Friday, November 03, 2006
One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same.
1. i like my pw group.
2. i get bored easily.
3. i had chickenpox when i was 8.
4. i like the sound of water.
5. i like the look of water.
6. i like swimming.
7. i set up a blog because my dad asked me to.
8. i once spent 7.5 hours at kbox.
9. i want to be a journalist when i grow up.
10. i think i can earn my first million by 30.
11. i want to see snow.
12. i want to retire in australia with a farm, a horse and a dog.
13. i think that french movies are quite nice.
14. i can speak dialect.
15. i like kids.
16. i like winter.
17. i can't live without my computer.
18. i received my first handphone in primary 3.
19. i received my first handheld PC in primary 4.
20. i used to like durians.
TAG: belinda, xh, hengpei, wenjia, ivy
says oddball
time: 2.11 am friday
haven't been able to sleep since that call. so i decided to come online to blog. just needed to get stuff off my chest. need to breathe.she probably doesn't read my blog so it doesn't matter if i write stuff here i guess.
u know she is right about being proud abt your cca. u know..i am proud of my cca. i wish she realised. there's just a difference between feeling good about it just because you have to and feeling good about it because you know that you have done something that deserves that good feeling. ok whatever.. i am such a pain in the neck sometimes.
i am so sick and tired of it. everytime something is in the run then u need approval for this and then it gets puts off by what.. 2 months! how do u even get things done like that. u get that person's contact number but nothing comes out of it. so what's the point. i hate it when things are half-done. what an idiot. i am such an idiot.
i guess there are so many more things that are more important than cca meetings. so what if there's a meeting. why turn up? it doesn't make a difference? let's be practical. is my attendance at the meeting going to help me into the uni? no. issit going to help me get a job? i doubt so. so why on earth do i even bother to turn up for every single stupid meeting when everybody else is so busy. only an idiot like me would turn up early and go on and on about punctuality. what an idiot. when everyone else just comes as and when they want to. hey! it's ok.. they are all busy people. it doesn't pay to put so much of yourself into something.
u know what. sometimes i think so plainly about people. i expect too much of them. i thought they would be like me. it's childish, naive. you know people say that idealism is a privilege for the young. right now, i feel old. so old. i don't know why i spent so much precious studying time before the promos on that thing. and it fell through anyway. and great! there goes my results. oh yeah.. that reminds me that it just isn't worth it.
i feel so stupid spending the whole night looking up possible stuff for next year's budgeting and about competitions when i could have been doing my op or i&r. what an idiot. why do the things i do always turn out wrong?
people must be thinking that i am that stupid person always so enthusiastic about stuff which don't even matter. calling for exco meetings yada yada which people don't have the time for. coming up with ideas which are so pointless.. i am so sorry ok. maybe i should just do what i have to do and shut up. me opening my big mouth just makes things worse so i should just shut up. i am so sorry.
"here you are! minutes of the meeting! enjoy!"
i guess i'll have to go to sleep anyhow.. its so hard wanting to make a difference.. you always end up feeling sorry for yourself because nothing ever gets done. so why bother?
says oddball
