, birthday outings..
and then a brand new year started. syf.resonance IX.
you know, i do have my regrets. sometimes i asked myself what was i doing..
when i didn't get into the syf group, it all changed. it was a gold. but i felt numb. then i felt guilty because i didn't feel anything.
along came the concert. it was great i guess. i didn't want my parents to come.
and then it all ended. oddly enough, the concert had all those memories of old flooding back. last year, we excitedly agreed that we wanted a group piece. but i pulled out. lousy me. they got wenjun and it was a great performance "the entertainer". indeed it brought the house down and i am so proud of them. would it have been different if i had been the one performing?
i feel somewhat bitter. life is full of regrets isn't it?
but then again..
nonetheless, thank you tanying,agnes,meifang,shunyuan,zizhao,kiansin,yongsheng and last but definitely not the least, emma. i still love you guys a lot. really.
thank you for letting me be part of it all.
if you are looking for something a lot less angsty and a lot more touching, go refer to shunyuan's blog. i teared a little after reading his post. felt somewhat tempted to kope the post actually. haha.
says oddball
wow. this week is officially my first week with no cca whatsoever (both bizclub and harmoc). thing is.. there's this weird sense of emptiness. i still wanna be involved in bizclub stuff, i miss blowing and drawing (sucking sounds very vulgar. haha.) the harmoc. ahh.. i am stepping down! no more ccas!! whyyy..
ok. this is bad. very bad. because it means that i have no more excuse not to start some serious mugging. argh..
anyway, we bought some cushions and mats for the bizroom on thurday. ok. the room is still warm and stuffy (it needs a fan/aircon [hint hint to the juniors *grins*]) and smelly but its nice and cosy. hope more people would go hang out there. anyway, we'll be having our farewell soon. i'm so excited! i guess there'll be more juniors there once they actually get the keys themselves. makes life more interesting. :D
says oddball
