complicated feelings

mentioned about complicated feelings in the "first" post...well...it sure is complicated...or should i say contradicting?

getting a new challenge...something i've been working towards...that i've been looking forward...but now that i'm getting it...i'm hoping to rest for a while more...just a week more can? *greedy little pig*

i've always feel that work should come first for him...should be understanding...but now that he got call back for work...can't help feeling left out...feeling upset...but i'm so happy over the new challenge and wish to have a small celebration...is it wrong? *greedy little pig just got greedier*

pls forgive me for my greediness.... :p

commitment, him & her

was debating over a topic the other day...why do women always demand commitment from men? well...a conclusion that i derive....that's bcos men will never face any commitment issue from women (at least from the majority)!

women, whenever they fall in love, they would have consciously or subconsciously devoted themselves and their love whole-heartedly...they are already committed to the relationship (at least for the majority).

that is why men will never have to...has no need to...demand for any commitment from women at all!

its been a long long time

7 long months since i last posted....so long that i nearly couldn't find my blog due to the new interface.

yes, my blog was dead....or should i say she went into a long coma.

what prompted me to bring her back to life? well...the complicated feelings that i have...so stuffy that i need some place to "speak" out...

and yes...she is alive again......