damn renovation.
i am sleep-deprived.
i so need to get out of the house.

will you miss me?
will you think of me?
do you even love me?

watching sonria pasta gives me hope about love.
yet i know love can never be, was never meant to be so beautiful.
the most beautiful love i've ever experienced in my entire life is the love i have now.
the love given to me by my friends and family.

daddy, i know you cant bear to let me go. i love you.
mummy, i know you'll miss me cus there's nobody to go shopping with you! haha. i love you.

things i love doing that in my absence, will make my parents miss me more HAHA!

. whine about all the new things i want.
. hog the big tv in the living room watching taiwan & korean dramas.
. "daddy, can u pick me up? tired to take bus..." when im only at northpoint
. weird, sudden urges to cook something i saw on tv
. walking around with cucumber slices on my face (its a skill ok cus the slices dont fall off)
. whatever crazy me decides to do on impulse such as suddenly collapsing on the floor and screaming for the fun of it etc

i will miss so many people!

francis & edison. aiya u know i love you. haha.
ziqi. u know i love you too.
sp. i love you guys although u might not know it.
tracy rachie mel. i love you hell loads.
szeyong! for always disturbing my sleep, calling me names but still my godbro, i have a love-hate relationship with you. haha!

if your name isnt here, either
its cus i forgot (dont blame me, im watching sonria pasta and reading teens = multi-tasking)
i just dont like you so i deliberately left your name out.
it really slipped my mind.

debs

leaving on 8th march, morning flight.

missing -
.4e3 (every single person)
.valerie.
.tracy wang.
.rachie tan.
.mel chan.
.lionel tan.
.rashid.
.ab.
.lance.
.naresh.

i miss my 2 BFs, one of them has forgotten me i think.
i miss qiqi.
im looking forward to going out with SP on 5/3/07.
i miss valerie, see you on friday!
i feel like going to meet tracy and the gang after their paper tmr.

i know i'll miss all of you hell loads when im in aussie. i wish i wasnt interested in law. i wish i didnt want to become a lawyer. then i wouldnt have to go through all this. damn.

im gonna miss my family so much, yes even the brat. im afraid my dog will forget me. serious, im truly worried.

i want to cry. i think doing so would be good for me. i need to cry.