did this thingy (personality test?) for fun. haha. but the results turned out a little creepy... hey! all i did was choose colours!
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm
says oddball
it's a nice rainy friday.
it's raining and i love rainy days.
just now, my dad was talking about toad rain. you know it rained toads in mexico before. so my dad was wondering what it would be like if it started raining frogs in singapore.
I SURVIVED SPA ( school-based practical assessment) :)
says oddball
Saturday, April 21, 2007
sometimes you suddenly wonder.. hey. what am i doing here? what if i never existed? what if tomorrow i cease to exist? who will remember me? will the world be a better place without me? what on earth am i doing here?!
you know i do try. i try really really hard to make a difference in people's lives. i always thought that by wearing a smile every single morning, you never know whose day you would have brightened. but sometimes it gets a bit too tiring.
i know that we should be nice to people without expecting anything in return. and i'm trying. really hard.
it's so tiring being alive isn't it? or maybe it's tiring being a human being. or maybe it's tiring being a living human bean.
i'm just tired. maybe it's the flu. stupid flu.
i apologise to all the people whom i have been walking past in school. it's just that i usually don't feel like doing or saying anything when i'm tired. it's not that i'm angry or anything. just tired.
says oddball
Saturday, April 14, 2007
wow. what an eventul week..
let's see.. we've got a new red peanut-shaped table in the room now (for more details on screwing the table legs in.. refer to denise's blog :D )so that'll be my new hangout in the future. hey! it's great for mugging purposes. there's a lot of excitement in the air right now with so many things lined up for next week but i don't think i'm supposed to talk about it here. it's exciting nonetheless.
received our pw results yesterday (friday the 13th!) woohoo. great day for the release of pw results. we had to mob the staffroom because there was no math tutorial on friday. i'm satisfied but i wished we had all gotten the same grade.all the effort we put in eventually paid off. from desperately removing words from our written report to our long sessions at our favourite spot - the cafe inside MPH bookstore. i am so proud of my group and this wouldn't have been possible if it weren't for every one of them. nobody is dispensable. i am missing those good old days again. the days leading up to our oral presentations.
i think we had a great time together (working AND playing while we work). YES. WE PLAYED!! even with ruth around. haha. here's 3 cheers for VJ053! hip hip hurray. hip hip hurray. HIP HIP HURRAY!
Ruth: i must admit that we definitely wouldn't have done it without her screaming at us and coming after us for bits of the written report every single day. i think we all got to see a different, more "human" side of her throughout the whole period of working together. in fact, we hang out so often that she actually knows me much better than so many of my good friends (it's a little creepy sometimes) :D whenever we drift off into our own worlds during the pw meeting, she's always the one who would violently drag us back. haha. we taught her how to play bridge! but i doubt she remembers..
Lubin: the almighty candy provider (her and rachel). can't forget her op line "fibreglass is made of fine fibres of glass.." it always cracks us up. that and her little "one inch insulflex" cheer. must thank her for her laptop and her wonderful store of jokes which she shared with us during our sessions at ITE East. interestingly, i found her cue card in one of the comp labs at the beginning of this year. it's so incredible that i was the one who picked it up from one of the computer tables.
Rachel: she's the little girl in our group, always up to her nonsense which would usually drive ruth nuts. haha. which kinda entertains the rest of us. she let us in on her secret while we were preparing for the op and now we all know about her 'auntie'! tsk tsk.. naughty girl.. we had a great time at her house and i wonder if her little sister still remembers us (ray especially).
Ray: well.. whenever he isn't reading his H3 chem notes, he's usually a pretty nice guy to crap with. he has this unbearable habit of analysing stuff when he's playing bridge and going around predicting what cards people have. rachel's sister totally adores him. she does.. and he made a fantastic model of the heat exchange sytem, though it became somewhat leaky. it must have been somewhat hard on him, being the only guy in the group (we are the only group in class with only one guy) but i'm sure he doesn't mind.. we're nice people afterall. somehow, ray and rachel are always up to something (which can be embarrassing at times but they're so so funny).
oh well. i wish i could upload the video i made of my pw group but it's a bit big so i can't really be bothered to.
says oddball
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i just posted the same thing on the cellgroup blog. anyway. it's a song.. we did this song for choir anthem on good friday last year. so as we enter holy week, i thought that it'll be a good time for us to remember what our Lord Jesus did for us many many years ago.
Via Dolorosa -- Sandi Patti Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street But the crowd pressed in to see The Man condemned to die on Calvary
He was bleeding from a beating,there were stripes upon His back And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head And He bore with every step The scorn of those who cried out for His death
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King, But He chose to walk that road out ofHis love for you and me. Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
Por la Via Dolorosa, triste dia en Jerusalem Los saldados le abrian paso a Jesus Mas la gente se acercaba Para ver al que llevaba aquella cruz
Por la Via Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey, Senor Y fue El quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mi Por la Via Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir
The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men Made its way through the heart of Jerusalem.
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
i don't have an audio file of this song but found this on youtube... honestly, it's a bit visual. i cried when i watched it.
