Thursday, October 28, 2004
in loving memory...
my dear granny returned home on the 28th of October around 9:30 am in the company of her loved ones.
Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green [1] pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest [2] my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. [3]
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
was terribly 'high' during tuition today and i was telling lame jokes that were NOT funny.am feeling numb now and i don't know why i just feel numb(no feelings at all)and i realise that i sound like a zombie now.or i feel like a zombie.emotionally drained.
ok this is dumb.i am totally crapping.i shall just give up blogging altogether(for today)oh well.sigh.
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
ooh..elections are round the corner!!isn't that exciting!anqing is running for head prefect and everyone in class is chipping in to help her make stuff and lend her stuff and paste posters!!!!! chooting,rachel and i put up the big poster thingies yesterday!we put it along the stairwells and tried to scare people walking pass by drawing it upwards slowly then dropping it down suddenly..unfortunately,there was nobody we could try it on..so yingxuan pretended to be this poor unsuspecting student walking up the stairs but she could see chooting's hands so it sort of gave the game away..haha
exams are over but now i am attending tuition every night from sunday to thursday. it's supposedly a crash-course for the chi O levels..it's really really tiring.believe me.it had better help me get an A1 or i'll demand a refund!!!
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i know i should have put this here a little earlier..
i shall acknowledge joyce koh and the anonymous poet here.
the prayer said before finals
Now i lay me down to study,
i pray the lord i won't go nutty.
if i should fail to learn this junk,
i pray the lord i will not flunk.
but if i do, don't pity me at all,
just lay my bones in the study hall.
tell my prof i did my best,
then pile my books upon my chest.
now i lay me down to rest,
and pray i'll pass tomorrow's test.
if i should die before i wake
that's one less test i'll have to take.
it's pretty comical. :)
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woohoo..went out with my friends yesterday!!
and they are:
chaneline (was she named after chanel u know the brand?)
ellen aka alien aka ah lan
eileen
noreen (baa..dolly the sheep!)
kailing
we went to cineleisure and we bought tickets for White Chicks then we had lunch at long john silvers and dolly totally enjoyed ringing the bell thay had there.after lunch and running into a lot of st nicks girls(we met zhiying and jaime and friends!!),we were walking around and we decided to take neoprints again.we went to the good ole machine which we took last time and took neoprints! ooh..i still owe chaneline $1.50(i'll rmb..sorry!)and it was quite nice but not as colourful as the ones we took the last time.probably because we were in uniform so all u see is BLUE..sigh.. missed xh and sharon(wished u were there!)oh and we watched White Chicks which i thought was kinda bian tai but it was only a little bian tai afterall.it was terribly funny in an oh-my-goodness-i-can't-believe-it way.then we went to kinokuniya and i bought a book(Anne Frank's Diary)and a present for eileen and myself(e: a special blue sticky-out pen & a cute stamp that says karaoke in jap which was chosen by ellen haha and me: a special purple sticky-out pen)and they were using the special sticky-out pen to draw smileys on their nails!!haha then we went to popular at orchard mrt and we went home.
yup that's all..really missed xh and sharon.don't worry.we can go out together the next time!i think i spent too much money yesterday!!it's terrible..sigh..
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ok i am going to get philosophical here..
you know my confessions below.i realised that there are people who feel the same way.at some time or another,everybody will feel that way.however,sometimes i wonder whether the person i am now is the real me or is it the me that everybody thinks i am.u know what..i think i have been putting up an act for such a long time that i don't even know when i am just acting as the person people like to think is me or whether it is really the genuine me.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
confessions of an oddball:
firstly,i am not really that odd.u know,well,actually i called myself an oddball because i felt that i needed an identity (and furball was taken and hairball sounded funny so i tought of oddball) so i quite liked the word oddball cos its sort of odd... u know a ball thats odd? how can a ball be odd? anyway it sort of stuck so now i m oddball..
secondly,i think i m a wee bit hypocritical.sometimes when somebody says something about me, i may act as if i don't care but deep down in me, i'll feel hurt or disturbed.u know people may say that i m old-fashioned and boring and i try to act as if i don't care,actually, i wished i could fit in.(all of my friends are not like that of course!) the youths in my church are all like you know.. the 'cool' people.being a person who wears a blouse with an at-least-must-be-below-the-knee skirt or pants most of the time.. i am the outcast and it is so uncool to even talk to me cos i am not cool enough to know them.sometimes i wished i could remain anonymous to the world..
thirdly,i am a very insecured person.in primary school,i used to think that i was the outcast in class because i was not cool and i could never go out with friends and i was not a monitor or prefect and i did not have a handphone.i always felt that i was not being accepted in class and i had nobody to talk to.in sec 1,i WAS the outcast in class.i am by nature a very stubborn person and sometimes i talk without thinking.while doing project work,i felt that the leader was not contributing enough to the project so i actually went ahead and told her off.hence,i offended her and her close friends.in that class,almost everybody were in cliques or they had best friends,except me.there were people who did speak to me but i always felt that they were talking to me just because they pitied me or because they wanted to be nice, not because they wanted to be my friend.so the sec 1 year passed miserably slow.in sec 2 and sec 3, i loved and still love all my classmates(you r the best!yay!)and i also learnt that sometimes u need to keep what u think to yourself,it's for your own good or u could offend someone.
* pls do not feel offended by anything wriiten here.it's sort of a reflection of my life and my opinion of myself.maybe u will understand me a bit better after reading this. cheers!!
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OVER! it's totally OVER!!! Yes!!! the exams are history! we can now look forward to our long-awaited O-levels Chinese!!! yay!
wow.. phew..here's a commentary on the exams
Eng paper 1 : whoa.. "an unwise decision" maybe it was an unwise decision to do that question.. hope i don't go out of point.
Geog : totally dead..DEAD DEADER and DEADEST! ok mapwork was rotten and i don't even want to talk abt the essay questions.. :X i m sooo dead..
Chi paper 1 : ehh.. chechen rebels?? and wow!! letter to mr goh chok tong? that was abit far-fetched..i did not even expect anything close to that.
Phy : ok.. but i could not finish my question.. "center of grav..." what's center of grav anyway?
Chem : ok..nothing much to say
Eng paper 2 : ehh.. did not know that mira nair was a lady. oops.. and the summary was quite tough
A Math : umm.. i didn't read the bloody question properly that's why i got stuck at some questions!!! eg. Find the no. of roots. I found the roots instead of the no. of roots!!
E lit : sigh.. could not understand the unseen poem very well.. hope it turns out alright.
SS : argh.. i have something against humanities..i can never never finish my essays..
E Math : it was AWFUL!! i m so so so so dead again
couldn't do a few question!!! hope i'll pass.. pls pls let me pass..
Bio : ehh... what's RNA? what's protozoa?
Chi paper 2 : sigh.. wrote cui4 wrongly and compre and summary was like.. "huh?"
MEP : wahahaha... i don't take MEP!!!!
ok tts all for the exams
oh and there's a load of stacks and stacks of hw for the 2 day hols.. sigh.. they won't let us off would they..
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Friday, October 08, 2004
ooh.. why am i adolf hitler??? i absolutely hate him...
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