I broke down today, after another round of long talk with him. Seriously things just change as our lives advances and I guess that is a part of life. But I am also human and a woman, though I look and act strong there are times when I am weak and helpless.
Since the day she left for good, I have lost my one and only best friend and my only avenue where I can complain with no hesitation. She is the only one that can nag at me and I won't feel any anger, the only one that can persuade me and console me with that soft touch. Without her around now I am so lost and helpless. Mummy, I miss you.
No doubt I should be able to tell him everything but I have to think before I put my words across and there will always be things that are too sensitive to bring up to him.
I am feeling weak already....and I am glad you came to my mind. I need to talk about it, I need a listening ear and I guess that is all I can ask for now. Thank you, life-less platform, for being there for me.
